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In 1 Vaad&y of Q ad Idealisation 

(Complete Works of Swami Rama Tirtha) 

Volum&A 


Smand tdama Tirtfia 

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In Woods of 
God-Realization 
Volume 4 

(1913 Edition) 


Swami Rama Tirtha 


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Table of Contents 


NOTE-BOOK No. 1 3 

NOTE-BOOK No. 2 9 

NOTE-BOOK No. 3 22 

NOTE BOOK No. 4 102 

NOTE BOOK No. 5 137 

NOTE BOOK No. 6 179 

NOTE BOOK No. 7 234 

NOTE BOOK No. 8 294 

NOTE BOOK No. 9 301 

NOTE BOOK No. 10 406 

NOTE BOOK No. 11 448 

POEMS 595 


THE IMPORTANCE OF THE STUDY OF 
MATHEMATICS 647 


HOW TO EXCEL IN MATHEMATICS 683 


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NOTE-BOOK No. 1 

An ignorant man, having committed a fault, was 
thus reviled by some: "Shame upon you! You are 
no man," Being ignorant, he approached another 
man to make himself sure that he was a man and 
addressed him (thus) "Tell me who I am." The 
person addressed knowing him to be stupid, said, 
"I will enlighten you by and by," So having 
disproved that he was anything immovable etc., he 
resumed silence after saying "You are not not- 
man." The stupid man, again asked, "You who set 
about enlightening me are silent. Why do you not 
enlighten me?" 

Such are the Ignorance-devoured men of the 
world. 

rk k k k 

Even error has some foundation in truth. 

Though the distorted or magnified image 
transmitted to us through the refracting medium of 
rumour is utterly unlike the reality, yet in the 
absence of the reality there would have been no 
distorted or magnified image. 

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Love truth more and victory less. 

The fight between different religious sects 
illustrates the significant fable conceding the 
knights who fought about the colour of a shield of 
which neither looked at more than one face. 


•k k k k 

They write of a pean d' ane on which whosoever sat 
should have his desire but a piece of the skin was 
gone for every wish. 


k k k k 

A jiwan Mukta on being liberated after dissolution 
of the physical body enters the condition of Videha 
Mukta ( Videhamukta pavano aspandataamiva ) like the 
wind coming to a standstill. 


k k k k 

Kant managed all his life through to keep himself 
in health by persistent adherence to certain maxims 
of diet and regimen. One of these was that the 
germs of disease might often be avoided if the 
breathing were systematically carried on by the 
nose; and for that reason Kant always in his later 


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years walked alone with mouth closed. He was 
also careful to avoid perspiration. 

Every man his own doctor, every man his own 
lawyer, every man his own priest, - that was the 
ideal of Kant. 


k k k k 

The faith that stands on authority is no faith. 

Potential Existence is an absurdity of conception; if 
it is something, it is actual Existence. 

Beauty - What is it that makes a face attractive? 
Neither features, nor colour, nor anything else; but 
a certain abandonment (or ....) which goes by the 
name ...d 

Resignation makes a countenance graceful. 

In Sharirak (Vedanta Sutras), it is Adhyasa 
(attachment to physical body) that is treated first of 
all and not Ajnana (ignorance). 


1 An Urdu word is used here which could not be recognized. 

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Reason: It is Adhyasa alone that causes misery and 
not Ajnana. Cf. Sushupti which has Ajnana but no 
Adhyasa and consequently is not Duhkharupa 
(painful). 

A prudent man is like a pin; his head prevents him 
from going too far. 


k k k k 

Write ten maunds fire on paper and throw it in 
cotton. The cotton will not be set on fire. But a very 
small quantity of real fire will burn up the whole 
world. 


k k k k 

A slave is a slave because he is free. 


k k k k 

Beauty is one's own creation, ugliness one's own 
work. Everything is our own doing, and 
everywhere my own free Self is predominant. 

Ko mohah kah sokah Ekatvamanupasyatah (Ishavasya 

Up.) 


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When outward beauty attracts your mind, release 
yourself by 

(i) thinking of a higher degree being conceiving, 

(ii) the Atman as the reality of which all Beatify 

is a mere ripple. 

Never resort to that beggarly morality which goes 
by the name of disciplinarianism. 

Be a giver always, never a receiver. Regard 
everybody as free. A prisoner is a prisoner because 
of his freedom. A king is a king of his own free- 
will. One man is beautiful on account of his own 
free choice. Your ugliness is your own making. In 
consequence of that (1) you shall never get 
annoyed; because your demands or expectation 
will be nothing. Give what you can never ask. (2) 
You will never envy or desire anything, knowing 
that everything in others is the natural fruit of the 
same freedom which is your own birthright. Be a 
continuous spring of happiness and good. Let 
sadness or anger never ooze out of you. 


k k k k 

Says Herbert Spencer: Suppose the tickings and 
other movements of a watch constituted a kind of 


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consciousness. The watch possessed of such a 
consciousness must insist on regarding the 
watchmaker's actions as determined like its own 
by springs and escapements. Thus do people 
interpret Nature by Humanity. 

The belief in a community of nature between 
himself find the object of his worship has always 
been to man a satisfactory one. Why it should be so 
is explained by Vedanta. 


■k -k -k *k 

The right punishment of one out of tune is to make 
him play in tune. 


■k -k -k -k 

Raja means satisfied. One who has been a Raja in 
some previous birth, can alone realise Vedanta. 
The stone that is fit for the wall will never be found 
in the way. 


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NOTE-BOOK No. 2 

So long as you beg, you will never find; put 
yourself in the position of a careless (reckless) 
monarch and every object will seek your presence 
as people constantly call on kings even uninvited. 


k k k k 

Prophets! You will become messengers or apostles 
of the Divinity and bearers of the secrets of Nature, 
when the selfish interests are sacrificed at the altar 
of your Supreme Self. 


k k k k 

Keep yourself transparent, and the Light of lights 
will shine forth through you. 

Copyrighting spirit. Press-soliciting spirit, 
currying-favour spirit, mob-worshipping spirit 
thwarts down and suppresses the noble genius of 
mankind, and chokes down the heroism in man. 


k k k k 

People are accustomed to impute motives to heroes 
and others; but so long as ambition and name or 
fame seeking is there, there can be no success. 

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Shop keeping and beggary is no prayer or religion. 
Whenever I asked, never got. When I made me 
free, I got. 

A desire makes a woman of you. How easily 
people change sex! 


k k k k 

The sorrows and prosperity should fall on you as 
clearly and softly as the landscape falls on the eyes. 


k k k k 

The like comes to the like and the greater (it is that) 
draws the less. When we are all bliss and higher 
than worldly enjoyments, then and then alone are 
the latter attracted. 


k k k k 

You may try your best, the desires will not be 
fulfilled unless you have that spirit of Resignation 
and Renunciation in you which raisesyou above 
them. 

Love - "It is only when you leave me and lose me 
that I find myself by your side." 


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•k -k -k -k 

Just as the conclusions of astronomers would have 
been vain and uncertain, if not founded-on 
observations of the seen (apparently moving) 
heavens, in relation to a single meridian and a 
single horizon (fixed axes), so should no definite 
knowledge of Spiritual laws be gained by doubting 
and discrediting our individual experience and not 
referring to the single Divinity within and on the 
contrary making ourselves dupes of outside 
history, false representatives of Science and pseudo 
philosophers. 

Form no attachments on the ground of nationality, 
colour, country, or creed. He is your neighbour 
who is on the same plane of thought with you. 


■k -k -k -k 

Recognition, honour, popularity, wealth are no 
success. "I will teach you the way to become rich 
etc." That is no success. 


■k -k -k -k 

How does a painter or any other artist bring out 
original work? 


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A happy mood of harmony with the universe. 
Throw not your goal outside of your work. As in 
going or travelling on the railway stations, the goal 
will come to you, if you keep sitting in the carriage. 
Mind always calm, never lose your temper. Statics. 


k k k k 

Success is always with you. Whatever you reap is 
the result of your sowing. 


k k k k 

Pray not to the god outside; pray to the Divinity 
within. As in asking the gods to bring the other 
bank to us, labour is lost. The very moment we 
pray to the Self within and are determined to cross 
the river, we reach the opposite bank. 


k k k k 

Faith. He who believes in the Spiritual laws more 
than in the forms, will win and not the believer in 
the outward drift of affairs. 

Keep the Truth vividly before your mental eye in 
business. Let not outward shows bewilder you. 


k k k k 


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Rise above your neighbour's suggestion, above 
hypnotism. All life is nothing else but a surface 
affair, all world a trick of the senses. Realise, realise 
the Reality to such a degree that the world may 
become nothing to you. 


■k -k -k -k 

After admiring the small happy course of a little 
boat on a lake, get yourself into the little boat and it 
is no longer sitting still, floating smoothly. 

Mirror has nothing in it. You cannot verify by 
looking into the mirror. 

You see a compound of yourself and the world. 
You must enter into combination with what you 
see. 


■k -k -k -k 

All the shawls and beautiful dress is a bandage to 
conceal the wounds. A healthy man stands in no 
need of anything of that sort. 


■k -k -k -k 

The parrot sits on the horizontal string. The string 
turns and the parrot finds itself turned upside 


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down, ready to be thrown into water. The parrot 
does not leave the string for fear of falling down. 
But that very fear binds him and throws him into 
the hands of sportsmen. 

The Spanish Government of Manilla used to make 
some hundred thousand pesos (Spanish dollar) a 
year out of the revenue of licensing cock-fights. So 
are for selfish motives, all sorts of evils encouraged 
by the rulers of lands. 


k k k k 

It is strange, very strange, that people want to rob 
each other, as for worldly wealth, but as for higher 
wealth, spiritual or religious riches, when they are 
presented with it, they want to kill their donors. 


k k k k 

Everybody's experience will prove that to control 
the passion and bring sweet sleep and comfort at 
night, the best remedy is to centre your attention in 
the heart. That creates harmony and peace in the 
whole system and puts you in unison with the All. 



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Desiring - By desiring we chop out a part of our 
self. We throw our self off the balance. 

All desire is love. Love is God. Therefore all desire 
is God. He who realises all desires as his Self, is 
meditating on Om. The world lives in desires, 
therefore it lives in Me. 

The evil in personal desires is that the real Love or 
God is entirely forgotten, the wave conceals the 
ocean, and man is put out of harmony with the All. 
If a desire tends to restore or restores your 
universal love, it is good. 

We drink God, eat God, breathe God, think God. 

All truth is paradoxical. We must know both sides 
before we comprehend it. Truth is round. 

All time = now 

All distance = here 

All thought = God-consciousness. 

He is happy who can by deeply and intently 
looking at the dark surroundings make them full of 


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Light, just as we make the things in a dark room 
visible by continually keeping our gaze over them. 


k k k k 

People live neither in graves, nor mansions; they 
live rather in hells of their creation, hot-house 
plants, air-tight rooms. 


k k k k 

Friends and relations ought to be transparent to us, 
they should not be like veils and blinds. They 
should be as glass-panes obstructing no light, nay, 
they should be like spectacles and microscopes or 
telescopes, helps and no hindrances. 

Our connections and relations ought not to be like 
a heavy burden of fodder etc. carried on the back. 
They ought to be like the same fodder put into the 
stomach and assimilated. They should be a help 
and no hindrance. 

A rope-dancer at first rides the rope, single, alone. 
When highly practised, he takes with him a boy or 
some other heavy object and dances on the rope. 
So, after living single life and acquiring perfection, 
a man may allow others in his company. 


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If you have any connections, let them be like 
purgatives, etc., purifying and not burdensome. 


k k k k 

No salvation by acts - Just as the riches which were 
simply a means to an end are by the world taken to 
be an end in itself: so, the foolish people have made 
acts an end by itself, whereas it was only a meagre 
means to an end. 

Worldly men 2 , regard, respect, pity, courtesy, 
politeness, modesty, trying to please, and a desire 
to be pleased, vanity, flattery - these sire the great 
weapons of Maya. These are the snares of 
Ignorance and pain, the great hypnotisers. Why 
should worldly objects hypnotise you into the 
body etc.? Cast aside all lower literature, all 
materialistic talk, all intercourse on the 
phenomenal plane. The worldly objects have no 
right to make a woman of you. 

It is the Will to Live that drags misery and suffering 
in its train. It is the Will to Retire that brings peace 


2 An Urdu word is used here which could not be recognized. 

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and happiness as its consequence, nay, the Will to 
Retire converts itself into Happiness. 

Let nothing but the true Self remain before the 
mind forever and ever. 


k k k k 

Personal Love = nothing else but weakness and 
passivity. 

The reason why Love is praised is that majority of 
mankind suffer from that malady and it is 
flattering to find the painter man and not the lion. 

The second reason of Love being appreciated is 
that foolish poets and writers mix up true 
universal divine love with selfish personal love. 
The praise of one is given to the other and the 
hideous nature of the latter is concealed in the 
grandeur of the former. 


k k k k 

Believe not your admirers, worshippers, and 
flatterers. They ruin you. Keep no disciples. Keep, 
no connection with any person; be free from all 
relations. Let the time be spent either in writing or 


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meditation. Head no authors without realisation. 
The greatest hindrance in the way of Realisation 
are accursed newspapers, critics, reviewers,, 
admirers, friends, flatterers, disciples. They 
hypnotise you into misery by their indirect 
suggestions. Historians, novelists, poets and 
ordinary writers, and periodicals are the worst 
enemy of Realisation. Let all ties snap. Why should 
ties keep you bound? 

Man knows and recognises his material universe, 
because and only because he has been that 
universe in all its myriad details. He has buried 
himself in its rocks, pulsated with and in its 
rhythmic oceans, felt the peace and strength of its 
mighty oaks; or he could not now he conscious that 
such things exist. 


■k k k k 

Self-Realisation 
Concentration on truth 


Love 

Wandering thoughts drifting without rudder 
(dissipation) 


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Love may be resorted to collect your energies. But 
(it) should be avoided when on higher planes. 

What is this thing called 'Love' that has no centre 
from which to radiate? Centre there must be. What 
is this diffusive, general, universal emotion that 
has no focal point? It is unrequited love that 
becomes Power. It is love turned back from 
worldly objects and centred on the Self that 
becomes Power. It is lost love that becomes 
strength. 

k k k k 

Christians made the mistake of mixing up the 
teachings of Christ with his character. 

The Hindus winnowed out the teachings and 
retained the character of Buddha. 


k k k k 

Get out of the dumps. Expand. Head up, shoulders 
back, chest out, backbone stiff. 

Never wait for anybody. Be yourself. Prop not 
against anything. Expect nothing. Ask nothing. 
Seek nothing. 


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Pain - People go on rushing headlong after sensual 
objects, not seeing before them, till they run their 
heads against rocks and walls. Thus is caused pain 
or sorrow. 


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NOTE-BOOK No. 3 

A man may have a long way to go along his 
supposed straight line (arc) before he discovers 
that it is a curve; he may have much further to go 
along his curve before he discovers that it is not a 
circle; and much further still to go before he finds 
out whether it is an ellipse, a spiral, a parabola, or 
none of these. 

Thus are previous laws and calculations subject to 
constant amendment or repairs. 


k k k k 

Our concepts and generalisations like paper- 
money, which for the time and under certain 
conditions may and do represent value but no 
more. 


k k k k 

Just as in the body, the establishment of an 
insubordinate centre - a boil, a tumour, the 
introduction and spread of a germ with 
innumerable progeny throughout the system, the 
enlargement out of all reason of an existing organ - 
means disease; so in the mind, disease begins when 

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a passion asserts itself as an independent centre of 
thought and action. In the body disease 
commences when an organ begins to preside over 
the whole. Health is perfect poise of all emotions, 
desires, and feelings. 

All desires and objects of attractive beauty are like 
demons that possess mankind. Casting out devils 
means ridding a person of this terrible possession. 
Thus True Wisdom is the highest Exorcism. 


■k -k -k 

Man must rule or disappear. It is impossible to 
imagine a man presided over by stomach or sexual 
organs. A walking stomach, using hands, feet, and 
all other members merely to carry it from place to 
place and serve its assimilative mania. - He is a 
hog. 

•k *k -k -k 

Life is no more than a continual exercise of energy 
or conquest, by which external forces and 
organisms are brought into subjection and 
compelled into service or thrown off as harmful. 
Plants and animals in good health throw off the 
attacks of the parasites which incline to infest 
them. 


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The mind of an ordinary person is like a child, 
always leaning on this crutchet of an object or that, 
never walking erect, never standing by itself. How 
long should the mind be allowed to remain in this 
state of infancy? Let the mind be free, and when 
alone, never go to this person or that. Let it stand 
on its own feet. Centre of Gravity in itself. 


•k k k k 

The reading of books and learning all knowledge is 
one thing; and to acquire the Truth is another. 

You may read all the sacred Scriptures and yet not 
know the Truth. 


k k k k 

The frail and delicate female is supposed to cling 
round the sturdy husband's form, like ivy round 
the oak. It is really a death-struggle that is going 
on, in which either the oak must perish suffocated 
in the embraces of its partner, or in order to free 
the former into anything like healthy development 
the ivy must be sacrificed. 



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The method of Science as of all mundane 
knowledge, is that of limitation or actual 
ignorance. We practically beg the question we are 
in search of. The views of Science are like the views 
of a mountain; each is only possible as long as you 
limit yourself to a certain stand-point. Move your 
position and the view is changed. In Science you 
select certain details and isolate them from the rest. 
But in supposing such isolation you suppose what 
is false, and therefore vitiate the conclusion. A man 
seeing a very small arc of a very vast circle, easily 
mistakes it for a straight line. 


k k k k 

Form no ties. Let nobody enter your heart. Let no 
person come close to the inner Self. If you wish the 
inner Self to shine by itself, bring no object close to 
this grand crystal, otherwise it will get adulterated. 
Form your own rules and laws. Never be led by 
the saws and sayings of others. 

FOR A SANYASIN 

What is Love? Is a good experiment to try, but only 
once in life, not every day. See it once and leave it. 
It is a storm, an ague, a fever. Never be misled by 


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praises of love by fools who have not tried it. 
Having once tried Love and suffered from its 
pangs, never read anything about it, just discard all 
Literature concerning this passion. Throw off 
anything concerning it, as you have thrown off the 
primary-school books. 

Prem is no solution of the question. O Saviour of 
the world, from your suffering the future suffering 
of the world from the same cause ought to be 
mitigated. You suffer to find out the remedy so 
that others may not suffer. The proper way of 
handling it (which is) discovered by you must be 
shared by others. 

It is not possible to ride a camel and avoid jolting. 
The bark goes smooth and soft on the calm surface 
of a lake; but if we sit in the bark enticed by its 
gentle course, we find it, no easy sailing. Both will 
sink. 

Emerson's conclusions about Love are far from 
being the Truth. The poor fellow had missed the 
mark. 


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FOR A SANYASIN 

1. Never read love-literature, never a novel. 

2. Never allow anybody to associate too close to 
you. 

3. Walk on your own feet. You are no longer a 
child to require crutchete as support. For 
walking why should you feel lonely. When 
alone, direct your feelings within you. 

4. By pleasures (making) as well as pains 
(breaking), the potter prepares the pot (builds 
our character). 

5. In the objects of desire it is only the inner Self 
that is desirable. It is you that lend lustre and 
beauty to each and all. 

6. Meet men when lecturing. If you meet them at 
any other time let the meeting be formal. Never 
meet one person alone. Let there be no talk on 
personalities in your presence. No trifles or 
newspapers; or with, wishy-washy companions. 

7. Fools praise particular beauty. Aesthetic taste is 
puerile and childish. All humbug. To the wise 
everything is equally beautiful. 

8. If beauty is a force, is not divine law a higher 
force which separates and severs and rends 
asunder all attachment? 


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9. People walk blindly break their heads by 
running against the wall. 

10. Don't try to force on your friends what is 
unnatural and against the Spiritual Laws. 

11. Keep the mind always busy, working. Allow it 
no rest. This is the best way to escape the fever 
of attachment. 

12. The causes of love (impure or material — Ed.) (i) 
Want of perfect digestion; (ii) J idleness of the 
mind. Passivity; (iii) association with objects of 
senses. 

13. God loves everybody. 

14. If we entreat and coax the mouth of a pipe to 
yield water, will it? No. We have to turn the 
head, stop-cock or screw. 

15. Similarly when I touch one beach of the sea- 
shore, do I not touch the whole ocean? When I 
touch your feet, do I not touch your whole 
frame? Similarly I see whole God in seeing you. 

16. The world is unreal, God real. All I am. All 
world (is) my own. The worst prodigals (are) 
the dearest to me. 

17. Away with the little worlds of our own 
creation. Every house is made into a world. 


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18. Away with the little private worlds. Make the 
whole Earth your home, and all its inhabitants 
your own Self. 

To all those who suffer from heart-breaks and 
inner pangs: He who would get his body 
worshipped must get his body crucified. If you 
want to get worship first, you will have 
martyrdom afterwards. Christ, Socrates, Prophets, 
martyrdom first, worship afterwards. 

In plays and theatres, people hear worship and 
homage offered to heroes and heroines and they 
like that (as they childishly like the pomp and 
grandeur of the Delhi Durbar, but do not mark the 
consequences. They want to avoid the consequent 
pains and keep the antecedent show. 


■k -k -k *k 

Children, are very good. But Nature will never 
allow you to remain a child all your life long. You 
must learn the laws. "Obey the laws or die/1 



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Buddha, on a courtesan asking counsel, refused to 
visit her home, v but) went when she was in 
trouble. 

k k k k 

Upagupta and the eyes. 

If thy eyes tempt ye, poke them out; better for the 
body to be void of light than for the whole being to 
suffer in the darkness of hell. 

Pent-up desires break into foam, fume, and fury. 


k k k k 

Work and love can never go together. 

Balance disturbed, how to restore equilibrium, 
quiet? 


k k k k 

We feel our liver or spleen when it is sick. We feel 
our personality or body when we are spiritually 
sick. 



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A Negro maid-servant asked leave of her mistress 
to attend the Holy Communion. 

Mistress: "I have no objection. But you know you 
have never said you were sorry about the goose 
you stole last Week." 

The negro-servant: — "Lor, missus, do you think I'd 
let an old goose stand betwixt me and my blessed 
Lord and Master? I'll rather eat it up." 


■k -k -k -k 

The condition of the mind in which consciousness 
of Sin is absent is proved by History to be most 
distinctively healthy. 

Some of the greatest works of Art have been 
produced by men of this type, like the earlier 
Greeks. 


■k -k -k -k 

The words Health, Holy, Whole are from the same 
stock. 

Health - Unity, Mental or Physical (Vedanta). 


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"If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full 
of Light." 


k k k k 

Be all you are in all you do. 

A watch was working well and good. It got 
magnetised and could not work. Bury it 
underground and leave it there for some time. It 
will be in working order again. 

So, keep your soul steeped in Divinity, it will lose 
its charmed and mesmerised character, will be in 
gear once more. 

k k k k 

The greatest recreation or rest that a worker can get 
is derivable from the pleasures of imagination 
rather than from sensuous pleasures. 

All arguments may fail, all formal creeds prove 
false, only the limping Soul needs logic's crutch; 
while to the pure in heart the very air breathes and 
the very ground pulses with truth. Nature and God 
within man's heart are one. 

Feel no responsibility. Ask for no reward. 


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Why should I pray? Since all things far and near 
but answer to my spirit's inmost needs. I bring my 
joy, my gratitude, my love. I enter into life, fearless 
and confident. I cleanse myself from every hateful 
thought. I make my daily toil a song of praise. I 
love the Earth and feel its very life is part of me. 
My only prayer is gladness which I love. Why 
should I make appeal for help from some far 
source, since life is mine, since I am one with Him 
who is the Life? 


k k k k 

There is a great danger in manipulating love. 

Love - pure love (divinity) - cupidity. 

People either take both or reject both and are 
worsted either way. You have (to) sift and winnow 
put cupidity and must retain divinity. It is not 
desirable to eat chaff with grain, nor is it desirable 
to throw away grain with chaff. 

My sleep is broken. Shall I sleep anymore? Call it 
what you will - I am awake - Hush! I have given 


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bade sleep unto Him whose it was. Sleep have I 
put to sleep forever. 

As a mother's love justifies the existence of all her 
children, so, (a) Jnani, the embodiment of the 
world-mother, takes up whole areas of living and 
asserts the place of each in the complete harmony 
of life. 


HYPNOTISM 

1. All such suggestions that do not arouse 
antagonism are immediately received. Any 
suggestion that is antagonistic is not received. 
You will at once be hypnotised into love or 
hatred if you are not bitterly on your guard 
against sensuous attractions. 

2. We receive all suggestions that are in the line of 
our faith. Apparent sympathisers and advocates 
of our faith instil their ideas into us. 

3. We receive all suggestions that are in the line of 
our fear. In the name of friendship of India, O 
people, unlock your heart. 

4. Persistent suggestion can accomplish anything 
and everything. 


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(The) Hindus have always depreciated " " 3 and 

the Westerns have attached too much importance 
to those outward beauties. They are children's toys 
and dolls. A grown-up man shuns them. 

Aspire and you will be inspired. 

Truth is tough. It will not break, like a bubble, at a 
touch! Nay, you may kick it about all day, like a 
foot-ball, and it will be round and sound at 
evening. 

Death asks not " What have you?" but "Who are 
you?" Life's question is not "What have I?" but 
"What am I?" 


•k * -k -k 

No one ever found the walking fern who did not 
have the walking fern in his mind. A person whose 
eye is full of Indian relies picks them up in every 
field (which) he walks through. 


■k -k -k -k 


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You make the world more serious than God. Light 
shines through you despite yourself. 


k k k k 

"We are punished by our sins, not for them." Every 
thought of evil has for its ultimate goal the heart of 
him who sends it. Around the world it goes, and 
soon or late, in this or another form, and perhaps 
long after it has been forgotten, its sender receives 
it back again. 

True religion is not belief in a God, but is a 
complete trust in the Good in man. 


k k k k 

Ruskin portrays the unrest of mankind thus: "Our 
two objects in life are, whatever we have, to get 
more and wherever we are, to go somewhere else." 


Intuition 

Reason 

Instinct 


rare the) Sources of Knowledge. 


Instinct and Intuition represent the same certainty 
of Knowledge as Reason, but with less or no 
possibility of erring. 


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HOW TO MARK HOMES HAPPY 

When a great famine or plague visits a province, 
the people are united, the ill feelings are quieted 
down. Thus feeling alike is a great bond of union. 
So, a household may be made happy if the 
husband and wife begin to desire alike. This 
similarity of feeling secures love and also 
guarantees their onward progress. 

Reason is said to be the crown of man; it is rather 
the collar of the serf. It is the sign of imperfection, 
the acknowledgment of ignorance. 


k k k k 

The moonlight is enjoyed not when we go out to 
enjoy it, but when we get side gleams of it on our 
business march. So, is love enjoyed when we are 
going ahead in spiritual march. 


k k k k 

The stomach is felt when sick; so, is love of wife 
etc., felt when it is indecent. 


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You never feel your nose. So, why should you feel 
your connections. They will not drop down. 

All degradation begins with the growth of the 
sense of shame (as in the myth of Adam and Eve). 


k k k k 

A civilised man abandons his true Self for his 
organs, making himself worse than animals; 
sacrifices the whole for the parts. 


k k k k 

All Dogmatism is flying off at a tangent from 
actual facts. The tangent represents the direction of 
a curve over a small arc: but following the tangent 
we soon Jose the curve. 


k k k k 

Most of the classifications of Science and 
Philosophy are like classifying people by their 
boots. The method of Science is best called "the 
method of Ignorance." 

All Science and Philosophy wants to climb up a 
ladder to comb the hair. 


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All accumulation of riches and wealth is like 
mounting the housetop to reach the stars. 

The wish is always father to the thought. 

Feeling always precedes thinking — as the body 
precedes the clothes. 

Change the feeling m an individual, and his whole 
method of thinking will be revolutionised. 

Feeling - life within; Thought - husk or bud-sheath. 

The husk prepares the bud underneath, which is to 
throw, it off. The thought prepares and protects the 
feeling underneath which growing will inevitably 
reject it. Change the feeling and reasoning changes. 

An Ur dti Couplet is quoted here 

All Science and Experience stands on the Under- 
standing and the Understanding on Feeling. 
Should we not seek the solution of the problem 
hopelessly baffling to Atomic Theory or Force 
Theory in the really ultimate source of knowledge. 


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i.e. Feeling, the heart of man, the source of 
perception, the origin of light? 

Seek not the solution of Cosmic mystery in the 
remotest circumference of Humanity— atoms etc., 
but in the very centre of it, the Feeling. 


■k -k -k -k 

Pass through the crowded streets and cities as you 
pass through beautiful landscapes and lovely 
mountains. The criticisms and jealousies of others 
being like the slippery ground and rolling stones, 
enjoy everything despite all that. Unaffected 
witness, immune. 

People misbehave because of Ignorance. It is the 
one Maya (Avidya) that takes different forms. Don't 
think of the forms or shapes it takes in others. 
Illumine it by your light and it is gone. 


■k -k -k -k 

As infants we cannot lift ourselves above the floor, 
(but) through the years of the proud strength of 
manhood we scale the loftiest mountains. What is 
it that enables us to overcome gravity? Like 
overcomes like. Therefore the will in us must be 


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related to Gravity as kith and kin, nay, as one and 
the same. 

And just like the sense of weight, Sound m 
Emotions musical.' The other senses stand in 
pregnant relation with the world. I am the Unity 
running throughout Nature. 


•k k k k 

Let Science as a minister to the most external parts 
of man start with our foot as its datum. But if we 
want to attack the ultimate Nature, the final reality, 
we must take our measure from the most central 
principle in man. 


k k k k 

The constipated manners and frozen speech of 
people are a continual denial of all natural 
affection - and a continual warning against offence. 


k k k k 

Does there not exist an inner Illumination of which 
what we call light in the outer world, is the partial 
expression and manifestation, by which we can see 
things as they are, not by any local act of 


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perception but by a cosmical intuition and 
presence, identifying ourselves with what we see? 

"Whatever is known to us by direct consciousness," 
says Stuart Mill in his System of Logic, "is known 
to us beyond possibility of question." 

Now, what is known by our local and temporary 
consciousness, is known for the moment beyond 
possibility of question; and what is known by our 
permanent and universal consciousness, is 
permanently known beyond possibility of 
question. 


k k k k 

Un-Vedantic Socialism is simply "floundering from 
the quagmire into the bog." 


k k k k 

Thoreau preferred leisure to ornaments. 


k k k k 

Timid people of fashion are caught in the jaws of a 
vice and cannot move. 


k k k k 


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Your work in this world is finished when you have 
realised the Truth. Let it be imparted to but one 
man and you are done with it. 

The accepted morals are mere customs. 


k k k k 

The old moral codes want to extinguish some of 
the passions - seeing that it is easier to shoot a 
restive horse than to ride him. 


k k k k 

Have a left foot (vice), as well as right (virtue), that 
gives you a firmer standing. 


k k k k 

The caddis-fly leaves his tube behind and soars 
into the upper air; the creature abandons its 
barnacle existence on the rock and swims at large 
in the sea. 


k k k k 

It is just when we die to custom that, for the first 
time, we rise into the true life of humanity: it is just 
when we abandon all prejudice of our own 
superiority over others that the world opens out 
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easily and at once into the great ocean of freedom 
and equality. 

If the tongue eats only for its taste and not for the 
health of the body, it will lose all relish. So, man in 
a healthy state does not act for himself alone, nor 
does he talk cant about serving his neighbour. He 
acts making them part and parcel of his own life. 


•k * -k -k 

To know and understand Atman is like trying to 
look into the front and back of a mirror at the same 
time. 


■k -k -k -k 

The only wrong is to put this question: "Am I 
right?" 


■k -k -k -k 

It is only habit, an illusion of difference, that 
divides; after all it is the same human creature that 
flies in the air, and swims in the sea, or walks 
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People won't have patience. They want to merely 
bathe in the Ganges (Jordan) and make them clean. 


All the charity and generosity of the rich: 

"They clean the outside of the cup and platter, but 
within they are full of extortion and excess" 


•k * * * 

All love implies an intense longing for the perfect 
human form — does it? Ans. — Indirectly; like for 
like; hunting after Perfect Self. 

No personality, no individuality, no responsibility 
anywhere. One Power Supreme is the only one 
Soul of each and all: and that am I. 

CAUSATION 

1. In music the symphony is not understood by 
examination and comparison of the notes alone, 
but by experience of their relation to the deepest 
feelings; and Nature is not explained by laws, but 
by its becoming - or rather being felt to be - the 
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his inward being. We cannot say that one note is 
the cause of another, but we might say that each 
note stands in a causal subordination to the feeling 
which inspired the piece, which is the origin of the 
piece and the result of its performance, the alpha 
and omega. 

2. Similarly the ground-floor in a house is not the 
cause of the first floor, nor the first floor of the 
second floor, nor that of the third etc, but these 
actualities and the whole house stand in strict 
relationship to a mental something which is not in 
the same plane with them at all, nor an actuality in 
the same sense. 

The way of the Conservative world in regard to 
Reformers and Prophets is : — 

"Kill thy physician and bestow the fee upon the 
foul disease" 


k k k k 

In Hydrostatics a slender column of water can 
balance being at the same height against an ocean. 
So can you balance with all the prophets and 
philosophers of the world. 


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"There goes my evil self". Just so, you could have 
done all that Newton or Christ did under their 
respective circumstances, "There goes your 
virtuous Self." 


k k k k 

When one leaf, petal or stamen begins to form on a 
tree or one plant begins to push its way above the 
ground in spring, there are hundreds of thousands 
all around just ready to form. 


k k k k 

As a rule when one man feels any reforming 
impulse strongly, the hundred thousand are nearer 
to him than he suspects. 

A new moral birth is ever sacred.... as sacred as a 
child within the mother's womb ... it is a kind of 
blasphemy against the Holy Ghost to conceal it. 
Courage is better than conventionality. 


k k k k 

Health: Into that heaven it is indeed hard for a rich 
man (respectable, fashionable) to enter. 


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k k k k 

It is no good trying to set straight the roof and 
chimneys when the whole foundation is aslant. The 
whole thing wants to be pulled down. 


k k k k 

A fly (nobility, upper ten) sat stinging on the hind 
quarters of a horse (working masses) and fancied 
that without it the cart (State) could not go. It 
fancied raid fancied till the great beast whisked its 
tail and it fancied no more. 


k k k k 

The Ocean is so big, but we do not live or remain in 
it like frogs and fish. Is it necessary for us to 
embitter our life by dwelling in the sour brine of 
Civilization? 


k k k k 

In Arabia there are ever so many religious 
enthusiasts; the reason is that in the extreme 
simplicity of life their heaven seems so close upon 
them. But civilised people guard themselves 
effectually against this danger, by ingenious 
devices like Smoke pall , raise (such) a dust of 
trivialities which absorb attention entirely. If this 


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screen subsides for a moment, we are sure to have 
the daily papers held up before our eyes - so that if 
a chariot of fire were sent to fetch us, ten to one we 
should not see it. 

To live Vedanta in Civilisation is like carrying a 
basin of water in the hand. The water should go 
horizontal, but the disturbances arising from the 
human side effectually prevent this being realised. 


k k k k 

Trade is against Nature. The true nature of man is 
to give like the Sun; when giving, his thoughts are 
broad and he is free; when getting, his thoughts are 
narrowed down into little self, he is anxious, 
therefore, and miserable. 


k k k k 

Fine Taste, Artistic Character, Aesthetic Nature, 
Harmony is the soul of art. 


k k k k 

If things are in their place, they will always look 
well. What can be more graceful than a ship - the 
sails, the spars, the rigging, the lines of the hull? 
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An imperious necessity rules everything. This rope 
could have no other plan than it has, nor could it 
be less thick or thicker than it is; and it is in fact 
this necessity which makes the ship beautiful. 

You cannot make your dress or room beautiful by 
aping the fashions of respected slums (upper ten); 
that would be unnatural. You cannot make your 
room beautiful by buying an expensive vase and 
putting it on the mantelshelf; but if you live an 
honest life in it, it will grow beautiful in proportion 
as it comes to answer to the wants of such a life. 

Look to your own real requirements and your life. 
That is art. Imitating the tastes of others is ugliness. 


•k * -k -k 

The trees that spread their boughs against the 
evening sky, the marble that I have prepared 
beforehand these millions of years in the Earth, the 
cattle that roam over the myriad hills - they are 
Mine, for all my children - if thou lay hands on 
them for thyself alone, thou art accursed. 

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Legal Ownership is essentially Negative. It is the 
power to prevent other people from using* A man 
may have (own) a fine telescope but be quite 
incapable of using it, yet he has the legal power to 
prevent anyone else looking through it. So with 
land. 

Property in the hands of one who is willing and 
able to use it well = wealth. In the hands of another 
man it may just as likely be tilth. 

A merchant distributes evils just the same as 
goods. 

When a man's chief pica is "the law allows it," you 
may be pretty sure he is up to some mischief. 

Legal ownership is mischief* True ownership is 
love. 

Ownership is making a thing my own. I make the 
whole world my own} owner of the Universe. 

1. Can you own air, earth, or a single atom in the 
legal sense of the word? 2. Can you command the 
waves? 3. Can you say to the little bit of camphor 


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which you wrap so neatly in paper, put in your 
drawer, "Little bit of camphor, you are mine" and 
prevent it from leaving you? 4. Can you 
legitimately say to the treasures: "Treasures, 
treasures, you are all mine, mine, mine?" And 
there the moth and rust are duly and diligently all 
the while corrupting them. 5. Could you say to the 
body, "you are mine," and be incapable of adding 
an inch or reducing a quarter inch from it? 


k k k k 

What is property? That which is proper to a thing, 
or right for a thing. 

What are the properties of brimstone or oxygen? 

So, man's property is Godhead and Godhead 
alone. 

Why is a stick cut in the wild woods, whittled, 
peeled, polished and transformed into a walking 
stick, the property of the man who laboured over 
it? Because, as for as it is a product of anything 
besides Nature, it is the product of his work. He 
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himself into it; it has become part of him - one of 
his properties. 

A man on board ship tied his gold in a belt round 
his waist to make it secure, and thought that that 
gold was his property; but when the ship capsized 
and he was in the water, he saw that he was 
mistaken; he found that he was the property of the 
gold, for it took him to the bottom. 

Every object is a challenge to our Manhood (nay. 
Godhead) - till we have mastered it - and taken 
possession of it; and it is only ours when we have 
put forth our living power upon it. Jealousy is a 
glove thrown at our Divinity to master, own, and 
possess that object. 


•k * -k -k 

In the accursed state of Civilization material objects 
represent Money, instead of money representing 
them. 


■k -k -k -k 

We take the knife away from the child because it 
cannot use it rightly, hence it is not its property. 


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Of disease, when did you ever meet an owner of 
worldly illth who was at ease - as your dog lying 
on the hearth-rug is at ease - who owns nothing? 


k k k k 

If you do not happen to have the means to go to 
New Zealand, set out travelling to Heaven. It is a 
longer journey and you will see more by the way. 


k k k k 

Materials are not to be worshipped, they must be 
commanded. 


k k k k 

England and indeed all "civilised" countries today 
are simply in advanced stages of mortification. 


k k k k 

Be yourself, enjoy all, possess nothing. 


k k k k 

Brahma from himself sheds and shreds the 
universes; I from myself; you from yourself. 

History shrivels before the will, even if it be only of 
one man. 


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k k k k 

Ah! Death - and Hell with thy gaping jaws — , into 
thee at length I am curious to descend; curious am 
I to go where the old empty masks of Fear and 
Disaster are kept, and see where they hang - 
hereafter useless forever. 


k k k k 

Are you laughed at, are you scorned? Do they gaze 
at you and giggle to each other as you pass by? Do 
they despise you because you are misshapen, 
because you are awkward, because you are 
peculiar, because you fail in everything you do - 
and you know it is true? Do you go to your 
chamber and hide yourself and think that no one 
thinks of you, or when they do only with 
contempt? - My child, there is One that not only 
thinks of you but who cannot get on at all without 
you. 

Are you alone in the world? Have you sinned? 
Have you a terrible secret within you which must 
out, yet you dare not reveal it? Have you a face so 
disfigured that no one will look straight in your 
eyes? Have you a mortal disease? Do you feel the 
beating pulse of it in the dead of the night? At 


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midday when the passers-by go to 'arid fro in the 
bright sunshine, do you feel the shadowy call of it 
to another world? Are you tormented with 
inordinate clutching lusts which you dare not 
speak? Are you nearly mad with the sting of them, 
and nearly mad with the terror lest they should 
betray you? My child, there is One who 
understands perfectly. There is One who 
understands perfectly. There is nothing betrayed 
and nothing to betray. It is all straightforward. 
There is no fraction of your days, your body, your 
thoughts, your passions, which has not deliberately 
and calmly been prepared— and which shall not 
deliberately and calmly be removed, removed 
again when it has played its part. There is no 
prejudice here, or weakness or self-righteousness, 
nor any apartness at all; you are included, and all 
that is done and felt by you is done and felt at the 
same instant by not-you; whatever you are and 
whatever you do, there is One who will and does 
look you candidly in the face and understand you. 
You may recoil from that gaze; but if you learn to 
encounter and return it (whether in one or many 
lifetimes), you will see that from it at length all 
secret terrors, shams, disfigurements, death itself, 
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the world, but you will be a sovereign lord over the 
world. Apart from all evil - from all that seems to 
you evil - your Soul, my friend, that towards which 
you aspire, which will become you one day - your 
true Self - rides - above your phantasmal self 
continually. Do not fear: it is there. Through all the 
baffling and confusion, through all the seeming 
haphazard and labyrinth Darkness of life, it is 
there - overseeing, quietly selecting, directing, 
ordaining. It is lord of all. If there were chance, it 
were evil: but there is not. The Soul surrounds 
chance and takes it captive; and all experience - 
what you call good and what you call evil, alike - it 
takes and greedily absorbs, nor ever can have 
enough. 


•k * -k -k 

The various professions, jobs and undertakings of 
mankind are mere excuses for existence. The very 
presentment of them shows that people are 
ashamed of life for its own sake.' Really material 
life is unpardonable. But the really living person 
needs no excuses to make for his life. He is bound 
by no duties, under no debts. 


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0 Death, take me away. For I would be the dust; 
and I would be the silver rays of the Moon and the 
stars, and the washing sound of the midnight sea; 
and nourishing sweet air and running water, for 
the lips of them that I choose; to pass, to put on the 
invisible cap, to run round about the world unseen. 

1 am the light air on the hills .... deny me not; my 
desire which was not satisfied is satisfied, and yet 
can never be satisfied. I pass and pass and pass. 

From the hills I creep down into the great city... 
fresh and pervading through all the streets I pass; 
him I touch, and her I touch and you I touch— lean 
never be satisfied. I who desired one give myself to 
all. I who would be the companion of one become 
the companion of all companions. The lowest and 
who knows me not, him I know best and love best. 
O air and elements, break forth into singing! O 
arise. 

O world, you have been very gentle to me! 
Strangely as to the dying your beauty comes to me 
now. 


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Laws and limitations fade, time and distance are 
no more, no bars can hold me, no chamber shut me 
in. 

The arched doors of the eyebrows of innumerable 
multitudes open around me; new heavens- I see, I 
stop there then. 


•k k k k 

When the regard for elaborate art, wit, manners, 
dress or anything rare or costly whatever, shall 
drop clean off from you, this is the most welcome. 


k k k k 

The mother's life is an unspoken prayer, her body a 
temple of the Holy One. 

Have you used the summer well? Then the winter 
shall be beautiful to you. 


k k k k 

All this day we will go together; the Sun shall circle 
overhead; our shadows swing round us on the 
road; the winter sunshine shall float wonderful 
promises to us from the hills; the evening see us in 
another land; the night ever insatiate of love we 
will sleep together, and rise early and go forward 


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in the morning; wherever the road shall lead us, in 
solitary places or among the crowds, it shall be 
well; we shall not desire to come to the end of the 
journey nor consider what the end may be; the end 
of all things shall be with us. This is my trade. 

From this day it is not so much we that change, as 
the hours that glide past us; each bends low as it 
passes with a gift. 

Earth-kings on their thrones faintly foreshadowed 
this; the old myths and legends of heaven were the 
indistinct dreams of the everlasting peace of the 
soul. Worldly marriages dimly betokened this. 


k k k k 

Storms and darkness surging around, we have 
seen round you. 

Avaunt! Over the hills with lightning speed fly, 
tossing your nostrils; but know that I easily 
outspeed you all ... . you cannot delude or escape 
Me. See if to my chariot at length harnessed I will 
not drive you, irresistible and triumphant through 
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Be not careful about perfections; the day shall' 
come when everything shall be perfect to you. To 
be ungainly or deformed shall after all be no 
hindrance; your ignorance and rags shall not avail 
for a disguise. Past your own futility or vanity you 
shall walk unfettered, and just gaze upon them as 
you go by; if learning and skill admit you to 
wonders, ignorance and awkwardness shall give 
you entrances equally or more desirable. 

I do not turn you back from Self-seeking; on the 
contrary I know that you shall never rest till you 
have found your Self. If you seek it, money, fame 
and the idle gratification of inordinate organs and 
lumps . . . that is all very well for a time; but you 
will have to do better than that. If you seek it in 
duty, goodness, renunciation, they also are very 
well for a time; but you will do better. 

O kisses of the Sun and winds! O joy of the 
liberated Soul (finished purpose and acquittal of 
civilization), daring all things - light step, life held 
in the palm of the hand! Kisses to the lips of sweet 
smelling, fruit and bread, milk and green herbs. 

•k k k k 

Tremendous forces are charioting you onwards. 


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0 burning behind all worlds, immortal Essences, 
Flames of this ever-consuming universe, never- 
consumed - to laugh and laugh with you and of 
our laughter shake forth creation! 

In the eyes of her (whom) you love, in the faithful 
face of your enemy in battle, aware (beware) at 
least of your own Self! O joy! Joy! Inextinguishable 
joy and laughter. 

1 have seen the slaves of Opinion and Fashion, of 
Ignorance and of Fearning, of Drink and Fust, of 
Chastity and Unchastity. One skin cast leaves 
another behind, and that another, and that yet 
another. The way is long but the centuries are 
longer. Faint not. Does my voice sound distant t 
Faint not. Even now for a moment round your 
neck, advancing, I stretch my arms; to my lips I 
draw you. I press upon your lips the seal of a 
covenant that cannot be forgotten. 


k k k k 

I am not nearer to one than to another; they do not 
seek me so much as I advance through them. 


k k k k 


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What is the use of lower degrees and evil? They are 
like mirror. They reveal yourself by contrast. To 
the wise all are mirrors, some by conduction, some 
by induction, reflection (ugly) and refraction 
(beautiful). 


k k k k 

Even nettle will not hurt you if you grasp it 
unhesitatingly; but will set your skin in painful 
irritation if merely touched. 

Caste-bound, hide-bound in Caste are the Civilized 
nations. They separate themselves and exile 
themselves from free, open Nature and fresh 
fragrant Natural life into close drawing-rooms — 
dens and dungeons; they banish themselves from 
the wide world, excommunicate themselves from 
all creation, ostracise themselves from plants and 
animals. This way they play the part of the 
Brahmins of India. The prestige, respectability and 
honour are the accursed pests of society. By 
arrogating to themselves airs of superiority they 
work their own ruin, cut themselves into 
stagnation. 


k k k k 


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Pessimism, so far as it declares open war against 
the present state of affairs and the miserable 
condition of Civilization, is all right. But it is wrong 
if it lead us to despondency and dissatisfaction. 

Optimism, so far as it wants us to remain happy no 
matter how depressing the circumstances, is all 
right. But when it leads us to accommodate the 
corrupt tendencies of the age, it becomes a regular 
plague. 


k k k k 

Dream-walker, look! This white thing in thy path I 
Art mad? O look - the wild eyes seest thou not? 
The warning arm? —no flimsy phantom this, no 
pale stray figment of thy brain, but He. 


k k k k 

Civilization - Immensely busy, rushing crowds 
doing nothing really. "No time, no time," and "no 
work even." 

Was it that people should give all their precious 
time and energy to the plaiting of silken thongs 
and letters innumerable, to bind themselves 


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prisoners — to pick oakum of the strands of real life 
forever? 

"And as a woman for the touch of a man, so I -v 
cried in my soul even for the violence and outrage 
of Nature to deliver me from this barrenness 
(Civilization)." 

The quiet look, the straight, untroubled, unseeking 
eyes of the oilman - Indeed because they sought 
nothing and made no claim for themselves, 
therefore it was that they gave me all. Without 
wrigglings, and contortions, without egotistic 
embarrassments grimaces, innuendoes; without 
constraint and without stint, free. 


•k * -k -k 

All the cobwebs of Science and precedents and 
conclusions of authority,, all possessions, and 
impediments of property, all rights of bundles and 
baggage, - 1 disown. 


■k -k -k -k 

I stand prepared for toil, for hardship - this instant, 
if need be to start on an unforeseen and distant 
journey - 1 am wholly without reserve — 


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As a woman of a man, so, will I learn of thee, I will 
draw thee closer and closer, I will drain thy lips 
and the secret things of thy body, I will conceive of 
thee, O liberty! 

Aahamajaani garbhadhamaa 
Twamajaasi garbhadhamaa 

Do not hurry: have faith. Let the strong desires 
come and go; refuse them not, disown them not, 
but think not. that in them lurks finally the thing 
you want. Presently they will fade away and into 
the intolerable light will dissolve like gossamers 
before the Sun. 

Do not hurry: have faith. The sportsman does not 
say, "I will start a hare at the corner of this field, or 
I will shoot a turkey-buzzard at the foot of that 
tree;" but he stands indifferent and waits on 
emergency, and so makes himself master of it. So 
do you stand indifferent and by faith make 
yourself master of your life. 

Like Arjuna fight hard, but (put) the reins of horses 
in the hands of Krishna. 


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k k k k 

Have faith. If that which rules the universe were 
alien to your Soul, then nothing could mend your 
state . . . there were nothing left but to fold your 
hands and be damned everlastingly. But since it is 
not so . . . why? What can you wish for more? All 
things are given into your hands. 

Do you pity a man who having a silver mine loses 
a shilling in a crack in his house-floor? And why 
should another pity you? 


k k k k 

Do not hurry. And when the sun rises, the clouds 
suffused with light creep over the edges of the 
hills, the young poplar poises itself Eke an upward 
arrow out of the ground, the birds warble with 
upturned bills to the sun; the hemisphere of light 
follows the hemisphere of darkness, and a great 
wave of light rushes round the globe. The little 
pigmies (men) stand on end (like iron-filings under 
a magnet) and then they fall prone again; and this 
has gone on for millions of years and will go on for 
millions more. 


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* * * * 

Do not hurry. Absolve yourself today from the 
bonds of action. Begin today to understand why 
the animals are not hurried, and do not concern 
themselves about affairs, nor the clouds, nor the 
trees, nor the stars - but only man - and he but for a 
(few) thousand years in history. Do not hurry: have 
faith. 


Some Urdu verses are quoted here 

Whither indeed should we hurry? Is it not well 
here? A little denying of ego, and lo! The glory of 
all the earth is ours. 

Is your present experience hard to bear? Yet 
remember that never again perhaps in all your 
days will you have another chance of the same. Do 
not fly the lesson, but have a care that you master it 
while you have the opportunity. 


Whoever, dwells among thoughts dwells in the 
region of delusion and disease - and though he 
may appear wise and learned, yet his wisdom and 
learning are as hollow as a piece of timber eaten 


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out by white ants. Therefore though thought 
should gird you about, remember and forget not to 
dis-endue (to dis-endow) it, as a man takes off his 
coat when hot; and as a skilful workman lays 
down his tool when done with, so shall you use 
thought and lay it quietly aside again when it has 
served your purpose. 

These things I say not in order to excite thought in 
you - rather to destroy it - or if to excite thought, 
then to excite that which destroys itself. 


k k k k 

As long as you are overwhelmed with the 
importance of anything in the world, so long will 
the veil lie close; do not be deceived. 


k k k k 

Will you rush past forever insensate and blindfold 
- hurrying breathless from, one unfinished task to 
another, and to catch your ever departing trains - 
as if you were a very Cain flying from his face. 
Resume the ancient dignity of your race, lost, 
almost forgotten as it is. What is it surely that you 
are fretting about? Is it the fashions or what men 
say about you, or the means of livelihood, or is it 


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the sense of duty this way or that, or trivial desires 
that will not let you rest? Are you so light, like a 
leaf, that such things as these will move you, . . are 
you so weak that one such- slender chain will 
deprive you of inestimable Freedom? And yet the 
lilies of the field and the beasts that have no Banks 
of Deposit or Securities are not anxious: they have 
more dignity than you. 

Give away all that you have, become poor and 
without possessions. . . and behold I you shall be 
lord and sovereign of all things. 


•k k k k 

As long as you harbour motives, you are giving 
hostages to the enemy . . . while you are a slave (to 
this or that, you can only obey. It is not you who 
are acting at all. Brush it all aside, banish it. Pass 
disembodied out of yourself. Leave the husk, leave 
the long, tong prepared and perfected envelope. 
Pass through the gate of indifference into the 
palace of Mastery; through the door of Love out 
into the great open of deliverance. 

How wonderful is the mere sense of space in the 
world . . . after the sick-chamber and the days of 


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illness I And how wonderful must be the sense of 
measureless space in the Soul, and of freedom, 
thenceforth inalienable! Look then in the glass once 
more, and satisfy yourself thoroughly about it. 


k k k k 

Who are you? 

Who are you that go about to save them that are 
lost? Are you saved yourself? Do you know that 
who would save his own life must lose it? Are you 
then one of the lost? Could you or would you be 
one of the lost? Arise, then, and become a Saviour. 
Be a sinner, realize your oneness with him and you 
can save him. 


k k k k 

Civilized circles and newspapers are all the time 
praising somebody or blaming, criticising someone 
else. Man is talked of just as they speak of corn and 
wheat. Prices (are) rising and falling. Man is made 
an inanimate commodity. Else above it, know the 
Self Supreme, nothing can set a price on you. 
Believe not in the chatter of fools. Fly the living 
death of Civilization. 


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HOME 

Among all men my home is; I have seen them and 
there is no people, unto the ends of the Earth, with 
whom I will not dwell. 

I give my body to the sea and to the dust ... to be 
dashed on the rocks, or to break in green spray in 
spring time over the fields and hedge-rows ... or 
to lie rotting in the desert for the sustenance of 
flies. 

O let not the flame die out! Cast at last thy body, 
thy mortal self upon it, and let it be consumed; and 
behold! presently the little spark shall become a 
hearth-fire of Creation, and thou shalt endue 
another garment woven of the Sun and stars. 

Absorbed, the world circles round him, the 
shackles of existence fall off, he passes into 
supreme joy and mastery. Lo! The rippling streams 
and the stars and the naked tree-branches deliver 
themselves up to him. They come close; they are 


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his body, and his spirit is rapt among them; 
without thought he hears what they and all things 
would say. 

Nearer than Ever Now ... If I should be taken up 
into Thee, O blue, blue sky ... to pass the bounds of 
myself ... to share thy life, O Nature: To mingle my 
breath with thy breath, my body and its liquids 
with the Earth and the sea . . . losing my mortal 
outline in Thine. 


k k k k 

This ship sailing for thee, like a sigh through a 
gleam of summer. 

I am a bit of the shore: the waves feed upon me, 
they come pasturing over me; I am glad, O waves, 
that you come pasturing over me. I am a little arm 
of the sea; I feel the waves all around me, I spread 
myself through them. How delicious! I spread and 
spread. The waves tumble through and over me - 
they dash through my face and hair. Suddenly I 
am the Ocean itself: the great soft wind creeps over 
my face. I am in love with the wind ... I reach my 
lips to its kisses. How delicious I all night, and ages 
and ages long to spread myself to the gliding wind! 
But now (and ever) it maddens me with its touch. I 


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arise and whirl in my bed, and sweep my arms 
madly along the shores. All the bays and inlets 
know me: I glide along in and out under the Sun 
by the beautiful coast line; my hair floats leagues 
behind me. Ever and anon it maddens me with its 
touch. I arise and sweep away my bounds, I know 
but I do not care any longer which my own 
particular body is . . . all conditions and fortunes 
are mine. O joy! forever, ever, joy! I am not hurried 
. . . the whole of eternity is mine; with each one I 
dwell, with each one I dwell . . . with you I dwell. 

I take the thread from the fingers that are weary, 
and go on with the work; the secretest thoughts of 
all are mine, and mine are the secretest thoughts of 
all. 


ON A STEAMSHIIP 

The cheerful, elderly spinster brings her camp- 
stool on deck, and chats to a companion . . . 
laughing hysterically over her own fears, and how 
she pushed against the side of her berth in the 
night when it was rough ... to steady the rolling 
ship! 


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This is how people want to understand (control 
and steady) Maya. 

Application of the foregoing: - Being accustomed 
to steady other things on board the ship by pulling 
them to her, she took her berth to be of the same 
nature. So do people look upon Maya (which is like 
the ship) as analogous to the different objects of the 
world. 


k k k k 

Clear away the shadows of the lashes from those 
liquid deeps; turn, lift up thine eyes to me, 
beautiful one, turn, full-orbed, thy gaze against 
mine. 

Who is it that I see sitting at her lattice window . . . 
far down those liquid deeps (deep glances)? Who 
is this that I see moving so mysteriously in those 
depths? 

Leaving all, leaving house and home, leaving year- 
long plans and purposes, ease and comfort, leaving 
good name and reputation and the sound of 
familiar voices, untwining loved arms from about 


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your neck, yet twining them closer than ever, let 
not the flame die out! 

Morning breaks over the world, the light flows 
rippling in, and up in the window pane, and 
passes through and touches the eyelids of the 
sleeper. It says, "Come forth, I have something to 
show you." And the sleeper arises and goes forth . . 
. and everything is commonplace and as usual. 
Then he says to the light, "you have deceived me, 
there is nothing new here" ... so he goes back 
sullenly to his chamber. 

And I conjure you, if you would understand me, to 
crush and destroy these thoughts which I have 
written in this book or anywhere; and my body (if 
it should be our destiny to meet in battle), I conjure 
you faithfully to destroy . . . nor be afraid ... as I 
will endeavour to destroy yours: so shall you 
liberate me to dwell with you. 

Spare not, respect not, believe not anything that I 
have written. Rest not till you have ground it to 
smallest meal between your teeth. And looking me 
in the face, accept not anything that I do or say . . . 
for it does not call for acceptation. Me alone, when 


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you have separated und rejected all these, shall 
you see and not reject. 


k k k k 

Faces with noses ever on the trail, hunting blankly 
and always for gain; faces of stolid conceit, of 
puckered propriety, of slobbing vanity, of damned 
assurance; the swift sweep of self-satisfaction 
beneath the eyelids, set lips of obstinacy, wrinkled 
mouth of suspicion, swollen temples of anger .... 
and the shamed shovel face of self-indulgence; ever 
pursuing shadows, shadows, with tears, tears, and 
short-lived laughter, and the black toad sitting 
ever' in the heart. 

The great orator stands on the platform, careless of 
approval and careless of opposition, he speaks 
from himself alone. He is determined and will not 
abate one tittle of his determination. The 
arguments, the pros and cons, he treats lightly . . . 
after a time he dismisses them; traditions of Science 
and Literature he discusses for a while, and then . . 
. somehow . . . quietly puts them aside; flowers and 
figures of rhetoric he uses, but presently they fail 
and fall away. From the great rock bases of his own 
Self, of his own imperious instinct and 


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determination, he appeals with up-lifted arm to the 
real man within... and from a, thousand eyes flash 
the lightnings of tears and joy, from that vast sea of 
faces breaks a roar of terrible and deep-throated 
accord. The arguments, the pros and cons, fly high 
in the air like leaves in the gale; the tradition of 
centuries loses its form and outline . . . like melting 
ice in water. From her deep implanted seat in the 
human breast, from behind all Reasoning and 
Science and arguments. Humanity speaks her will, 
and writes a page of History. 

The long vain fight of man against Nature I see . . . 
not travelling hand in hand with, but setting 
himself in opposition to her . . . the necessary 
prologue and apprenticeship ... as a wayward boy 
against his mother . . . yet vanquished, finally and 
surely vanquished. 

Water does not lie level by a more inevitable law.... 
into this great ocean (of the soul) ail things at 
length return. 

O young thief ... I do not scorn, I do not blame you 
. . . you are the same to me as others are, and what 
you can take of me, that you are free to. 


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For a long time treading an immense and 
seemingly endless labyrinth (or treadmill), 
returning on our own tracks as in dreams and 
sleep-walking... with eyes open but seeing not... 
following some mirage, something ever receding 
and eluding... always about to clutch it... occupied 
in business, with affairs... thinking this important 
and that important, vexed to compass this or that 
end . . . caught by the leg in the trap which we 
ourselves have laid. 

Planning houses and building as our own prisons... 
then presently also as in a dream it all clears up... 
the insoluble and varied problems which constitute 
ordinary life disappear entirely leaving no traces... 
and Life in every direction is navigable as space to 
the rays of the Sun. The gates are flung wide open 
all through the universe. T. go to and fro... through 
the heights and depths I go and return. I laugh as 
the ground rocks under my feet, I laugh as I walk 
through the forest, and the trees reel to and fro. 
Ah! The live Earth trembles beneath my footsteps. 

What else (than this) are the dreams of all people 
and of eras and ages upon the Earth? What else are 


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the glowing dreams of boyhood, and the toys of 
age, and the promises floating ever on before... dim 
mirages to wayworn travellers? (Faint not, O, faint 
not!) What the obstinate traditions of races and 
explorations by sea or land . . . the instincts of the 
chase . . . searches for .the earthly paradise, Utopias 
of social reformers, pilgrimages, myths, and the 
tireless quest of the Sangreal, the unquenchable 
belief in the Elixir of life, (other world) and the 
Philosopher's stone.. .the feverish ardour of Modem 
Science like a dog with its nose on the trail? The 
dim-lit chambers of rock-temples and pyramids 
and cathedrals ... the Ark, the host, the holy of 
holies, the bog-foundering after fatuous wisps, the 
tears, disappointments and obstinate renewals of 
hope? 

Jump into the Ocean of the Ineffable, throw away 
everything into it, cast off each and all, spare 
nothing. 


k k k k 

Is your conscious personality the centre and seat of 
love? No, love as natural and impersonal a force as 
gravitation or magnetism! Therefore do not befool 
yourself about demanding love from others or 


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considering their affections etc. If you are in God, 
the godly will come to you . . . their hearts will be 
with you wherever their bodies may be. If in devil, 
the diabolical will naturally be attracted. Do not 
count upon the feelings of others, do not speculate 
on or consider their affections. It is Divine 
Necessity alone that is working. Responsibility and 
Karma and Free agency is all fools' talk. The sun 
and stars, trees and rivers, are working through 
divine necessity, so is man, but man by his reason, 
civilisation, illusion makes matters so unpleasant. 
Hurrying Civilization is an itching fever of nations. 
The snug merchant posing as a benefactor of his 
land, the parasite parsons and scientists; the cant of 
sex, the impure hush clouding the deepest instincts 
of boy and girl, woman or man. 

The Law of Indifference must henceforth be plainly 
recognised and acted upon. 

Hang your curtains, continuous with the clouds 
and waterfalls. 

Doubting no more of the reward than the hand 
doubts, or the foot, to which the blood flows 
according to the use to which it is put. 


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Science empties itself out of the books; all that the 
books have said only falls like the faintest gauze 
before the reality - hardly concealing a single blade 
of grass, or damaging the light of the tiniest star. 

Let the long accepted axioms of every-day life be 
dislocated like a hillside in a landslip. 

To give is a better bargain than to get. 


In the sound of your voice T dwell as in a world 
defended from evil. 


k k k k 

No volcano bursting up through peaceful pastures 
is a greater revolution than this; for this is the lava 
springing out of 1 the very heart of Man; this is the 
upheaval of heaven-kissing summits whose 
streams shall feed the farthest generations, the 
forming of the wings of Man beneath the outer 
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As when one opens a door after long confinement 
in the house - so out of your own plans and 
purposes escaping- like air, light and sun-warmth 
pass out forever, having abandoned your own 
objects, looking calmly upon them, as though they 
did not exist. The property to be renounced are 
one's objects. 


k k k k 

O bars of self, you cannot shut me in. 


k k k k 

Of the love that you poured forth, dear friend, in 
vain - like a cup of water in the wide and thirsty 
desert - but it was all your life to you. Do you 
dream that it is lost? Perhaps it is - it may well 
seem so just now to you - yet indeed I do not think 
so. Think not that the love thou enterest into today 
is for a few months or years - the little seed set now 
must lie quiet before it will germinate and many 
alternations of sunshine and shower descend upon 
it before it become even a small plant. 

The little seed set now must lie quiet before it will 
germinate, and many alternations of sunshine and 
shower descend upon it before it become even a 


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small plant. When a thousand years have passed, 
come thou again, and behold! a mighty tree that no 
storms can shake. Therefore leave time: do not like 
a child pull thy flower up by the root to see if it is 
growing. 


k k k k 

Tremble, tremble, O waves, - bear my love, too, on 
your breasts to generations yet unborn. 

Ah! love - having journeyed through all life, 
having become freed even from thee - there 
remains nothing glorious but thee. 

Exhaled out of ail frailty, out of this little tenement 
of flesh, so ephemeral, out of these hands and feet, 
which are and which are not - out of these eyes 
through which I look, on which I look - thou hast 
taken possession of earth and heaven - the Sun is 
thy right hand and the Moon thy left - In Thee all 
forms, of all I seek, are mine, and I in them attain at 
last to rest. 


k k k k 

From the accident of here and now, from this hill 
whence for a moment I overlook the fair garden of 


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human life, from this few feet of human flesh 
which I inhabit; from these fierce desires which 
hem me in, these defects, these limitations, these 
mortal sufferings, this little creature dum, this brief 
imprisonment of life, I descend, I pass, I flow 
down, - (O strange, incredible transformation) I - I 
pass, I flow down, into the freedom of all times, 
into the latitude of all places. 


•k k k k 

Behold! I acknowledge all my defects - you cannot 
snap the handcuffs faster on me than I snap them 
myself - I am vain, deceitful, cowardly - yet I 
escape. The handcuffs hold me not, out of my own 
hands draw myself as out of a glove, from behind 
the empty mass of my reputed qualities I depart, 
and am gone my way, unconcerned what I leave 
behind me. Into the high air which surrounds and 
sustains the world, breathing life, intoxicating with 
joy unutterable, radiant, as the winds of spring 
when the dead leaves fly before it - I depart and 
am gone my way. 

O child, - are you worthy to follow and behold me? 
Leaving all - leaving all behind - caring no more for 
the world, for all your projects and purposes, than 


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if you had been stunned by a blow on the head - 
leaving all to me, absolutely all to me. Then may be 
you shall see me. 


■k k k k 

Could I but see thee once, or hope to see - one hair 
of thy head, one finger of thy hand, to hear one 
little word more from thy lips - it were more than 
all the worlds. But now the priests have got thee in 
their clutches; and already they wrap the sacred 
linen over thy head, thy features and thy hair they 
cover up, and round thy arms, thy fingers and thy 
hands, they wind and wind and wind the bands, 
and I shall see thee never more, sweet coz. And 
then they will paint thy likeness on the outer 
mummy case, and stand it by the wall, as if to 
mock me, throwing my arms around a lifeless 
shell, breaking my heart against it. 

This is exactly what is being dealt out to the real 
Man. All ceremonies and conventionalities. 


k k k k 

The people want something tangible, palpable, 
material, gross, just like children, they cannot do 


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without visible toys, being incapable of 
understanding the subtle Truth. 

I accept you altogether - as the sea accepts the fish 
that swims in it. It is no good apologizing for 
anything you have done, for you have never been 
anywhere yet but what I have sustained you - and 
beyond my boundaries you cannot go. 


•k * -k -k 

I am he that beholds and praises the universe, 
singing all day like a bird among the branches, and 
the haves put forth and the young buds burst 
asunder - yet I myself do nothing at all, but dwell 
in the midst of them singing. 


•k * -k -k 

You cannot baulk me of my true life. Climbing 
over the barriers of pain - of my own weaknesses 
and sins - 1 escape. Where will you hold me? by the 
feet, hands? - by my personal vanity? - would you 
shut me in the mirror-lined prison of self- 
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Behold! I love thee - I wait for thee in thine own 
garden, lingering till eventide among the bushes; I 
tune the lute for thee; I prepare my body for thee, 
bathing unseen in the limpid waters. 


k k k k 

Blessed art Thou whosoever from whose eyes the 
veil is lifted to see Me; blessed are thy mornings 
and evenings - blessed the hour when thou risest 
up, and again when thou liest down to sleep. 

Who walks in the singleness of heart shall be my 
companion - I will reveal myself to him by ways 
that the learned understand not. 

Though poor and ignorant, I will be his friend - I 
will swear faithfulness to him, passing my lips to 
his, and my hand to betwixt his thighs. 

My Sun shines glorious in heaven, and my Moon 
to adorn the night; they are my right hand and my 
left hand - see you not Me between? Hark! my 
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Justice, justice, justice is nothing different from the 
law of Equality. 


k k k k 

Beware! For I am the storm; I care nought for your 
rights of property. I will make your riches a 
mockery. 

The curse of property shall cling to thee; with 
burdened brow and heavy heart, weary, incapable 
of joy, without gaiety, thou shalt crawl a stranger 
in the land that I made for thy enjoyment. The 
smallest bird on thy estate shall sing in freedom in 
the branches - the plough boy shall whistle in the f 
furrow - but thou shalt be weary and lonely - 
forsaken and an alien among men. 

For just inasmuch as thou hast shut thyself off from 
one of the least of these my children, thou hast shut 
thyself off from Me. I, the lord Demos, have spoken 
it - and the mountains are my throne. 

There is no peace except where I am: though you 
have health - that which is called health— yet 
without me it is only the fair covering of the 
disease. 


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k k k k 

Him who is not detained by mortal adhesions, who 
walks in this world yet not of it - taking part in 
everything with equal mind, with free limbs and 
senses unentangled - giving all accepting all, using 
all, enjoying all, asking nothing, shocked at 
nothing - whom love follows everywhere, but he 
follows not it - Him all creatures worship - all men 
and women bless. 

Love is a disease if it impairs the freedom of the 
soul. Make it thy slave, and all the miracles of 
Nature shall lie in the palm of thy hand. 

Let not desire and love tear and rend thee. 

Slowly and resolutely - as a fly cleanses its legs of 
the honey in which it has been caught, so remove 
thou, if it only be for a time, every particle which 
sullies the brightness of thy mind. 

Return into thyself - content to give, but asking no 
one, asking nothing. 


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When thy body - as needs must happen at times - 
is carried along on the wind of passion, say not 
thou "I desire this or that"; for the "I" neither 
desires nor fears anything, but is free and in 
everlasting glory, dwelling in heaven and pouring 
out joy like the Sun on all sides. For as a light- 
house beam sweeps with incredible speed over sea 
and land, yet the lamp itself moves not at all; so 
while thy body of desire is (and must be by the law 
of its nature) incessantly in motion in the world of 
suffering, the "I" high up above is fixed in heaven. 
You cannot violate the Law of Equality for long. 

Whatever you appropriate to yourself now from 
others, by that you will be poorer in the end. 

If you think yourself superior to the rest, in that 
instant you have proclaimed your own inferiority. 


■k -k -k -k 

Seek not your own life, — for that is death. 

But seek how you can best and most joyfully give 
your own life away - and every morning forever 
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k k k k 

Man has to learn to die - quite simply and naturally 
as the child has to learn to walk. 


•k k k k 

You cannot run against the Law of Equality, you 
cannot cheat Nature, you cannot defeat Truth - the 
water will not run uphill for all your labours and 
lying awake over it at night. The claims of others as 
good as yours, their life as near and dear to you as 
your own can be. 

So letting go all the chains which bound you - all 
the anxieties and cares - the wearisome burden - 
the artificial unyielding armour wherewith you 
would secure yourself, but which only weighs you 
down a more helpless mark for the enemy - having 
learnt the necessary lesson- of your own identity - 
to pass out - free - O joy! Free to flow down, to 
swim in the sea of Equality - to endure the bodies 
of the divine companions, and the life which is 
eternal. 

To Thine Own Self be True, not by running out of 
yourself, after it comes the love which lasts. If to 
gain another's love you are untrue to yourself, then 
are you untrue to the person whose love you 


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would gain. Him or her whom you seek will you 
never find that way - and what pleasure you have 
with them will only end in pain. 


k k k k 

Be steadfast like a light. Let the moths come and be 
consumed in you. 

Abandon Hope All Ye that Enter Here. To die - for 
this into the world you came. 

No more beating about in the dark round the; walls 
of one's prison and never hitting the secret door of 
exit. Begin today to walk the path of Equality 
which alone is gain. In the sunshine, as the 
sunshine, calm, contented and blessed, envying no 
one, railing not, re-pining not. 


k k k k 

Do you wish to become beautiful? You must undo 
the wrappings, not case yourself in fresh ones; not 
by multiplying knowledge shall you beautify your 
mind; it is not the food that you eat that has to 
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A soldier who is going to campaign does not seek 
what fresh furniture he can carry on his back, but 
rather what he can leave behind. So if thou seekest 
fame or ease or pleasure or aught for thyself, the 
image of that thing which thou seekest will come 
and cling to thee and thou wilt have to carry it 
about - and the images and powers which thou 
hast thus evoked will gather round and form for 
thee a new body - clamouring for sustenance and 
satisfaction - Beware then lest it become thy grave 
and thy prison - instead of thy winged abode and a 
palace of joy. 

For (over and over again) there is nothing that is 
evil except because a man has not mastery over it; 
and there is no good thing that is not evil if it have 
mastery over a man. 

But now through pain and suffering out of this 
tomb, shalt thou come. 

Lo! The prison walls must fall, even though the 
prisoner tremble. 


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Set well thy house in order, open thy doors, let 
them stand wide for all to enter - thy treasures, let 
the poorest take of them: then come thou forth to 
where I wait for thee. 

And so at last I saw Satan appear before me - 
magnificent, fully formed. Feet first, with shining 
limbs, he glanced down from amongst the bushes; 
and stood there erect; dark-skinned, with nostrils 
dilated with passion. " Come out," he said with a 
taunt, " Art thou afraid to meet me?" And I 
answered not, but sprang upon him and smote 
him; and he smote me a thousand times, and 
brushed and scorched and slew me as with hands 
of flame; and I was glad, for my body lay there 
dead; and I sprang upon him again with another 
body; and he turned upon me, and smote me a 
thousand times and slew that body; and I was glad 
and sprang upon him again with another body - 
and with another and another and again another; 
and the bodies which I took on yielded before him, 
and were like cinctures of flame upon me, but I 
flung them aside; and the pains which I endured in 
one body were powers which I wielded in the next; 
and I grew in strength, till at last I stood before him 
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might - exultant, in pride and joy. Then he ceased 
and said "I love thee". And lo! His form changed, 
and he leaned backwards and drew me upon him, 
and bore me up into the air, and floated me over 
the topmost trees and the ocean, and round the 
curve of the earth under the Moon - till we stood 
again in Paradise. 

Tilleinathan Swami: It was a common apparently 
instinctive practice with him to speak of the great 
operations of Nature, the thunder, the wind, the 
shining of the Sun etc., in the first person, "I" - the 
identification with or non-differentiation from the 
Universe being complete. He would take a Pariah 
dog and place it round his neck (compare the 
pictures of Christ with a lamb in the same attitude) 
or even let it eat out of the plate with himself! 

Sakshatkar (realization). The question is not to 
define the fact for we cannot do that but to get at 
and experience it. 


* -k -k -k 

Krishna was an avatar in being libertine: — (To Me 
are all alike, whosoever loves Me the most gets 
most of Me, like the Ganges or the Sun.) 


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Asking for the things absent means ungratefulness 
for the blessings which you already enjoy. Have 
you not so beautiful waters, delicious landscapes 
and sweet airs to be thankful for? Enjoy them, let 
not your mind run out for things beyond control. 


REALIZATION 

As a solid is related to its own surfaces, so is the 
cosmic consciousness related to the ordinary 
consciousness. 

As an ocean is related to its waves, so is the Cosmic 
Consciousness related to the world consciousness. 
As hyper space is supposed to be related to the 
other dimensions of space, so is the Jnana. 
Consciousness related to the other states of 
consciousness. The phases ( Jagrat , Swpna, Sushupti ) 
of the personal consciousness are but different 
phases of the other Consciousness; and experiences 
which seem remote from each other in the 


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individual are perhaps all equally near in the 
Universal. 

Space itself, as we know it, may be practically 
annihilated in the consciousness of a larger space 
of which it is but the superficies; and a person 
living in London may not unlikely find that he has 
a backdoor opening quite simply and 
unceremoniously out in Bombay. 

When Rama writes letters, the writing of letters is 
in itself a complete job (perfectly satisfactory by 
itself). No answers are ever expected. I never write 
letters to receive answers, but because the inner Joy 
finds expression in that way for the time. 


■k k k k 

Think nothing to be important. All the misery, 
anxiety, and heartaching arises from considering 
this matter or that important. We lay stress on the 
importance of anything, there we sow the seed of 
our future or present calamity. Take off this feeling 
of importance from all the centres of attraction. It is 
this sense of importance that ripens into 
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Carelessness is the highest virtue for a man who 
knows the Self. 

True liberty is the accurate appreciation of Necessity . 

I am that Necessity and being that Necessity am free. 

Comparison or drawing contrasts is the root of all 
evil. 

We can overcome our enemies by causing them to 
come over to us through love. 

Why should man allow himself to be hag-ridden 
by the flimsy creatures of his own brain? Why 
should you be a prey to the bat-winged phantoms 
that want to flit through the corridors of your own 
brain? How common it is to discover a creature 
hounded on by tyrant thoughts or cares or desires, 
cowering, wincing under the lash - or perchance 
priding himself to run merrily in obedience to a 
driver that rattles the reins and persuades him that 
he is free. 

While at work, your thought is to be absolutely 
concentrated in it, undistracted by anything 
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pounding away like a great engine, with giant 
power and perfect economy - no wear and tear of 
friction, or dislocation of parts owing to the 
working of different forces at the same time. Then 
when the work is finished and no more occasion 
for the use of the machine, it must stop equally, 
absolutely - stop entirely - no worrying - (as if a 
parcel of boys were allowed to play their 
devilments with a locomotive as soon as it was in 
the shed) - and the man must retire into that region 
of his consciousness where his true self dwells. 

No credit, no discredit to anybody. No personality, 
no individuality. One Power Supreme is the origin 
of all. 

You in the West say, "O God, O God!" but you have 
no definite knowledge or methods by which you 
can attain to see God. It is like a man who knows 
there is ghee (butter) to be got out of a cow (pasu, 
metaph. for soul). He walks round and round the 
cow and cries, "O Ghee, O Ghee!" Milk pervades 
the cow but he cannot find it. Then when he has 
learned to handle the teat and has obtained the 
milk, he still cannot find the ghee. It pervades the 
milk and has also to be got by a definite method. 


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So, there is a definite method by which the Divine 
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NOTE BOOK No. 4 

1. STRUGGLE FOR EXISTENCE 

No struggle for one's own Existence but "strenuous 
struggle for the Existence of others" is the Law of 
Nature. 

Each individual perishes in order that the progeny 
may enjoy life. 

Nutrition (i.e. selfishness) is subordinate to 
reproduction) i.e. charity or unselfishness. 

2. SELFISHNESS 

The hand and the whole body. 

1. A sick man had perfect faith in a certain doctor. 
The doctor put his thermometer in the mouth of 
the invalid. The man felt as if he had come round. 
For five or six days the application of the 
thermometer cured the disease. No medicine 
whatever was made use of. 


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2. A culprit who was sentenced to capital 
punishment was experimented upon by two 
Doctors. Blind folded, he was made to lie down on 
the ground. A slight scratch by a needle was made. 
By means of a tube, water of the same temperature 
with blood was made to flow as if from the body 
bleeding. The man was continually spoken to as to 
what quantity of blood had issued out from his 
veins. In two or three hours the man died after 
fainting for a while. 

YOGA VASISHTHA 
NIRVANA PRAKARANA 

The story next after that of Kak Bhusandi - Deva 
Puja. Vasishtha asks of Parameshwar (Siva). 

Ques. - "What is meant by Deva Puja which is said 
to destroy pain and confer bliss? And how should 
it be done?" 

To which the Lord replied: — 

Ans. - "Deva is neither the solitary Vishnu nor Siva 
nor any other having the body of five elements. 
Nor is it the mind. But it is the Jnana, the Self 
without beginning or end. Can it be these paltry 


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objects such as bodies etc? As Brahma Jnana is the 
Jnana which is illimitable, actionless, 
beginningless, endless, such a Jnana alone is true 
and fit to be worshipped." 

You cannot mate a virgin in the wakeful state with 
a husband dreamt of in the dreaming state. 

Yoga Vasishtha, NirvAn Prakaran, Gita 

"The cognition after true discrimination of the 
identity of the universe and "I" with Brahma is 
Brahmarpana" 

"The giving up of the conception of duality 
through the idea that there is one only Ishwara in 
all our thoughts is Ishwararpana" 

Bhagirath and Shikharadhwaj were sannyasins for 
a long, long time. Afterwards the latter ruled over 
his own country and the former (Bhagirath) ruled 
over two countries (his own as well as another 
country.) 

A certain hunter having lost a cowrie-shell went in 
quest of it. Having vainly searched for it three 


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days, he at last came across a gem radiant with the 
lustre of the full moon. 

Similarly, Jnan will arise in a man quite 
unexpectedly while absorbed in some other Vichar 
(thought). 


NIRVANA PKAKAKANA 

The story of Kacha Brihaspati: — "Within the time 
taken in the squeezing of a flower or the twinkling 
of an eye, this Ahankara can be easily eradicated". 


k k k k 

Parameshwara deigned to answer Bhringi in the 
following terms: 

"If after destroying thy doubts, thou clingest to 
Truth, thou wilt become the great actor, the great 
enjoyer, and the great renouncer" 

He who does not, like the Mithya Purusha, fondly 
attach himself to ghatakash and the like, he who is 
the true renouncer, he alone is the highest enjoyer 
and the supreme actor. 


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Mirage in an oasis 
Conclusion: Yog Vasishtha. 

Now addressing the assembly, Vasishtha said thus: 
"In order that all persons in this hall may without 
exception understand the drift of what we say, we 
shall now, with our hands raised on high, proclaim 
to all thus - "It is only Sankalpa destroyed beyond 
resurrection that constitutes the immlaculate 
Brahmic Seat." 

VIDEHA MUKTI 

Jnan is the principal requisite, Manonash, Vasana 
kshaya, subordinate. 

JIVAN MUKTI 

Jnan as ordinarily understood subordinate; jnan 
raised in intensity to the pitch of Manonash and 
Vasanakshaya, the principal requisite. 

Nishkam karma as sadhan for the former and as 
necessary concomitant of the latter. 


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1. If a man devout enough to realize the presence 
of God in all those who come in contact with him 
(i.e. to say one who has passed through the stages 
of Manonash and Vasanakshaya ) is initiated into 
Tatvajnan, He from the very moment of hearing the 
Mahavakya enjoys jivan mukti and is entitled to 
Videha mukti. 

2. If a man, out of mere curiosity, turns to gnosis: 
he will certainly be a Videha mukta , but in order to 
enjoy Jivan mukti, he must resort to Manonash and 
Vasanakshaya. 

Jnan is not the Phal of any Karmas and is not con- 
sequent on subh or asubh acts. 

Patha Vyasan 
Sastra Vyasan 
Anushthana Vyasan 

TAITTIRIVA BHAHMANA 

Patha Vyasan 

Though Bharadwaj applied himself to the Veda in 
three successive lives, he began on being incited by 


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Indra to study the remainder of Vedic lore even in 
the fourth... 

Indra, of course, cured Bharadwaj of this vice by 
enlightening him into the knowledge of Brahman 
with character ( Saguna Brahma). 

Sastra Vyasan 
Kavasheya Gita 

Durvasa came with a cart-load of Sastra-books to 
pay his respects to the God Mahadeva. In the 
learned assembly of that God, Narada aimed a joke 
at him, in the parable of the ass carrying a load on 
his back, whereupon he was fired with such anger 
as led him to throw away all his books into the 
ocean. 

Mahadeva thereafter initiated him into the mystery 
of Self-knowledge. Cf. Chhandogya VII. 

Nrirada coming to Sanat kumar well versed in all 
the sixty-four subjects of education. 

Yasya sarve samarambhah kaamasankalpavarjitaah 
Jnaanaagnidagdhakarmaanam tamaahu panditam budhah 
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Karmanyabhipravrittopi naiva kincit karoti sah 

For Sadhus: — 

Vasanas 


Loka Vasana Sastra Vasana Deha Vasana 

Vasana of the form of hypocrisy, vanity, and the 
like is the sure way to perdition. 

Delia Vasana 

s " A "' ■>, 

False Identification False Edification False Convalescence 

Yasyaatmabuddhih kunape vidhatuke 
Swadhih kalatraadishu bhima ijyadhih 
Yasteerthabuddhih salilena karhichit 
Janeshvabhi seshu sa eva gokharah 

Atyantamalino deho dehi chaatyananirmalah 
Ubhayorantaram jnatva kasya saucham vidhiyate 

Care not a straw for the existence or preservation 
of this body. 

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Sariram yadi nindanti sahaayaaste janaa mama 

As a goldsmith buying a bracelet of gold fixes his 
mind only on the weight and colour of the thing, 
not at all on the beauty or otherwise of its form, 
just in the same manner should the mind be fixed 
entirely on chit alone. 

Till the material is entirely obliterated and 
consciousness of simple being becomes as 
unconsciously natural as the coming in and going 
out of breath, the effort to keep up the vasana of 
Chit should not be discontinued. 

KANT 

In the mental world, inactivity of mind may be the 
resultant of an equilibrium of forces; and the forces 
may be greater taken separately than in many cases 
of active thought - only they neutralise each other. 

Cf. Total pressure and resultant pressure in 
Hydrostatics. 


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The fundamental mode of activity, the position of 
the Ego by itself, if regarded in abstract, is the 
logical law of Identity. 

1. That is no identity of object can be thought apart 
from the identity of the thinking self. 

2. If regarded as in application to objects, it is the 
category of Reality. 

All Reality is in and for the Ego. The categories are 
merely the modes of action of self-consciousness 
viewed objectively or in relation to the object. 

Herbert Spencer, p. 192 c. Art 61 end There 

must exist some principle which as being the basis 
of Science, cannot be established by Science. 

All reasoned out conclusions whatever must rest 
on some postulate. 

FICHTE ON MAYA 

Beyond the truth no philosophy can go, and all 
True philosophy depends upon the recognition of 
it; any metaphysical theorem which assumes an 
origin or cause for consciousness transcending this 


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first primitive affirmation of the Ego by itself, is 

convicted of incompleteness and absurdity. 


H. SPENCER 

By the Persistence of Force, we really mean the 
persistence of some Cause which transcends our 
knowledge and conception. In asserting it we 
assert an Unconditioned Reality without beginning 
or end. 

Such starting point, by its very nature, cannot be a 
demonstrable fact, nor can it be comprehended in 
strict logical fashion, i.e. brought under a notion. 


■k -k -k -k 

Every Science must take its origin from that which 
is in itself unsusceptible of proof. Its first principles 
cannot be a proposition for which reason can be 
advanced; it cannot even be the expression of a fact 
which is given in experience; but it must express 
that which lies at the basis of all experience of all 
consciousness. 


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The Ego becomes aware of its own activity as self c 
positing only in and by opposition to self. 

Infinite activity - i.e. activity related only to itself is 
never, as such, conscious activity. 

Consciousness works through reflection and 
reflection is only through limitation. 

So soon as we reflect upon the activity of the Ego; 
the Ego is finite. 

Were the question raised. Is the Ego infinite? the 
Ego by the very question is finite. 


k k k k 

So much reality as the Ego posits in itself, so much 
does it negate in the non-Ego; 

So much reality as it posits in the non-Ego, so 
much does it negate in itself. 


k k k k 

The Ego, as positing is the sum of all reality, and 
therefore of activity. But as positing, it posits a 
definite portion of this total sphere of reality, and 


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every definition is equivalent as respects the 
whole. 


k k k k 

The Ego is therefore passive through its own 
activity. As sum of reality and activity the Ego is 
substance. 

All sensation is accompanied by the feeling of the 
passivity of the Ego - i.e. by the feeling of 
constraint or necessity. This feeling of compulsion, 
enriched by other products of the reflective Energy 
of the Ego, is an essential element in the belief in 
External reality. 


k k k k 

All the so-called Activity of the world, - reading, 
speaking and the like (feeling, passions) - is mostly 
passivity and idleness. In real work, the world 
loses itself in the Ego. 

Rights are the condition of individuality. But 
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The absolute end of reason is the infinite 
realization of the moral law. The world of the 
senses is not a reality in itself, but the necessary 
means for accomplishing the task of reason. It has 
its foundation in that moral law, in which finite 
intelligences have also their bond of union. 

Belief in the reality of the moral order of the 
Universe the' connection, that the morally good 
will is a free and effective cause in the intelligible 
system of things, this and this only is a belief in 
God. 

For a rational being God is the moral order of the 
Universe, - not an order which has its ground 
external to itself - but the order which is the 
ground of all reality. 

Says Fichte: 

There is no more striking proof that the knowledge 
of true religion has hitherto been very rare among 
men, and that in particular, it is a stranger in the 
prevailing systems, than this, that they universally 
place eternal blessedness beyond the grave, and 
never for a moment imagine that whoever will 
may here and at once be blessed. 


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k k k k 

Everything great and good upon which our 
present existence rests, from which it has 
proceeded, exists only because noble and powerful 
men have resigned all the enjoyments of life for the 
sake of ideas. 

In the divine Economy, the outward failure of his 
deed is the means of forcing him in upon himself, 
and of raising him to the yet higher stand-point of 
true religion i.e. to the comprehension of what it 
really is that he loves and strives after. 

TO REALISTS 

We cannot regard, thought as merely a product, a 
thing of which the characteristics are due to the 
nature of the mechanical antecedents out of which 
it has arisen; when we do so, we are at once 
confronted with the problem, how are we to 
conceive the nature of these antecedents? By 
supposition they are not in thought, but external to 
it, and therefore never to be reached in thought. 


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Reflection upon Self, in which the individual 
consciousness transcends its own individuality, is 
not explicable through the notion of mechanical 
composition. 


■k k k k 

The secret of success in Society is a certain 
heartiness and sympathy. A man who is not happy 
in company, cannot find any word in his memory 
that will fit the occasion. 

We consecrate a great deal of nonsense because it 
was allowed by great men. 


k k k k 

Every statute (smriti) stands there to say, yesterday 
we agreed so and so, but how feel ye this article 
today? 

Every statute is a currency which we stamp with 
our own portrait: it soon becomes unrecognisable, 
and in process of time must return to the mint. 


k k k k 

Any laws but those which men make for 
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Of all debts men are the least willing to pay the 
taxes. What a satire is this on Governments? 


k k k k 

To educate the wise man the State exists and with 
the appearance of the wise man the State expires. 
The appearance of Character makes the State 
unnecessary. The wise man is the State. 

He needs no army, fort, or navy who loves men too 
well; no tribe or feast or palace to draw friends to 
him; no vantage ground, no favourable 
circumstances. He needs no library, for he has not 
done thinking; no Church, for he is a prophet; no 
statute book, for he is the law-giver; no money, for 
he is value; no road, for he is at home where he is. 


k k k k 

Worldly riches and honours are the fig leaves with 
which the shamed soul attempts to hide its 
nakedness. 

Senators and Presidents have climbed so high with 
pain enough not because they think the place 


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specially agreeable but as an apology for real 
worth and to vindicate their manhood in our eyes. 


k k k k 

Like one class of forest animals, they have nothing 
but a prehensile tail; climb they must or crawl, 
cannot walk erect. 

If a man found himself so rich-natured that he 
could make life serene around him by the dignity 
and sweetness of his behaviour, could he afford to 
circumvent the favour of the caucus and the Press, 
and covet relations so hollow and pompous as 
those of a politician? 

We want the great genius only for joy; for one star 
more in our constellation, for one tree more in our 
grove. But he thinks we wish to belong to him as 
he wishes to occupy us. He greatly mistakes us. 

Life is made up of the intermixture and reaction of 
the two amicable powers - the end and the means, 
the gamester and the game - whose marriage 
appears beforehand monstrous, as each denies and 
tends to abolish the other. 


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is is is it 

Every man is a channel through which heaven 
floweth. 


is is is is 

As soon as a person is no longer related to our 
present well-being, he is concealed, or dies, as we 
say. 


is is is is 

Nothing is dead; men feign themselves dead and 
endure mock funerals and mournful obituaries, 
and there they stand looking out of the windows 
sound and well, in some new and strange disguise. 

The angels, from the sound of the voice, know a 
man's love; from the articulation of the sound, his 
wisdom; and from the sense of his words, his 
science. 


is is is is 

The Universe suffers under a magnetic sleep, and 
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In the shipwreck some cling to running rigging, 
some to cask and barrel, some to spars, some to 
mast; the pilot chooses with science, I plant myself 
here; all will sink before this; "he comes to land 
who sails with me." 

Rectitude only, rectitude forever and ever is the 
saving position. 


k k k k 

The reply of Socrates to him who asked whether he 
should choose a wife still remains reasonable. 
"That whether he should choose one or not, he 
would repent it." 

Things seem to say one thing, and say the reverse. 
The appearance is immoral, the result is moral. 

Shakespeare 

All the sweets and all the terrors of human lot lay 
in his mind as truly but as softly as the landscape 
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The biography or history of geniuses is like making 
a question concerning the paper on which a king's 
message is written. 


k k k k 

Napolean Bonaparte wrought everything, 
especially, without any scruple as to the means. 

All the sentiments which embarrass men's pursuit 
of these objects, he set aside. The sentiments were 
for women and children. 


k k k k 

It is an advantage within certain limits, to have 
renounced the dominion of Since what was an 
impassable bar to us, and still is to others, becomes 
a convenient weapon for our purposes; just as the 
river which was a formidable barrier, winter 
transforms into the smoothest of roads. Napoleon 
renounced once for all sentiments and affections. 
But he has not lost his native sense and sympathy 
with things. 


k k k k 

The land and sea seem to presuppose him. He 
came unto his own, and they received him. He 


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marched always on the enemy at an angle, so as 
always to bring two men against one at the point of 
engagement. 

A man not embarrassed by any scruples - and of a 
perception which did not suffer itself to be baulked 
or misled by any pretences of others, or any 
superstition, or any heat or haste of his own. 

He asked counsel of no one. 

"I have conducted the campaign without 
consulting anyone. I should have done no good, if I 
had been under the necessity of conforming to the 
notions of another person." 

He knew no impediments to his will. Woe to what 
thing or person stood in his way. He fought sixty 
battles. Each victory was a new weapon. My power 
would fall, were I not to support it by new 
achievements. 

Conquest has made me what I am, and conquest 
must maintain me. He felt with every wise man 
that as much life is needed for conservation as for 
creation. 


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Before he fought a battle, Bonaparte thought little 
about what he should do in case of success, but a 
great deal about what he should do in case of a 
reverse of fortune. 

To his Secretary: — 

During the night, enter my chamber as seldom as 
possible. Do not awake me when you have any 
good news to communicate; with that there is no 
hurry. "But when you bring bad news, rouse me 
instantly, for then there is not a moment to be lost. 

He directed to leave all letters unopened for three 
weeks and then observed with satisfaction how 
large a part of the correspondence had thus 
disposed of itself and no longer required an 
answer. 

Napoleon's power consists simply in the exercise of 
common sense on each emergency, instead of 
abiding by rules and customs. 

The lesson he teaches is that which vigour always 
teaches - that there is always room for it. 

To what heaps of cowardly doubts is not that 
man's life an answer. 


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Bonaparte knew better than the society; and 
moreover, knew that he knew better. 

The only defect of common folk is that they dare 
not trust their presentiments. 

Bonaparte relied on his own sense, and did not 
care a bean for other people's. The world treated 
his novelties just as it treats everybody's novelties - 
made infinite objection; mustered all the 
impediments: but he snapped his fingers at their 
objections. 


k k k k 

To Doctors: 

Believe me, we had better leave off all these 
remedies. Life is a fortress which neither you nor I 
know anything about. Why throw obstacles in the 
way of its defence? Its own means are superior to 
all the apparatus of your laboratories. 

Corvisart candidly agreed with me that all your 
filthy mixtures are good for nothing. Medicine is a 
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which taken collectively are more fatal than useful 
to mankind. Water, air, and cleanliness are the 
chief articles in my pharmacopceia. 

Never do the will of others, never do anything to 
please others. If a gentleman comes in right time to 
help you to carry out what you have just been 
thinking, oblige him. 

If he comes at a time not tallying with your inner 
feeling, never accompany him. 

Live in the Self and all this will be accomplished of 
itself. 

Bonaparte set at naught the Moral Law, which 
baulked and ruined him; and the result in a million 
experiments will be the same. 

Every experiment, by multitudes or by individuals, 
that has a sensual and selfish aim, will fail. 

As long as our civilization is essentially one of 
property, of fences, of exclusiveness, it will be 
mocked by delusions. Our riches will leave us sick; 
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Only that good profits, which we can taste, with all 
doors open, and which serves all men. 

Goethe: 

Vexations and a tempest of passion only fill his 
sail: as Luther writes, "When I am angry, I can pray 
well, and preach well." 

His failures are the preparation of his victories. 

He cannot hate anybody; his time is worth too 
much. 

It is not from men excellent in any kind that 
disparagement of any other is to be looked for. 

Be real and admirable, not as we know, but as you 
know. 

Able men do not care in what kind a man is able, 
only that he is able. 

Goethe teaches courage, and the equivalence of all 
times; that the disadvantages of any epoch exist 
only to the faint-hearted. 


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No mortgage, no attainder will hold on men or 
hours. The world is young. 

I am here, he would say, to be the measure and 
judge of these things. Why should I take them on 
trust? 

Satan is none other than pure intellect, applied as 
always there is a tendency - to the service of the 
senses. 


■k -k -k -k 

Want of practical faith in the moral government of 
the World = Satan. 

Violation of the Spiritual Laws = Satan. 

Not realizing the spiritual Unity = Satan. 

An insult causes indignation, loud sounds, violent 
acts. 

The thing said bears to the mental action it excites 
much the same relation that the pulling of a trigger 
bears to the subsequent explosion, does not 
produce the power, but merely liberates it. 


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Happy he in whom such detonating powder of 
insult (?) is altogether absent and however much 
people may give him occasions for outbursting, is 
necessarily always silent. 


k k k k 

Why are people inimical to Vedanta? When a child 
or some other weak person is walking with a stick 
in his hand to support himself at every step, if the 
stick be suddenly taken off from his hand, he will 
fall down and will be filled with indignation. 

It is most desirable that the child should walk erect 
without the support of any stick; but so long as he 
is weak, he may be allowed the use of his stick; and 
gradually made to give up its use. 

The stick = personal God. 

The child = the ignorant folk. 

The child begins to weep, when his mother goes 
into the adjoining room to fetch something. So do 
ignorant people begin to weep when some friend 
of theirs gives up the body, regarding him as 
actually dead or gone. 


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That is good which the mother thinks right, not 
what the child thinks. 

The more social animals are in overwhelming 
preponderance over the unsocial. 

Sociability is as much a Law as mutual struggle. 

Even wild animals make friendships, have their 
playmates. 

The fittest to survive are those who mutually aid 
one another, not those who are engaged in mutual 
struggle. Co-operation in the world (1) among 
plants, (2) animals, (3) bees, (4) flowers, (5) ants. 


k k k k 

Myriads of living creatures, remain in the Earth to 
prepare and renew soils. 

Denouement of the drama of Life: afforded by the 
moral Law. 

Struggle comes when man is looking behind. 
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Thus struggle as well as love are both the cause of 
advance. 

A Rishi will have no friction in his way. 

In order to be of use in the world abroad, you will 
have to live and realise Unity within. 

Morality is forced upon the world at the bayonet's 
point. 

All vegetable kingdom suffers sacrifice for animals. 
Rice, grains, every plant in the world, lives for 
others. When man lives upon seeds, he lives upon 
love. Love is Life. 


k k k k 

Asphides (plant lice) in summer when food is 
abundant bring forth females, in the famines of 
autumn, males. 

Sex is a paradox; it is that which separates in order 
to unite. Sex unites nations. 

1. In a conservatory, where the asphides enjoy 
perpetual summer, the succession of females 
continued to go on for four years and stopped only 


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when temperature lowered and food diminished, 
then the males were at once produced. 

2. Bees. Royal diet and plenty of it determines the 
future queens. The nurse bees change the diet and 
workers or drones are produced. 

In Reproduction females are as a rule an 
accompaniment of abundant and rich food, 
maleness of the reverse. 

Tadpoles 

3. Nutritious and abundant diet being 
administered successively, the result was as 
follows: — 57 females, 43 males out of 100. Next 
year the decrease being 78 females, 81 females, 92 
females. 


k k k k 

1. Man shall have to leave materialistic tendencies 
etc. at bayonet's point. 

2. When man is treading the right path, the whole 
nature works for his deliverance: cf. Rama goes to 
conquer Lanka. 


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What is it that gives you ananda in sexual relations? 
Sacrifice, sacrifice, and nothing but sacrifice. 
Struggle for Life is a misreading of the Struggle for 
Light. 


k k k k 

The language of Love is understood everywhere. 


k k k k 

A tree when it spreads its branches and foliage 
upwards, at the same time strikes its roots much 
deeper. 

So, a man when communicating knowledge abroad 
gets the same knowledge ingrained within himself. 
Moral Law - Spiritual Law. 

1. The like attracts the like. (Ananda in oneself 
attracts Ananda without kind). 

2. The greater attracts the less. Decree. Application. 

Earthly pleasures will immediately flow towards 
you. When earthly powers come and you begin to 
enjoy them, you come down much lower, 
pleasures immediately shun you. 


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A chain cannot be stronger than its weakest link. 
"We have no Property in our very Bodies, but only 
an accidental Possession, - and Life rent." 

The political agitators of India have practically the 
following position: — 

"The English are making fools of themselves, why 
should not we follow the example?" 


k k k k 

It is a mathematical fact that the casting of this 
pebble from my hand alters the centre of gravity of 
the universe. 


k k k k 

It is certain, my Belief gains quite infinitely the 
moment I convince another mind thereof. 

- Novalis. 

Creation lies before us, like a glorious Rainbow; 
but the Sun that made it lies behind us, hidden 
from us. 


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Man's Unhappiness, as I construe, comes of his 
Greatness; it is because there is an Infinite in him, 
which with all his cunning he cannot quite bury 
under the Finite. 


■k k k k 

Hatred, Envy, Lies are but an inverted sympathy. 
Were I a steam-engine, wouldst thou take the 
trouble to tell lies of me? 


k k k k 

The smaller whirlpool is sucked into the larger and 
made to whirl along with it. 


k k k k 

The head rests on shoulders, the shoulders rest on 
arms, the arms on body etc. From this by no means 
it follows that all these are not supported by the 
invisible Shakti. 

Just so, men of the world being entangled in 
appaent causation, never open their eyes to the 
Absolute Reality. 

Friendship is impossible except in mutual 
devotedness to the Good and true. 


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NOTE BOOK No. 5 

Imagine Napoleon flying in the rain of bullets 
without a scar. "Come, follow me, the bullet is not 
yet cast which should kill Napoleon." 

Nothing is impossible. The Alps shall be no Alps. 


k k k k 

Leave not your centre. 

Moths come to a lamp, even though they die, the 
lamp does not renounce its position to run after or 
receive them. In Thee the whole world must be 
drawn and consumed. 

This is the Secret of Magnetism. 


k k k k 

Death of body is the resurrection of spirit. 

There is a kind of illusion about physical desire 
similar to that which a child suffers from when, 
seeing a beautiful flower, it instantly snatches the 
same, and destroys in a few moments the form and 
fragrance which attracted it. He only gets the full 

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glory who holds himself back a little and truly 
possesses, who is willing if need be not to possess. 


k k k k 

Diagoras, a pupil of Democritus, was the first 
among the Greeks to receive the name of atheist. 
The logician chanced one day to be at sea during a 
heavy storm. 

The sailors attributed the storm to him. All that 
they were enduring was a punishment for 
conveying such an impious wretch as he. 

"Look at those other ships over there," said 
Diagoras. 

"They are in the same storm, aren't they? Do you 
suppose that I am in lack of them?" 


k k k k 

In going off in pursuit of things external, the "I" 
(since it really has everything and needs nothing) 
deceives itself, goes out from its true home, tears 
itself asunder, and admits a gap or rent in its own 
being. 


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(Hence the dissatisfaction following sensuous 
enjoyments.) 

This it must be supposed, is what is meant by Sin - 
the separation or sundering of one's being and all 
the pain that goes therewith. It all consists in 
seeking those things and not in the things 
themselves. They are all fair and gracious enough; 
their place is to stand round the throne and offer 
their homage rank behind rank in their multitudes 
if so be, we will accept it. But for us to go out of 
ourselves to run after them, to allow ourselves to 
be divided and rent in twain by their attraction, 
that is an inversion of the order of heaven. 

To this desertion of one's true self sex tempts most 
strongly and stands as the type of Maya and the 
world-illusion; yet the beauty of the loved one and 
the delight of corporal union all turn to dust and 
ashes if bought at the price of disunion and 
disloyalty in the higher spheres disloyalty even to 
the person whose love is sought. 

Sex is the allegory of love in the physical world. It 
is from this fact that it derives its immense power. 
The aim of Love is non-differentiation, absolute 


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union of being, which can only be found at the 
centre of existence. And in the moment when this 
union is accomplished, creation takes place. 


k k k k 

Pyrrho admitted no difference between health and 
illness, life and death. He expected nothing, asked 
for nothing. 


k k k k 

Where there is indifference and apathy, there too is 
ataraxia, the perfect and unruffled serenity of the 
mind. If in act, word, and thought an entire 
suspension of judgment be maintained, then do 
wre possess an independent freedom, an 
unroutable calm. 


k k k k 

"Live so simply that pleasure when it come may 
seem even more exquisite than it is." Epicurus. 


k k k k 

As for ambition, what is it but a desire for an 
existence in the minds of other people a desire 
which when fulfilled is a mockery and unfulfilled a 
tomb? And besides to what does success lead? To 


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honour, glory, and wealth? But these things are 
sepulchres, not happiness. 

In the animal and lower human world and 
wherever the creature is incapable of realizing the 
perfect love (which indeed transforms into God) - 
Nature in the purely physical instincts does the 
next best thing, that is, she effects a corporeal 
union, and so generates another creature who by 
the very process of his generation shall be one step 
nearer to the universal soul and the realization of 
the desired end. And nevertheless the moment the 
other love and all that goes with it is realized the 
natural sexual love has to fall into a secondary 
place - the lover must stand on his feet and not on 
his head - or else the most dire confusions ensue, 
and torments a union. 


k k k k 

Taking all together it may be fairly said that the 
prime object of sex is realization of unity, the 
physical union as the allegory and expression of 
the real union, and that generation is a secondary 
object or result of this union. From the protozoic 
cells to the very highest expression of sex, we find 
that Love takes the form chiefly and before all else 


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of a desire for union, and only in lesser degree of a 
desire for race-propagation. 

Thus propagation of species is not the primary 
object of Nature. 


k k k k 

Man as described by Quotrefages, is a "religious 
animal." 

Familiarly Brahma is the spider drawing from his 
breast the threads of existence. 

Emblematically a triangle inscribed in a circle. 

Poetically the self-existing supremacy that is 
enthroned on a lotus of azure and gold; and 
Theologically the one really existing essence, the 
eternal germ from which all things issue and to 
which all things at last return. 


k k k k 

Revolutions are created not by the strength of an 
idea but by the intensity of a sentiment. 


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By the very necessity of the case nobody can live 
without activity or work. A child has no motives 
and objects and purposes to accomplish, yet it is 
never at rest, is all the time up to something. 

So, work you must do, but Vedanta requires of you 
to look upon all work as mere play, nothing 
serious or important about it. 

Hit hard, play your part manfully, but wait not for 
the event or end to bring you joy, satisfaction, let 
every stroke and blow be happiness personified or 
a messenger of Divine bliss. 


k k k k 

If putting aside for a moment all convention and 
custom, one looks quietly within himself, he will 
perceive that there are most distinct and inviolable 
inner forces binding him by different ties to 
different people, and with different and inevitable 
results that there is in fact in that world of the heart 
a kind of cosmical harmony and variety and an 
order almost astronomical. This is noticeably true 
of what may be called the planetary law of 
distances in the relation of people to one another. 
For of some of the circle of one's acquaintance it 


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may be said that one loves them cordially at a 
hundred miles' distance; of others that they are 
dear friends at a mile; while others again are 
indispensable far nearer than that. If by any chance 
the friend whose planetary distance is a mile, is 
forced into closer quarters, the only result is a 
violent development of repulsion and centrifugal 
force, by which probably he is carried even beyond 
his normal distance, till such time as he settles 
down into his right place; while on the other hand 
if we were separated for a season from one who by 
right is very near and who Ave know belongs to 
us, Ave can bide our time, knowing that the forces 
of return will increase with the separation. 

So marked indeed are these and other such laws 
that they sometimes suggest that there really is a 
cosmic world of souls, to which Ave all belong and 
that our terrestrial relations are merely the working 
out and expression of far antecedent and 
unmodifiable facts an idea which for many people 
is corroborated by the curious way in which often 
at the very first sight they become aware of their 
exact relation to a new-comer. In some cases it 
brings with it a strange sense of previous intimacy, 
hard to explain; and in other cases, not so intimate. 


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it still will seem to fix almost instantaneously the 
exact propinquity of the relation. 

Yet this mean distance does not vary during the 
whole time, so to speak, by a single hair's 
breadth. 


k k k k 

The Light of Asia, as a literary contribution, is 
simply charming; as a page of history, Mr. Arnold's 
poem has the value of a zero from which the 
formative circle has been eliminated. 


k k k k 

Gilded butterflies = kings and nobles. 


k k k k 

Jesters do oft prove prophets. 

To dominate the actual world you must, like 
Archimedes, base your fulcrum somewhere 
beyond. 


k k k k 

In woman a silken gown covers a multitude of sins. 


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Jesus died on the Cross, Socrates in the prison, 
Galileo in jail, Columbus in chains, John Huss 
upon the stake. 


k k k k 

There is but One Purpose running through and 
underlying all changes and circumstances in the 
world; and that is Self-Realization or Renunciation. 


k k k k 

Those who move in "society" are so surrounded 
with affectations that they are decidedly 
"Exclusive" and shut off from everyone and this 
shutting off is what constitutes Hell. 

Too much society acts like a veil over one's mental 
vision. We must remind ourselves that we f have 
plenty of Time. It is not dignified for a race of 
Immortals to hurry so; least of all is it good policy 
to hill oneself in trying to live. The years are ours 
and the centuries ours. 


k k k k 

Say what you have to say, not what you ought, no- 
ought. 


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Worldly men come, induce personal honour in you 
and then when you begin to feel it, they 
immediately take it off. 


k k k k 

Like the maid bringing (or churning) the cream or 
butter to the surface and then skimming it clean 
off. 


k k k k 

It is good that the pus or scab is collected, gathered 
into head and then removed or licked away by 
God in the form of dogs. 

Thus you are purified of all trace of weakness. 


k k k k 

Be the Sun (giver), not the moon (receiver of 
influence). 

You arc to be kind and considerate to everyone. 
But you are not to be kept in any kind of bondage 
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Change is the law of growth. When you change 
your habits, you will renew yourself, body and 
soul. God, you and I are one. 

How can you love anything else but Me! 

The Healing Exercises and Christian Science and 
even raising the dead, and lengthening life etc. 
(when successful) are like keeping a man awake 
over a longer period than usual. You might call it a 
miracle to keep him up for three, four, or whole 
twelve hours at night; but remember, you cannot 
cheat Nature. Nature must exact even with 
vengeance its withheld portion of sleep the next 
day, or Nature will soon tax you with early grave 
and get out of you all the sleep you kept kick. 

It is better to let Nature take her own course. Kesist 
not evil. 


k k k k 

Fashion: — 

1. The New Zealanders brand their cheeks and 
faces all over with burning hot iron, and this is 
adornment. 

2. Lips bored to put on big shells as ornaments. 


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3. Murder committed to get a new feather to your 
cap. 

4. The feet cramped. 

5. Waist squeezed and so forth. 


k k k k 

The so-called Force of Character is nothing more 
nor less than the power to give suggestions. It is 
this power that brings worldly success. 


k k k k 

The really successful power of making suggestions 
is acquired by living up to what we preach, 
because in trying to realize our teachings we have 
to make constant auto-suggestions and these once 
auto-suggestions become powerful weapons of 
reforming others. 

k k k k 

Keeping yourself in the Giver position, the Sun of 
Good, make a Magnet of you and you are all active 
and masculine. 


k k k k 

All the Vedantic way of life is typified by Arjuna 
giving the reins of his horses unto Krishna. 


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To fight is your duty and not to bother about the 
circumstances. 


k k k k 

Join in engagement, whatever and wherever it be, 
choose not the end or environments, on, on with 
your work, 

1. The President of a Railway Company being told 
by a fellow-passenger in the train that he (the 
passenger) had travelled on that road without 
paying any fare got his Capitalist curiosity excited. 

Paid $ 20 to learn the way to do that. 

The man said; By "walking" 

2. A Red Indian saw a gentleman walking with a 
black umbrella. A wild buffalo attacked the 
gentleman who put the large umbrella in front of 
him right before the buffalo. The buffalo got 
confused, stopped and left. The Indian admired the 
trick, purchased an umbrella and walking on a 
railroad track, held out the umbrella before the 
running engine. But the black buffalo did not stop. 


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3. Tomatoes were considered poisonous long 
enough by the people. A girl living in a city who 
often took tomatoes visited a village where the 
people had not risen above the error. She visited a 
garden containing tomatoes (called love-apples) 
being seen in the act of eating a tomato, she was 
taken by surprise by the country folks who took 
her into a room and called a country Doctor and 
began to rub and scrub her and express sorrow and 
condolence in every possible way. Before the 
doctors came she died. 

4. The Stiah (?) and buttermilk with churned snake. 

5. The patient treated with thermometer. 

6. The criminal with capital sentence killed in 
experimenting upon. 

7. A man wanted to collect $ 2,000 to start a 
Hospital. He advertised for a Lecture. He found 
the Hall with only one man inmate. He lectured, 
that single man gave the $ 2,000. 


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You cannot know a man unless you first love him. 
Christians believe in majority and number and not 
so much in their so-called faith. Hence their 
aggressive and accumulative character which is 
simply an effort to keep themselves in countenance 
and to prolong or bear up their hypnotism. The 
Vedantin believes in the Truth and not in number; 
hence his non-proselytising tendency. 


•k k k k 

A well-behaved gentleman being found in gaol 
was told that he could not possibly be put in gaol 
for the alleged fault, no, he could not be so treated 
under any circumstances. 

He answers. But "I am" 


k k k k 

A man came into a restaurant and said he had a 
powder which could keep the legs etc. from being 
scalded, no matter how hot and boiling the liquid 
might be. In the presence of all the people he 
rubbed the powder on his stocking-covered leg just 
pulling up the trousers, rubbed and rubbed for a 
while, then thrusting his leg in hot burning water, 
drew it out safe and sound. 


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A gentleman purchased the powder and when he 
was going to try it on himself, the seller left. The 
purchaser rubbed it for a long time on his leg, and 
then placed his leg' in scalding water but no sooner 
had he done that than he began to cry and scream 
and kick, and scrambled and wildly looked on all 
sides to find the deceiver and swore that he would 
immediately kill the fellow if he could once meet 
him. As the reader may have guessed, the cheat 
had a cork leg and so was not scalded by the water 
which proved too much for the purchaser of 
powder. 


k k k k 

Men ought not to care if a dog barks, as it is a proof 
he will not bite. 


k k k k 

The old coquette, this world of ours, conceals her 
age, but her biography is under our feet. 

k k k k 

God is more pleased when I smoke my pipe than 
from the prayers of a hundred Rabbis. 



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When human tongue ceases, to speak, then the 
stones begin to talk. 


k k k k 

Civilization is nothing more nor less than a 
ceaseless effort or struggle to build up pyramids to 
bury alive the soul. 


k k k k 

Never sympathise with the distressed. Your 
sympathy aggravates your case and accelerates 
their fall. Let them sympathise with your health 
and vigour. This improves both parties. 


k k k k 

The world lives in deception. The one half deceives 
the other, while those of the other half deceive 
themselves. 


k k k k 

Popularity and Unpopularity 

1. Small rivers and springs may be utilized in 
generating power of all kinds, whereas Niagara 
Falls and Himalayan cascades near Chamba etc. 
may remain unnoticed. Does that take away from 
their inner dignity and native majesty? Not at all. 


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So, sometimes very small souls become famous like 
Christ and Mahomet etc. and grand souls like 
Dattatreya and Krishna may long remain ignored. 

1. Physicians denounced laughing gas and 
chloroform, vaccination, cinchona. 

2. Catch-penny practice of the Charlatan. 


•k k k k 

Nobody has the power to say "No" to you except 
yourself. 


k k k k 

Paradox of death: 

The question is usually put "If death or any other 
condition is brought on by ourselves, why do we 
groan and wail at the time of departure?" . 

Answer: Newly married girls leave their parents 
etc. of their own accord, but why do they weep and 
cry while bidding Good-bye to their mother and 
sisters? We change our old friends for new ones of 
ourselves and then we miss the dear old relations. 

Look at the idea of promising an eternity of 
happiness to one who, out of cowardice, most 
probably repents at his last gasp! 


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If railway cars and electric telegraphs are utilized 
to save our time and energy, it were foolish on our 
part not to utilize the electrostatic and 
meteorological conditions of the Cosmos - in the 
form of inspiring atmosphere and genial climate - 
to aid us in making rapid spiritual advancement. 
Kissing breeze and murmuring streams etc. are not 
to be discarded as outside helps; everything and 
anything is in us if we can control it and turn it to 
advantage. 

Keep your mind full of agreeable memories and 
pleasant associations of ideas; all the time 
saturated with happy thoughts and godly notions; 
you will have no occasion to suffer or repine. 


k k k k 

ORIGINAL THOUGHT: Keep the subconscious 
mind ( Karana Sarir ) imbued with holy, pure and 
sublime feelings - and original thought is sure to 
flow out of you. 


k k k k 

Ho, all ye that suffer, know ye that ye suffer from 
yourselves. Do away with the fallacy that your 
pain is caused by another. 


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FOREST LIFE 

1. Why not come to help others as a prisoner of city 
life? No prisoners can be helped by you except 
when you visit gaols in the capacity of a free 
gentleman not living in the prison-house. 

2. No rivers can feed the plains, if their original 
home be not away up in the mountain forests. 

3. Laboratories of soul, observatories of spirit and 
Universities of Truth cannot be formed in the 
dingy, putrid air of cities. 

4. The highly advanced citizens am be benefited by 
even the writings of forest sages. And the vulgar 
mob will rather be repulsed when they find the 
sage in their midst. 


■k -k -k -k 

Europeans and Americans exult to clothe their 
bright skin in dark or brownish clothes. The black 
apparel does not signify a dark body. So, the 
Hindus prefer dark skin to clothe a bright glorious 
Soul. 


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Civilized people like red Indians paint (instead of 
tattooing) their faces and put on feathers in their 
heads. The crowded streets present a spectacle of 
churchyard with marble tombs and fashionable 
coffins burying the origin of life, the self-supreme. 

Nobody in his heart of hearts likes to live this 
artificial life, but they do it for vanity - to please 
nobody in the name of pleasing others or the 
imaginary bugbear called "Society." 


k k k k 

I have no use for curtains, for I have no gazers to 
shut out but the sun and the moon and I am 
willing that they should look in. And if the sun is 
sometimes too warm a friend, I find it better 
economy to retreat behind a curtain already 
provided by Nature than to add a single item to 
the details of house-keeping. 


k k k k 

As for doing good, that is one of the professions 
which are full - crowded, chokeful, moreover, I 
have tried it fairly and strange as it may seem, am 
satisfied that it does not agree with my 
constitution. 


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I went to the woods because I wished to live 
deliberately to front only the essential facts of life 
and I did not wish to live what was not life, living 
is so dear. I wanted to live deep and suck out all 
the marrow of life. 

I have never yet met a man who was awake - How 
could I have looked him in the face? 


k k k k 

The people's life is frittered away by detail. 


k k k k 

People think if railroads are not built, how will 
they go to heaven in season? 

Men are determined to be starved before they are 
hungry. 

Nothing New in Newspapers. 


k k k k 

Children who play life, discern its true law and 
relations more clearly than men who think that 
they are wiser by Experience, that is by failure. 


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Be it life or death, I crave only for reality. 

Be it sin or sorrow. I'll be true to the inner genius. 


k k k k 

I would not sacrifice the bloom of the present 
moment to any work. 

I grow in these seasons like corn in the night 
(without memorable achievements unobserved). 


k k k k 

My days are no days of the week bearing the stamp 
of any heathen deity, nor are they fretted by the 
ticking of a clock. 


k k k k 

You are immortal, know yourself and your Life is 
always insured without the aid of any Life- 
insurance Company. 


k k k k 

An Urdu Verse is quoted here 

It is (An Urdu Word) to raise your mind above the 
two worlds. It is laziness and inertia to be led by 
the current controlled by the sense of possession. 


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There was nothing so important to him (Thoreau) 
as his walk. He had no walks to throw away on 
company. Visits were offered him from respectful 
parties, but he declined them. 


k k k k 

The best place for each one is just where he stands. 
"I think, nothing is to be hoped from you if this bit 
of mould under your feet is not sweeter to you to 
eat than any other in this world or in any world." 


k k k k 

Aristotle: One who surpasses his fellow-citizens in 
virtue is no longer a part of the city. Their law is 
not for him, since he is a law to himself. 


k k k k 

Only he can be trusted with gifts who can present a 
face of bronze to expectations. 

EXCUSE FOR HARDIHOOD (STURDY NATURE) 

I ask to be melted. You can only ask of the metals 
that they be tender to the fire that melts them. To 
nought else can they be tender. 


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SOLITUDE 

I am no more lonely than the loon (genus of web- 
footed aquatic bird) in the pond that laughs so 
loud or than water Pond itself. What company has 
that lonely lake, I pray? The Sun is alone except in 
thick weather but there the second Sun is a mock 
one. God is alone, —but the devil, he is far from 
being alone, he is legion. 


k k k k 

What is the pill that will keep us well, serene, 
contented? 

Not any or thy great grandfathers, but our Great 
Grandmother Nature's universal medicine - a 
draught of undiluted morning air. 


k k k k 

Sympathy with the fluttering alder and poplar 
leaves almost takes away my breath; yet like the 
lake my sympathy is rippled but not ruffled. 

I have as it were my own sun and moon and stars 
and a world all to myself. 


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There was never yet such a storm but it was 
Aeolian music to a healthy and innocent ear. 


k k k k 

I have found that no exertion of the legs can bring 
two minds much nearer to one another. 


k k k k 

To be in company even with the best, is soon 
wearisome and dissipating. 


k k k k 

What do we want most to dwell near to? 

Not to many men surely, the depot, the post office, 
the grocery etc. But to, "The perennial source of our 
life" whence in all our experience we have found 
that to issue, as the willow stands near the water 
and sends out its roots in that direction. 


k k k k 

I never found the companion that was so 
companionable as Solitude. 



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Civilized folks live thick and are in each other's 
way and stumble over one another. 

The value of a man is not in his skin that we should 
touch him. 


■k -k -k -k 

DESIGN ARGUMENT EXPLODED 

If God acts for a designed end, it must be that He 
desireth something which He has not. 


■k -k -k -k 

Men of ideas instead of legs (are) a sort of 
intellectual centipede. 


■k -k -k -k 

What danger is there if you don't think of any? 


■k -k -k -k 

Self-styled reformers - the greatest bores of all. 


■k -k -k -k 

The true husbandman will cease from anxiety, as 
the squirrels manifest no concern whether the 
woods will bear chestnuts this year or not, and 


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finish his labour with every day, relinquishing all 
claim to the produce of his fields, and sacrificing in 
his mind not only his first but his last fruits also. 

VIVEK 

1. Never should you engage in anything of 
transitory interest. Pursue the eternal. 

2. By making the acts bear the stamp of Reality, by 
and by the thoughts will also cease to dwell on 
passing incidents. 

3. When you are about to speak, be sure that the 
talk will do you good, if not, don't enter into 
conversation at all. 

4. Go on with your work like the artist in the city of 
Konroo striving after perfection, trying to ensure 
the happiness of One individual and giving up 
vain undefined shadow hunting. 

Of all the characters I have known, Walden wears 
best, and best preserves its purity. It has not 
acquired one permanent wrinkle after all its 
ripples. It is perennially young. 


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Referring to childhood or boyhood, "The days 
when idleness was the most attractive and 
productive industry". 

k k k k 


THE RAILWAY ENGINE 

That devilish Iron Horse, whose ear-rending neigh 
is heard throughout the town, has muddled the 
Boiling spring with his foot, and he it is that has 
bruised off all the woods on Walden shore; that 
Trojan horse, with a thousand men in his belly, 
introduced by mercenary Greeks! Where is the 
Country's champion to thrust an avenging lance 
between the ribs of the bloated pest? 

Nature has no Iranian inhabitant who appreciates 
her. The birds with their plumage and their notes 
are in harmony with the flowers, but what youth 
or maiden conspires with the wild luxuriant 
beauty of Nature? She flourishes alone, far from 
the towns where they reside. Talk of heaven! Ye 
disgrace Earth. 


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Let the thunder rumble; what if it threaten ruin to 
farmer's crops? That is not its errand to thee. 

Take shelter under the cloud while they flee to 
carts and sheds. 

Let not to get a living, be thy trade but thy sport. 
Enjoy the land, but own it not. 

It is a faint intimation, yet so are the first streaks of 
morning. When a reptile is attacked at one mouth 
of his burrow, he shows himself at another. 


■k -k -k -k 

We discourse freely without shame of one form of 
sensuality and are silent about another. 


■k -k -k -k 

Maupertius seeing neither rhyme nor reason hi his 
life took to his bed and died of mortification. 


■k -k -k *k 

D'Alembert held a physician to be like a blind man 
who armed with a cudgel strikes at random, and, 
according as he strikes, annihilates the disease or - 
the patient. 


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"Philosophers," he said, "should be like children 
who when they have done anything wrong, put 
the blame on the cat." 


■k k k k 

The wasps came by thousands to my lodge in 
October, as to winter quarters and settled there, 
sometimes deterring visitors from entering. I felt 
complimented by their regarding my house as a 
desirable shelter. They never molested me 
seriously, though they bedded with me. 


k k k k 

Myself is more than a whole world to me. 

And when the frost had smitten me on one cheek, 
heathen as I was, I turned to it the other also. 


k k k k 

There we worked.... building castles in the air for 
which Earth offered no worthy foundation. 

We waded so gently and reverently, or we pulled 
together so smoothly, that the fishes of thought 
were not scared from the stream. 

Why is it that a bucket of water soon becomes 
putrid, but frozen remains sweet forever? 


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So knowledge without love ( Prem ) putrifies. 

ABOUT SNOW-COLLECTOKS 

"They said that a gentleman farmer, who was 
behind the scenes, wanted to double his money, 
which as I understood amounted to half a million, 
already; but in order to cover each one of his 
dollars with another he took off the only coat, ay, 
the skin itself of Walden Pond in the midst of a 
hard winter." 

They believe in immortality so far as to avoid 
preparation for death and in mortality so far as to 
avoid preparation for anything after death. 


k k k k 

I knew few Christians so convinced of the 
splendour of the rooms in their Father's house, as 
to be happier when their friends are called to those 
mansions, than they would have been if the Queen 
had sent for them to live at court. 

Nor has the Church's most ardent "desire to depart 
and be with Christ," ever cured it of the singular 


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habit of putting on mourning for every person 
summoned to such departure. 


k k k k 

M. Renan has been at no loss to show, 

Rome fell when her soldiery became converted to 
Churchianity or Christianity. The spirit of peace 
which pervaded the early Church enervated a 
nation; the virility of the most belligerent of races 
was sapped. 


k k k k 

Knit its (Earth's) straw into what crowns you 
please, gather the dust of it for treasure and die 
rich in that, clutching at the black motes in the air 
with your dying hands. Was this grass of the Earth 
made green for your shroud only, not for your bed, 
and can you never lie down upon it, but only 
under it? 

If you will have your laws obeyed without mutiny, 
see well that they be pieces of God Almighty's 
laws, otherwise all the artillery in the world will 
not keep down mutiny. 


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RICH IN PEACE 

Crowned with Wild Olive and not with gold. 

k k k k 

Wilful error is limited by the will, but what limit is 
there to that of which we are unconscious. 


k k k k 

The unlucky fact is that the wise of one class 
habitually contemplate the foolish of the other. 


k k k k 

The unconquered powers of precedent and 
Custom interpose between a King and Virtue. 


k k k k 

By Transparency on all sides it is possible to pass 
unrecognised. 


k k k k 

I - Plainness is that which cannot be seen by 
looking at it. 

He - Stillness is that which cannot be heard by 
listening to it. 

We - Rareness is that which cannot be felt by 
handling it. 


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When a nation is filled with strife, then do patriots 
flourish. 

When wisdom is met with honours, the world is 
filled with pretenders. 


k k k k 

Being wise you are merely natural. 


k k k k 

I am going to reap the harvest of my mind and I 
am going to scatter it. 


k k k k 

Hope is the only universal liar who never loses his 
reputation for veracity. 


k k k k 

Everyman who has endeavoured to enslave his 
fellows I hate with all my heart and soul; and yet 
the only injury I would do them would be to 
enlighten them. 

Sincere words are not grand. Grand words are not 
faithful. 


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"Business," they think, "is always good whether it 
be busy in mischief or benefit." 


k k k k 

I AM 

Statues of brass and marble will perish, and statues 
made in imitation of them are not the same statues, 
nor the same workmanship print and reprint, crave 
it in wood, engrave it on stone, use any materials; 
the thought or idea is eternally and identically the 
same in every case. Similarly the One 
Unchangeable "I am" or Absolute Self- 
consciousness is the same, let the bodies and lives 
alter, vary and undergo all sorts of 
transformations. It impresses itself on anything 
presented to it. 


k k k k 

One who knows how to take care of his life may go 
throughout the country without providing against 
the rhinoceros or tiger; he may even go into the 
thick of a battle without fear of the sword. 

The rhinoceros finds no place wherein to drive his 
horn. 


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The tiger finds no place to fix his claws. 

The sword finds no place wherein to thrust itself. 
And why is this? 

It is because he has overcome Death. 


k k k k 

People in their undertakings, usually fail on the 
eve of success. 

The difficulty in governing the people is from 
having too much policy. 

He who tries to govern the kingdom by policy, is 
only a scourge to it; while he who governs without 
it is a blessing. 


k k k k 

To teach without words and to be useful without 
action, few among men attain to it. 


k k k k 

Man of possession: His highest rectitude is but 
crookedness. 

His greatest wisdom is but foolishness. 

His sweetest eloquence is but stammering. 


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* it * * 

He who lightly assents will seldom keep his word. 
The chaff from winnowing will blind a man's eye 
so that he cannot tell the points of the compass. 


k k k k 

Mosquitoes will keep a man awake all night with 
their biting. 

And just in the same way this talk of charity and 
duty to one's neighbour drives me nearly crazy. 
Wherefore this undue energy as though searching 
for a fugitive with a big drum? 


k k k k 

When the pond dries up and the fish are left upon 
dry ground to moisten them with the breath or to 
damp them with a little spittle, is not to be 
compared with leaving them in the first instance in 
their native rivers and lakes. 


k k k k 

Whoever makes destroys. Whoever grasps loses. 


k k k k 

The good man confers a blessing upon the world 
by merely living. 


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The so-called "Charity and duty to one's 
neighbour" of shallow wits is the most pernicious 
piece of confusion ever preached because Tad does 
not declare itself. The (virtue) does not go out of its 
way to express itself. 

Perfect courage is not unyielding. 

And neither is perfect charity displayed in action. 
Virtue consists in being true to oneself and charity 
in letting alone. 


* -k -k -k 

Not by going out but entering within you are 
saved. 

To act by means of inaction is God. 

Hank and precedence which the vulgar prize, the 
sage stolidly ignores. 

It is easy enough to stand still; the difficulty is to 
walk without touching the ground. 



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To place oneself in subjective relation with 
externals, without consciousness of their 
objectivity. This is Tad. ( Tatvamasi ) 

k k k k 

But to wear out one's intellect in an obstinate 
adherence to the individuality of things, not 
recognising the fad; that they are all One,' this is 
called Three in the morning. 

HOW INDIANS ARE TREATED 

"A keeper of monkeys said with regard to their 
rations of chestnuts that each monkey was to have 
three in the morning and four at night. But at this 
the monkeys were very angry, so the keeper said 
they might have four in the morning and three at 
night, with which arrangement they were all well 
pleased. The actual number of the chestnuts 
remained the same but there was an adaptation to 
the likes and dislikes of those concerned." 

THOREAU ON BHAGVAD GITA 

"In the morning I bathe my intellect in the 
stupendous and the cosmogonal philosophy of the 


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Bhagavad Gita, since whose composition years of 
the gods have elapsed, and in comparison with 
which our modern world and its literature seem 
puny and trivial and I doubt if that philosophy is 
not to be referred to a previous state of Existence, 
so remote is its sublimity from our conceptions" 

While talking about the pyramids of Egypt he says, 
"How much more admirable the Bhagavad Gita 
than all the ruins of the East." 


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NOTE BOOK No. 6 


Prosperity is the bond of love. 


•k * -k -k 

Tears in eyes = water in fish and not fish in water. 


■k -k -k -k 

"The Directors of East India Company dealt with 
India as the Church in the good old times dealt 
with a heretic. They delivered the victim over to 
the executioners with an earnest request that all 
possible tenderness might be shown" - Macaulay. 


■k -k -k *k 

Reputation is an idle and most false imposition, oft 
got without merit and lost without deserving. 

Is the physician responsible for the death of the 
patient because he foretold that death? 

The logic and morality of the respectable cut- 
throats, the up-holders of legalized Theft and 
Organized robbery, virtually proclaim the 
principle that when "two persons do the same 
thing, it is not the same thing." 

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By the perverseness of the evil spirit we get to 
think that praying and psalm singing is "Service." 

If a child finds itself in want of anything, it runs in 
and asks its father for it - does it call that doing its 
father a service? 

Begging is not serving; God likes mere beggars as 
little as you do. 


k k k k 

People as a rule only pay for being amused or 
being cheated, not for being served. 


k k k k 

None of the best head work in art, literature, or 
science is ever paid for. How much do you think 
Homer got for his Iliad, or Dante for his Paradise? 
Only bitter bread and salt. In Science the man who 
discovered the telescope and first saw heaven was 
paid with a dungeon, the man who invented the 
microscope and first saw earth died of starvation 
driven from his home. 


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It is indeed very well known that God means all 
thoroughly good work and talk to be done for 
nothing. 

St. Stephen did not get Bishop's pay for that long 
sermon of his to the Pharisees, nothing but stones. 
Milton, "Paradise Lost" - £ 5. 

The poet's fate is here shown in emblem. He asked 
for bread and received a stone. 

The head-worker asks, "Give us a little bread just 
to keep the life in us." 

Answer: "No, not bread, a stone, if you like or as 
many as you need." 


* -k -k -k 

The hand workers are not so ill off. The worst that 
can happen to the hand worker is to break stones; 
not to be broken by them. 

It is useless to put your heads together if you 
cannot put your hearts together. Shoulder to 
shoulder, right hand to right hand, among 
yourselves and no wrong hand to anybody else. 


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Honest and wise work is always cheerful as a 
child's work is. 

The worst and most wretched kind of Blasphemy - 
"taking God's name in vain" - is to ask God for 
what you do not want. 

"No one ever teaches well who wants to teach or 
governs well who wants to govern;" it is an old 
saying and as wise as old. 


k k k k 

Childlike 

The chief character of right childhood is to be 
Loving. Give a little love to a child and you get a 
great deal back. It loves everything near it, when it 
is a right kind of a child; would hurt nothing, 
would give away the best it has always if you need 
it, does not lay plans for getting everything in the 
house for itself and delights in helping people; you 
cannot please it so much as by giving it a chance of 
being useful in ever so humble a way. 

"For such is the kingdom of heaven." 


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"Except ye be converted and become as little 
children." 

It is no conversion to long faces or Superstition 
which can save you. 


k k k k 

Backsliding: — 

Slide back into the cradle if going on is death. 

The Bible is a Book of "types." Why should God say 
one thing and mean another? What is the necessity 
of equivocating on His part like the Oracles of 
Greece and Rome? 

Is it gentlemanly to confound people for two 
thousand years and then tell them the real meaning 
was not what his words conveyed like...? 

A Revelation (or Law) ought to be clear. 


k k k k 

What we like determines what we are and is the 
sign of what we are; and to teach taste is inevitably 
to form character. 



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Taste is not only a part and an index of morality, it 
is the only morality. 

The first and last and closest trial question to any 
living creature is "What do you like?" Tell me what 
you like and I will tell you what you are. 

Acts do not constitute morality. 

That man is not in the health of body who is 
always thinking of the bottle in the cupboard, 
though he bravely bears his thirst, but the man 
who heartily quenches his thirst at the right time. 

The aim of True Education 

The entire object of true education is to make 
people not merely do the right things but enjoy the 
right things - not merely industrious, but to love 
industry, to love knowledge, purity and justice and 
not merely to practise these with a half- 
heartedness. 

•k k k k 

Says J. Ruskin: — 


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"I notice that the Churches and Schools of England 
are almost always Gothic, and the mansions and 
mills are never Gothic." 

You live under one school of architecture (Italian) 
and worship under another. You have separated 
your religion from your life. 


•k k k k 

"Thou, when thou prayest, shalt not be as the 
hypocrites are; for they love to pray standing in the 
Churches" 

And yet Christians (Hypocrites) advocate the same 
kind of prayer. 

In calling your Churches only "holy" you call your 
hearths and homes "profane"; and have separated 
yourselves from the heathen by casting all your 
household gods to the ground. Your Religion is not 
that to which you day tithes of property and 
sevenths (Sundays) of time; but it is that to which 
you devote nine-tenths of your property and six- 
sevenths of your time. 


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I never can make out how it is that a knight-errant 
does not expect to be paid for his trouble, but a 
pedlar-errant always does. The people are willing 
to take hard knocks for nothing, but never to sell 
ribands cheap, that they are ready to go on fervent 
crusa4es to recover the tomb of a buried God, but 
never on any travels to fulfil the orders of living 
one; - that they will go anywhere barefoot to 
preach their faith, but must be well-bribed to 
practise it, and are perfectly ready to give the 
Gospel gratis, but never the loaves and fishes. 


k k k k 

As to your Goddess of Getting on, we ask Getting 
on - but where to? Gathering together - but how 
much? Do you mean to gather always - never to 
spend? 

It is because of this (among many other such 
errors) that I fearlessly declare your so-called 
Science of Political Economy to be no Science, it 
omits the study of exactly the most important 
branch of the business - the study of spending. Will 
you put an Olympus of Silver upon a golden Pelian 
— make Ossa like a wart? Do you think the rain 
and dew would then come down to you in the 


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streams from such mountains more blessedly than 
they will down the mountains which God has 
made for you of moss and whinstone? 

But it is not gold that you want to gather, what is 
it? Greenbacks? No; not those neither. What is it 
then - is it ciphers after a capital I? Can you not 
practise writing ciphers and write as many as you 
want? Write ciphers for an hour every morning in 
a big book and gay every evening, I am worth all 
those noughts more, than I was yesterday." Won't 
that do? Well, what in the name of Plutus is it you 
want? 


k k k k 

Unlike Pallas and Madonna, your Goddess of 
Getting on is the Goddess - not of everybody's 
getting on - but only of somebody's getting on and 
this is a vital, a rather deathful, distinction. 


k k k k 

Even good things have no abiding power - and 
shall these evil things persist in victorious evil? 
Change must come. Think you that "men may 
come and men may go," but - mills - go on forever? 
Not so. 


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Is not the sacrifice of "Iphigenia" far sweeter and 
more remarkable than that of Jesus? 


k k k k 

Ruskin quotes two instances to determine what 
"human nature" is — 

1. The captain of the "London" shook hands with 
his mate, saying "God speed you! I will go down 
with my passengers." From no religious motive, 
hope of reward or fear of punishment. 

2. A mother living among the fair fields of merry 
England gives up her two years old child to be 
suffocated under a mattress in her inner room 
while the said mother waits and talks outside. 

The former is evidently an illustration of humanity, 
human-nature; the latter is inhuman on the face of 
it. 

The former is natural, the latter unnatural. 

Will you take for foundation of act and hope the 
faith that this man was such as God made him or 
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There may be venom enough in a dead body to 
infect a nation. Does it prove the greatness of the 
deceased? 

So a dead Jesus might infect whole Europe, that 
does not prove his virtue. 


k k k k 

Some slaves are scourged to their work by whips; 
others are scourged to it by restlessness or 
ambition. It does not matter what the whip is; it is 
none the less a whip, because you have cut thongs 
for it out of your own souls: the fact, so far, of 
slavery is in being driven to your work at another's 
bidding. Again some slaves are bought with 
money and others with praise. It matters not what 
the purchase money is. The distinguishing sign of 
slavery is to have a price and be bought for it. 

A true wife in her husband's house is his servant; it 
is in his heart that she is queen. 


k k k k 

Ruskin says of England: 

"Our cities are a wilderness of spinning wheels 
instead of palaces; yet the people have not clothes. 


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We have blackened every leaf of English 
greenwood with ashes, and the people die of cold; 
our harbours are a forest of merchant-ships, and 
the people die of hunger." 


k k k k 

"Educate" and "Govern" are one and the same 
thing. 


k k k k 

People complain about "how difficult it is to make 
people pay for being educated"! Why, I should 
think so! Do you make your children pay for their 
education, or do you give it them compulsorily and 
gratis? 


k k k k 

Education is not a profitable business but a costly 
one. You do not learn that you may live - you live 
that you may learn. 

Hand Labour is of four kinds. 

(1) On Earth; (2) On Sea; (3) In Art; (4) In War. 

Hand labour on Earth — 

(i) that of husbandman, (ii) of Shepherd. 


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k k k k 

Luther struck the first mighty blow in contending 
that "the matter of Revelation (Bible) was divine 
and the composition human." Then it was found 
that not all the matter is divine; the scientific 
statements were not divine. Then the profane 
history was declared to be not divine. Then it was 
contended that all its sacred history was not 
necessarily divine. Then it was stated that the 
reasoning of the writers of the word was not 
inspired, - assertions and not proofs, being the 
proper subjects of inspiration, and the objects of 
unqualified assent. 


k k k k 

Let everybody have according to his need and do 
according to his ability. Pay according to need and 
get according to ability. Heavenly Family. 


k k k k 

SWEDENBURG 


Love or Will 

1. The origin of all things - men, animals, plants, 
etc. 


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2. Heat evidently sustains all life and consumes all 
production. 

3. The real Self undefinable = Love. 

4. Attraction, affinity, power. 

5. Thought, action and language are chilled when 
love grows cold. 

6. Love puts you at one with the Universe. 

7. Heart corresponding to cerebellum (seat of Love 
or Will) is the first organ to act in the foetal body 
and the last (as evident from the dying). It acts 
without co-operation of lungs (in swoons and 
suffocation). 

8. Will (the rock of life) lives after thought ceases. 

9. Heat precedes light always in a metal under the 
action of fire. 

10. Love (Heat) is the substance and Wisdom 
(light) the form. 


k k k k 

Divine Providence has respect to eternal things, 
and only to temporary matters so far as they 
accord with eternal things. Divine Providence 
appropriates neither evil nor good to any man but 
man himself appropriates good or evil. 


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Faith induced by miracles is not faith but 
persuasion; it is only an external without an 
internal. When are men not reformed? 

1. No one is reformed by miracles and signs. 2. 
No one is reformed by visions and through spirits 
because they compel. 

3. No one is reformed through threats and 
punishments because they compel. 

4. No one is reformed in states of non-rationality 
and non-liberty. 

5. No one is reformed in a state of Fear because fear 
takes away freedom and reason. 

6. No one is reformed in a state of misfortune. 

7. No one is reformed in a state of Disorder of 
mind because freedom and reason are absent in 
that state. 

8. No one is reformed in a state of Disease of the 
Body. 


k k k k 

A man being newly married told his wife, "You 
and I are one. But remember I am the One." 

The Divine cannot be comprehended through the 
Intellect being not extended in Space and time, but 


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is apprehended through a State, not space but 
state. 


POPULARITY 

A gentleman came up to Rama and said, "People 
don't like you for your.... Rama; " When they like 
apples, they eat them up; when they like plums, 
they eat them up; when they like brain, liver, pork 
or candy, they eat it up; I thank my stars I am not 
liked else they might eat me up too. They let alone 
those they don't like. So the unpopular (one) is 
master of himself, his time is his own, his life not 
usurped from him." 

As in a sphere, degrees are of two kinds: — 

1. Degrees of latitude (continuous) and 

2. Degrees of altitude (discreet). 

CORRESPONDENCES 

1. Light, Thought, Lungs, Cerebrum. 

When you think quietly, breathe quietly. When 
you think deep, breathe deep Jnan 


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2. Heat, Love or Will, Heart, Cerebellum. Prem 

Will to die = Vairag 

Will to live = Kaam 

Rhythm is always born of conflict. 


k k k k 

1. A polarized ray of light passing through heated 
glass becomes visible which it does not when the 
glass is cold. 

2. In the frozen state, water or . . . keeps 
unpolluted. In the liquid it does not. 

3. The dark lines become bright in the spectrum of 
the Sun at the time of solar eclipse. 


k k k k 

Coal is a creation of light; charcoal of fire. What 
fellowship has light with darkness? 

Morality (mores, morals, are in the first instance 
Customs) = the customs or ways which people 
have when they are together; therefore nothing 
supernatural about it. 


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It is no more possible to interpret Nature 
physically from the Ethical point than to interpret a 
"Holy Family" of Raphael's in terms of the material 
structure of canvas or the qualities of pigments. 

Nature in horizontal sections is broken up into 
strata which prevent to the eye the profoundest 
distinctions; but Nature in the vertical, section 
offers no break or pause or flaw. The former is the 
statical point of view, the latter the dynamical. 


k k k k 

Body: — 

Its true place by the ordained appointment of 
Nature is where it can be ignored. 

On the one hand one must 1 reckon the Body dead'; 
on the other one must think of it in order not to 
think of it. 


k k k k 

Keep in Self = Resist not Evil, but overcome it by 
Love than which there is no higher force. 

1. Frederick turns defeat into victory by keeping in 
the real self, above the body. 


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2. Nature turns stumbling blocks into stepping 
stones. Gills slit into ears. 

3. Be a Giver; it is the begging attitude, that (a) 
makes you resist and thus causes (b) agitation in 
mind. 

4. The Law is that the seeming evil always comes in 
time to serve you unless you make it evil by 
distemper. 

Cogito = Co-agito; bringing together or combine. 
Intellect = inter - lego; interlace, bind together, 
combine, all our Propositions are either affirmative 
or negative (A + B, A - B). In other words all our 
thought is nothing more than addition, and 
subtraction. 

What can we be conscious of? Not anything 
outside us - for how should we get outside 
ourselves? But something within us, something 
that we feel, our sensations. 


k k k k 

Sugar is not sweet, we are sweet. The sky is not 
blue, we are blue. 


k k k k 


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There are no such things as mere words (a 
contradiction in terms) unless we look for them in 
those vast cemeteries which we call lexicons or 
dictionaries. 

Things are thinks and thinks = words. 


k k k k 

Attention— a priori Causation = Reaction 
(subjective) 

= objectifying. Thing = Think. 


k k k k 

A savage sees gold. In digging he receives the 
impression of something glittering, but even that 
impression would be of no consequence to him 
unless he were startled by it, unless his attention 
were directed to it and thus the mere sensation of 
glittering became changed by him into something 
that glitters. That change of the subjective 
sensation into an object of sense, is our work - it is 
the first manifestation of the law of causality 
within us. 

A priori causation is nothing but reaction on the 
part of the subject or Pramatru Chaitanya. 


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k k k k 

After perception comes conception by naming. 


k k k k 

How could there be contradictions in the world, if 
we ourselves had not produced them? The world 
itself is clear and simple and right; we ourselves 
only derange and huddle and muddle it. 

Logical Somersault of Mill and Materialism 


k k k k 

Matter is defined as object - capable of being 
perceived only but in the end it is made the very 
opposite, viz., what perceives, subject, and is thus 
supposed to lay hold of and strangle itself. 


k k k k 

Philosophical Mythology and learned idolatry; 
whereas like "I hunger" "I thirst," we should say "I 
reason, I think" meaning thereby, "I add and 
subtract," and as 'little as we possess a thing called 
hunger because we are hungry or a thing called 
patience because we are patient, do we possess a 
thing called reason because we are rational? Why 


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then should philosophers trouble their heads about 
the separate entityhood of reason; why should they 
write it with a capital R, and make a goddess of 
Reason and worship her, as she was actually 
worshipped in the streets of Paris? What should 
the French mob have said if they had been told that 
in worshipping this goddess of Reason they were 
worshipping addition and subtraction. 
Unfortunately the number of such psychological 
gods or goddesses is very large. Our mind is 
swarming with them and every one of them counts 
a number of worshippers who are deeply offended 
if we doubt their existence. 


k k k k 

Chinese is read and understood perfectly by 
people who, when they pronounce and speak it, 
are quite unintelligible to each other. 

Phenomena are - 

(i) Inorganic bodies aggregated lead to 

(ii) Organic, and organic bodies aggregated lead 

to 

(iii) Super-organic. 


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Herbert Spencer shows Evolution always to consist 
in an integration of matter, differentiation of form 
and dissipation of motion. This persistent 
integration is proved to dominate all phenomenon 
and all change eventually. 

Now, is not this integration the same as Love on 
the plane of human consciousness? And here is 
Henry Drummond reconciled to Herbert Spencer. 

From more homogeneous to heterogeneous does 
Evolution take place, from uniform to multiform. 

And re-adjustment of society to bring about a more 
stable Integration = the end of Socialism. 

The differentiation of form = Individual 

independence and is the goal of Socialism. 

Independence and freedom on the lower plane and 
Union on the higher is the teaching of Vedanta. 

Moreover Equilibrium points to Socialism. 


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Smaller hindrance is offered to the passage of both 
sound and light by media which are comparatively 
homogeneous either in temperature or hygrometric 
state. Consequently (i) cataracts etc. are heard at a 
greater distance by night than by day, (H) the 
unusual visibility of remote objects is an indication 
of coming rain, also (Hi) hearing the murmur of 
torrents and the like nearer is a sign of coming rain. 


•k k k k 

Definite differentiation (multiformity) which 
accompanies the general Integration in Evolution is 
simply Vedantic concentration Ekagrata (or the 
Infinite Anant at every point, all plurality being 
kept out of sight to take care of itself. 


k k k k 

As proved by H. Spencer, 

Continuous differentiation is the Law of Nature. 
Progressing Heterogeneity is the basis of 

Evolution. Religions and sects must go on 

multiplying and in that consists the onward life of 
nations. Segregation is inevitable. If so, why resist 
multiformity in religion or philosophy? Aid 
differentiation in form well securing general 
integration and through this co-operating 


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differentiating. Freedom alone can through 
definiteness and consolidation be brought about. 

He who ignoring his real Universal Self begins to 
uphold the little Form trying to stereotype it 
persists in the struggle. 


k k k k 

He who identifies himself with the unstable 
appearances and wants to fight for it is unfit to 
survive. 


k k k k 

Christians in denying their self to be the helpless 
resultant of blind mechanical forces contradict 
themselves in the teeth of Science inasmuch as 
their self they hold to be only the body, will and 
feelings which are the outcome of environments on 
the face of it. 


k k k k 

The onward march of Evolution brings things 
more and more to definiteness. Just see how 
indefinite and consequently at the lowest stage 
Christian religion is in keeping the idea of self or 
soul so hazy, dim and indefinite. 


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All dogmatic religions which aim at uniformity of 
belief as a consequence of identifying their self 
with the form are against differentiation. Such run 
counter against the stream and are subject to 
inertia or Ignorance. The only religion which is in 
harmony with the law of Evolution is Vedanta 
because it wants to establish real integration 
through formal differentiation. 


k k k k 

"Live and let live" is the policy of Vedanta. 

All jealousy is weeded out from the heart on being 
convinced by the knowledge of the law of 
Evolution that differentiation and heterogeneity is 
the indispensable A inevitable Law of Nature and 
the Law of Progress. 

Differ from me as much as you please. I am the 
cause of all difference. How far will you diverge? It 
is ever too small for me. I am the very essence of 
difference or Maya. I exult in difference, my will 
differentiates. I am harmony in all plurality. / ask 
not being a giver; therefore I resist not evil (as a 
little self). 


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•k -k -k -k 

Multiplicity is the manifestation of Chaitanya satta; 
therefore Maya is nothing else but the Chit phase of 
Sacchidananda. Lower natures are characterized by 
that impulsiveness which results from the 
uncontrolled action of a few feelings. 

Higher natures are characterized by the 
simultaneous action of feelings based upon a 
recognition of the universal Law of Harmony 
which modify the impulse of the moment. 


■k -k -k -k 

The feeling of purity brings such power and joy 
because it is an expression of Renunciation. 


■k -k -k -k 

The Self-sufficient equilibrium of a spinning top is 
called equilibrium mobile or moving equilibrium. 

This is the equilibrium of the Solar system, of a 
steam engine, of man's physical system, and the 
penultimate state of all motion before complete 
equilibrium. 


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Equilibrium mobile is tantamount to extreme 
differentiation of matter and almost entire 
dissipation or equilibrating motion. 

Is not that in harmony with the end of Socialism? 


k k k k 

The arousing of a thought or feeling involves the 
overcoming of a certain resistance. 

Says Spencer: — 

"Each increment of heterogeneity in the individual 
implies as cause or consequence some increment of 
heterogeneity in the arrangements of the aggregate 
of individuals. And the limit to Social complexity 
can be reached only with the establishment of the 
equilibrium below. Social and individual forces." 
Now, is not that expressly pointing towards 
Socialism? 

H. Spencer shows that after Death or Final 
Equilibration proceeds dissolution and decay as in 
the case of a tree or man's body. Well, Vedanta says 
it is so with regard to the form; but the real essence 
as a seed in tree or the subtle body in man lives on 
in other forms and is divided up into the meat and 


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drink of the world at large, except when even the 
subtle or the seed-body comes to a state of final 
Equilibration in a jnani or Christ 


k k k k 

The branch which does not carry sap withers and 
dies. 


k k k k 

Life and Evolution is the constant going off of life 
and light. 

Dissolution commences when heat begins to be: 
absorbed. 


k k k k 

Now "The Force that Persists" is my Self according 
to Vedanta. 


k k k k 

The Uniformity of Law is equal to the Persistence 
of the Relations among Forces. 


k k k k 

Everything moves along the line of least resistance 
or the hue of greatest attraction. 


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The Rhythm of Motion 

Both processes (Evolution and Dissolution) are 
going on at every instant; but always there is a 
differential result in favour of the first or the 
second. 

There is habitually a passage from homogeneity to 
heterogeneity along with the passage from 
diffusion to concentration. 

All evolution inorganic, organic and super-organic. 
Every increase in functional complexity involves a 
change in structural complexity. 

Study is of three kinds: — 

1. Some always read less than the authors mean to 
convey. They always fell short. 

2. Some read all that their books contain and Iio 
more, 

3. Some read much more than the books state. 
Reading between the lines and mastering all the 
suggestions, they expand what they read through 
associations of ideas and their previous wide range 
of knowledge. 


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In reading books read your own heart. 


k k k k 

Evolution is equal to a change from a confused 
simplicity to a distinct complexity. The 
redistribution of the matter and its retained motion 
is from a relatively diffused, uniform, and 
indeterminate arrangement to a relatively 
concentrated, multiform, and determinate 
arrangement. 

k k k k 

In any locality, great or small, where the occupying 
matter acquires an appreciable individuality or 
distinguishableness from another, there evolution 
goes on. 


k k k k 

Along with Space and Time (Causality, Force or 
Matter) admits of no limitation in thought. 


k k k k 

"The analysis of both religion and science" shows 
that while the knowledge of the cause which 
produces effects on consciousness is impossible. 


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the existence of a cause for these effects is a datum 
of consciousness. 


k k k k 

The recognition of a persistent force ever changing 
its manifestations but unchanged in quantity 
throughout all past time and all future tim3 is tint 
which alone makes possible each concrete 
interpretation and at last unifies all concrete 
interpretations. H. Spencer. 


k k k k 

It is impossible to prevent misrepresentations 
when the questions involved are of a kind that 
excite so much animus. 


k k k k 

The deepest truths we can reach are simply 
statements of the widest uniformities in our 
experiences of the relations of Matter, Motion, and 
Force; and matter, motion and force are but 
symbols of the unknown Reality. 


k k k k 

A Power of which the nature remains forever 
inconceivable and to which no limits in Time and 


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Space can be imagined, works in us certain effects. 
These effects have certain likenesses of kind the 
most general of which we class together under the 
names of Matter, Motion and Force; and between 
these effects there are likenesses of connection, the 
most constant of which we class as laws of the 
highest certainty. 


•k k k k 

But when Science has done this, it has done 
nothing more than systematize our experiences, 
find has in no degree extended the limits of our 
experiences. The interpretation of all phenomena in 
terms of Matter, Motion and Force is nothing more 
than the reduction of our complex symbols of 
thought to the simplest symbols; and when the 
equation has been brought to its lowest terms, the 
symbols remain symbols still. 


k k k k 

"All are forced to make concession after concession 
to their surroundings, and in these concessions all 
progress in life consists till at last each organism or 
each alliance of organisms must come to the 
greatest concession of all which we call death," 

D. S. Jordan 


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Then why not come to Renunciation of your own 
accord. 


k k k k 

The bonds of union between different species 
which are real = homology. It is the inside of an 
animal that tells the real history of its ancestry 
(time); its outside tells us only where its ancestors 
have been (space ). 


k k k k 

Agassiz: — 

"The species represent the divine thoughts 
embodied in the act of creation. The Unity 
(Homology exists in the mind of the Creator. He 
made them all and so all bear the stamp of His 
workmanship. He is infinite and so they exist in 
infinite variety." 

That "material form is the cover of spirit" was to 
Agassiz "A truth at once fundamental and self- 
evident." Each species is the material form which 
clothes a divine idea. Homologies arise from the 
association of divine ideas. To this great Naturalist 
(like Le Conte) the laboratory was not less holy 
than the Church and "a physical fact not less sacred 


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than a moral principle" A spirit of deep reverence 
breathes through all his works. According to him 
"to study out Nature is to think again the thoughts 
of God." Forget not Agassiz. 

The term introduced by H. Spencer "the survival of 
the fittest" expresses only half the truth because to 
be on the ground is a factor not less important in 
determining survival than to have a special fitness 
for the conditions of life, therefore, the survival of 
the existing is a factor as potent as the actual 
survival of the fittest. 

In the struggle for existence "the struggle is 
between the rival competitors to secure the object 
on which they depend one way or other." 

That party comes out successful which has more of 
the Almighty revealed in it which can be 
accomplished only through comparative (or 
relative) unconsciousness of body (or denial of 
little self) and as it were through co-working with 
the Infinite Force. 


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That kind of altruism or Christianity which 
founders in the bog of body - cognizance has a 
forlorn struggle for existence. 


■k k k k 

Let the indefinite mixture of so-called self-denial 
and individual-assertion be definitely 
differentiated by Vedanta. 


k k k k 

We see then that at the bayonet's point does the 
Law of Evolution point to Vedantic realization. 

When you have realized the goal of Evolution, you 
find yourself to be the Ever Surviving One. Sesh 
Purush. 


k k k k 

And in that case so far as others are concerned, 
they are bound by the obdurate Laws of Nature to 
recognize you as the Imperishable. 

The Theological interpretation of Nature is 
immediately confuted by the presence of 
indispensable struggle throughout Nature whether 


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it is struggle for one's own existence or struggle for 
the life of others. 

Nature has no preferences and helps alike victim 
and victor. 

"Other influences work in connection with 
'Natural selection'. In the higher animals changes 
may be wrought by conscious or unconscious 
effort on the part of the creatures themselves". 


k k k k 

If a man employs his consciousness to co-work 
with the law, he survives and in him the conscious 
effort taking up the role of Natural Selection 
freedom from struggle is secured. Such a man in 
Armed neutrality goes out scot-free. 


k k k k 

Creatures of one cell - biological units, may be 
killed but cannot have a natural death. They are 
wholly alive or else wholly dead, never dying. 
Multiply by self-division. (No decomposition or 
death). Complication and specialization of 
structure as we know it in men and the other many 


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celled creatures is bought at the cost of 
immortality. 

Each creature must whether he will or not take part 
in a threefold struggle: 

Struggle (1) with like forms of life neighbours. 

(2) with unlike forms of life, or 
creatures unlike itself, 

(3) with the conditions of life 
themselves. 

"Darwin's influence was not, like that of Cuvier or 
of Agassiz, the force of an overmastering 
personality. 

He was rather the voice of Nature. His word was 
the impersonal word of Nature herself." 

Struggle (being the dissipation of involved motion 
or heat) is absolutely necessary for the 
differentiating integration of Evolution. 

No consolidation could ever take place with out 
struggle. 


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And the recognition of this universal struggle is 
Pessimism. 


k k k k 

Truth cares nothing for majorities and the majority 
of one age may be the wonder or the shame of the 
next. 


k k k k 

"Extinguished theologians," Huxley tells us, "lie 
about the cradle of every Science as the strangled 
snakes beside that of the infant Hercules" 


k k k k 

Every truth that is won for humanity takes the life 
of a man. 


k k k k 

The structures and objects- change their forms and 
relations and to forms and relations once 
abandoned they never return. 

"I believe," said the rose to the lily in the parable, "I 
believe that our gardener is immortal. I have 
watched him from' day to day since I bloomed and 


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I see no change in him. The tulip who died 
yesterday told me the same thing." 


k k k k 

When one looks out on a storm at night, he sees for 
an instant the landscape illumined by the lightning 
flash. All seems at rest. The branches in the wind, 
the flying clouds, the falling rain, and the running 
train are all motionless in this instantaneous view. 


k k k k 

Brief as the lightning flash in the storm is the life of 
man compared with the great time record of life 
upon the Earth. To the untrained man who has not 
learned to read these records, species and types in 
life are enduring. 


k k k k 

"If God should wink at a single act of injustice," 
says the Arab proverb, “the whole universe should 
shrivel up like a cast-off snake-skin." 


k k k k 

We hear people say sometimes that the crying need 
of this sceptical age is that it may see some Law of 
Kature definitely broken, that some burning bush 


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may unconsciously proclaim that the force which is 
behind all law is also above it and can break or 
repeal all its own laws at will. 


k k k k 

Emerson somewhere speaks of the purpose in life - 
"to be sound and solvent." But one may say. 

Let him break these rules to show his power, the 
man himself should be above all rules and 
requirements of his own making. Let him be 
unsound and insolvent for a time, then only will 
his real greatness appear. 

But the soundness and solvency were the 
expression of Emerson's life. Without these ho 
would not be Emerson. 


k k k k 

Just so Law-breaking Miracle-mongers would 
make God no God at all. 


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Questions in a Theological Examination 

Q. 1. Is it right to pray for a change of season? 

The candidates thought it was not because the 
relations which produce winter and summer are 
fixed in the structure of the Solar system and 
cannot be altered for man's pleasure or man's need. 

Q. 2. Is it right to pray for rain? 

Candidates: Yes, because it is proper to ask for 
such a change as it does not concern the Economy 
of the Universe. 

Q. 3. When the signal service of the Christian saint 
is well established so that weather-conditions are 
perfectly known, will it then be right to pray for 
rain? No answer. 

The essence of prayer is to bring two things into 
unison - the will of God and the will of man. 
Superstition imagined, no doubt, that prayer 
would change the will of God, but the more 
spiritually minded have always understood that 
the will which must be modified in prayer was the 
will of man. 


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A Law of Nature is no respecter of persons. A 
varying Multiplication-table would be the 
destruction of Mathematics. A varying law of 
Nature would be the destruction of the Universe. 
Even the law of pity is pitiless and the law of 
mercy merciless. 


k k k k 

Humanity is not the goal of Evolution. It is the 
unspecialized, undifferentiated type from which 
branches diverge in different ways. 

The comparatively undifferentiated type if it do 
not disappear in the upward struggle, 
differentiates laterally and hence the present 
differentiated monkey having branched off from 
the common stock can never develop into a man. 
Humanity, is not the goal of Evolution, (the 
movement of a monkey is toward simianity, not 
humanity; the movement of cat life is toward 
felinity; that of the dog races toward caninity). 
There will be no second creation of man except 
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Not progress but adaptation by divergence mostly 
by slow stages is the movement of Evolution. 


k k k k 

There is no innate tendency toward progression. 

Progression is no necessity regardless of conditions 
or environments. 

If there had been an innate tendency toward 
progress, millions would not have degenerated or 
perished through inadaptation. 

Evolution is simply orderly change. 

Evolution is not a creed or a body of doctrine to be 
believed on authority. 

Science is its own witness, it is no more a religion 
than gravitation (is). 

If its principles are mastered, a knowledge of 
Evolution is an -aid in the conduct of life, as 
knowledge of gravitation is essential in the 
building of machinery. 


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Bionomics is the science which treats of the 
changes in life forms and of the laws and forces on 
which these changes depend. (The Science of 
Organic Evolution). 

It was a surprise to Thoreau that the squirrels went 
on with their hoard and the wind rustled in the 
trees as though nothing had happened. 

Five Principles of Vedanta. 

1. Struggle. Action (Gita) 

2. Witnessing 

3. Unity - oneness of self 

4. Phenomena = world not to be trusted or set 
a heart on. 

5. Brahma Satyam (The Absolute Reality). 

With these as working hypotheses set down in the 
Upanishads as written by myself in the past, I start 
in my onward investigation. No higher authority 
than myself. 

It was a favourite saying of Agassiz that "Facts are 
stupid things until brought into connection with 
some general law." 


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1. Survival of the existing and not of the fittest 
alone. 

2. Change and not progress necessarily. 

3. Adaptation (obedience) and not improvement 
(excellence) necessarily. 

4. Harmony (adaptation) (natural selection) must 
be secured at the cost of struggle. 

5. Concession and not revolt. 

Concession to truth and not to men. 

When a great truth is given to the world, its 

representative in making the world adapt herself to 

him has to give his life. 


■k -k -k -k 

Adaptation (concession) does not mean altruism or 
individualism conformity. 

He who is true to himself and gives out plainly the 
truth within him, although unconscious of the fact 
is better fitted to survive because other thousand 
around him must (by a natural law) have the same 
idea just repining or struggling to formulate itself 
in them and his utterance of the truth must sooner 
or later be met by congenial environments. When 

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one melon is ripening in a field, others must also 
be. 

General individualism and pure altruism are one. 


k k k k 

In animal kingdom (there is) Struggle. 

1. With environments: but 

2. In general when the environment is most 
favourable, the competition of individual with 
individual will be most severe, like with like. 

3. Where this environment is alike favourable, the 
struggle between species and species becomes 
intensified. Cf. (Foreign policy). 


k k k k 

The word struggle is misleading in social 
evolution. It should be replaced by labour of 
competition. 


k k k k 

In our discussion of social Evolution we must 
sometimes remember that the very perfection of 
society must always appear as imperfection; for a 
highly developed society is dynamic. 


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A static society is in a condition of arrested 
development. 


k k k k 

The most highly developed organism shows the 
greatest imperfections. The most perfect adaptation 
to conditions needs re-adaptation as conditions 
themselves speedily change. 

The dream of a static millennium when struggles 
and change shall be over, when all shall be secure 
and happy, finds no warrant in our knowledge of 
man and the world. 


k k k k 

Self-realization in life is possible when self- 
perdition is also possible. 


k k k k 

Struggle does not mean with teeth, claws, fists, 
brute strength, trickery or war. Through all the 
ages love has been stronger than force and those 
creatures who could help each other have been 
stronger than those who could only fight. 


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That is good which makes me strong and gives 
strength to my neighbours. 


k k k k 

"Might does not make right, but that which is right 
will justify itself in persistence, and persistence is 
strength or might = that which is weak dies. We 
only know God's purpose by what He permits. 
That which persists and grows must be in line with 
such purpose. A law is only an observed 
generalization of what is" 


k k k k 

Whatever he has done in the past furnishes the law 
of his future. Whatever he is he must make of 
himself. Heredity only furnishes the tools, and the 
environment is the beverage. The branch which 
does not carry sap withers and dies. 

Among the higher animals functional activity is the 
basis of individual happiness. There is no 
permanent feeling of joy except through functional 
activity. 

Dissipation, stimulation tricks on the nervous 
system of any sort whatever gives only a 
counterfeit happiness. 


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Subjective joys are followed by subjective misery. 
There is no pleasure in them. 


k k k k 

To enjoy life man or animal must be doing, 
working, thinking, fighting, loving, helping - 
something positive. And no thought or feeling is 
complete till it has somehow wrought itself into 
action. 


k k k k 

Whatever is right will justify itself sooner or later 
by becoming might. 


k k k k 

The race is not "to the swift," nor "the battle to the 
strong," but "to them who can keep together." More 
ancient than competition is Combination. 


k k k k 

The conjugation of Infusonia. 

In the conjugation of cells among protozoa appear 
the beginnings of the gigantic fact of sex. 

By this process two minute one-celled creatures 
come together and part of the hereditary substance 
of the one is exchanged for that of the other. After 


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this Exchange neither the one nor the other is 
exactly what it was before. The results of this 
change are propagated lit the descendants of each. 


k k k k 

All Science is the outcome of mutual help, co- 
operation, unity, and common work. 


k k k k 

But no two scientists need live together. 


k k k k 

See where the harmony or Unity lies. 


k k k k 

SOCIALISM 

The division of Wealth is artificial, not organic, not 
natural or inherent in the system of man. 

This factor terribly checks the struggling would be 
differentiation of individuality and also the 
integration of the like to like, therefore, this 
unnatural element must drop off, just as despotism 
dropped off to make room for limited monarchy 
and the latter for republicanism etc. Not that 


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Socialism will put an end to struggle; struggle in 
every direction will become more keen; but 
socialism will make the struggle more distinct and 
natural. 


k k k k 

As to India it is through Organisation and Co- 
operation that the way is to be paved for Socialism. 


k k k k 

Work and Longevity 

Neither mental nor manual labour is incompatible 
with longevity, except the one is maintained at the 
expense of the other. 

Sophocles, the greatest tragic poet of Greece, wrote 
dramas for 60 years and is said to have recited his 
own poems in public at 88 years of age. 

Plato ceased his labour at 80. 

Socrates in the fullness of his strength drank the 
cruel hemlock at 70. 


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Sir Isaac Newton worked on with unabated zeal to 
the last, 85. 

Goethe lived 83 vigorous to life's close. 

Alexander Von Humboldt, the colossal figure of 
Germany in the first half of the past century, 
paused not in a gigantic toil till the cycle of 90 
years was complete. 

Washington Irving - 77 


k k k k 

Henceforth the least thing shall speak to you words 
of deliverance, the commonest shall please you 
best. 


k k k k 

Would you to whom in the early morning I come 
kissing on the lips to leave Happiness for your 
waking, would you at last look me in the face? 

Have you doubted? — It is well. But now you shall 
forget your doubts. 


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Have you suffered? - It is good to suffer; but soon 
you shall suffer no longer. 

Have you looked at the sky and the earth and the 
long busy streets and thought them dead to all 
poetry and beauty? - It is you have been ill, nigh to 
death, but be at peace; life must surely return to 
you, 

O Scientist, what is the use of making a list of 
things in the house and skipping the house that 
supports them. 


k k k k 

I moisten the roots of all that has grown. I step up 
to say that what we do is right and what we affirm 
is right - and some is only the ore of right. 


k k k k 

I am superior to none and inferior to none. 


k k k k 

Feeling yourself to be one with Nature and 
identical with the All, jump right in the midst of 
the struggle. 


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Individual success or failure will (or should) 
concern only the bystanders, you will work as 
nature works impersonally (and that is life). 

If your struggle does not bring about your 
individual progress, it will surety advance those 
who have entered the arena with you as 
competitors and their Evolution is your Evolution. 


•k * -k -k 

No joy over victory, no grief over defeat. 


•k * -k -k 

Evolution is an integration of matter and 
concomitant dissipation of motion during which 
the matter passes from a relatively indefinite, 
incoherent homogeneity to a relatively, definite 
coherent heterogeneity. 


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NOTE BOOK No. 7 

FAME NO GREATNESS 

Fame is a jutting crag which may project from a 
very low mountain. Far higher elevations may not 
catch the eye if their outline is not unusual." 


•k k k k 

If conjugation be prevented in protozoa, the animal 
soon shows increasing signs of degeneration which 
result in death. 


k k k k 

STRUGGLE OR LOVE 

Where instead of wasting energy on struggle with 
the (1) like, alliance with the like is secured. Sure 
victory is gained in the (2) Struggle with the 
Unlike. And where love even for the unlike is 
entertained. Victory and success is our (3) struggle 
with Nature is guaranteed. Real struggle is with 
the elements (flesh) and not with our fellows. 
Glory in the real struggle Incomes more certain 
when the unnecessary wear and tear is spared, and 


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all (struggle with Nature is tantamount to 
realizing. 

That which constitutes an impassable barrier to 
some groups is a high road to others. The river 
which opposes the passage of the monkey or the 
cat would be the king's highway to the frog or the 
turtle. The waterfall which checks the ascent of the 
fish is the chosen home of the ouzel. 

CHANGE OR PERISH 

Is the grim watchword of Nature. Millions are 
dying for sheer lack, of plasticity to modify 
themselves with change of conditions. (Especially 
in India - Ed.) 

Irritability or the response to external stimulus is 
an attribute of all living animals, and as "function 
always precedes structure," irritability is the basis 
of mind. 

The intellect of man cannot be regarded as the 
crowning marvel of the "great riddles of life". A 
marvel is no greater for its bigness. Life is one 
continuous marvel, without break or end. Cf. egg- 


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cell or germ-cell; the recognition of self and non- 
self which in one form or another is the attribute of 
all life, is not wanting among the protozoa. 


k k k k 

The sensorium or brain has no teacher (informer) 
save the ingoing or sensory nerves or senses; it has 
no servants save the outgoing or motor nerves (or 
muscles). 


k k k k 

By the repetition of conscious actions the character 
is formed. That which we do today voluntarily and 
even laboriously, the force of habit will cause us to 
repeat to-morrow easily, involuntarily and 
whether we will or not. This formation of character 
by action is the "higher heredity." By means of 
habits each creature builds up in some fashion its 
own life. In such way each is the "architect of his 
own fortunes." In such manner "the vanished 
yesterdays" are the tyrants of to-morrow. 

Just as in successive development there comes a 
stage (sensorium) when the whole past is reflected 
in man's intellectual knowledge, so higher still 
comes a stage in Evolution when the whole 


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universe is embraced in man's Unity — feeling, love 
Sarvoham. 


v * * * * 

The mind must neglect or suppress all sensations 
which it cannot weave into action. The dog sees 
nothing that, does not belong to its little world. The 
man in search of mushrooms "tramples down oak 
trees in his walks". 


■k -k -k -k 

The experience of others must be expressed in 
terms of your own before it becomes wisdom. 
Wisdom is knowing what one ought to do next. 
Virtue is doing it. 

Character-building is equal to the formation of a 
higher (= second nature, habit) heredity of wisdom 
and virtue. 


■k -k -k -k 

As volition passes over into action, so does science 
into art, knowledge into power, wisdom into 
virtue. 


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The homing instinct of the fur-seal concluding its 
long swim of three thousand miles by a return on a 
little island hidden in the arctic fogs, to the very 
spot from which it was driven by the ice six 
months before, excites our astonishment and it is 
never too late or too early in its arrival. 

The intellect = the choice among responses to 
external conditions. Complex conditions permit a 
variety of responses. Varying conditions demand a 
change of response. This demand is met by the 
intellect. The intellect rises with a complex or 
changing environment. 


k k k k 

"The goodness and the severity of God" are in 
Science one and the same thing. 


k k k k 

The power of safe and accurate response to 
external conditions is the essential feature of 
sanity. The inability to adopt action to need is a 
character of insanity. Insanity, except as protected 
by human altruism means death. 


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The learning which ends in self and does not spend 
itself on action, makes us neither virtuous nor 
happy. Such learning is a weariness of the flesh. 
"Thought without action" ends in intense fatigue of 
the soul, pessimism. 


k k k k 

Genuine love works itself out in self-spending, in 
doing something for the help or pleasure of those 
beloved. 


k k k k 

Religious sentimentalism, whatever the form it 
may take, if dissociated from action, has only evil 
effects. Appeal to the emotions for emotion's sake 
has been a great factor in human deterioration. 
Much that has been called " degeneration " in 
modern social life is due to the prominence of 
sensory impressions over motor movement 

A round of sensations, emotions called up by 
literature, music, art, religion, which may not have 
any direct bearing on human conduct, leave an 
aggregate influence on the idle brain which is 
always evil. 


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The remedy for the evils of ennui, reverie, 
narcotism and evil thought, is to be found in 
action. Better beat a big drum and make night 
hideous with unmusical song than settle down to 
the dry rot of reverie or the wet rot of emotional 
regret Something to do and the-evil to act furnishes 
the remedy for all forms of social or personal 
discontent! 


•k k k k 

There are no "Occult" or "latent powers" of the 
mind except those which have become useless in 
changed conditions or which belong to the process 
of disintegration. 

One does not increase the strength of a rope by 
intwisting its strands. 

Some of the most remarkable exhibitions of "mind- 
reading" may be paralleled by retriever dogs, 
whose reason for existence is found in the 
hyperesthesia of the sense of smell. Hyperesthesia 
of more than one of the senses would be to most 
animals a source of confusion and danger rather 
than safety, therefore, such animals have not 
survived. 


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V AIR AG BEFORE CONVERSION 

The child has about as many nerve-veils as the 
adult. They differ from those of the adult in form. 
Those of the child are mostly round, whereas those 
of the adult have very many branches with which 
they connect with the other cells. Nervous growth 
seems to consist largely in the formation of new 
nervous connections. The' rapid growth of puberty 
means that at that time there is a great increase in 
nervous branching. The rapid formation of new 
nerve connections in early adolescence may be the 
cause, of the physiological unrest and mental 
distress ( Vairag ) that intensifies into the sense of 
incompleteness before conversion. The mind 
becomes a ferment of half-formed ideas as the 
brain is a mesh of poorly organized parts. This 
created uncertainty, unhappiness, dejection and 
the like because there is not the power of free 
mental activity. The person is restless to be born 
into a larger world that is dimly felt. 

(Cf. The case of Chaitanya before every change in 
his life.) Finally through wholesome suggestions or 
normal development order comes and then new 
world dawns. 


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Often some emotional stress or shock strike 
harmony into the struggling inspection and truth 
comes like a flash. (Jabal and Up Kosal). 

LAW OF COMPENSATION 

All advances in one structure imply degradation of 
some other. The specialization of the human hand 
has been at the cost of the human foot. 

The power to live by his wits has taken from man 
something of the strength and spryness of his ape- 
like ancestors. To have one's food cooked means 
the reduction of the lower jaw and its muscles. For 
a bird to trust to its wings means the decline of the 
strength of its feet. 

Reduction of unused parts atrophy is a universal 
rule in organic development. 

But "decline in all parts" is the essential meaning of 
"degeneration" 

Degeneration in Man is the "morbid deviation from 
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concerned it is decline in "the accuracy of thought 
and the veracity of actions." 

"Senility" is second childhood owing to old age. 
Senility may come prematurely as a result of 
influences adverse to mental and physical activity. 


k k k k 

Race - degeneration: As the destruction of the 
unadapted is the chief element of race-progress, so 
is their survival the chief element in race-decay. 
Degeneration occurs when weakness mates with 
weakness; when incentives to individual action are 
taken away, without reduction in security of life, 
and when the unfit are sheltered from the 
consequences of their folly, weakness or perversity. 
Such degeneration is encouraged by capitalism. 


k k k k 

"Survival of the fit" and "Revival of the Unfit" Out 
of students some pass this year, the rest will pass 
next year. They will be fit to-morrow. 

"Charity," says a French writer, "causes half the 
suffering she relieves; but she cannot relieve half 
the suffering she has caused." 


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In luxury are found conditions of degeneration. 
When one has all he wants, there is little incentive 
to strive for anything more. The sheltered Jife does 
not favour progress. 


k k k k 

Mental Dyspepsia or mental constipation. Where 
thought does not go over into action, a sort of 
mental dyspepsia is produced under the abnormal 
condition. 


k k k k 

The same man is like a well-made watch— trained 
to keep correct time under all conditions of 
temptation, (temperature) pressure, or 
environment. 

k k k k 

The "mattoid" is full of "vibrancy"; he is affected by 
all sorts of conditions, external and internal. He is 
like the watch that will run off the whole twenty- 
four hours in a minute and not move at all for a 
day to come. 

Ego-mania increases with self-admiration just as 
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Much of the "decadent literature" of the day is the 
work of men of mediocre abilities who throw 
themselves into grotesque postures in the hope 
that they may thereby arrest the fickle attention of 
the public. It is the effort of mountebanks to catch 
the people's eyes. 


k k k k 

Strength begets strength and wisdom leads to 
wisdom. "There is always room for the man of 
force and he makes room for many." 

LULL IN THE TRUTH 

"As a snow bank grows where there is a lull in the 
wind, so where there is a lull in the truth, 
institutions spring up; by and by the truth blows 
over them and takes them away." (Thoreau.) 

All forms of tyranny have their beginning in 
kindness. 


k k k k 

There are schools which tend to make "intellectual 
Paupers" instead of training men to think for 
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"Moral Pauperism" is produced by the giving of 
precepts. 

"Spiritual Pauperism" is produced by religious 
instructions. 


■k k k k 

"Each man must make his own religion. He must 
form his own ideals." 

In the degree that he is religious he must in time 
become his own high priest, as in the degree that 
he is effective he must be his own king. 


k k k k 

Pauperism and' "habitual criminality" are 
respectively passive and active states of the same 
disease. 

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN PAUPERISM AND POVERTY 

Poverty = absence of stored up economic force. It 
may arise from sickness, accident, or from various 
temporary conditions. The person now subject to 
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The pauper cannot cure himself, and all help given 
him but intensifies his pauperism. 


k k k k 

Why all this misery in this world? Through 
Indiscriminate charity. Charity is to be judged not 
by its motives but by its results. 


k k k k 

To know the evil is to go half way toward its cure. 
Let us see our enemy face to face and we can strike 
him. 


k k k k 

Take away the freedom which is thraldom to sin. 

The primary function of sex is the production of 
variation. 


k k k k 

Woman is not undeveloped man but diverse, 
differentiated. 


k k k k 

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ceases at 18 , while that of man is imperfect before 
the age of 28 . 

Women are kind to the unfortunate because they 
have no sense of justice. 

Most misfortune is criminal negligence. 
Schopenhauer argues and excludes pity, which 
would be treachery to justice. 


■k -k -k -k 

"Dr. Amos G. Warner has well said that the "true 
function of charity is (i) to restore to usefulness 
those who are temporarily unfit, and (ii) to allow 
those unfit from heredity to become extinct with as 
little pain as possible," 

Women exist in the main solely for the propagation 
of the species and in their heart take the affairs of 
the species more seriously than those of the 
individual because the general bent of their 
character is in a direction fundamentally different 
from that of the man and it is this which produces 
that discord in married life which is so frequent 
and almost the normal state. 


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The natural feeling between men is mere 
indifference, but between women it is actual 
enmity. The reason for this is trade-jealousy, which 
in the case of men does not go beyond the confines 
of their own particular pursuits, but with women 
embraces the whole sex, since they have only one 
kind of business. 


k k k k 

While a hundred considerations carry weight in 
the case of men, in the case of women there is only 
one - namely, with which man may have found 
favour. 


k k k k 

"I have seen," says Dr. Starr Jordon in his foot notes 
to Evolution, "I have seen women harnessed with 
dogs in Holland, drawing through the canals a 
vessel on which a man sits to steer." It is said in 
Italy that "women are better than dogs for carrying 
burdens but not so good as mules." 

India is not so bad as that. 


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THE CHILD OF ALTRUISM ALONE SURVIVES 

When the drone-bee - the male - has accomplished 
his purpose, he is ruthlessly stung to death by the 
workers. He is no longer needed in the community: 
That he would live for life's sake, that he would 
buzz for buzz's sake, does not concern the workers. 
He is no use to the future - therefore away with 
him! 

Fads in Society both encumber and disguise real 
progress. 


NO WASTE OF FEELING 

It is a sin (and the mother of all sins) to expend the 
force of feeling, imagination and thought (revery) 
on a subject which you are not to put into practice. 
This enervates the motor muscles and causes 
mental dyspepsia. 

ART OF LIVING 

Exercise your imagination when you want rest on 
your Godhead and universal selfhood and on 
nowhere else. 


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As your ambition is to be always working, you 
require no other selfish incentive to action. 

Adjust your working energy to the demands of 
environments, undertaking nothing from any 
selfish motive. 

This adaptive altruism is the salvation of each and 
all. 

BEFORE COMPETITION IS COMBINATION 

The world is not, on the whole, a hard world to live 
in if one has the knack of making the proper 
concessions. Hosts of animals, plants and men 
have acquired this knack, and they and their 
descendants are able to hold their own in the 
pressure of what is called the Struggle for 
Existence. One who possesses this Art of Living is 
a Rishi, all the world harmonizes with him, he 
meets with no obstacles, because he keeps himself 
in accord with the All. 

This is the significance of giving up desires in 
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As food must be formed into tissues, so must 
(sensory) perception (knowledge) pass over into 
motor action. 

Co-ordination of function is the higher unity aimed 
at by Nature and not Uniformity. 

ADVOCATE OF MONISM 

Now, Is "to believe" more than "to know"? Shall a 
sane man extend belief in directions where he has 
no knowledge and in lines outside the bounds of 
his power to act? 

Is Science useful only where belief is indifferent to 
the subject-matter? Belief - Pretence of knowledge 
as compared with knowledge itself. 

(Science - "Organized commonsense." — Ed.) 

Science is no longer individual. It is the gathered 
wisdom of the race. Science is the flower of the 
altruism of the ages, by which nothing that liveth, 
lives for itself alone. 


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The Theologians of the Christian world look upon 
the Divine Being as personal and practically as a 
Gaseous Vertebrate. 

To look at the universe in some degree through the 
eyes of God is the aim of Philosophy. 

The final test of truth is this: Can we make it work; 
can we trust our lives to it? 

PROTYLE 

Is the name given to the hypothetical basis of all 
ponderable matter that is supposed to be the 
primitive stuff from which all the chemical 
elements etc. are derived (which are taken to be 
one in essence). 

Avoid all discussions "foreign to your purpose." 

The essence of "belief" or "Creed" is the categorical 
(dogmatic) statement of propositions. 

"Religion" implies rather a condition of the mind 
and heart, an attitude, not a formula. 


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"Pure religion and undefiled" has never formulated 
a creed, has never claimed for itself orthodoxy. 

Much that passes conventionally as religious belief 
among men is simply the debris of our 
grandfathers Science. 

Much that passes conventionally as religious belief 
among men has no such quality or value. 

Most that is vital in religious belief does not 
involve objective propositions. 


k k k k 

A "Logical Necessity" exists in our minds, not in 
Nature. 

Science knows no "logical necessity," for the simple 
reason that we are never able to compass all the 
possibilities in any given case. 


k k k k 

Most of the doctrines preached by the hysteric 
preachers of today can be proved to be (1) 
plausible, (2) to have logical continuity, (3) 
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up by (4) the vehement suggestions of the hypnotic 
teachers. 

But if plausibility and acceptability serve as 
sufficient foundations for belief, then belief itself is 
a frail and transient thing, no more worthy of 
respect than prejudice, from which, indeed, it 
cannot be distinguished. 

"There can be no alleviation of the sufferings of 
mankind except in the absolute veracity of thought 
and action and a resolute facing of the world as it 
is." (Huxley) 

Be an architect of your own religion and I'll help 
you in that. 


k k k k 

WHAT IS THE TEST OF TRUTH? 

We can trust our life to it; belief in it adds to the 
safety of life. 

Action based on illusions leads to death (mirage). 
Truth makes you free and gives you life. 


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k k k k 

What we know as pain is the necessary danger 
signal. Organic beings need such stimulus to 
veracity. 

A man in a light skiff in a tortuous channel beset 
with rocks borne by a falling current to an 
unknown sea is kept alert by the dangers of his 
situation. As his boat bumps against the rocks he 
must bestir himself. If this contact were not 
painful, he would not heed it. 


k k k k 

An ideal is not a dream. A dream is fleeting. An 
ideal has the Will behind it. The persistence of a 
lofty ideal is the central axis of the life worth living. 


k k k k 

If the strong man is to cast off conventionality and 
suggestion and authority as guides to conduct, so 
must he guard himself against hereditary 
impulses. To escape from human control only to be 
ruled by the animal passions is not liberty. That 
freedom which is thraldom to sin brings 
destruction. 


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To be free from the control of others one should be 
wise enough to control himself. 

THE FAMOUS WORDS OF FESSING 

It is not the truth in man's possession that makes 
the worth of man. Possession makes him selfish, 
lazy, proud. Not through possession, but through 
long striving comes the ever-growing strength. If 
God should hold in His right hand all truth, and in 
His left hand only the ceaseless struggle to reach 
after truth, and He should say to me, choose, I 
would fall in humbleness before His left hand and 
say - " Father, give; the perfect truth is but for Thee 
Alone." 


k k k k 

They say every tie in the Panama Railway cost a 
man his life. Whether this be true or not, it may 
serve as an illustration of the progress of human 
knowledge. Every step in the advance of Science 
has cost the life of a man. 


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THE SECRET OF FLATTERY'S SUCCESS 

Each individual in his own secret heart believes 
himself in some degree the subject of the favour of 
the mysterious unseen powers. 

"Extinguished theologians," says Huxley, "lie about 
the cradle of every science, as the strangled snakes 
beside that of the infant Hercules." 

Not only theologians but all learned men* 


•k k k k 

Learning and wisdom are not identical. They are 
not always on speaking terms. Learning looks 
backward to the past. Wisdom looks forward to the 
future. 

PRAYERS FOR WEATHER ETC 

As the human Will seems capricious because the 
springs of volition are hidden from our 
observation, so to the unknown will that limits our 
own has been practically ascribed an infinite 
caprice. 


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Anthropomorphism has been to some degree 
universal because each man must think in terms of 
his own experience. Into his own universe all that 
he knows must come. 

Eliminate the "human equation" in every statement 
you hear. (Correction for the barometer) 

The ultimate end of Science or true Religion is "The 
Regulation of Human Conduct." 

The so-called conflict between Religion and Science 
was in reality a conflict between organized 
Religious Institutions and Inorganized Scientific 
Truth; but the real essence of stubborn 
Conservatism lies not in Religious Institutes or 
Theologies. The whole conflict is a struggle in the 
mind of man. It exists in human psychology before 
it is wrought out in human history. It is the 
struggle of realities against tradition and 
suggestion (hypnotism). The progress of 
realization would still have been just such a 
struggle had religious theology or Churches or 
worship never existed. But the need for all these is 
part of the actual development of man. 


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Intolerance and prejudice are not confined to 
religious organizations. The same spirit that 
burned Michael Servitus and Giardano Bouno in 
the name of religion for the heresies of Science, led 
the atheist liberal mob of Paris to send to the 
scaffold the great chemist Lavoisier "with the sneer 
that the republic has no need of savants." 

There is no better antidote to bigotry than the 
study of the growth of knowledge. (History of 
Inductive Science) 

The control of action by an Institution is irksome to 
the man who thinks for himself, who ever thinks 
for himself must act for himself. 

Most misery is caused by not being exact in your 
talk, food, or conduct. A mathematician should be 
exact. Science demands exactness. H2O exact ratio. 

DYNAMICS OF MIND 

What is worry? 

It is the wear and tear of the machine, energy 
dissipated or lost uselessly before actual motion 
takes place. In the case of highly advanced 


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organisms, the parts are as it were well lubricated 
and no blue mould causing unnecessary friction 
interferes between the stimulus and the consequent 
motion. 


k k k k 

The advice of Krishna to Arjuna and Manu's order 
- to all Kshatriyas "Be in the struggle, be in the 
struggle." That is your duty. In case of defeat you 
bring honour to the gods (advance the cause of 
Truth), and in case of victory also bring glory to 
Righteousness." What a "fool - killing" principle? 

This advice is the very essence of Evolution and 
Vedanta. 

Don't you soar so high, stoop down and see what 
is before you. 


k k k k 

Big talk, plausible and attractive advice but 
disintegrating into absurd nonsense when put into 
the crucible of experience. 



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The causes of jealousy, hatred, heartaches can all 
be summed up in the single word "Gossip." 


k k k k 

Thou shalt live by the sweat of thy brow. 


k k k k 

Who is with you (companion in conduct)? The 
whole world that survives. 

It is the broken idlers and drones that require 
constant exhortations; the real whole workers are 
above temptations; they need no antidote against 
jealousy, etc. 


k k k k 

A powerful oration = one where all the arguments 
and illustration point directly to the one aim. A 
whole army of suggestions bearing one way. No 
parenthesis, no indirect roundabout or even long 
dissertations to counteract the general effect. 

A man may look at the objects in the streets 
through the high back windows of his house; but 
he should approach them only by the big door on 
the first floor; else, in trying to catch the street- 


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objects by jumping down his windows he will 
break his neck. Just so, you may observe the things 
of the earth through the senses, but to enjoy them 
you must pass through the gate of Heaven (Self 
Supreme). 


CROWDS 

The objective mind lulled down to sink into the 
subjective and hence the suggestibility of 
multitudes (and mobs). 

Nowhere else, except perhaps in solitary 
confinement are the voluntary movements of man 
so limited as they are in the crowd; and the larger 
the crowd, the greater the limitation, the lower 
sinks the individual self. 

Intensity of personality is in inverse proportion to 
the number of aggregated men. 

Be trying to do "your best" what is that to you if it 
does not prove to be other people's "best." 

"Spilling of blood" when prohibited does not mean 
only the spilling of red blood, it means the spilling 


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of the "white blood" (semen), when it is not shed as 
a sacrifice to glorify the supreme spirit. 


k k k k 

Raphael answers the Pope: — 

"Your Holiness, I love all women too well to prefer 
one to another and marry." 


k k k k 

Universe = Unity + Variety. 

Our lives should not be governed by the opinions 
of others. 

The only matter of importance is that we should 
deserve and think well of ourselves. 


k k k k 

Experience deals us just the blows Ave need to 
teach us. 


k k k k 

The force we waste upon our fears is all that would 
he necessary for the achievement of our purpose. 



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Let us brew a wine to drown both death and life in 
it, so that the so-called miseries of life may fain 
dance before you like heavenly nymphs 
intoxicated with happiness. 


k k k k 

Your senses work by fits and starts, therefore you 
see diversity. 

Poverty is blessed. It constructs the ladder of tear- 
drops to the throne of God. Blessed are the poor in 
spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven. 

Our most precious opportunities are often those 
disguised in tatters. They pass us by unrecognized, 
because we judge life by appearances instead of 
principles. 


k k k k 

A gentleman admiring the light in his room 
wanted to monopolize and copyright it. So in order 
to enjoy it all by himself (and cut it off from others) 
he pulled down the curtains and shut the doors, 
and lo! The very effort to possess it turned the light 
into darkness. 


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When the ambassador from the French Court 
presented to the Buddhist King of Siam the request 
of Louis XV, that he would embrace Christianity, 
he replied: " It is strange that the King of France 
should interest himself so much in a matter which 
concerns only God, whilst He Whom it does 
concern seems to have left it wholly to our 
discretion." 


•k * * * 

Suleman Khan, one of the Babi martyrs of 1852, as 
pierced with deep wounds, in each of which 
burned a lighted wick, he hastened, as a 
bridegroom to his bride, to the place of execution, 
singing with exultation. 

The Australian blacks believe that they themselves 
can produce rain with the help of wizards... 

To produce rain they call Milka. 

"When on our expedition we were overtaken by 
violent tropical storms, my blacks always became 
enraged at the strangers (other blacks) who had 
caused the rain." 


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And always of that nature is our fretting and 
worrying in every case. 

Bachelor men of genius:— Kant, Newton, Galileo, 
Locke, Spinoza, Leibnitz, Gray, Dalton, Hume, 
Gibbon, Pitt, Fox, Beethoven, Descartes, Macaulay, 
Lamb, Copernicus, Schopenhauer, H. Spencer, 
Voltaire, etc, Johnson, Swift, Cowper. 

"These men have neither ancestors nor 
descendants; they themselves form their entire 
posterity." 


k k k k 

Huxley: 

"I have never gone out of my way to attack the 
Bible or anything else —but whatever road I took 
to explore a certain province of natural knowledge, 
I found before me the thorny barrier formidable 
(fence) its comminatory notice- "No Thoroughfare. 
By Order. Moses." 

I had no other alternative but to break the fence 
down and go through it. 


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To take away God from history is to take away the 
Sun from Heaven. 

People, who, like Goethe, never rest and never 
haste, complete their work and escape the friction 
of it. 


k k k k 

At the bottom of all fear lies selfishness. To fill the 
Now and leave no crevice, for approval and 
repentance - this is Happiness. 

Truth needs no defence or defenders. 

Whenever Shams was worn out by divine 
manifestations and ecstasies, he used to break 
away, hide himself and work as a day labourer at 
the water-wheels of the Damascus gardens. Shams 
remarked about a passerby executioner - "There 
goes a saint of God." 

"Because he put to death a man of God whose soul 
being released from the bondage of body as a 
recompense the saint bequeathed his own saintship 
to him. 


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The executioner became Shams's disciple the next 
day. 


k k k k 

Jalal's friend seeing Shams shouted in the streets 

An Urdu saying is quoted here 

The people arrested. Shams says, 

"My name is Mohammad, 

The rabble will not take gold 
That is not coined." 


k k k k 

The Rod of Moses swallows up the rods and other 
engines of Pharoah's magicians (70 camel loads) 
and yet became no thicker or longer. Lighted taper 
devours darkness without suffering any addition 
or loss in it. Men read into Nature what they find 
in themselves. 


k k k k 

Love may be found in the heart of an anchorite, 
never in the heart of a libertine. 


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The parrot released on the condition of giving 
three pieces of wise advice: 

1. On the hand: "Believe not unreasonable." 

2. On the roof: "Repent not the past, I contained 8 
lbs diamond stone." 

3. On the wings: "You don't deserve the third 
advice." 


•k * -k -k 

"Unless you feel all, you know not all." 

Certain it is that the natural and primitive 
relationship of soul to soul is a relationship of 
beauty. Beauty is the only language of our soul. 
Beauty is the only food of our soul. In nothing else 
can it take interest. 


•k * -k -k 

The Bible and other Religions are worn merely like 
amulets about the necks; (full of virtue and efficacy 
of all kinds) entering in no way into the practical 
life. Let not America and India attribute their rise 
and fall to the amulets they wear but to the life 
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A man sent a broken dish to a Chinaman as a 
sample, ordering a new one to be made. The 
Chinaman makes a new dish and then breaks it 
just to the same extent as the sample dish was 
broken. 


k k k k 

The restless hands of a clock no longer rule me 
with an iron hand. 

The hands moving within so small a circle do no 
longer drag me into their little circle; it no longer 
divides eternity into fragments. 


k k k k 

"Do I contradict myself? 

Very well, then, I contradict myself." W. Whitman. 


k k k k 

Better than any theology is man. 

Better than any metaphysical idea of God is 


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"Our hymn books resound with a melodious 
cursing of God and enduring him forever." 
Thoreau. 

Every moment should be the end and the 
beginning of all your undertakings and life. 

Let coherence and consistency take care of itself. 


•k k k k 

Of course arguments never convince. They usually 
are excuses the soul furnishes to the mechanical 
side of itself for entertaining certain convictions. 

Who that has been with his fellowmen in their 
sorest need has not found that all one man can do 
for another is to be himself strong, convinced, 
patient, and to press the sick or dying doubter's 
hand tenderly? 


k k k k 

"Have you rid yourself of idols made with hands "? 
Well, so far, so good. 


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Have you rid yourself of idols made by the 
imaginations? If not, then you are worshipping 
disembodied idols, ghosts of idols. 

Obedience to the Ahankar is being yourself. To be 
real is the best homage to Reality. 


k k k k 

"If I worship one thing more than another, it shall 
be the spread of my own body" . 

"I dote on myself, there is that lot of me and all so 
luscious. 

Each moment and whatever happens thrills me 
with joy". 


k k k k 

Why! "Is there no greater body than your body? 
Why not prefer to worship an Apollo Belvedre? 
Surely there are more adequate symbols - better 
idols!" 

Answer: The seed perfection nestles safely enclosed 
in every being and after all size is only 
development. Anything is but a part. Only the 


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whole is really divine, therefore each thing in its 
place is equally fit as symbol of that perfect Idea. 

I do not call the tortoise unworthy because she is 
not something else. 

Do you suppose there can be but a single 
Supreme? There can be any number of Supremes - 
one does not countervail another any more than 
one eyesight countervails another, or one life 
countervails another. 


k k k k 

All history tastes good, and becomes mine. 


k k k k 

Do not all lines converge to my eyes? 


k k k k 

I deal in no cast-iron theories of creation. 


k k k k 

The soul has that measureless pride which revolts 

from every lesson but its own fell from Heaven 

by not recognizing God in man. 


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•k -k -k -k 

You can rise to Heaven only by seeing the Son as 
Father. 

Adam and Ahmad or Isah stand for yourself, O 
man. 

Also, seeing God in place of man means ignoring 
"personalities" altogether. 

Be true to yourself and the world is true to you. 


■k -k -k *k 

Defeat is as glorious as Victory. 

The true gauge of Success is Soul-growth. 


■k -k -k -k 

Is there any such evil as sloth (idleness)? No. Rest 
is ever welcome. 

But the real evil is "the frittering away of energy on 
trifles (i.e. on vanities, on personalities and other 
offshoots of dualism)." For want of proper 
observation and lack of accurate naming it is called 
"sloth." 


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Out of true Rest is born successful activity, just as 
from a spring bubbles forth water. 


SPIRITUAL EVOLUTION 

Not by the elimination of the spiritually weak (as 
unfit to survive), but rather by the elimination of 
the spiritually strong (as needing no longer to 
survive) is virtue in this world increased. 

Q. Do you try patent medicines? 

A: Yes, I try them first on my wife. And if they suit 
her, I know they will suit me. "Experience to the 
barber, and the cut to the merchant." 


•k * -k -k 

Warm your body by healthful exercise, not by 
covering over a stove. 

Warm your spirit by performing independently 
noble deeds, not by ignobly seeking the sympathy 
of fellows who are no better than yourself. 


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k k k k 

You must daily bathe in truth cold as spring water, 
not warmed by the sympathy of friends. 


k k k k 

Shall we work only for the bribe of Success? 
Whatever is and is not ashamed to be is good. 


k k k k 

Blessed are they who never read a newspaper, for 
they shall see Nature, and through her, God. 

In your mind must be a liquor which will dissolve 
the world whenever it is dropped in it. 

There is no universal solvent but this, and all 
things together cannot saturate it. 

It will hold the universe in solution and yet be as 
translucent as ever. 


k k k k 

It requires more effort to fall than to rise. 


k k k k 

Let thy hair grow and talk Punjabi, 


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That is all that makes a Sikh. 


k k k k 

Those acts only which are not done with a sense of 
duty (or under compulsion) bring me joy. 

Ifs, But's, and And's are always links in our 
thought-fetters. 

Concentration is poise of mind rather than forced 
action. 

Repose of spirit is absolutely essential to the 
highest expression of power. 


k k k k 

We should neither dream through the day, nor 
wake through the night. In both these ways we 
scatter force I cannot think it, I shall sink in it. 

Christ is the realization of our Self as the Self of all 
(. Isvar ). 

It is after passing through that that we merge into 
Nirvan Brahma. 

What is "life"? A series of interruptions. 


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k k k k 

What is gained in dollars is lost in time, rich in 
money and poor in life. 

And this our life, exempt from public haunt 

Finds tongues in trees, books in the running 

brooks. 

Sermons in stones, and good in everything. 

If Truth were dependent upon mortal 
demonstration for its credit, it would long since 
have suffered bankruptcy. 


k k k k 

Eagerness and indolence are both obstructive and 
result in suffering. 

Nothing can come to us except we draw it. 

Nothing can stay when we let go. 

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All the doors of life are inscribed "Pull". They open 
inward toward the individual himself; and yet we 
often read amiss and begin to "Push". 

The beautiful Joseph says to his apologising 
brothers; "You did not throw me into the well. The 
Merciful God in order to exalt me in Egypt made 
instruments of my brothers." 


•k k k k 

As to homeless, heartless R (Rama), I remember he 
had a heart once and a good one too, but dear me I 
lo! It is lost. Just dropped it. 

Baron Rothschild in Paris, criticised by a friend 
about his dress being not nice: 

Nobody knows me here, what does it matter? 

Being criticised in London again: 

What matters it: Everybody knows me here. 


k k k k 

A poor girl complimented an awfully rich 
neighbour girl on her ornaments, dress, and rich 
dinners. 

Rich girl: Take all these away. 


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Dressing and undressing, parties, dinner, 
companies. 

Dances for my mamma, I for the nurses. 

Oh! I weep for the pleasure of being taken in 
mamma's lap like you and being kissed. 


k k k k 

A man is rich in proportion to the things he can 
afford to let alone. 

The hero is not fed on sweets. 

Daily his own heart he eats - Emerson 

A rich man (like Mahmud of Ghazni) groans and 
cries at his deathbed: "Oh! All my gold is left 
behind." 

A bystander answers: "Why bemoan the gold, even 
if you had taken it to the other world, it was simply 
to melt away in the heat" 


k k k k 

"Nerve us with incessant affirmatives. 


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Do not bark against the bad but chant the beauties 
Of the good" - Emerson. 

Love might hope where reason would despair. 

Jean Paul Richter: 

"I live my family more than myself, country more 
than family and world more than country". 

A fair maid often forgets that beauty unadorned is 
adorned the most. 

No one took matches from Europe, who did not 
bring matches in his pocket, 

I cannot excite your interest unless I voice what is 
already in you. No new ideas can be imparted. 

A little dynamite from within destroys the whole 
superstructure which held it. 


k k k k 

Growing old is a bad habit. 

Do they criticise me? No, only the things said or 
the clothes. Why should I identify myself more 
with the clothes than with the critics? 


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k k k k 

Man is a moral being and cares what people think 
of him. 

The desire to be well thought of by one's fellows 
mins the veracity of character. This is the 
foundation of hypocritical society. . 

The additional pressure that is brought to bear 
upon him by his desiring to please others who may 
have abnormal or perverted desires leads him into 
many things he would otherwise desire not to do. 

Drinking habits are always induced by misdirected 
Sympathy. 


k k k k 

He who runs can read that (if not blind). Desire for 
anything is increased by prohibition or 
condemnation. 


k k k k 


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Give as much freedom to everyone and everything 
as you do to the air or sunshine. 

FOR LECTURE ON SIN 

Truth for authority and no authority for Truth. 
Children will naturally behave if the inevitable 
results of their doing are clearly shown to them. 
But when we force them to do or not to do certain 
things on our authority, we insult the higher 
nature of the rational animals and thereby create in 
them the spirit of rebellion. Nobody touches fire 
when he comes to know that it burns. Need we 
issue any edicts to save them from fire? 

Knowledge! Knowledge! Knowledge alone can 
save! "Knowledge is virtue," said Socrates. "Thou 
shalt bow before no other authority but Truth 
(living Knowledge)" is the first commandment of 
our inner God. 

You cannot coerce them to morality. 


k k k k 

1. A free man receives a fortune from a prince. 
"What shall I do with it?" How to use it for the 


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good of all? 

"No, no," says the free man "it should be used in 
erecting the Privy. 

Thus and thus alone can all classes and creeds 
profit from it. 

2. In Ludhiana District, people fled from their 
village, scared by the ravages of Plague. The Nadar 
flies, in hot haste leaving his old aunt behind. 

Burglars, aware of the flight, break into the house 
at night. 

An Urdu couplet is given here 

Senseless with fear down fall the robbers flat on 
the floor, taking the voice to be the voice of Plague. 


k k k k 

Ali: No arguing with the fool. 


k k k k 

Swimming impossible where there is no water. 

"Not having anything to do, to be doing something 
is Vedanta". 


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In England a man may have a free opinion if he is 
rich enough to hold an opinion of his own. 

Byron had nothing to say, but said it magnificently. 
And when you look with the eye of trust, you will 
conquer even the dust. 


k k k k 

This is that mysterious religion which though it has 
nothing in it but that same truth, and that same life 
which always was and-always must be the religion 
of all God's holy angels and saints in heaven, is by 
the wisdom of this world accounted to be madness. 

An Urdu couplet is given here 

(If thou art Love's lover and seekest Love, Take a 
keen poniard and cut the throat of bashfulness.) 

WORLD'S SPIRITUAL DEBT TO INDIA 

In Greenacre. 

M. Malloy, a great personal friend of Emerson, told 
Rama as to how Emerson had strongly 
recommended to him the study of Bhagavad Gita 
and lent him a copy for just three weeks, claiming 


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that that was the first copy brought into America. It 
cost Emerson a full Pound, $ 5. It is translated by 
Sir Charles Wilkins, with an Introduction by 
Warren Hastings. 

This copy is still in the Boston Public Library. 
Special attention was drawn by Emerson to the 
translation of the verse mayi sarvamidam protam etc. 


•k * -k -k 

The man who can kill most is king by divine right. 
The mighty hunter becomes chief or the great 
warrior is king. 

Those who dispute the title are apt to die suddenly. 
People always readily believe the thing that is 
profitable to believe. 


■k -k -k -k 

A politician is a civilized savage. A few years ago 
he would have swooped down and seized the 
thing. Now the opposition of Forces forbids it and 
he has to do by legal means what the savage chief 
did by violence. 


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The civilized world is clutching for Respectability 
through strenuous - conspicuous waste of time and 
material. And that the European and Yankee world 
is succeeding in its complete devotion to futility, 
none can deny. 

This soulless something we call Society dictates to 
the so-called leader what he shall do and what not! 

Rama's address to a respectable audience begins - 
Brave Soldiers, 

Not that ye kill men, but ye kill Time. 


k k k k 

Respectability = The desire not to be but to seem; 
not to elevate our own self, but to make an 
impression on other people. 

Vedanta = what others say of me matters little. 
What I myself say and do matters much. 


k k k k 

Co-operation is better than competition. 

Gossip is vice enjoyed vicariously - the subtle 
satisfaction without the risk. 


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Bring me cheerful messages or none! 


■k k k k 

The study of Grammar is as useless as the letter "q" 
in the English Alphabet. 


k k k k 

A man loves himself and marries his ideal, then 
blames his wife because she does not live up to all 
the virtues he can imagine. 

SOCRATES 

Was made to drink a substitute for coffee for 
preaching 

"The Gods are on high Olympus, 

Let them stay there; but you and I are here." 


k k k k 

Man is the noblest work of Art - but nobody ever 
said so but man. 

Troubles are not really troubles unless you quit 
work and inculcate them - otherwise they are in 
incidental diversions. 


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k k k k 

No man is to be pitied excepting the one whose 
Future lies behind and whose Past is constantly in 
front of him. 


k k k k 

Says Robert Louis Stevenson, "A man who has not 
had the courage to make a fool of himself has not 
lived. 


k k k k 

The strong man is one who busies himself with the 
useful tasks that others cannot or will not do, and 
allows the people to do easy .things who can do 
nothing else. 

Q. Are you Dr. Rama? 

An. No, Sir. I do not require Doctoring. 

I am alright, safe and sound. 


k k k k 

Muscular Christianity is more needed by India 
than Spiritual Christianity. 


k k k k 

We no longer require the luxury of intellectual 
dissipation in Indian Universities. 


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Problems of life cannot remain unsolved because 
life is only the solution of problems. 


SELF-RESPECT 

When a student, after his usual excessively hard 
working late hours falls asleep; in the vision 
Neptune appears to him and offers to convey all 
the knowledge of the universe to him. But the 
student refuses and asks the boon of being 
provided with oil for his midnight studies. 

A young man (in Japan) refused enrolment in the 
army on the ground of his mother being dependent 
for her support on, him. The mother stabs herself 
and hands him the blood-soaked sword to take 
with him to the general and to wash in the enemy's 
blood. 

John Bull's policy: Give me the Estate (this world), I 
shall give you the Bible (next world); Fair exchange 
and no robbery. 


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In the Jewish literature man was seeking God. In 
the Greek, God was seeking man. 


k k k k 

Education is imparted to children or grown people 
by the threefold process of (i) doing things, (ii) 
seeing things, (iii) hearing things. Kant, walking in 
the street, happens to strike a passer-by with the 
stick that he was waving in his meditating 
carelessness. 

The man: "Who are you?" 

Kant: "If I owned the whole world, I would give 
you one half if you could answer that question for 
me." 


k k k k 

History is a record of the decline of war. Emerson. 


k k k k 

The Ocean is no longer a barrier but a bridge. 

There be some who while told "how bright the day 
is" never fail to say "It broods storm." 


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Man at this day tends to fall into the stomach. M:iu 
must be replaced into the heart; man must be 
replaced in the brain. 

"A person walking in the street sees a man on the 
opposite side of the way — this is Perception; he 
recognizes him as a friend — Intellect; he feels joy 
at the encounter — Emotion; he determines to go 
across and speak to him - Will" 


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NOTE BOOK No. 8 

THE SOURCES OF INSPIRATION 

Almost the whole of this Note Book is full of Sanskrit quotations, 
only so much portion is written in English. 

1. Health. 

“Allah does not count from life the days spent in 
chase." - Arabs 

"Exercise would cure a guilty conscience." - Plato 

"You will-never break down in a speech on the day 
you have walked twelve miles." - Sydney Smith 

"When the belly is full, it says to the head, sing, 
fellow" - Arabian Proverb 

2. The experience of writing letters is one of the 
keys to the modus of inspiration 

3. There is diurnal and secular rest. Rhythmic 
movement. 

4. Will 


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Seneca on a fatal illness: — 

"The thought of my father who could not have 
sustained such a blow as my death restrained me; I 
commanded myself to live." 

Goethe to Eckermann: 

“I work more easily when the barometer is high 
than when it is low. Since I know this, I endeavour, 
when the barometer is low, to counteract the 
injurious effect by greater exertion and my attempt 
is successful." 

5. Time, Season, Morning. 

6. Solitary converse with Nature. 

7. Solitude of habit. 

Transition - A ride near the sea, a sail near the 
shore. 

We not only want time but warm time. 

8. Conversation when it is best, is a series of 
intoxications, is the right metaphysical Professor. 

Homer said, "When two come together, one 
apprehends before the other", but it is because one 
thought well that the other thinks better; and two 


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men of good mind will excite each other's activity, 
each attempting still to cap the other's thought. 

9. Men-making poetry. Only that is poetry which 
cleanses and mans me. "You shall not read 
newspapers, nor politics, nor novels, nor 
Montague, nor the newest French Book, you may 
read Plutarch, Plato, Plotinus, Hindu mythology, 
and ethics. You may read Chaucer, Shakespeare, 
Ben Jonson, Milton and Milton's prose as his verse; 
read Collins and Gray; read Hafiz and the 
Trouveurs. 

10. Large estates, political relations, great 
hospitalities would have been impediments to 
them. 

Itself is the dictator, the mind itself the awful 
oracle. All our power, all our happiness, consists in 
our reception of its hints, which ever become 
clearer and grander as they are obeyed. 

PURITY 

1. In Western countries Cupidity is known under 
the name of Love. 


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2. In India Cupidity is always looked downupon 
and the word Love is never misapplied. Love is 
always for God. 

3. (i) Apagupta; (ii) the Swami who ran away from 
the princess, each is great in his own place; (Hi) 
Bhishma; (iv) Arjuna; (v) The Kashi student and 
Rani. 

4. Never mix with all sorts of people. 

5. The bulwark or rampart with which America is 
guarded is not the bulwark of cows as employed 
by India (?). 

America is guarded by a bulwark of snakes or 
serpents. He who wants to reach the hearts of the 
Americans must tread upon these venomous 
charming snakes. 

5a. The watch magnetized can work no longer 

6. Snakes come quietly at night and suck the milk 
of the cows, and retire into the corner to digest it. 
In day time the cowman finds a quartz milk is 
gone. 


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Just so women in America try to act as snakes. 
Beware! 

7. There was a child that was charmed by a snake. 

The child used to share its milk with the snake, and 
they played together. One day the father 
discovered it, the father killed the snake. The child 
could not bear separation. The child pined away. 

Just so; if once you allow such serpents to charm 
you, work without them will become impossible. 

8. Remember the story of the (an Urdu word) and 
the snake in butter milk. 

How could Jesus pray for his persecutors when he 
was in agony on the Cross? 

When the shell of an ordinary cocoanut is pierced 
through, the nail enters the kernel of the.nut too. 
But in the case of the dry nut the kernel becomes 
separate from the shell, and so, when the shell i» 
pierced, the kernel is not touched. 


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The new tune to which you have to set the old 
song of living. 

Mother! Far away, one whom I love is very pad 
today. His heart calls to mine for help, but though I 
tell him how I love him I leave him still uncheered. 
How is it? I know he thinks towards me, I know I 
talk with him. Yet I long to see him, and hear him, 
mid comfort him face to face! 

Cease, my child, from inordinate affection. Give 
me your heart, and let me govern it alone. Be the 
witness of earth's joys and sorrows, sharing them 
not. Thus only can you keep yourself from 
entanglement, and attain to peace. 

But peace for, myself, dear Mother, why should I 
seek? How can I turn a deaf ear to his voice that 
calls me, adding another pang to the heartache of a 
life, and go away myself and be at peace? Give him 
that inner peace I Let me win it for him, if Thou 
wilt be kind! But I cannot will to fail him in his 
need and loneliness, even to gain thy blessing! 

Ah! Foolish one! Every thought of love that you 
send out to answer his, becomes a fetter of iron to 


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hold him in life's anguish. Hide you yourself in my 
heart, my child, and he too will come home to Me. 
For your love's sake let your voice cease to be one 
with the voices of the world. Let it be one with 
transcendent love with infinite freedom. Only thu3 
can you satisfy him. Only by withdrawing yourself 
can you bring him peace. 

When a friend dies, every tear of his relatives 
becomes a mighty river to cross for the departed. 


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NOTE BOOK No. 9 

To steal or be stolen from is to be equally of a 
thieving mind. To be killed is to have a murderous 
mind. 

Mercy and Love is the might of the righteous. 


k k k k 

Does not the air breathe as kindly and as willingly 
into the lungs of the criminal as of the saint? 


k k k k 

Resist not evil; resist not at all; stand still and see 
the glory of the Almighty defence. 


k k k k 

Be God over your world or it will lord it over you. 


k k k k 

I shall defend my enemies, doing so I shall soon 
find that I have none. 


k k k k 


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Defending the murderer not only against all his 
accusers without but also against his condemning 
self; defend people against themselves.' 


■k k k k 

"All the children of men shall dither toe the moral 
mark or die" . 

What are churches? 

Church - Religion PETRIFIED. 

Spirit turned into stone (both internally and 
externally). 

Does God owe you anything? The promises of God 
are scattered abroad. His credit must have been 
once high if we judge by the amount of stock that 
has been taken in him. 


k k k k 

Eternal Summer in the Soul: When the Sun of suns 
keeps shining full in the heart. In the case of 
ordinary people sunshine and rain both are needed 
for the harvest and growth of seeds. But in the case 
of a perfect man the seeds of Vasana are burnt 
down and rendered incapable, of growth in further 
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Is not a man's talking in truth, always that: "a 
succession of faults?" 

"If the sun stand on my right hand and the moon 
on my left, ordering me to hold my peace I could 
not obey!" -Mahomed 


k k k k 

Every new opinion at its starting is precisely in a 
minority of one. In one man's head alone, there it 
dwells. 

You had better have a bullet in your heart than a 
doubt there. 

No one can be killed who is not a murderer in his 
own heart: to be robbed is to be a robber in heart, 
to be mobbed is to be a mobber in heart. 

Do your own will since it is the Almighty's, for yon 
know that you are just and right. 


k k k k 

I will prosperity, De — will discouragement, De - 
Sire is always negative. 


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In all things be sure you are right, then go ahead} 
assert the will and nothing can resist or stop you. 


k k k k 

No poor man shall enter the kingdom of heaven; 
he is a thief and a liar having stolen from himself. 
Such swear, for they take the name of their "I am" 
in vain. 

The lazy, idle men and women I pass by with the 
gentle tolerance I show to clams and squirrels. 


k k k k 

"The colour of life is red". Life is repaid by the joy 
of living it. 


k k k k 

Yet, Heaven is a place of rest. Consider the lilies of 
the field how they grow, they toil not, neither do 
they spier. 


k k k k 

All America is divided into two classes - the 
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"Let every man have equal liberty to find his own 
level. Let the best man win whoever he is," is true 
Aristocracy and the same is true Democracy. Cut 
and dried aristocracy or democracy is unnatural. 

TO THE MAN OF THE FUTURE 

In a picture gallery at Brussels there is a painting 
by Weirk. A naturalist holds in his right hand a 
magnifying glass and in the other a handful of 
Napoleon and his marshals, guns and battle-flags 
tiny objects, swelling with meaningless glory. He 
examines these intensely while a child at his side 
looks on in open-eyed wonder. She cannot 
understand what these curious trifles could present 
to interest the grown man. 


•k k k k 

Head as high as you please but feet always upon 
the common ground, never upon anybody's 
shoulders or neck even though he be weak or 
willing. 


k k k k 

There is always room for a man of force and he 
makes room for many. 


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They whine over the commercial spirit; but what 
they mean is not the spirit of commerce. 

Do you ordain the direction and intensity of the 
winds or waters? (for the lungs). Neither need you 
plan the channels of supply for your mouths and 
bodies. 

Not to die bravely but live wisely. 

Profligacy consists not in spending but in spending 
off the line of your career. 


k k k k 

The crime which bankrupts men and nations is that 
of turning aside from one's main purpose to serve 
a job here or there. 


k k k k 

The man, who cannot say no to cheap and vulgar 
temptations, falls all the lower to the degree to 
which he is a free agent. 


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BLASPHEMY 

It is not that blasphemy is offensive to God. He is 
used to it, for He has met it under many 
conditions. But it is insulting to the atmosphere 
and destructive of him who uses it. 


k k k k 

The man of purpose says No to all lesser calls, all 
minor opportunities. In other words, he has 
nothing to do with what might drag him down to 
the low grovelling plane of separation and 
limitation. 


k k k k 

"I shall study medicine." 

Q: "But is not that profession already over- 
crowded? 

A: "Possibly it is, but I purpose to study medicine 
all the same." 

"Those who are already in the profession must take 
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The world turns aside to let any man pass who 
knows whither he is going. 

There is no, hope for you unless this bit of sod 
under your feet is the sweetest for you in the world 
- in any world." 


k k k k 

"To be successful a man need take no heed for his 
own particular future. He will find his place in the 
future of his work." 


k k k k 

Even rats desert a sinking ship. 


k k k k 

Vice is our name for self-inflicted injury. 


k k k k 

All external pieces of advice are like stimulants or 
narcotics. They may help to borrow from our 
future store of energy, but they borrow at 
compound interest and never repay the loan. At 
best they (or their seeming pleasure) are the white 
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* it * * 

A man came to his office smacking his lips and 
said to his clerk, "The world looks very different to 
the man who has had a good glass of brandy and 
soda in the morning." 

"Yes," said the clerk, "and the man looks different 
to the world." 


•k * -k -k 

Men are not born wicked, men are born weak. 


•k -k * -k 

The sinner is the man who cannot say no. 


■k -k -k -k 

Your paramount duty in life is toward your after- 
self. So live that your after-self - the man you ought 
to be - may in his time be possible and actual. 


■k -k -k -k 

Let God do His work, we will see to ours. 


■k -k -k -k 

All that exists is but a mighty curtain of 
appearances, tremulous now and again with 


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breaths from the unseen that it conceals. At any 
point a pinprick may pierce the great illusion, and 
the seeker become aware of the Infinite Reality 
beyond. 

"The cow is only able to yield her full possibility of 
milk to a milker whom she regards as her child." 

- Professor Minnesto College of Agriculture 


_ k k k k 

Milk is the only food that is the product of Love. 


k k k k 

Love is no love which is only skin-deep, i.e. based 
on beauty of form. It is an insult to the underlying 
God. 

The women know that their real motive in dressing 
well is to compete with each other, not to shine in 
the eyes of the sterner sex. 


k k k k 

It is always dangerous to keep the body saturated 
with water. A little fall in temperature brings about 
a precipitation sometimes severe cold. 


k k k k 


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Cold water in warm days is a very deceitful 
allurement. The more you drink, the more, thirsty 
you feel. 

All colds can be cured by abstinence from water. 
On the contrary cold weather requires more solid 
food and when the weather suddenly clears up or 
warms up, the precipitation of food causes 
indigestion." 


k k k k 

When a sudden change in the temperature of the 
inner humanity takes place, sneering is the result. 
Hence the name "cold" is quite appropriate. 


k k k k 

When the inside is warmer (and feeling thirst) than 
the outside, the disturbed balance results in "cold". 
The secret of health lies in keeping the inside in a 
dry hygrometric state. 


k k k k 

Bhishma is filled with the supernatural assurance 
that his side must lose, yet he strikes not a single 
blow either more or less for this consideration. 


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"Don't Touchism." Kitchen religion. 


k k k k 

Dharma (Religion) - "the manners of man." 

The whole weight of the conception is shifted away 
from creed, much more from caste or race to that 
which is universal and permanent in each and 
every human-being. 


k k k k 

The perfect person can move beneath the lashing 
waves and nothing in the waters hinders him. He 
walks on flames and they cannot scorch him. He 
goes upon the air and ether far above all mundane 
things. In all these motions he has no idea of being 
afraid. 


k k k k 

Forgiving is forgetting. 


k k k k 

LASH UP THE LAZY SHEEP 

1. A hermit living among boulders, taking but 
water alone. A tiger ate him. 


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2. A man lived in great state highly respected and 
honoured. Fever killed him. 

The one should not have shunned society, the 
other should not have sought it. Neither of them 
lashed up the lazy sheep. 

Bottles around me on my desk, tree-shaped, 
animal-formed, men-shaped, every thinkable size 
and shape. Pour water into them, water is water 
for all that. 

So, Agniryathaiko Bhuvanam Pravishto Rupam Rupam 
Pratirupo..., etc. Atman. 

k k k k 

"I am God and there is none else." 

Isa 46-9 


k k k k 

In all the heavens there is no other of God than that 
He is Man." 


E. Swedenborg. 



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The only book in the Bible that is actually called a 
Revelation is the apocalypse of St. John, and this 
heeds more revealing than those all apparently. 
This is surely the climax of revelation that does not 
reveal. 


k k k k 

Max Muller while translating the Vedas exclaimed 
in dismay "Ancient words are round and modern, 
square". 


k k k k 

The quarrel of, the Prophet (Mohammed) was with 
Kufr (Unfaithfulness) and not with any form of 
Faith or other Faiths. 


k k k k 

This Hero-worship and Prophet-worship may be 
Wide-spread and universal but that simply proves 
it to be like plague or other maladies to be 
contagious. 


k k k k 

Perhaps this guru-attachment is needed to wash 
away other attachments. Human psychology 
demands it. 


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It takes from a thousand to 1500 years to work out 
a single rhythm of Hindu Thought's great 
pulsation. This is about the period that divides 

1. Ancient Vedic hymn from some Upanishad. 

2. Upanishads from the tear of the Mahabharat. 

3. The Bharat war from Buddha. 

4. Buddha from Puranas leading to Shankar and 

5. Shankar from 1893 (Chicago Parliament of 
Religions). 


TRUE BELIEF 

It is a fact that if one states the Truth, no one can T 
help believing what he says if only he make 
himself understood. 

If I issue an order in truth, there is no question but 
it will be both understood and obeyed. Suppose I 
issue an edict that every person should dress up 
to* morrow and eat something, and I order the Sun 
to rise tomorrow morning and the trees to leaf out 
in spring, I shall surely be obeyed. Why? My 
command was in the line of Truth who is 
Omnipotent. How true the secret of Prophetic 
power in (Urdu words). 


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"They that see the Real in the midst of this Unreal, 
they that behold life in the midst of this death, they 
that know the One in all the changing 
manifoldness of this universe, unto them, belongs 
eternal peace unto none else, unto none else". 

- Upanishads 

Through "Bhashya" the future is knit firmly with 
the past. 


RAMA KRISHNA MAT 

(Lukewarmness) 

1. Henceforth the supreme crime for the follower 
of any Indian sect shall be the criticism of any other 
as if it were without the bounds of "The Eternal 
Faith." 

2. Man proceeds from truth to truth and not from 
error to truth." 

3. Let us allow full play to the doctrine of Isht-dev. 
The right of every man to choose his own creed, 
and of none to force the same choice on any other. 

It sounds very plausible but human psychology 
cannot be cheated so easily by such dictums. 


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The unity of Isht-dev consolidates a nation and the 
difference of Isht-dev divides a people. Cf. India. 

Rama says: Unless the Isht-dev be Atman and: 
Truth (half understood or fully understood) there 
can be no harmony or unity, otherwise the 
ignorant will always be causing mischief. 

BE AGGRESSIVE OR DIE 

Synthesis 

Through co-ordination, yet letting the Vedanta 
light shine on all alike. 

Let them assimilate according to their capacity. 

The temporary experience in which the subject 
becomes unconceived of bodily sensation is called 
Samadhi. 

The process by which he comes out of Samadhi 
time after time, to work its volume of force, into his 
daily life is known as realization. 


k k k k 


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And the path of service in purity of motive is 
spoken of as Karma Yog. 


k k k k 

If the sun should say to the oaks of Bashan, I have 
revealed my warmth and light to the cedars of 
Lebanon, but I will not do so to you; you must 
grow and flourish on my revelation of goodness 
and power to those beautiful Lebanon cedars, the 
oaks of Bashan would be no more. Neither could 
the lilies of the field live on the Sun that shines 
upon the mountain pines. 

Nor could Bacon, Shakespeare, Voltaire live upon a 
revelation made to Buddha, Christ, or Mohammad. 

The scholar's austerity of study, the artist's striving 
to become the witness, the lover's desire to sacrifice 
himself; all speak, however unconsciously, of our 
longing not to be, that the Indefinite, the universal 
consciousness, may abide within us. 


k k k k 

Fatalism = an undignified acceptance of things 
because they are unaccountable and not to be 
interfered with. 


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Karma = a dignified acceptance because they are so 
entirely accountable that events require no 
acceleration. 

"Since that which exists is one," it is absurd to 
suppose an ultimate contradiction between the 
human reason and the universe. 


k k k k 

Aristides first complies with the request of the 
peasant to ostracism and then, on mildly inquiring 
its reason was answered, "I am tired of hearing him 
called the Just". 


k k k k 

The Garden of India if it is robbed, it is because the 
barbed fence or thorny hedges were wanting. Put 
in prickly thickets all around. Be not rash enough 
to pull out the roses and fruit trees in the centre in 
the name of redressing the wrongs. The intellectual 
wealth of India is welcome every way. 


k k k k 

The desires that burn within us are but a subjective 
apprehension of what is to be. 


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India is suffering like Job. Be patient and 
prosperity will surely come. 


k k k k 

Suicide cannot solve the problem of life. Can the 
schoolboy make progress in Arithmetic by wiping 
from his slate the sum he could not work? 


k k k k 

God would walk with anyone if only one would 
walk alone. 


k k k k 

Who was it Siva that first came and rubbed himself 
with those soft white ashes, in order to be clothed 
upon with the worship of God and separation from 
the world? 

Who was it that first retired into cave or Jungle, 
and meditated until his hair became a tangled 
mass, and his nails grew long and his body 
emaciated and he still pursued the sublime bliss of 
the soul? 


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Shiva is the Himalayas, Shiva is flame. A flame is 
white but it has a blue throat. We see it even when 
we light a match. 

The most gigantic tasks to a self-poised man are as 
the lifting of a flower's fragrance by the summer- 
breeze. 

"It is good to be born in a Church but it is foolish to 
die there." 


k k k k 

Sarvadharman, etc. Putting aside all doctrines come 
thou to me alone for shelter. 


k k k k 

So great Jnanam (knowledge) that though thou 
should be "Even the most sinful of all sinners, thou 
shalt cross safely to the conquest of all sin by the 
bark of wisdom alone." - Gita 

Not the body and mind but true Atman is myself. I 
as Atman am the only reality, all else is mere 
suggestion. The Reality is neither subject nor 
object. 

We must love before we can know — 


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(i) a subject, math etc, music. 

(ii) a person 

(iii) a religion or people. 

Is it not blasphemy to say (an Urdu word)? What is 
God but Truth? To contradict it is downright 
blasphemy. 


k k k k 

Just as white (Siva) to the dweller amongst 
northern snows, signifies purity, so Blue (Vishnu), 
the colour of sky and ocean, to the child of the 
South is the token of the Infinite. 

Thou hast no right to success if thou art not also 
equal to failure. 


k k k k 

Not the withdrawn but the transfigured life, 
radiant with power and energy, triumphant in its 
selflessness, is religion. 

So far as (an Urdu word ) is concerned, the object is 
not to proselytize but to serve and bring joy. 


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My work is done when more light, more peace, 
more love and humanity is evoked in the hearts of 
the audience. 

If your Prophets and Gods have placed you above 
Pain, alright. Else my solution is at your service, if 
you please. It has made me Happy, it can make 
others so. Assimilate it, make it your own. Take it 
on your own authority and attitude. 


k k k k 

No matter how rapidly the wheel revolves, the 
centre is perfectly still. "Be still and know that I am 
God." 


k k k k 

It was Mohammad's realization of God's love for 
man, however little he may have put it into words, 
that thrilled through the Arab world, and drew the 
tribe as one man to fight beneath his banner. 

If I were a nightingale, I would not try to sing like a 
canary bird, else my effort must fail. It costs 
nothing to be ourself. 


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BEAUTIFUL 

Oh Mother Earth, Father sky. Brother water. Sister 
wind. Sweetheart light. 

Here take my last salutation with folded hands! 

For today I am melting away into the Supreme. 
Because my heart become pure. 

And all delusions vanished 

Through the power of your good company. 

Tomorrow's occurrence has no relation of cause 
and effect with today's doings. Every moment 
requires at-one-ment with God in order to prove 
auspicious. 


k k k k 

Conscience = The gathered experience of ages 
inherited by man warning him against the path of 
danger. 


k k k k 

India. She who has held open port to all fugitives is 
unable now to give bread to her own children. 

She with whom Parsi, Jew and Christian have been 


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thankful to take refuge is despised and ostracised 
by all three alike. 

He who robs you of possessions = Thief 

He who robs you of the sense of possession is Guru 

(Krishna). 


k k k k 

"To your own self be true. Yes, but is not the self of 
others (their feelings) your own Self? 

The Self within is the Self without Yes, but the Real 
Self and not the false-Self induced by "Sense- 
slavery." 


k k k k 

Things are not as they seem. The surface historian 
(observer) misses the point. 

Revolutionary orators, (Ex. R. Ingersoll, Paine, 
Keshub Sen etc.) no doubt draw large audiences 
and ready applause for the time; but they pass 
away like meteors and comets; It is the steady, 
continuous (and not impulsive) force that conquers 
nations. 

(Connecting the past with the future) 


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Not aggressive and offensive but the work of 
service wins. 


k k k k 

You have not to be true to the false-self because it 
is not true to itself. 

The teacher of religious thought must take, only 
that food which keeps him one with the All. Every 
other kind of food is as bad as wine and opium, 
making him feel other than he is. 

R - It is not logical but psychological accuracy that 
convinces. 

It is not the "Age of Reason" but the "Sage of Faith" 
that carries the day. 

Logic (Reason) is simply the surface-show. 

Talk not over the heads of the audience (but you 
may write free). 

If you make them walk too fast, they will stumble 
and fall and consequently curse you and give you 
up. It will do nobody good. 


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Some try to think that they are a part of God, as 
your hand is a part of you. But your hand is not a 
part of you, for if your hand is cut off, you are still 
one and not divided. 

They denounce Blind Faith. We might just as well 
call down Rash Reasoning. 

True fact = enlightening people with due regard to 
their psychological condition or mental capacity. 

If the Hindus were as sensible to personal beauty 
as the Europeans (and Greeks), they perhaps could 
not have discovered the Truth, Brahma Satyam 
Jaganmithya. 

The true work is God-consciousness. If you could 
keep it up in New York's busy life, well and 
alright, if you could keep it up in the solitary caves 
of the Himalayas, it will produce a wonderful 
effect all the same. The place, form and mode of 
activity is of little matter. 


■k -k -k -k 


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As to the defilement by the touch of the mouth, 
there are three exceptions according to the laws of 
Hindu Theocracy. 

"The beaks of birds, the lips of women and the 
words of poets." 

How many are those who have longed to lose 
themselves in a paradise of devotion and been 
refused by the armed reason standing at the gate. 

INDIA 

"The orthodox is apt to tread the round of his own 
past eternally. 

The unorthodox is as apt to harness himself to the 
foreign present, with an equal blindness. 

In suicidal desperation the would-be patriotic 
reiterate the war-cries of antagonistic sects or moan 
for the advent of a new religion as if by 
introducing a fifth element of discord, the Indian 
peoples could reach unity. 


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Kshatriya is one who gives up his life for the 
country. 

A Brahmin is one who never for a moment thought 
of his own personality. So completely does he 
identify his interests with those of the people. 

The little personality was consigned to the flames 
(burnt) when holy orders were taken. 


k k k k 

Every member for the whole and seeing that whole 
in every member. 

Find out the points of contact, appreciation and not 
criticism. Mother Love. 

This realization of Unity is Practical Vedant. This is 
common path, this is Dharma, this is Love. 


k k k k 

Honour: what is Honour? To be true to oneself. It 
is the very foundation of virtue. It is self-respect, 
and independence of outer authority and law 
because of being law to oneself. 


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Shaivas worship Shiva, a Vaishnavs Vishnu, a 
Christian Christ, a Mohammadan Mohammad. I 
see and worship India in the form of a Brahmin, 
Pariah, Mohammadan, Arya, Brahmo, or Sikh in all 
her children, in those who hate and those who 
love. My heart is the burning bush. Could we put 
our hearts together? Heads and hands will unite. 

The Self cannot be divided. You might make an air- 
tight or nearly air-tight jar; but who could make an 
ether-tight jar? If ether cannot be shut in or shut 
out, who could divide and cut off the Self or God? 
So you cannot be a part of God. 

National Union in India, as in any other country, is 
impossible except after hundreds, nay, thousands 
of innocent, pure natives are mercilessly sacrificed, 
hanged and bled in the name of truthful 
outspokenness. 


■k k k k 

The Brahmin who bows before one who is not the 
rightful king is held many times accursed by 
Manu. 


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Bhagvad Gita is the only one of the world-gospels 
that turns on the duty of fighting for the true 
sovereign against usurpers. 

The way to God-Realization for a Hindu: 

The Absolute is hard to understand and harder still 
to realize. It is through the concrete that we reach 
the Absolute. True Sannyasa and realization of 
God is achieved through entirely renouncing the 
self-interest, just absorbing the little self in the 
great self of Mother India. O Ganges, O Kali (India) 
as one with Thee let me live. 

Some forms of Dharma are more or less constant 
but apatti dharma (Dharma in the hour of distress) 
is different. Now is the time to forget all local and 
season dharma as whenever they conflict with the 
paramount Dharma of Union. Let all other feelings 
be subordinated to the national feeling. 

Indians, you perform offerings to the dead to bring 
bliss to your deceased mothers. Sacrifice your self- 
interest to redeem Mother India. 


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The sentiment of fraternity, the instinct of 
synthesis, the mind of co-ordination that Common 
Path inculcates. 

If we are born in the critical times of Indian 
History, let us be thankful; for the work for us is 
the more unique, the more poetic and dynamic. 
Our opportunities for service are more abundant. 

Periodically, rhythmically we have had rest 
enough. Energies stored. 


k k k k 

Mere toleration of one another's peculiarities can 
never be enough to build up national sentiment in 
India. Active co-operation is needed. 


k k k k 

I'll see it done. It is already done. If the Law of 
Karma is true, the desires that burn within us are 
but a subjective apprehension of what is to be. 

If no laxative is taken, consumption and cold 
overtake grip. So if you do not renounce the right 
way, your possessions begin to consume you and 


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you suffer From Grip spiritual and have to part 
ultimately with everything in pain. 

Timid, prudent National Congress people! The 
cruel death of one of the speakers in the name of 
nationality can do far more to unite the nation than 
thousands of lectures by all the members put 
together. 

If you think it is true that Love is all and there is 
not anything but loving, you must insist on the 
realization of this. Else you do not really think it. 


k k k k 

You are and you know it; this is the whole of 
omniscience. 

To increase this total of consciousness is futile. No 
one can get more than a pail of water into a pail. 
Whoever tries to add to or subtract from this is like 
one who tries to increase his stature by contorting 
(contracting) or lengthening his shadow. 


k k k k 

No matter how much ignorance you may 
accumulate, you will surely shed it, as the tree 


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sheds its foliage; for in the Light every substance 
sheds its shadow. 

Let man dare to be divine, since God has dared to 
be human. 

Dare to laugh; to launch into the Truth; slay lies, 
even though they run for refuge to the altar's 
sacred edge; pierce to the heart every cosy, 
cuddling vice; uncoil, or cut or chop as under the 
serpent-shaped circles of limitation; dare to cross 
every creeping boundary: this is the Cross of Jesus 
Christ bound for freedom: your Rubicon to Cross is 
your shortest cut to God. 


k k k k 

Through the fire of anguish (caused by solitude 
etc) alone can the black coal of the mind become 
transmuted into light. 


k k k k 

45,000 Americans in Paris; 80,000 in Egypt. Cf How 
many Hindus go abroad? and consider the 
smallness of American United States compared 
with India. 


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When I sing the dignity of Shudra labor, I am not 
exalting Tamas over Rajas and Sattva. I simply say 
enough have we decried Tamas in India and by the 
very act of resenting and resisting it, it has 
developed dreadfully in our midst. Let us learn to 
use Tamas by this time and make it glorious that 
way. 

How could the gardens grow if we threw away the 
dirty manure and not use it? 

Tamas is the coal without which there is no fire 
and steam, (Rajas), and no light (Satva). And in 
proportion to the large basis of the Tamas quality is 
the intensity and power of that Rajas fire and 
Sattva Light, in a country which movement can 
evolve: a view in remarkable harmony with the 
conclusions of modern phrenology. 

Where it is found that, for heroic greatness and 
energy of character, no development of the moral 
arid intellectual organs, however favourable, is 
sufficient without a powerful basis in the animal or 
Tamas energies of man. 


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It is for this that Mahadeva, the Great Lord, was 
depicted as the Lord or Ruler of Tamas by the 
Hindus. 

Naayamaatma Balahinena Labhyah 

Plato's cave dwellers jerked loose from their 
fascination; 

"The violent take the kingdom of heaven by force" Jesus. 
Jacob wrestled with his supernal idea at Jabbok. 

Daniel dared to den with lions. Does your heart fail 
you? Pluck it out and cast it from you. 

Can you win fear? 

Afraid of what? 

Of God? Nonsense: 

Of Man? Cowardice: 

Of the elements? Dare them: 

Of yourself? Know thyself: 

Say I am fearless. 

I am not suspicious or superstitious. 

Daring Trismagistas says that the gods punish not 
even the errors of the daring. 


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Concentration and Prayer is only a certain mood, 
nay, a peculiar Temperature of the mind where no 
spiritual consumption or intellectual grip troubles 
us. 


Live in that Avastha (State or attitude of mind) and 
Light and Bliss are yours. 


•k k k k 

You say the world could not go on a day without 
the love of money. The kingdom of God would go 
right on though Jesus did not love or hate money. 
Yet he could find it in the mouth of a fish, as the 
story is. 


k k k k 

Those who differ from you, are they wrong? If so, 
they also are needed by the country. Sad indeed 
would be the state of a walker who has only the 
right leg to hop along. 

Curzon is the English Aurangzeb of English rule in 
India, Foolish Politician. Ripon was Akbar. 



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Balanced Recklessness 

I I 

Dispassionate Equanimity 


k k k k 

(THE RAMAYANA) 

Marietta's argument - "If, assuming the shape of a 
golden deer I am shot by Rama (=Truth) and die, I 
attain instant emancipation, otherwise I meet death 
at the hands of Ravana. I can never hope for escape 
from Maya." 

Let me die at the hands of Truth. 

Truth is that which persists the same yesterday, 
today and forever. 

ekarupena avasthito yorthah sa paramarthah 

That which, ever survives Shesha Purusha is the 
fittest. 

That ancient seer (Kavi Purana) which the Gita and 
the Mahabharta mention as abiding in the breast of 
each is. 


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1. Prophet and Poet in Turiyam. 

2. The Blindfold logician and Historian in Sushupti 
without materials for reasoning or a world for 
events but groping towards them. 

3. Painter in Swapna 

4. Sculptor in Jagrat 

THE MAHABHARATA 

"The stronger fishes, after their kind, prey upon the 
weaker fish." 

This is ever our means of living, appointed to us 
eternally. 

Space is merely the order in which we look out 
piecemeal on True Sat (Being). 


k k k k 

Space is a mere How. It is not a What. 

It is a method of analysis, an intervalling or ruling 
off, to enable the multitudinous figures by which 
the intellect is compelled to express diffusively the 
totality which is One. 


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Time too is a How and not a What. A method of 
analysis, intervalling or ruling off, whose intellect 
employs to enable it to contemplate in successive 
parts, the One Eternal Divine Chit. 

Sat (Being) culminating to Consciousness (Chit). 
Conscious thought returning and entering into 
Being with an eternal Joy (Ananda). 


•k * -k -k 

Says Mukund Raja in Viveka Sindhi. That wherein 
his trinity or threefold relation Drishta, Darsan, 
Drisya - disappear that know to be supreme 
Brahma, devoid of opposition. 

That wherein this trio - Jnata, jnan, Jney - does not 
exist - that, my son, know to be the Supreme 
Brahma, undual. 


■k -k -k -k 

"If we denominate its knowledge there is there no 
knowing; if we would call it ignorance, there is 
there no not-knowing; if we would term it non- 
entity, behold it is a wonderful hidden treasure, 
without beginning, being even from all eternity." 


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•k -k -k -k 

"If we say it is, how are we to present it? If we say 
it is not, how are we to get rid of it? 

It is what stirreth him who is asleep, what 
awakeneth him who is stirred, what causeth him 
who is awake to feel, but it is itself without act." 


■k -k -k -k 

Through whose power the organs are quickened to 
perform their own offices? As the one Sun shineth 
in every country, so the same supreme Spirit 
illumineth every creature. 

There the when is an eternal Now. 

The where an eternal Here. 

The What and the Who are one, 

A Universal "That - 1" 

So-Ham 


■k -k -k -k 

Say there is no god over me; there is no devil 
under me: I am free. 

Seneca taught that the worst of evih is submission 
to evil. 


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It is an old teaching that demons and devils are 
afraid of a sword (or iron). Draw your sword of 
Sivoham, swing your blade, flourish your metal; 
and all Tapah is off. 

Fate is the fast friend of him who defies fate; luck is 
pluck. 


k k k k 

Blasphemy is often the great devil-killer. Dare to 
blaspheme, for the true man is death to the gods. 

It does not do to be too easy on the gods, for they 
are great hands to take the advantage of the afraid. 


k k k k 

A familiar thing in a strange abnormal position or 
shape produces the most effective suggestion. 


k k k k 

Nothing speaks so much to the childish or popular 
mind as a caricature monstrosity, a grotesque 
figure. 

k k k k 

The most essential condition of normal 
suggestibility is the moving with the subject for 

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awhile before suggestion, or the fixation of the 
attention on some common point of interest. 

(1) Fixation of attention, 

(2) Distraction of attention, 

(3) Monotony, 

(4) Limitation of voluntary movement, 

(5) Limitation of the field of consciousness, 

(6) Inhibition, 

(7) Immediate execution. 

Distraction of attention = finding for the inhibitory 
forces working in some other direction. The Juggler 
of India. Inhibition of the power to say no = 
Hypnotism. 


•k * -k -k 

A man must learn to digest praise too and not be 
poisoned with it: 

A thinker, I take it, in the long run finds that 
essentially he must ever be and continue alone; — r 
alone: 

"Silent rest over him the stars and under him the 
graves "! 


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The clatter of the world, be it a friendly, be it a 
hostile world, shall not intermeddle with him 
much. 

Carlyle to Emerson: Do not disturb yourself about 
turning better; write as it is given you, and not till 
it be given you, and never mind a whit. 

He that cannot keep himself quiet is of a morbid 
nature. 

"I write to implore you to be careful of your health. 
You are the property of all whom you rejoice in 
heart and soul, and you must not deal with your 
body as your own". 

Emerson to Carlyle: How little of you is in your 
will! Above your will how intimately are you 
related to all of us! 

IN GOD WE MEET 


k k k k 

We are always drawn to a familiar thing in a 
strange garb or abnormal position: Cf our own 
men in a strange country; familiar ideas in foreign 
books etc. 


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What we actually demand is the thing itself and 
not the way to obtain it, and of ways the most 
direct is the best; the less cause we need the better, 
and no cause at all is the best. 


k k k k 

Once more remember the lesson of SERVITUDE 
and Humility and Meekness. 


k k k k 

The body is Dasa (servant) of the Self; but when it 
serves only the personality, the limited self] it 
disrespects and abuses the Self, the self being the 
Self of all. My self-respect is vindicated by the 
body, being made the servant of all the self. 


k k k k 

Goodness implies satisfaction: that which all things 
aim at. 


k k k k 

"Pleasure and peace not being strong enough for 
you, you choose to suck pain also, and teach fever 
and famine to dance and sing." 


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Filling up of the blank spaces in the visible world 
with the product of fancy. 

These regions on which the young wing of Fancy is 
wont to alight and rest may be called 

FANCY'S RESTING PLACES. 

I I 

All mythological gods and theology 


k k k k 

Fancy, Imagination, child's doll-play are all akin to 
the fundamental Hypnosis. 


k k k k 

All those that meet us, are they not endowed with 
a sense of personality in the same way as a child by 
a mysterious kind of Asana Pratishtha enlivens a 
doll? 

Blind mechanical forces combining into a helpless 
resultant called Man. 

A Hypnotized man is helpless. A man of God- 
Realization is master of the situation. 


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In the former there is no harmony between the 
subjective and objective. 

In the latter the one has developed into the other. 
The one is lifting the veil, the other is thinning it. 


k k k k 

To the wind: 

I felt you push, I heard you call, I could not see 
yourself at all. 


k k k k 

A little girl closes her eyes and says, "Mother, You 
cannot see me now." Mother "I can, see you but 
you cannot see me." 

The Girl "I know you can see my body but you 
cannot see me" 


k k k k 

Your odour and aura is sweet and delightful if 
your mental ventilation is right. 

Let your mind be open, receptive. 


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No Musty "MUST" of dogma and bondage can 
close down upon your DARING FREEDOM. 

The child takes in the world most rapidly, so it 
requires most sleep. 

The old man (when eyes have forgot to see etc) 
takes in less of the world and so he needs less of 
sleep. 

The object in both cases is to rise above the world. 

The night-time of the body is the day-time of the 
soul. 


■k k k k 

"Sleep is not brought about by fatigue." 

1. Do not the idlers sleep as long as the working 
men? 

2. Do not children sleep the longest? 

If our nobler faculties have been idle and doing 
nothing during sleep by the operation of what 
force or by what necromancy, are we so 
transfigured in the morning? 


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Man is captured in sleep not by death, but by his 
better nature; today runs in through a deeper day 
to become the parent of to-morrow and to issue 
every morning, bright as the morning of life, and of 
life-size, from the peaceful womb of the 
cerebellum. 


Toussaint L'overture 

The Commander-in-Chief of the Haylians could 
not venture a pitched battle with the battalions of 
Napoleonic veterans, but let not let them sleep by 
making a feint of attacking them as soon as the 
French troops got to sleep at night. 

This way in a few weeks an army of 30,000 
veterans without a single engagement in the field, 
was reduced to about 5,000 effectives. 

A reason more perfect than reason, and 
uninfluenced by its partialities, is at work in us 
when we sleep. 

When sleep is disturbed, the domesticated animal 
becomes wild, cows fall off in their yield of milk; 
hens will not lay; sheep will not fatten. 


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No rest for Satan 

The venomous snake, which is the symbol of all 
that is most detested and detestable in the animal 
kingdom, never closes its eyes. 

Only in our sleep are the weapons forged with 
which we can contend the evil. 

Our existence begins in sleep. The foetus sleeps 
almost continuously and the infant sleeps more 
hours than it is awake. 

After nature has ascended to our plateau of life, 
represented by day, she will surely not tumble 
down into the valley because rest is needed, but 
will pitch her tent and make her couch on that 
elevation. 


* -k -k -k 

We have as little right to infer that the object of 
sleep is for us to enjoy a pleasing state of inactivity 
and insensibility, as that the final purpose of 
hunger is to secure us the gratification of the palate 
or the final purpose of sexual attraction is to gratify 
sensuality. 


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Through stimulants we borrow today the strength 
of to-morrow, thus speedily to become hopelessly 
indebted to nature, the most inexorable of 
creditors. 


k k k k 

We cannot know a religion. Science, art or person 
unless we love. 


k k k k 

Strong ideas expel weaker ones from the mind. 


k k k k 

Learn to look straight, see the Portia and not the 
Pleader. The same who gave the ring comes as the 
pleader to take the ring. 

"The Koran was sent to reform the conduct of men, 
but men thought only of embellishing its leaves". 

"Labour not for the work which perisheth" heals 
the work-disease "Busy-freedom." 


k k k k 

There is no class of beings that really get so much 
genuine praise as children, and simply because 


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they do not want it at all consciously. But the face 
of a child expects a smile as much as a flower does 
the Sun. 


k k k k 

One who wants to be praised for doing as he 
knows is right, is a robber, for he wishes to be paid 
twice, as if it were quite the unusual thing to be 
what is right. 

Hypnotic state/ heightened suggestibility - this is 
caused as in irritability, lost balance. 

People are hypnotized by money into 
consciousness of limitation as when they are seen 
excited by a loss of possessions. 

Monoideism, concentration of the consciousness, 
whether induced by strong emotion, excitement of 
the senses is Hypnosis. 

Why does subjective mind carry out the will of 
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To the query "Where are you?" the subject often - 
replies; "In your eyes." Cf Upanishad. 

The concentrating of attention upon the coming 
trance induces that trance the quickest as a rule. 

No sooner is the nervous energy of a plexus of 
central ganglia set free than at once it tends to 
discharge itself into some kind of action, of 
movement. Afferent; Efferent. 


■k -k -k * 

Every impression has a motor tendency, which if 
not counteracted by other impressions, must fatally 
result in some action. 


■k -k -k -k 

The sense-knowledge will tend to translate itself 
into Vishaya unless counteracted by the living 
knowledge of consequences (cause and effect) (fire, 
burning. Snake, bite; Gravitation, hurt). This 
knowledge of consequences may be dwelt upon by 
Instructors, but is thoroughly acquired by 
experience. Outside authority (is) of very little 
good. 


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A person imbued with a living knowledge of such 
invariable relation of cause and effect as operating 
in daily conduct is in a fit frame of unwavering 
mind to apply himself to the study of Universal 
Truth (Vedanta). 


k k k k 

When God-consciousness comes, then is acquired 
true Purity, perfect Sinlessness. As to how purity is 
gained, continuous impressions as to Truth, 
naturally result in purity. 

Whenever the Knowledge Impression is clear and 
strong, we cannot help; except if the body is sick, 
or sense-objects retain their distracting force. 

For a beginner, health of body and mind need to be 
more emphasized. But in advanced cases the 
knowledge ought to be rendered really clear and 
strong, everything else will follow suit. 

In post-hypnotic suggestion the memory of the 
previous impression is not necessary. 


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Why should the lack of memory of previous 
incarnations be urged as an objection against 
Reincarnation? 


k k k k 

The basis, field and plane of engagement of the 
mental forces is clearly revealed in the Suggestible 
- Subjective self. It is nothing more than ( Urdu 
word) being moved by the suggesting ( Urdu word). 

Sakshatkar - This ( Urdu word) or ( Urdu word) 
disappearing in Will or consciousness. 

In Hypnosis the wakeful Forces are inhibited, new 
forces being set to work through suggestion. 

Hypnosis = building the Karana Sarir (causal body) 
Sakshatkar = destroying the Karana Sarir (causal 
body), Waking up. 

Hypnosis = shuts off objective mind or intellection. 
Sakshatkar = assimilates and digests it. 

Hypnosis = sub-consciousness. 

Sakshatkar = hyper-consciousness. 

Hypnosis = passive. 


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Sakshatkar = active. 

Hypnosis = inhibits the inhibitory nerve-centres 
(cortical ganglion cells). 

Sakshatkar = discriminates and vivifies those cells. 
Hypnosis = solid. 

Sakshatkar = gaseous, objective mind = liquid 

Hypnosis = loss of memory: limitation: 

dependence 

Sakshatkar = freedom. 

So called Hypnosis = chaos; falling from its 
complex bondage of ( Urdu word) to more simple. 
Sakshatkar = order, freedom from bondage by 
crossing the ( Urdu word) 


k k k k 

Dissociation is the secret of hypnosis and amnesia 
is the ripe fruit. 

When the hypnosis is deep, it is known as 
somnambulism. 


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Incomplete Hypnosis is accompanied by a greater 
or lesser degree of memory (alert state) being 
known as the Mnesic state. 

Complete Hypnosis is with no memory, the 
Amnesic state (deep state). 

The heart of the problem of Hypnosis lies not in 
consciousness but in will. 

THE WORLD MY OWN IDEA 

The idea of a movement called up in a subject in or 
out of hypnosis has a tendency to induce the 
movement. 

But in waking life this idea is neutralized by other 
ideas. 

Materializing idea = attention. 

Psychologically speaking what we mean by 
attention is the power of fixing certain ideas in the 
mind and of working with them. 

Attention may be reflex or spontaneous (though 
only apparently). 


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In hypnosis the spontaneous attention is altered 
while reflex attention is undisturbed, and it is 
through this last that a suggested idea, the choice 
of which has not, however, been left to the subject, 
comes into prominence. 


k k k k 

It is truly amusing to see how people concede the 
main substance to their opponents and still cling to 
the empty shell of their own creeds. 


k k k k 

"In normal consciousness every formulated idea is 
questioned by mind. After being perceived by the 
cortical centres the impression extends to the cells 
of the adjacent convolutions". 

Cortical centres are, then, the battle-field of various 
ideas. 

The Hypnotizing Process is like breaking into a 
fort. We distract and divide the mental forces 
already operating in the mind and then let in the 
strong suggestion to occupy the citadel. The 
strongest will survive. This struggle is 


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continuously going on just as the struggle between 
bacilli and bacteria and the outside microbe germs. 


k k k k 

As when the garrison is awake, the besieger 
succeeds in as much as he is indirect, 
circumspecting and dodgeful. 

So, in wakefulness the suggestion succeeds 
inversely as its directness. 

On the other hand, in abnormal suggestibility the 
garrison being asleep, the success is directly 
proportional to the plainness and preciseness of 
the suggestion. Enter quick, prompt! 

Abnormal = S, d = direct suggestion. 

Normal = Si, i = Indirect suggestion. 


S = d/i 
Si = i/d 
Si/S = i 2 / d 2 

If we put i = 1, we have Si: S = l:d 2 , i.e. as we retreat 
from the normal state and advance into the 
abnormal suggestibility, the efficacy or the force of 

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direct suggestion increases as the square of its 
magnitude increasing faster than the magnitude of 
advance into the state of abnormal suggestibility 
etc., etc. 

Let other folks spend thousands of years at Bhajan, 
but one day of a man of true knowledge at God- 
consciousness like Rama or Shankar counts by far 
the much more. The arrow shooting of Indians is a 
very effective practice displaying physical strength 
but gunfire defeats arrow-hunting in as much as it 
combines physical strength with wisdom. 

THE WAY OF EXPRESSION 

Cf. Your daughter is just a ( Urdu word) and Your 
daughter is a ( Urdu word) 

k k k k 

Even the most favourite prejudice of Patriotism 
must be abdicated in favour of all-love. 

Christ was not a Patriot, Buddha or Nanak were 
not Patriots. 


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As Ramakrishna realized his unity with woman- 
kind, even so have we to feel our oneness with the 
Englishmen, Christians, or thieves. 

Always defend; defend the enemy. 

One in the battle-field must suffer, so one in 
spiritual antagonism must remain invalid and in 
pain. 


k k k k 

The fall of a family man is to sensuous life and that 
of a God-man is to Patriotism. 

When the body is sick - in struggle - take care to 
keep at least the mind in perfect health. Rather, the 
more should you in such a case try to keep the 
mind entirely above struggle-consciousness. As 
you are such, O Body, I have nothing more to do 
with you ( Sivoham ). 

Jnani alone is beautiful. 

To fall down on the way is death. 

To fall down at home is rest and life, and 
To enjoy physical or intellectual beauty is falling 
down on the wayside. 


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The beauteous are lovely flowers unconscious of 
the real beauty of self. 


k k k k 

Sophomore aired some rather atheistical views 
before Prof. James of Harvard, 
i Prof. "You are a free thinker, I perceive. You 
believe in nothing." 

Sophomore: "I only believe - law - what I can 
understand." 

Prof. "It comes to the same thing, I suppose." 


k k k k 

Shama- repression of the mind by keeping it all the 
time on God. 

Dama - employing the indriyani (senses) on God. 
Titiksha - lit. the desire to leave. 

Samadhana - restoration (recovery) of the mind to 
God-consciousness after its inadvertently 
wandering off. It is a kind of repentance 
Uparati - a condition not related to or depending on 
external world, to supply from within what is 
missing without. To keep the oil burning. 



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Raja - one who pleases the most, from raj, to please. 
A king was expected to be the servant. 


k k k k 

"If the supreme Truth remains unknown, the study 
of the Scriptures is fruitless; even if the supreme 
Truth is known, the study of the Scriptures is 
useless." 

In Gita, Yoga = Physical training. 

Sankhya = Speculative philosophy. 


k k k k 

Elephant Sparsa 

The elephant is constantly surprised and killed by 
hunters while in a state of stupefaction caused by 
the pleasure the animal derives from rubbing its 
forehead against the pine tree. 

Through worldly planning, waste-time 
considerations, to think of achieving the goal, is 
like trying to cross a river on an alligator thinking 
it to be a log of wood. 

(Vivek Choodamani - 406) 


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"If a wise man loses his aim and becomes even 
slightly diverted, then his mind tends to fall away 
from the right direction like a playing ball 
carelessly dropped on a flight of steps" 

(Vivek Choodamani 267-266) 


k k k k 

"Until the Avarana Satti ceases completely, the 
conquest of the Vitshepa Satti is impossible. 

From its inherent nature the former is destroyed 
when Atma is distinguished from Anatma as milk 
from water through Mahavakya" 

(Vivek Choodamani 347) 


k k k k 

Thoroughly centred in the true Atman, giving up 
all idea of self as identical with body, mind, etc., 
regard the latter as no more than broken earthen- 
pots (through want of interest in them). 


k k k k 

Having attained the Self-knowledge, abandon this 
Upadhi (body). It is not to be thought of again, the 
recollection of what is vomited is only calculated to 
disgust. 


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"Want of inquiry into the past, absence of 
speculation about the future, and indifference as to 
the present are the characteristics of a Jivan 
mukta." 

(Vivek Choodamani 431-443) 

As the tendency of the most lustful man ceases 
before his mother, so the vasana of the wise ceases 
on knowing Brahma, the Perfect Bliss. 

When we push back the water, we swim forward; 
Just so, when we renounce, throw back the things 
(Vasana), we advance ahead. 

TO THE NOMINALISTS 

"If relations are mere product of mind, all 
knowledge being a knowledge of relations, 
knowledge becomes impossible." 

We might address in the same way anything else, 
an atom of hydrogen, a grain of sand as well as the 
Sun, the action of a tiny speck of irritable 
protoplasm as well as the soul of man. 


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A (Subject) 

B (Object) 

A thing-in-itself, being like A or B, a mere point, 
would be tantamount to non-existence. 

AB = -B A will admit of two stand-points -BA 
representing subjectivity, and A B representing 
objectivity. 

One and the same reality appearing on the one 
hand as subject and on the other as object. 


•k k k k 

There is no existence which by the same actions 
would not develop always the same result. 

It is this sameness alone that constitutes the 
intrinsic necessity and universality of all formal 
laws of thought, called Reason. 

This formal feature of existence, which is at the 
bottom of all natural law by making the same 
conditions produce the same results, is the source 
of the cosmic order. It is Lao Tze's Tao, the 
Amitabha of the Buddhists, the Christian Logos 


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that was in the beginning and has become flesh in 
the Son of man. If anything is supernatural, it alone 
is worthy of name. 

There are philosophers who show great grief if all 
those features which appear to their conception 
unexplainable, are not ascribed to some 
transcendental entity, a thing-in-itself or a god. 

Arid if a philosophy denies the existence of their 
supposed cement to combine the disjecta membra of 
their world-conception, it is generally declared to 
lead straight on to Nihilism - not because the world 
itself, but because their world system would 
thereby be annihilated. 

Blasphemy = not to be exact, not to speak the truth 
with mathematical accuracy. 

Things are not separate things in the sense of 
isolated, absolute or abstract beings, although we 
may speak of them as such for our ephemeral 
purposes. 


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Economy of thought. Is Reality unknowable? No. It 
is the very material on which and with which our 
cognition is written. 

It is both the slate and the slate-pencil which in 
their inter-action produce the writing. 


k k k k 

"Parallelism of subjectivity and objectivity" 
misnomer. Because there are no two things parallel 
but two sides of a curve disparate and analogous. 


k k k k 

Vedanta furnishes a correct world-picture that will 
serve the sailors on the ocean of life as a reliable 
chart for orientation and as a mariner's compass for 
a guide. 


k k k k 

Although the relation between circumference and 
diameter cannot be exactly expressed in 
arithmetical figures, but for that reason the relation 
itself is definite and rational. We can construct it 
geometrically and its actuality is traceable in the 
mathematical relations, e. g. of the starry heavens. 


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for the calculation of which the No. II. is 
indispensable. 

Is Reality like square root of -2 a surd, (irrational), 
remaining deaf to our questions? 

No. But even surd is not absurd. 

"Positivism: does not know the Unknowable, but it 
recognises its existence. This is the highest 
philosophy; 

To go beyond is chimerical A not to go so far is to 
miss the mark" 

Causation is transformation and Causality is the 
formula under which we comprehend the changes 
of matter and energy that take place. 


■k -k -k -k 

The problem of the a priori reasoning is the 
question, "Why can we know certain things before 
we have tested them by experiment?" 



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We call certain properties of facts matter, and 
others force. When we say that, we do not know 
certain phenomena; we mean that we have not as 
yet succeeded in placing them properly in that 
system of thought symbols of which our mind 
consists. 


k k k k 

It does not commit his to a belief in anything 
intrinsically unknowable, which is always the 
confession of philosophical insolvency. 

Far from being foreign or incomprehensible it 
forms the very essence of our knowledge and 
existence. 

Says Du Bois-Reymond, "If only one single brain- 
atom could be moved by thought one-millionth 
fraction of a millimetre from the path prescribed by 
the laws hi mechanics, the whole world-formula 
would cease to have meaning." 

Here the mistake is in regarding thought as 
different from mechanical brain-motion. 


k k k k 


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The Rule of Three in Philosophy. 

(Clifford, precursor of Schopenhauer). 

"As the physical configuration of my cerebral 
image of the object. Is to the physical configuration 
of the object. So is my perception of the object. To 
the thing in itself." 

In other words: As brain structure: the analogous 
idea, so is object: innermost nature of object. 

Or cerebral activity: my mind, as is materials- 
object: soul of object. This conception, which is a 
consistent Monism, recognises the spirituality of all 
existence, but it excludes the possibility of ghosts. 


•k k k k 

It is the macrocosm in whose image the microcosm 
has been created. 


k k k k 

" . . . But thou. 

Examine thou, thy own self well. 
Whether thou art kernel or art shell." 


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Kant about Time, Space, and Causality makes a 
great mistake — great in the best sense of the word* 
A grand mistake. 

What are ideas ? 

Pure forms 
Form-in-itself 
Parallel idea 

Cognition is possible only by limiting the attention 
to a special point. 


■k -k -k -k 

Every sense-organ is an organ of abstraction. 


■k -k -k -k 

The idea of the Unknowable is like the horizon - an 
optical illusion. The more we advance, the farther 
it recedes, yet it can never debar us from further 
progress. 


■k -k -k -k 

Man's knowledge has value as well as information 
concerning the facts he has to deal with and the 
infinitude of the unknown which he will never 
face, is of no consequence whatever. 


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Suppose a man is to buy a farm. Shall we 
discourage him by saying: "The whole amount of 
soil on the surface of the Earth and on another 
planet is infinite and your tiny means are of no 
avail "? 


■k -k -k -k 

God is the most familiar of all facts - the self. All 
knowledge aiming at reaching the Unknown from 
the known, dispels Maya , proceeding from the 
starting point of Atman - which is the postulate and 
axiom of existence. 

Perfect knowledge is that where universal unity is 
established in the Atman. 

Cognition is that mental process through which we 
grasp the sameness of several phenomena. When 
Newton comprised the motion of the moon and the 
fall of a- stone into one common formula, we were 
put in possession of a comprehension and 
explanation of these phenomena. This formula we 
call gravitation and not that gravitation is an 
unknown thing in itself. 


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This sameness - Unity - instead of calling it gravity, 
let us call it God. 

FAITH AND REASON 

This unity is an article of faith in as much as it is an 
axiom and postulate of our innermost being. 

We may have practically verified it only in a 
limited number of cases, but happy they who see it 
in all concerns of life. 

We verify the relation between hyperbola and a 
symptole up to a certain point, but for the rest we 
Know for certain (believe?) that the same relation 
subsists. 

Having determined Self to be the substratum of the 
Universe, let us not put further questions as to the 
why and where of Atman: having determined the 
centre of the circle we should not ask: 

"Where is the middle of the centre?" 


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To be modest in our pretensions is often to make a 
kind of merit of our very ignorance. 

Says David Hume: "This sceptical doubt both with 
respect to reason and the senses, is a malady." 


k k k k 

Reason = systematized experience, not a faculty 
but a method. 

The most penetrating thinker (like Agassiz) may 
err in his solution of the burning question of his 
day, while less able minds may hit the truth, which 
may sometimes happen, because they are less 
bewildered by the knowledge of too much trivial 
detail. 

Atom, according to Thomson and Tail, are units of 
rotating motions, or whirls. (Boscovich, Leibnitz = 
monads.) 

According to the law expressed in Mendeljeffs 
series the chemical elements are various forms of 
the same substance. 


k k k k 

(Juxtaposition of parts = Space 


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Succession of events = Time 

Thus transformations of form constitute all the 
phenomenal existence. 

Form is the condition of law in the objective nature 
and of comprehension in the subjective mind. 


•k k k k 

True knowledge is simply the description of facts 
as they are and no attempt to explain them through 
theories and hypothesis. Facts, when described 
accordingly, explain themselves. 

A disinterested witness, spirit, is the only proper 
attitude for a philosopher. 


k k k k 

Mythologies are scaffolds often serviceable but to 
be carefully torn down after they have served their 
purpose. Gaps in Science filled by imagination. 


k k k k 

Positive Ethics is simply that deportment which is 
suggested by a comprehension of the facts 
themselves. 


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k k k k 

Reason is in the province of thought that same 
intrinsic necessity and harmony which in objective 
existence is the condition of the cosmic order 
(Law). 


k k k k 

The world process may be summed up in " the 
simultaneous production of thesis, antithesis, and 
then their synthesis." 


k k k k 

Correlative of plurality and form minus conception 
is Atman, Brahman. 


k k k k 

Memory is not the effect of a transcendental self- 
hood but the cause, preservation of cerebral 
structure. 


"The wind blows." 

Does it mean that wind is an intelligent doer? 

PURE FORM 


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Reason. 

Can it not go " beyond the horizon of our senses?" 
Leverrier, even before Galle, directed his telescope 
to the place where the planet had been calculated 
to be. 


k k k k 

The only begotten son of God is LOGOS Idea (Gr.), 
Reason (Latin). Pure form Maya. 


k k k k 

Perfection of Reason brings us back to the very 
origin of all through feeling and intellect both. 

Sesha takes its own tail in the mouth. 


k k k k 

To the modern Psycho-physiologist as to his theory 
of unconscious cerebration. 

A mere modification in brain, left behind as a trace, 
cannot possibly explain memory, recollection, the 
fact of referring a particular bit of experience to an 
experience felt before. 


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It is not retention or reproduction but it is the 
recognition element ( Pratyabhijnanam ) that 
constitutes the essentia of memory. The rose of 
today reminds me of the rose of yesterday, of the 
same rose (?) seen the day -before-yesterday. 

Now, the image of the rose may be retained, may 
even be reproduced, but if it is not recognised as 
having happened in my past, there can be no 
recollection; in short without recognition (unity 
feeling), there can be no memory. 

As Prof. James puts it "The gutter is worn deeper 
by each successive shower but not for that reason 
brought into contact with previous showers." 

Can the theory of anatmavad (Unconscious 
cerebration) offer the faintest suggestion as to how 
the element of - recognition - is brought about? 

What is that something added to the unconscious 
physiological trace or nerve modification that 
effects a conscious recognition. 

Furthermore: 


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How shall we explain on the theory of unconscious 
physiological nerve-registration, that the original, 
the primitive sense-experience, as well as each 
subsequent revival, can be referred to as distinct 
psychical facts? . . . 

The remembered experience leaves its own 
individual trace, then a trace of its being a copy of 
the former original impression and also a trace of 
its being a member in a series of similar traces, 
each trace being both a copy of one another and a 
copy of the original impression. How this is done is 
a mystery. 

The difficulties of Unconscious cerebration theory 
increase still more if we consider the 
inadequateness of the account of memory as given 
by psychologists. 

Psychologically speaking, when we remember 
anything, we have not a reproduction of some past 
experience, but an actual present experience with 
the quality of pastness about it. I remember the 
rose I saw and smelled the day before; what I have 
here is simply a present experience in the moment 
content of consciousness, and this experience is 
projected into the past of my subjective time. The 


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image of the rose I have now turns out to be a rose 
of yesterday and the yesterday itself is a part in the 
content of the present moment consciousness, in 
other words my present experience is projected 
into my present subjective yesterday. The present 
image is the primary fact, and the projection of it 
into the past, is but a secondary effect. 

Subjectively considered memory is the 
reproduction of the present into the past. 


Memory 

represented 

graphically 


Subjective 


Present- 


Past 


Past- 


Present 


Objective 


The stream of sub-waking consciousness is wider 
than that of waking consciousness, so that the 
submerged sub-waking self knows the life of the 
upper, waking self; but the latter does not know 
the former. 

An abstract general idea in the consciousness of the 
waling Self has a particular idea as its basis in the 
sub-waking Self. 


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Thus is settled the quarrel between nominalists 
and conceptualists. 

Hegelian flux and fallacy, committed by great 
philosophers including James, confounds the time 
moment with the moment of consciousness. 
Whereas the time moment is in continuous flux, 
the moment of consciousness need not be. 

Consciousness 

According to W. James each succeeding thought- 
wave inherits all its predecessors' - thoughts. 
Hence the synthesis in thought. 

Self-consciousness 

Granting that the consciousness of other thoughts 
or things is possessed by a passing thought by 
heritance. 

Self-consciousness (personality) can simultaneously 
be had by the thought wave as reflected from the 
Atman according to Rama. 


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( 7 ) 

( 7 ) 

0 ) 

I. Desultory consciousness 

II. Synthetic consciousness 

( 7 ) 

III. Re-cognitive consciousness 

o 

U 
(7 ) 

r -• 

IV. Desultory consciousness 

o 

U 

V. Synthetic consciousness 


VI. The eternal moment of self-consciousness 


It is desirable not to cool down the head but to 
warm it up in order to make it discerning and 
active. 

The chilling influences contract the association 
fibres that connect groups into systems, 
communities, clusters, and constellations. The fine 
processes of the nerve-cells, the dendrons, or the 
terminal aborization, or the collaterals that touch 
these dendrons, thus forming the elementary 
group, retract and cease to come in contact. 

Such disaggregation is not organic but functional, 
in the beginning; it is physiological and not 
anatomical. 


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•k -k -k -k 

Hypnoidization: Singing or chanting, afterwards 
relating the thoughts that passed in heart during 
music. 

Karana Upadhi Subconscious Self 

Show hesitation and it will show fight; command 
authoritatively, and it will obey slavishly. 


•k -k -k -k 

Intensity, of personality is in inverse proportion to 
the number of aggregated men. 


■k -k -k -k 

Jijnasa (Utkat) is a great factor in realizing anything. 
Even the Sabdapramana - "Putraste Jatah" throws 
into the shade (oblivion) all the Pratyaksha objects: 
Athaato Brahma Jijnaasaa. 


■k -k -k -k 

Unrighteous thoughts and actions disaggregate the 
consciousness, and diffusion of pursuits brings 
about the similar disastrous disaggregation 
resulting in lunacy, confusion, weakness, and 
failure. 


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Within the limits of law alone lies liberty. 

Line of least resistance 
To save from disaggregation 

(Here is an Urdu verse) 

Even Prarabdha Karmani can be destroyed by 
Asamprajmit Samadhi, though not 'through simple 
Dhyanam. So says Vijnana Bhikshu in Yoga Vartika 
and Yogasangraha. 

According to Rama also the psychology of (Urdu 
word) is changeable through special 
somnambulism. 

To leave Prarabdha alone is burning the carcase and 
to burn Prarabdha is healthy cremation. 


* -k -k -k 

Forced respect (and honour) we cannot pay to 
Brahmans or anybody. 

How can we look up to a thing when it is below 
us? 


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•k -k -k -k 

The rising sun and sunset for contemplation. 

1. If man were not suggestible (docile), no 
education could be possible. 

2. The stiff arm of the psychologist induces 
catalepsy. 

3. Cholera, etc., caught by the sight. 

4. Why not the Sun impart the Sun-spirit? 


■k -k -k -k 

Manasobhyudayo Naaso Mano Naaso Mahodayah 

The rise of the Mind is its death and its destruction 
is its rise. 

Jnaanatojnaanato vaapi yatkinchit kurute narah 
Tatsarvam bhagavaneva kurute yogamaayayaa or 

Naahamkartaa sarvametadbrahmaiva kurute tathaa 
Etadbrahmaarpanam proktam rishibhistatvadarsibhih 

What a man does, either knowingly or 
unknowingly, is done by God through His Yoga 
Maya. 


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“I am not the doer, all this is done by Brahma" is 
called Brahmarpanam by the Rishis acquainted 
with Truth. 


k k k k 


Purvaabhyaasabalaat kaaryaa Na lokyo na ca vaidikah 
Apunyapaapasarvaatmaa jivanmukta sa ucyate 

Lokyo - social Vaidiko - religious 

He ought to do only such actions as are due to his 
former habits. 

Critics and fault-finders make their appearance 
only when in our heart of hearts we have run 
against the law of Harmony. 

Critics and fault-finders are like the sand and ashes 
meant to cleanse and purify you. 


k k k k 

Without Karma Kanda there can be no Jnana 
without physical activity (exercise of motor 
muscles), there can be no realization of Aham 
Brahmasmi. 


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This Jnana is the normal, natural condition of the 
mind in a healthy, vigorous state. 


k k k k 


SOCIETY OR SOLITUDE? 

Our safety is in the skill with which we keep the 
diagonal line. Solitude is impracticable and society 
fatal. We must keep our head in the one and our 
hands in the other. Keep your independence, yet 
do not lose your sympathy. 

Says Montesquieu: 

"Countries are well cultivated not as they are 
fertile, but as they are free." And the remark holds 
not less _ but more true of the culture of men than 
of the tillage of land. 


k k k k 

"It is too late to be studying Hebrew (Sanskrit); it is 
more important to understand even the slang of 
today." - Thoreau. 


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Apparent contradictions in Bhagavad Gita 

I. (a) Yadgatvaa na nivartante 
taddhaama paramam mama 
(b) Sambhavaami yuge yuge 

II. (a) Chatuwidhaa bhajante maam.. . 

Jnaani tvaatmaiva me matam VII 16-17 
(b) Yogi exalted above all. VI 46 

III (a) Nahi Jnanena sadrisam 
pavitramiha vidyate 
Tatsvayam Yogasamsiddhah 
kaalenaatmani vindanti IV 38 

There is in this world no means of sanctification 
like knowledge and that one perfected by devotion 
finds in one's self in time. 

In Aitareya Brahman, the glory of the Saurian is 
declared to be higher than that of the Rik. 

In the Chhandogya Upanishad, the same is said to 
be the essence of the Rik. 

Shankar declares the Saman as more weighty. 


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Gita speaks the same way. 

Now Manu, IV, 123-124 declares the sound of 
Sama-Veda unholy. 

Apastamba Dharma-Sutra groups the Saman 
sound with the noises of dogs and asses, 

Gita refers to the duties of Caste depending upon 
inner qualities. 

Apastamba and Manu inculcate the prerogatives of 
Caste expressly depending on heredity. 

Mark the difference of stress on duty and 
prerogative. 


SAVING ADVICE 

Whatever happens, O man of God, trace its 
ultimate cause in your own self, instead of wasting 
your time and energy in criticising others for it. 

Raise yourself to Godhead and the whole chain of 
causation in the universe becomes immediately 
subservient to you. 


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The matters seemed to go amiss only when you 
were "centre out." 

There is hut one Reality. You might observe how the 
wave has broadened at some distance from you 
and how it is working in others (to read the 
properties of things), but bear always in mind that 
it originated from you and none else. 


k k k k 

If the evil-counsellors seemingly are to blame, why 
did you draw them to you by developing tower 
affinity? 

If others begin to judge your companions before 
you in regard to the matters concerning you, take 
their words as coming from the dupes of foreign 
historians writing about the motives of ancient 
Hindus in a learned style. 

You know better than any adviser. Of what use is 
your Vedantic wisdom, if you are to be guided by 
the worldly wise? 

Remember, you alone are to blame for what 
transpires around you. 


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Correct yourself first and all else will become 
corrected or corrigible, never otherwise. Let the 
order for correction to the environments go 
through the right channel, i.e., with the royal seal 
of your true redeemed Godhead. OM! 


k k k k 

Anything that a magistrate wants to carry out on 
personal authority not as the benches order will be 
mischief-breeder, but even a constable, with the 
uniform on, can seize any official. 


k k k k 

Does it mean self-condemnation? 

No. Because Rama does not want you to dwell 
upon any sin of omission or commission (any 
details), but Rama wants you to lash up the lazy- 
consciousness to Godhead. As to any sin of 
omission or commission &part from the flagging of 
truth-consciousness there is none. The very same 
conduct brings glory now and disgrace at other 
times, matters very little in itself. 


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ORGANIZATION 

Your league should be with Truth alone. Even if 
you are obliged to stand alone, live with Truth, die 
in Truth. If on the ethereal heights of Truth-living 
thou art left alone, the Sun of Righteousness should 
be companion enough for you. Comrades will 
begin to pour in by taking the living suggestion 
from you. That organization will be natural. Don't 
run after organizing. 

I do not want to produce any converts. I simply 
live the Truth. 

Truth requires no defence and defenders. Does the 
sunlight require any apostles and messengers? 

I do not spread the truth, the Truth speeds through 
me. 


If the people of India all forsake me, what care I? I 
am the Truth. 

Jesus, his own people forsook him, rejected him, 
what of that, then? 


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Other nations, who were his spiritual neighbours, 
took him up. 

If the past and present generations cast me out, all 
future is mine, as sure as the Sun must rise 
tomorrow. Every new discovery of Truth always 
starts with a minority of one. 

Do the Vedanta texts say the same things? Did 
Shams-i-Tabrez sing the same melody? Did the 
strong Gopal Singh and sweet Bulla shah of the 
Punjab chant the same hymn? Did Christ babble 
the same Truth? That is nothing to me* Let millions 
of people before me have seen the same moon, my 
'Id comes when I see her. 


•k * -k -k 

Shankar's great mistake was that he did hide his 
light beneath a bushel. Why waste his time in 
torturing the old texts to squeeze out the Truth 
which was to him a matter of personal realization, 
than which there can be no higher authority? 
Others came, they took the same helpless words 
and forced out meanings of their own from the 
very same texts. All along the dreadful error was to 


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invert the natural order, the living Self was made a 
slave to the ghosts of old books. 

Dear, you may not relish these ideas, but 
remember it is unmixed love that speaks. 

(Here is an Urdu verse) 

Does a simple mathematical truth, say, "the two 
angles of a triangle are together greater than the 
third " gain a whit in weight if Christ, Mohammad, 
Buddha, Zoroaster, Vedas and all come and bear 
testimony to it. 


k k k k 

Confound not "Truth" which is defined as the same 
yesterday, today, and forever with a particular 
occurrence. 

Truth is to be known and not like the latter an 
incident to be believed on authority. 

The Law of Gravitation we know ourselves and we 
do not believe in it on the authority of Newton. 


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Chemical Truths, unless we know them, directly 
through experiments, it is sinful crushing of the 
intellect to stuff the brain by BELIEF in them. 


k k k k 

Is it not a pity that the world has had to pick up 
religion in a haphazard way from the gutters of 
choking theology? 

It is time to make a SCIENCE of RELIGION. Come, 
have it, this is what Rama calls Practical Vedanta. 

Let us use the Prophets and Scriptures instead of 
being used by them. 

The Laws are for man, man is not for Laws. 


k k k k 

Does Vedanta stand in need of proof and 
argumentation? Why? Mere enunciation of it in the 
proper form is proof incontrovertible. 


k k k k 

Looking straight means looking at persons as we 
look at trees and rivers, fearlessly projecting no 


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personality in them as a child, fearlessly seeing my 
own Self and no stranger. 

Who has life? 

Who can die at any instant for Truth? 

He-goat, die to create Id for some! 


•k k k k 

In so far as she-goat is selfish, she is foolish. Rest 
assured! All her seeming cunning will avail not 
against your self-sacrificing wisdom. 


k k k k 

Do not take up the "wood, hay, or stubble" of the 
old which has been tried in the fire and found 
wanting. 

Twelve hundred patriots being slain, the people 
woke in France. 

VEDANTA IN PRACTICE - THE ANCIENT 

GREEKS 

In the act of self-sacrifice for promoting the 
interests of the State, every citizen became 


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conscious of spiritual freedom, and as it were, 
realized his "True Self." 

As Thucydides says of the citizens of ancient 
Athens, "their bodies they devote to their country, 
as though they belonged to other men; their true 
self is their mind which is most truly their own 
when employed in her service" 

DARWIN'S GOSPEL OF EVOLUTION 

"Marry, multiply, let the strongest live, and the 
weakest die." 

Do not look for "Respectable following." 

They say: "Such and such a companion of yours is 
good for nothing" 

Rama: Even a nothing (cipher) increases the value 
of a figure ten times being placed on the right side. 

Thus even the lower class of people as followers 
increase the power of a sect. 


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Dear would-be Teachers and Reformers: Waste no 
time with the high officials who have sold their 
liberty for a hundred to a thousand rupees a 
month, whose energy -is sucked by the 
Government, whose vitality is sapped by the 
routine-work (an orange all sucked). What can you 
get from the vile remnant of meatless bones 
chewed dry and thrown away by foreigners? 
Worshipful and honourable Thakurs of stone 
whose very honour consists in their slavery. 

To Reformers 

The root of the tree of nationality are women, 
children, and Sudras. The so-called higher classes 
are only the fruit Neglect the root and you deprive 
yourself of everything. 

Your personality might be exalted through rich 
men, but Truth will advance through poor people. 

Seek the poor and as to the rich let them follow the 
line of least resistance. 


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Dharma Law -^Eternal Law 

When great ideas have once been into the world 
and formulated, they may he misrepresented, 
thwarted, or even defeated and made to retire for a 
time into the back-ground, but they are destined 
not to perish and they continue to live a life of their 
own till in the fullness of time the advance of 
human thought and morality reaches a stage of 
evolution when it becomes possible to realize them 
in the social order. 

Call my thoughts Utopian, but they are Truth. 
Truth crushed to earth shall rise again. The eternal 
years of God are hers. Tin's is the true fiery lava 
gushing out or spouting from the volcano of 
human breast. 

An idea which is used as a weapon of controversy 
is on the way to lose its universality and to be 
turned into a half-truth. 


* -k -k * 

Each man must find the Truth for himself. 


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To teach Sanskrit for Reform in India: "He asked 
for bread and received a stone" . 

(Here is an Urdu verse) 

The so-called (worldly) wisdom-^ Excuses of 
Ignorance Spiritual beauty is the Universal 
conqueror. 


(Here is an Urdu verse) 

All hearts are precious. The fools of reformers care 
only for the silver ring of intellect in which that 
diamond is set. He turns out to be a Prophet who 
picks up hearts and values all hearts alike. Hearts 
are the reality. Care not in "the least about the 
shadows of forms. Only fools talk about the 
bigness of shadows and are drawn towards them. 
Heart, heart is the reality. Do not IKS misled by the 
outward grandeur. If you have gained one heart 
and turned away a hundred Appearances, you are 
a gainer. 

The way to win (heart) is to give (heart). 
Remember that all appetites are limited. All 
hungers can be appeased. No ambition is infinite. 


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All ambition can terminate All desiring can be 
satisfied. Be not unbalanced at the demands of 
your neighbours. 


k k k k 

Give them as far as you can and naturally all that 
they have will be laid at your feet. Love conquers 
all. 


k k k k 

When your neighbour makes a mistake 
encroaching on your comfort, it proceeded from 
ignorance. Enlighten him on the special point. 
Unbalanced fools on such occasions begin to 
disarm the faultless features of the erring 
neighbour. 


k k k k 

You need only to remove the discordant element 
and not break the harmony of the well- 
proportioned compound. 


k k k k 

Proceed on the axioms that all are godly and 
everyone must behave as God if only you behave 
as God toward them. 


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Even conscious Politicism is the waste of time and 
energy on the surface. Fever of Avidya. 


k k k k 

It is not any kind of food, say, nuts, fruits, curds, 
meats, etc., that are good or bad, dyspeptic or 
laxative etc., in themselves; it is the mixture with 
the stronger or weaker ingredients that causes the 
stomach to prolapse and hence all forms of 
dyspepsia. 

So, it is not persons in themselves that are good or 
bad, it is the inharmonious association that is to 
blame. 

There is no fair of over-doing or under-doing 
where people go by natural impulses. Let the 
hearts beat and meet. When the electrified objects 
draw closer and closer, they naturally turn back to 
the normal position after once touching each other. 

Let Truth gain such immense proportions for you 
as before its magnitude all the appearances and 
vanity show of purses and persons may volatilize 
into evanescence. And when your identification 
with Truth is true and intense enough. 


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1. The shafts of malice shall not penetrate to you. 

2. The rhinoceros shall find no point where in to 
drive his horn. 

3. The tiger shall find no room to fix his claws. 

4. The sword shall find no place to thrust itself. 

5. The cannon balls raining on your body shall not 
touch you. 


OM! 

(An Urdu word is used here) are not different. One 
cannot be without the other. One and the same 
form two stand-points. 


k k k k 

Energy or matter, if any, is God. The Law of 
preservation of matter and energy is essentially 
relative and its relative counter-formula would be: 
“All change is purely change of form, it is not a 
change of the innermost nature of reality." 

The terms 'matter' and 'energy' are abstractions 
which denote two general qualities the identity of 
which can be traced in the various transformations 
of all phenomena. They represent the universal 


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features of that which is real, not entities, no 
independent existences, not things in themselves. 


k k k k 

National application: If we do not change the 
previous arrangement, it will change of itself with 
vengeance. 

A perfect jnani asks no question and not even does 
he think (An Urdu word) questions personal. 


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NOTE BOOK No. 10 

Woe unto you when all men shall speak well of 
you! For so did their fathers to the false prophets. 

There are depths in man that go the length of the 
lowest Hell as there are heights that reach the 
highest Heaven; - for are not both Heaven and Hell 
made out of Him, made by Him, everlasting 
Miracle and Mystery as he is. 

"The whole history of religion since the beginning 
of the Christian era combines to show that 
Christianity is a religion which can make men 
good, only if they are good already." - Hegel 

FRUITS OF REALISATION 

It was seen that they make shiploads of the pearls, 
diamonds, rubies, and gems that you shower along 
your way and never content go on making load 
and load but somehow I am in love with Thee. I 
wish not to make shiploads, nor even to load my 
pockets. Your suns and stars - the ruin of your 
love-sparks - your creations and lights - all these 
may be good for astronomers and scientists and 

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other men to see and enjoy and for gods to rule 
and govern, but to me, O my Beloved, Thy 
presence. Thy sight, the possession of Thee is all. 

I am not anxious to live, for these years you can 
give to some, more monkeys to be men, but if Thou 
wishest me to live, I will live not to work but to 
keep gazing at Thee. The poor astronomer sees 
only stars, I see Thee - O source of infinite Beauty, 
Joy, and Love. To love is better than to live. To 
witness is better than to act. I will not be actor then, 
I will live and move in Thee. 


k k k k 

To paint is one thing and to know a tree is quite 
another. I may know a leaf and yet not paint it. 


k k k k 

A man, who cannot govern himself, cannot be free 
since others must govern him. So, a nation that 
cannot govern herself cannot be independent. 

The whole world dwells in the eyes, yet not a straw 
can stay on the eye. 


k k k k 


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The lamp is glorious, yet it is lit by yourself. 

1. Objects, visible through light and eyes. 

2. Light, visible through eyes alone. 

3. Atman visible by itself. 

The crow sees only the body; (Urdu word) sees the 
(pearl) Truth. Sky is not disturbed by the air; so 
Atma intact by (Urdu word). 

Om multiplied thousand-fold when spoken not 
only through tongue but through (Urdu word). 

Hard mountains and hard Earth produce soft 
flowers, beautiful foliage; why should not hard 
hearts and stone bosoms? 


•k k k k 

We must distinguish between causes and 
occasions. 


k k k k 

Stretch the old formula to cover the new thing. 

Fear implies lack of faith. Fear invites danger. Fear 
is the most expensive guest to entertain. We invite 
what we fear. 


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Memory, like all other qualities of the mind, is 
moderated or regulated by a certain condition of 
the brain, but does not depend on any particular 
part of this organ. 

A willing horse may be spurred into rebellion. 


k k k k 

Castles in the air are always necessary before we 
can have castles on the ground before we can have 
castles in which to live. 

The beautiful horns of cows and bulls terrify you, 
lest your bowels are 'torn. You always think of the 
poison of snake but not the beauty of its skin. You 
always dread lion's roar but never try to hear and 
enjoy the wild music of his thunder. 


k k k k 

Is it not a diseased brain that makes you afraid of 
the walls and curtains and lamps and swords, 
antelope horns, the tiger faces, pictures of your 
friends and other sundry tapestries that adorn your 
drawing rooms. Can you not feel this world a 
state-hall set with trophies of your hunting 
excursions? 


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The morning breeze blows and is not anxious how 
many and what sort of flowers bloom, it only 
blows in everything and those buds that are full 
ripe to sprout, open their eyes. 


k k k k 

But be what may, the whole affair borrows its 
grandeur from only one reaction of Chemistry. 

It is only one reaction of the heart that brings about 
a happy revolution in the whole country. 


k k k k 

The cock does not crow but the light of the dawn 
makes him crow. 


k k k k 

What is the motive force which drives your hand 
to wash your face or scratch your head or dress 
you up? 


k k k k 

Should the day of Truth not dawn in courtesy to 
your night of Ignorance? 

Is an infant less wonderful than a man; an acorn 
less wonderful than an oak tree; a cell, including A 


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potentially within itself all that it has to become 
hereafter, less wonderful than all the moving 
creatures that have life? 


k k k k 

Let the Sun and the Moon like humming bees play 
upon the lotus of your heart. 

Dissolve the Sun in the sea of your mind. 


k k k k 

In midnight look at the barn of stars, O Raj hans\ 
pearls thy favourite dish, thy golden beak picking 
up each and every star, afloat on the bosom of the 
Mansarovar of Infinity. 


k k k k 

The moment we come to love a thing, it no longer 
carries harm for us. 


k k k k 

The very fact of one's holding the thought of 
perfect health sets into operation vital forces which 
will in time be more or less productive of the effect 
- perfect health. 


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With a mind at peace, and with a heart going out 
in love to all, go into the quiet of your own interior 
Self. 


k k k k 

Those who desire one thing and expect another 
have a house divided against itself. They suffer. 


k k k k 

Beauty and pleasure is an accidental or momentary 
coincidence of the universal and the particular, and 
an earnest of their complete reconciliation. 

The mental attitude Ave take toward anything 
determines its effects upon us. 

If we fear it, or if we antagonize it, the chances are 
that it will have detrimental or even disastrous 
effects upon us. 

If we come into harmony with it by quietly 
recognizing and inwardly asserting our superiority 
over it, it will carry with it no injury for us. 

Of itself it has no power, it has only the power you 
invest it with. 


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In one kingdom at least be a ruler, - the kingdom of 
your mind, and be it yours to dictate what shall 
and what shall not enter there. 


k k k k 

The bodies of thousands today would be much 
better eared for if their owners gave them less care 
and thought. Those who think the least of their 
bodies enjoy the best health. 


k k k k 

As a man thinketh, so he is; Rise, then, and think 
with God. 


k k k k 

In the sea of troubles and opposition the man of 
divine knowledge can never sink, as the Sun can 
never be drowned in darkness. 


k k k k 

The most dangerous of the three great enemies of 
reason and knowledge is not malice, but ignorance, 
or, perhaps, indolence. 


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How can the disease of personality be cured so 
long as relations, plans and "doing good" and 
"accomplishing something" is there? 


k k k k 

Let us have at least the dignity of trees and rivers. 

Healthy life is impossible without a constant 
throwing off of what has been exhausted, and 
scientific progress is impossible without our 
leaving behind those that came before us, even 
though they were giants in their days. 


k k k k 

When God speaks to God, then God responds, and 
shows forth as God. But when devil speaks to 
devil, then devil responds, and the devil is always 
to pay. 


k k k k 

The whole of his force is wasted in the run and 
nothing is left for the leap. 


k k k k 

We are near awaking when we dream that we 
dream. 


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It is far more easy to ask for what is impossible 
than to do what is possible. 


k k k k 

I hold it as a changeless law, 

From which no soul can sway or swerve, 

We have that in us which will draw 
Whatever we need or most deserve. 

Health and strength will be your unquestioned 
portion provided you pay more attention to your 
internal and consequently less to the external states 
with their supposed but unreal necessities. 


k k k k 

Take no thought about the body as to what ye shall 
eat, what ye shall drink, and what ye shall put on. 
Look at the lilies in the field.... This is to Vive the 
life that tells. 

One need remain in no hell longer than he himself 
chooses to. One can rise to any heaven he himself 
chooses; and when he chooses so to rise, all the 
higher powers of the universe combine to help him 
heavenward. 


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Philosophy advances not so much by the answers 
given to difficult problems, as by the starting of 
new problems, and by asking questions which no 
one else would think of asking. 


k k k k 

Ethics - Real morality implies a habitual temper of 
mind, which cannot be artificially produced by 
mere teaching. 


k k k k 

"The objectivity of God has gone hand in hand 
with the slavery and corruption of man." 


k k k k 

Sin means misdirected energy. 

Thou shalt be in league with the stones of the field, 
and the beasts of the forest shall be at peace with 
you. 


k k k k 

It was Virgil who in describing the crew which in 
his mind would win the race said of them, - They 
can because they think they can. 


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Back of thy parents and grandparents lies The 
Great Eternal Will! That too is thine Inheritance, - 
strong, beautiful, divine, sure lever of success for 
one who tries. 


k k k k 

Be yourself; don't class yourself among the second- 
hand among the they -say people. 


k k k k 

Don't give yourself over as an ingredient to the 
"Mush of Concession." Just be yourself. No 
courtesy to the "night of ignorance." Why should 
the world be so poor as to be all the time asking 
this and that of you? Your living as God is favour 
enough upon the people. Be God and this is the 
highest boon you can confer upon mankind. 


k k k k 

The one who strives for Effect is always fooled 
more than he succeeds in fooling others. 


k k k k 

A good book passes from reader to reader, 
circulating from mouth to mouth, and it publishes 
itself. 


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If I can lead anyone to the conscious realization of 
his own Divinity, dispel fear, inspire 
independence: I can then well afford to be careless 
as to whether the critics praise or whether they 
blame. If it is blame, then under these 
circumstances it is as the cracking of a few dead sticks 
on the ground below, compared to the matchless music 
that the soft spring gale is breathing through the great 
pine forest. 


k k k k 

Don't you preach dead Christ. In his own words, 
let the dead bury their dead. Teach as did Jesus, the 
Christ within, the living God. 


k k k k 

Some people complain of religion dying out. 
Religion dying out? How can anything die before it 
is really born? 


k k k k 

When you are in the arms of the bear even though 
he is hugging you, look him in the face and laugh, 
and all the time keep your eye on God (bull). If you 
allow all of your attention to be given to the work 


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of the bear, the bull may get entirely out of your 
sight. 


k k k k 

Pleasures imply ease - ease of inertia, which must 
be overcome. Happiness, bliss embraces the ease of 
innate selflessness which must be kept up. 


k k k k 

In a museum there was a picture of St. Michael with 
his foot on Satan's neck. The richness of the picture is 
in large part due to the fiend's figure being there. 
The world is all the richer for having the devil in it, 
so long as we keep our foot upon his neck. 

The soul grows in happiness just as the outward 
state grew more intolerable. There is no other 
Emotion than religions emotion that can bring a 
man to this peculiar pass. 


k k k k 

Religion makes easy and felicitous what in any 
case is necessary, i.e. Surrender. 

Religion = the feelings, acts and experiences of 
individual men in their solitude, so far as they 


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apprehend themselves to stand in relation to 
whatever they may consider the Divine. (Prof. 
James). 


■k k k k 

Religion and Neurology: To the medical 
Materialist: The liver determines the dicta of the 
sturdy atheist as decisively as it does those of the 
devotee. 

Scientific theories are organically conditioned just 
as much as religious emotions are. If by this or that 
medicine you claim to cure religio-mania, hence 
calling it a disease: I can cure all your scientific 
capacities by a drug; or we can cure a man of his 
life by some poisonous chemical. Would that prove 
that scientific acumen or life are diseases? No. Just 
as no medicines can make us scientists, so no 
chemical can give us the religious sense. 

Worth measured by results: "What right have we to 
believe Nature under any obligations to do her 
work by means of complete minds only? It is the 
work that is done, and the quality in the worker by 
which it was done, that is .alone of moment; and it 
may be no great matter from a cosmical stand- 


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point if in other qualities of character, he was 
singularly defective." A tree is known by the fruit it 
bears. "By their fruits ye shall know them, not by 
their roots." "Not that which goes into but that 
which comes out of him," This is Parasamvedya. 

The S vasamvedya element is, care not for the fruit, 
mind ye only the watering of the tree. 


k k k k 

One can live only so long as one is intoxicated, 
drunk with life. 


k k k k 

The best repentance is to be up and act for 
righteousness and forget that you ever had 
relations with sin. - Spinoza 


k k k k 

Evil is a disease, but worry over a disease is a 
worse disease. 

Thy enemy would make thee believe, as soon as 
thou fallest into any fault that thou walkest in 
error, telling thee of thy misery and making a giant 
of it. O blessed soul, open thine eyes; and shut the 


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gate against these diabolical suggestions, trusting 
in the mercy divine. Would not he be a mere fool 
who running at tournament with others and falling 
in the best of the career should lie weeping on the 
ground and brooding; over his fall. Man, lose no 
time, get up and take the course again; for to rise 
quickly and continue the race again is as good as 
having no fall at all. 


•k * -k -k 

Official moralists advise us never to relax our 
strenuousness. "Be vigilant day and night," they 
adjure us, " hold your passive tendencies in check; 
shrink from no effort; keep your will like a bow 
always bent; all the time on the rack". The tense 
and Voluntary attitude is bound to become a fever 
and torment. Their machinery refuses to run at all 
when the bearings are made so hot and the belts so 
tight. Under these circumstances the way to 
success is by "Surrender," rest, relaxation, 
abnegation, grace, faith. 


■k -k -k -k 

The capacity or incapacity for it is what divides the 
religious from the merely moralistic character. 


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The medico-materialistic explanation is that simple 
cerebral processes act more freely where they are 
left to act automatically by the shunting out of 
physiologically higher ones which seeking to 
regulate only succeed in inhibiting results. 


* -k -k -k 

Conversion: The word 'soul' need not be taken in 
the ontological sense. Buddhists or Humians might 
describe the same facts in the phenomenal terms. 
For them the soul is only a succession of fields of 
Consciousness: yet there is found in each field a 
part or subfield which figures as focal and contains 
the excitement and from which, as from a centre, 
the aim seems to be taken. Talking of this part we 
involuntarily apply words of perspective to 
distinguish it from the rest, words like "here," 
"this," "now," "mine" or "me"; and we ascribe to the 
other parts the positions "there," "then," "that," 
"his," or "thine," "it," "not me." But a "here" can 
change to a "there" and a "there" become a "here," 
and what was "mine" and what was "not mine" 
change their places. 


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Centre of gravity of man's thoughts varies 
according as his body of thoughts undergoes 
variations. 


■k k k k 

"One can see no farther into a generalization than 
just so far as one's previous acquaintance with 
particulars enables one to take it in." (Agassis) 

"Man's extremity is God's opportunity." "Let one 
do all in one's power and one's nervous system will 
do the rest" . 


k k k k 

The hot place in a man's Consciousness, the group 
of ideas to which he devotes himself and from 
which he works may be called the Habitual Centre 
of his personal Energy. It makes a great difference 
whether one set of his ideas or another be the 
centre of his energy. To say that a man is converted 
means that religious ideas, previously peripheral in 
his consciousness now take a central place and that 
religious aims form the habitual centre of his 
energy. 


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Up to what stage of spiritual development the 
Spiritual Excitement suffers a reaction? 


k k k k 

The degree of Spiritual Excitement can get at last 
so high and strong as to be sovereign. 


k k k k 

If we should conceive, for example, that the human 
mind with its different possibilities of equilibrium, 
might be like a many-sided solid with different 
surfaces on which it could lie flat, we might liken 
mental revolutions to the spatial revolutions of 
such a body. As it is pried up, say by a lever, from 
a position in which it lies on surface. A, for 
instance* it will linger for a time unstably half way 
up, and if the lever cease to wage it, it will tumble 
back or relapse under the continued pull of 
gravity. But if at last it rotate far enough for its 
centre of gravity to pass beyond surface A 
altogether, the body will fill over on surface B, say, 
and abide there permanently. The pulls of gravity 
towards A have vanished and may now be 
disregarded. The polyhedron has become immune 
against farther attraction from their direction. 


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Prof. Starbuck expresses the radical destruction of 
old influences physiologically as a cutting off of the 
connection between higher and lower cerebral 
centres. This condition is often reflected in 
experiences like the following: — 

"Temptations from without still assail me, but there 
is nothing within to respond to them." 

The Ego here is wholly identified with the higher 
centres whose quality of feeling is that of 
withinness. 


k k k k 

Perfect conduct is a relation between three terms: 
the actor, the object for which he acts, and the 
recipients of the action. There must be harmony 
between the three: intention, execution, and 
reception. 

One hears of the mechanical equivalent of heat. 
What, we now need to discover in the social realm 
is the moral equivalent of war: something heroic 
that will speak to men as universally as war does 
and yet will be as compatible with their spiritual 
selves as war has proved itself to be incompatible. 


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Carrying your life on the palm of your head, 
making yourself manure to the tree of nationality. 
Hardhearted, hard-headed, hard-fisted. 


k k k k 

An appeal to numbers has no logical force. 


k k k k 

Religion is indeed a thing of the heart. But that 
which enters the heart must first be discerned by 
the intelligence to be true. It must be seen as 
having in its own nature a right to dominate 
feeling. 

Creeds are the grammar of religion. Speech never 
proceeded from Grammar but the reverse. As 
speech progresses and changes from unknown 
causes, grammar must follow. 

Grammar, the grave of language. 


k k k k 

Ordinary Philosophy is like it hound hunting big 
own trail. The more he hunts, the farther he has to 
go. We travel on a journey that was accomplished 


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before we set out. The real end is gained when we 
stay still. 


k k k k 

Pleasure comes of the realization of desire, but the 
desire is primarily for something else than the 
pleasure. The pleasure-seeker is an abstraction. To 
such a one all pleasure must cease. 


DYING TO LIVE 

In a world which is essentially spiritual it is 
impossible to conceive that the essential law of 
spiritual life should not be the truth that underlies, 
overreaches and interprets all other laws and it is 
impossible to conceive that the existence of 
spiritual beings should be a means to an external 
end or a link, like the other links in a chain of 
causation. A party first truly shows itself to have 
won the victory when it breaks up into two parties: 
- thus giving a proof of vitality. 


k k k k 


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Subject = Observer's point of view. 

As the intelligence can shift itself, as it were, all 
sorts of points of view, it is one with all observers, 
it can further see things from the universal point of 
view. Especially does Science break away from 
personal subjectivity and see things as they are 
objectively. 

Universality is readily confused with emptiness or 
passivity because it is freedom from all that is 
particular. In this sense it is sometimes said that 
true Science consists in silencing our own ideas 
that nature alone may speak. Nature, however, can 
speak only to an intelligence, and as an intelligence 
speaks in it. The aim of the relative discipline of 
Science is to free the subjective intelligence from all 
that separates it from the object; but if by that 
process thought were really made passive and 
empty, along With the partiality and one-sidedness 
of consciousness, consciousness itself would 
disappear. The process of the liberation of thought 
from itself, therefore, is not the mere negation of 
thought; it is* the negation of thought and being 
alike as separate from each other, and the 


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revelation of their implicit unity. Here is the mind 
made to renounce its idols: 

VOICE BUILDING EXERCISE 

1. Practise Glottis stroke exercise in the book. 

2. Whisper the vowels: — a, e, i, o, u, ow, oy, ea A h 
three times and then at once speak thenv sharply 
and loudly each three times. 

3. Speak each of the above vowels sharply and 
loudly nine times. 

4. Laugh them. 

5. Sob „ 

6. Pant „ 

7. Sigh „ 

Now proceed with soft-tone exercise in the book. 
Now prolong softly without wavering each of the 
vowels. Now while sounding the vowels move 
jaws from side to side as rapidly as possible. Now 
proceed with swelling tone exercises in the book. 
Now swell on each vowel. 

Now swell on vowels continuously. 

EXERCISES IN INFLEXION 


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Major rising. 

Major falling. 

Both, 

Minor rising followed by minor falling. 

Minor rising followed by major falling. 

Major rising followed by minor falling. 

Circumflex rising and falling monotone. 

All these to be exercised with the vowels. 

Religion is decried as a relic of barbarism. Now 
animals and barbarians also eat as we do. Should 
we not say on that ground that Eating is a relic of 
Barbarism? 

Being shared by the Savage along with the 
civilized, religion is something which appeases the 
hunger and thirst of the Soul and is as essential as 
food for the body. The articles of food, the way of 
eating may be changed from time to time, but 
eating itself can never be given up, nor can anyone 
of the essentials in food be spared. 


k k k k k 

1. What is the greatest riddle? 

A: Life, for we all have to give it up. 


2. Safest Banks, best stock, most profitable share? 

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A: The farmer's earth banks, live stock and 
ploughshares. 

3. How can you always have what you please? 

A: If you will be pleased with what you have. 

4. What is matter? 

A: Never mind. What is mind? No matter. 

5. What man is born with three hands? 

A: The man who gets a right hand, a left-hand and 
a little behind-hand. 

6. I tremble at each breath of air and yet can 
heaviest burden bear? 

A: Water. 

7. What does the worthy man think is more 
blessed to give than to receive? 

A: Kicks, pills and advice. 

8. What common thing is very uncommon? 

A: Common sense. 

9. Why are people very generous when they hear a 
sermon? 


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A: They give it all away. 

10. Which is the largest room in the world? 

A: Room for improvement. 

11. What is it that a king can do and God cannot? 

A: A King can banish or deport men of his 

subjects from his kingdom, God cannot. 

12. What does a man see every day and God 
never sees? 

A: His equal. 

13. What is better than an idea? 

A: You dear. 

14. Why does a preacher have an easier time 
than a Doctor or lawyer? 

A: Easier to preach than practise. 

15. What low-born ill-bred fellow has noble 
blood in him? 

A: A flea when it bites lords and ladies. 

16. An Englishman to Abraham Lincoln: What 
was your family coat of arms? 


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A: Shirt-sleeves. 

17. This side of the river is "the other side"? 

A: That is one side, therefore, this is the other 

side. 

18. When is the new birth reliable? 

A: When the second birth precedes the first one. 

19. What did Adam first plant in the garden of 
Eden? 

A: His foot. 

20. Why are potatoes and corn like the 
Pharisees? 

A: They have eyes and see not, and ears and 

hear not. 

21. Zeno said, "Motion is impossible." 

A: A body cannot move in the place where it is, 

for the place is no larger than the body, and it 
cannot move in another place, because it is not 
there. Ans. - But it can move out of one place into 
another. 

22. A cat has nine tails. 

A: One cat (I) one tail 


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No cat (8) eight tails 

Therefore, one cat nine tails. Such is the 
lame logic of Naiyayikas and other-scholastic 
polemical philosophers of India and Europe. 

23. Palindromes 

According to Sidney Smith, how did Adam 
introduce himself to Eve? Madam, Pm Adam. 
Napoleon speaks of himself "Able was I ere I saw 
Elba" 

24. Squaring the circle. 

Cl R C L E 
I C A R U S 
RAREST 
CREATE 
LUSTRE 
ESTEEM 

25. How can you get rid of a caller who doesn't 
know when to go? 

A: Do as Longfellow used to do; invite them out 

to see the view from the piazza, after which it is 
easier to go than to return to the house. 


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26. A good-hearted man is more apt to become 
dissipated than a mean man, because - 

A: Sweet things spoil more easily than sour 
things; and warm things more easily than cold 
things. 

27. We say: "Strike while the iron is hot." But 
what did Cromwell say? 

A: Not only strike while the iron is hot, but 

make it hot by striking. Don't simply improve a 
chance when you have it, but make a chance. 

28. Why are newspapers reliable? 

A: They lie, then they lie again, or they re lie, 

and so are reliable. 

29. "Variety is the spice of life." What, then, is the 
food of life? 

A: Uniformity, regularity, order. 

30. What poet does everybody want? 

A: Moore (more). 

31. What is the difference between a soldier and 
a belle? 


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A: The one faces the powder and the other 

powders the face. 

32. What does everybody give and few take? 

A: Advice. 

33. What gives a cold, cures the old and pays a 
doctor? 

A: A draught. 

34. Difference between a book and a cat? 

A: The one has the claws at the end of the paws; 

the other has the pause at the end of the clause. 

35. I often murmur but never weep; always lie in 
bed, but never sleep. My mouth is larger than my 
head, and much discharges though never fed; I 
have no feet, yet swiftly run; the more falls I get, 
move faster on. 

A: River 

36. When is it right to lie? 

A: When you are in bed. 

37. Is life worth living? 

A: It depends on the liver. 


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Par am Brahma Par am Dhama 
Brahmaivaaham Par am padam - Bhagavata 

That is the conclusion of Bhagavata. Rather, that is 
how Bhagavata concludes. 


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St. Augustine! Well hast thou said. 
That of our vices we can frame 
A ladder, if we will but tread 
Beneath our feet each deed of shame! 


k k k k k 

The responsibility of caring for himself is a 
necessary factor in Man's Evolution. That must not 
be too long delayed. 

Isolation from the world (in Colleges) in order to 
prepare for the world's work is folly. You might as 
well take a boy out of the blacksmith's shop in 
order to teach him blacksmithing. 


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The hands that help are better far than the lips that 
pray. 


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The third generation of the Superior class is always 
impotent under the present state of Civilization. 


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What the world calls success fevers and enfeebles. 


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Caste is a Chinese wall that shuts people in as well 
as out. 


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Revolution is a surgical operation that ever leaves 
the roots of the cancer untouched. 


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Every preacher who preaches hell (or Kali Yuga) is 
going straight to the hell he preaches. 

HIGH PRESSURE CIVILIZATION 

Sublimely stupid and beautifully dull. 


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"Because I like a pinch of salt in my porridge is no 
reason that I want to be immersed in brine." 


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I doubt the wisdom of being too wise; and I see 
much wisdom in some folly. 


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We get anything for which we prepare. 


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To win all we must give all. 


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A good man in an exclusive heaven would be in 
hell. 


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Absolve you to yourself and you shall have the 
suffrage of the world. 


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Make not your life a mere apology but a life. 


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A man never rises so high as when he knows not 
whither he is going. 


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The man who lives Truth knows no more of it than 
the fishes know of the sea. Such a one does not 
think it worthwhile to formulate it. 


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The world bestows its big prizes, both in money 
and honours, for but one thing. And that is 
Initiative. Doing the right thing" without being 
told. 

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Things that chew the cud do not catch anything. 


k k k k k 

A great success is always made up of an 
aggregation of little ones. 


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The man who does his work so well that he needs 
no supervision, has already succeeded. 

Too much cold bums, 

Excessive sweets are sour, 

Too much joy melts into tears, 

Too much genius engenders madness, 

And, strangest satiety of all is 
Too much Love torments 


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We grow through Expression and the large 
Colleges afford a very imperfect means for 
Expression - all is impression, repression, and 
suppression. 


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If you lend a willing ear to any man's troubles, you 
make them your own, and you do not lessen his 
troubles. 

It is like the catching of contagion. 

Two blacks do not make one white. 

Do not 'add to the misery of the world. 

Keep fear and hesitation and distrust at bay. 


k k k k k 

Fallen fruits may be known to have belonged to the 
tree because they lie beneath it, though its shadow 
neither protects them from corruption, nor from 
the Elements. 


k k k k k 

No true reform is possible which is not in its 
essence a development - i.e. which is not already 
contained in germ in, that which has to be 
reformed. 


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The revolutionary contempt of the past is fatal to 
all real progress, for it is only in the past that we 
can find such an explanation of the present as may 
enable us to see in it the germ of the future, - the 
spirit of the years to come, yearning to mix itself 
with life. 


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People are apt to misunderstand Emerson, and 
perhaps he does understand himself, when in some 
of his earlier Essays he talks so much about the 
virtues of Non-conformity. 

Absolute non-conformity would lead to nothing 
short of being chained in the lunatic asylum. 

Adaptation, Concession and proper Conformity 
constitute Education. 

The question is not between Conformity and Non- 
Conformity. It is between conformity to the small 
and seeming, and conformity to the Universal and 
Real. He who sacrifices the former at the altar of 
the latter wins. The former is the fruitful source of 
all sins. The latter is Virtue and it should be 
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not become one with our being, a part and parcel 
of our life. Then and not until then there is no 
conformity, perfect freedom. Well, if you break the 
laws, you will learn this higher conformity the 
more quickly. 

Woe unto you when all men shall speak well of 
you! For so did their fathers to the false prophets. 


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"Act as if by your action the maxim or rule which it 
involves were about to be turned into a universal 
law of Nature." I. Kant. 

Be like gravitation or fire respecting no 
personalities but the law of your Universal Nature. 


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That is no secure path to a higher kind of 
knowledge, which begins by a quarrel with the 
facts of life and the ordinary consciousness of these 
facts. 


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The words of triumph mean much or little just in 
proportion to the greatness of the struggle (in the 


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eyes of others), and the thoroughness with which it 
has been fought out, and they will not be listened 
to with patience on the lips of anyone who has 
evaded his strongest enemies. 

PARALOGISM 

The objections to the Anivachaniya 4 nature of Maya 
by some Pandits are like: as if one should say that 
"it is impossible to see the Sun because we cannot 
throw the rays of the candle upon it." 

ABOUT Pratyaksha Pramana 5 

If knowledge is the relation of an object to a 
conscious subject, it is the more complete, the more 
intimate the relation; and it becomes perfect when 
the duality becomes transparent, when subject and 
object are identified, and when the duality is seen 
to be simply the necessary expression of the unity, 
- in short, when consciousness passes into self- 
consciousness. That is the highest knowledge, why 
call it Unknowable? This highest knowledge is one 
with Peace and consciousness (Chit). 


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5 direct perception as valid means of knowledge 

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(How can the knower be known?) Why not? As the 
lightning sleeps in the drew-drop, so in the simple 
and transparent unity of Self-consciousness there is 
held in equilibrium that vital antagonism of 
opposites, which as the opposition of thought and 
things, of mind and matter, of spirit and nature 
seems to rend the world asunder. The intelligence 
is able to understand the world, or in other words, 
to break down the barrier between itself and things 
and find itself in them, just because its own 
existence is implicitly the solution of all the 
division and conflict of things. 

"Ekoham Baku syamah" 

When we say that knowledge is possible, we imply 
that the intelligence can raise itself above the 
accidental, partial, changing point of view which 
belongs to the local self. If each man were to make 
this false ego the Ptolemaic geo-centre, neither 
intellectual nor moral life could possibly be his. 

Compare with: Do unto others as you would they 
should do to you. 


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The points of view of the family, the State, and 
humanity should be ours. 

A clear indication of all being my Self. 

The most moral and most enlightened is one who 
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NOTE BOOK No. 11 

The whole world must move with one who lives as 
one with the whole world. -Rama. 


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Om Ram 

[Religion] The Unseen Brahmasatyam Jaganmithya 


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Life is based on the fact that material sensations 
actually present may have a weaker influence on 
our action than ideas of remoter facts. "Practical 
Reason" illumines the "Pure Reason." 


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The material objects are blindly and mercilessly 
wielding people's desires all the time. Religion 
aims to set you free of their hypnotizing influence. 


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The absolute determinability of our mind by 
abstractions (moral law, etc.) is one of the cardinal 
facts in our human constitution. 


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The soul opened out into the Infinite and there was 
a rushing together of the two worlds, the inner and 
the outer. It was deep calling unto deep - the deep 
within being answered by the unfathomable deep 
without reaching beyond the stars. The ordinary 
sense of things around faded. Nothing but an 
ineffable joy and exaltation remained. No 
consciousness was left save that of being wafted 
upwards and almost bursting with emotion. 
Perfect equilibrium - "God surrounds me like the 
physical atmosphere. He is closer to me than my 
own breath. In Him literally I live and move and 
have my being." 


k k k k k 

Religious experiences are as convincing as any 
direct sensible experience can be, and they are, as a 
rule, much more convincing than results 
established by mere logic ever are. 


k k k k k 

The hero is he who lives in the inward sphere of 
things, in the True, Divine and Eternal, which 
exists always. Unseen to most, under the 
Temporary, Trivial: his being is in that; he declares 
that abroad, by act or speech as it may be, in 


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declaring himself abroad. His life is a piece of the 
everlasting heart of Nature herself; all men's life is, 
but the weak may know not the fact and are untrue 
to it, in most times; the strong few are strong, 
heroic, perennial, because it cannot be hidden from 
them. 


RATIONALISM 

"If we look on man's whole mental life as it exists, 
on the life of men that lies in them apart from their 
learning and Science, and that they inwardly and 
privately follow, we have to confess that the part of 
which "Rationalism can give an account is 
relatively superficial." -Prof. James. 


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It is the part that has the prestige undoubtedly, for 
it has the loquacity, it can challenge you for proofs 
and chop logic, and put you down with words. But 
it will fail to convince or convert you all the same, 
if your dumb intuitions are opposed to its 
conclusions. If you have intuitions at all they come 
from a deeper level of your nature than the 
loquacious level which rationalism inhabits. Your 
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faiths, your needs, your divinations have prepared 
the premises, of which your consciousness now 
feels the weight of the result; and something in you 
absolutely knows that that result must be truer 
than any logic-chopping rationalistic talk, however 
clever that may contradict it. The inferiority of the 
rationalistic level in founding belief is just as 
manifest when rationalism argues for religion as 
when it argues against it. Our impulsive belief is 
here always what sets up the original body of 
truth, and our articulately verbalized philosophy is 
but its showy translation into formulas. The 
unreasoned and immediate assurance is the deep 
thing in us. The reasoned argument is but a surface 
exhibition. 

"Even admitted truths," says Mill, "are apt to lose 
their interest - for us unless stimulated by collision 
with the contradictory error." 

And progress goes on by conflict through struggle. 
True! But here is also the other side of the question. 
We believe in Euclid or in the ordinary principles 
of conduct, is it necessary then for some people to 
be constantly denying that two sides of a triangle 
are greater than the third, or doubting that murder 


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is objectionable? An opinion, sirs, gains vividness 
rather from constant application to conduct than 
from habitual opposition. 


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The talent of silence. 

The suffering man ought to consume his own 
smoke; there is no good in emitting smoke till you 
have made it into fire, which in the metaphorical 
sense too, all smoke is capable of becoming. 


k k k k k 

A man that cannot hold his peace till the time come 
for speaking and acting is no right man. 


k k k k k 

A man is not strong who takes convulsive fits, 
though six men cannot hold him then. 


k k k k k 

He that can walk under the heaviest weight 
without staggering, is strong. 

Religions usually claim to be wonderful inner 
paths (trap door) to a supernatural kind 
(subterranean tunnel) of happiness. 


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THEODORE PARKER 

"I have done wrong things enough in my life, and 
do them now; I miss the mark, draw the bow, and 
try again. But I cannot sit down and whine and 
groan against not-existent evil." 

MARIE BASHKIRTOEFF 

"I enjoy weeping, I enjoy my despair; I enjoy being 
exasperated and gad. I feel as if there were so 
many diversions. I cry, I grieve and at the same 
time I am pleased - no, not exactly that - 1 know not 
how to express it. But everything in life pleases me, 
and in the midst of my prayers for happiness, I 
find myself happy at being miserable. It is not I 
who undergo all this - my body weeps and cries; 
but something inside of me which is above me is 
glad of it all." 

HEALTHY-MINDED OPTIMISM 


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All invasive moral states and passionate 
enthusiasms make one feelingless to evil in some 
direction. The common penalties cease to deter the 
heroic patriot, the usual prudences are flung by the 
lover to the winds. When the passion is extreme, 
suffering may actually be gloried in, provided it be 
for the ideal cause, death may lose its sting, the 
grave its victory. In those states the ordinary 
contrast of good and evil seems to be swallowed 
up in a higher denomination, an omnipotent 
excitement which engulfs the evil, and which the 
human being welcomes as the crowning experience 
of his life. 


k k k k k 

"Would you escape from every ill? Never lose this 
Recollection of God, neither in prosperity, nor in 
adversity, nor on any occasion whichsoever it be. 
Invoke not, to excuse yourself from this duty, 
either the difficulty or the importance of your 
business, for you can always remember that God 
sees you, that you are under His eyes, with Him. If 
a thousand times an hour you forget Him, 
reanimate a thousand times the Recollection. If you 
cannot practise this exercise continuously, at least 
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like unto those who in a rigorous winter draw near 
the fire as often as they can, go as often as you can 
to that ardent fire which will warm your soul." 
While reading or engaged otherwise, the usually 
wandering mind, kept with God, Peace, Bliss = 
Recollection leading to Conversion. 


■k k k k k 

Sectarian Scientists, if they had their way, would 
practise far worse intolerance on men of Religion 
today than ever the Church people did on 
Scientists. Science Sectarianism is growing bigoted 
enough to give no quarters to religion, if it can 
help. But wait, dear Utilitarians, Religion is 
nothing, if it is not useful. 

Science = mounting the house top to reach the 
stars. Religion makes use of Nature just as much 
as, and even more than Science employs her. 
Rainbow, Moon, landscapes, billowy ocean, 
glorious Himalayas, stars, cascades, laughing 
streams throw the man of Religion into the very 
heart of Nature, transcendental Ecstasy; whereas 
the Scientist remains struggling at the surface, 
counting the leaves and registering the passing 
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With all her classifications and nomenclatures, 
hearsays and wrappings, classical namings and 
cobwebs of Analyses, and Pharisaic airs. Science 
falls only like the faintest gauze before the reality - 
hardly concealing a single blade of grass or 
damaging the light of the tiniest star. God could 
not be hid under the heaps of Scientific terms. They 
call It the Unknowable, the very Soul of all 
knowledge! 

Science begins with foot, the unit of measurement 
Religion right with the heart. 

It is no good trying to set straight the roof and 
chimneys when the whole foundation is absent. 


k k k k k 

Professor James sums up his Gifford Lectures 
thus:- 

1. That the visible world is part of a more spiritual 
universe from which it draws its chief significance; 

2. That union (or harmonious relation) with that 
higher universe is our true end. 


De-anthropomorphization. 

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Object: - Science deals with it 
Subject:- 

1. Philosophy tries to treat of it, but in so doing 
must evidently make an object of it. 

2. Religion feels it. 

Science and Philosophy offer only a printed bill of 
fare as the equivalent for a solid meal. 

In Science: — 


As in stereoscopic or kinetoscopic pictures, seen 
out-side the instrument (Self, religion), the third 
dimension, the movement, the vital element are not 
there. We get a beautiful picture of an express 
train, supposed to be moving, but where in the 
picture is the energy or the fifty miles an hour? 


Philosophy deals with thought. 
Religion with feeling (tonic) 
Morality with conduct J 




y Subject 


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Science with objective facts 
Worship = wonderment. 

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Continuous wonderment at all the objects coming 
up consecutively in view makes the childlike pure 
saint. 

In other words integration of wonderment or root , 6 

f wonder d. object = Mahatma. 

"I "at "x =appearance log (a/ x) 
wonder = a/x 

God is not known. He is not understood, (but by 
religion). He is used sometimes as meat-purveyor, 
sometimes as moral support, sometimes as friend, 
some-times as an object of love. 

Botanist knows the mango, gardener looks after it, 
the boy eats it. 


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AIM OF RELIGION 

Not the question about God, and not the origin and 
inquiry into the origin and the purpose of the 


6 The following formulae do not seem to be accurate. But, this is how 
they appear in the scan of the original text. 

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world is religion, but the question about Man. All 
religious views of life are anthropocentric. 

Religion = that activity of the human impulse 
towards self-preservation by means of which Man 
seeks to carry his essential vital purposes through 
against the adverse press of the world by raising 
himself freely towards the world's ordering and 
governing powers when the limits of his own 
strength are reached. 

"When mystical activity is at its height, we find 
consciousness possessed by the sense of a being at 
once excessive and identical with the self: great 
enough to be God, inferior enough to be Me" 

AGREEMENT 

All the religions in the world - 

(1) Begin with the divided self and the struggle. 

(2) They involve the change of personal centre and 
the surrender of the lower self. 

(3) They express the appearance of exteriority of 
the helping power and yet account for our sense of 
union with it. 

Brain: — 


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"The body of our thought-consciousness consists of 
feeling, and only the form constitutes what we 
distinguish as intelligence. The intellectual element 
is limited to recognition of the co-existences and 
sequences among sensations and co-ordination of 
feelings. 

That part which we ordinarily ignore when 
speaking of mind is its essential part, viz., feelings. 
The emotions are the masters, the intellect is the 
servant. Little can be done by improving the 
servant (intellect), while the master (feelings) 
remain unimproved. The guidance of acts through 
perception and reason has for its end the 
satisfaction of feelings which at once prompt the 
acts and yield the energy for performance of the 
acts; for all the exertions daily gone through, 
whether accompanied by agreeable or disagreeable 
feelings, are gone through that certain other 
feelings may be obtained or avoided." - H. 
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Belief is great life-giving. The history of a nation 
becomes fruitful, soul-elevating, great as it 
believes. 

These Arabs, the man Muhammad, and that one 
century, is it not as if a spark had fallen, one spark, 
on a world of what seemed black unnoticeable 
sand; but lo, the sand proves explosive powder, 
blazes heaven-high from Delhi to Grenada! 


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Whoever lives not wholly in this Divine Idea, or 
living partially in it, struggles not, as for the one 
good, to live wholly in it, - he is, let him live where 
else he like, in what pomps and prosperities he 
like, no Literary Man; he is, says Fitche, a bungler, 
a non-entity. 


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Scepticism means not intellectual Doubt alone, but 
moral Doubt; all sorts of infidelity, insincerity, 
spiritual paralysis. 


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While an evil is very great, it attracts little or no 
attention; when from one or other cause it is 


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mitigated, recognition of it brings efforts to 
decrease it; and when it has much diminished 
there comes a demand that strong measures shall 
be taken for its extinction. Natural means having 
done so much, a peremptory call for artificial 
means arises - as in darkness. - H. Spencer. 


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The Carlylean theory of the Great Man and his 
achievements is defective as it absolutely ignores 
the genesis of social structures and functions which 
has been going on through the ages. It is as though 
a child seeing for the first time a tree, from which a 
gardener is here cutting off a branch and there 
pruning away smaller parts, should regard the 
gardener, the only visible agent," as the creator of 
the whole structure. 


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"Augustus was sensible that mankind is governed 
by names; nor was he deceived in his expectation, 
that the senate and people would submit to 
slavery, provided they were respectfully assured 
that they still enjoyed their ancient freedom." 

- Gibbons. 

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k k k k k 

Spiritual study in solitude combined with regular 
entering into silence, properly conducted, will 
develop that heroic Truth-Consciousness whereby 
the sins, sorrows, thought of body, and bodily fears 
will fall off as a scab when the wound is healed. 


k k k k k 

Belief I define to be the healthy act of a man's 
mind. We have our mind given to us, not that it 
may cavil and argue, but that it may see into 
something, wherein we are then to proceed to act. 
A man lives by believing something. 

HEROES 

"They were men of such magnitude that they could 
not live on unrealities, - clouds, froth and all 
inanity gave way under them; there was no footing 
for them but on firm Earth;' no rest or regular 
motion for them, if they got not footing there." 

CREEDS 


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The more evident the truth, the more difficult to 
understand its efficacy at a particular conjuncture. 
A syllogism or a "Self-evident truth" is not a thing 
walking about on two legs, which suddenly 
catches hold of people and converts them. The 
truth was always there, and the secret must lie in 
the variable, not in the factor. 

THEOLOGIES 

The great theological controversies are the conflict; 
of rival solutions of one great problem: how to 
reconcile philosophy to superstition. 

Theology = Reason put in chains, forced to grind 
the philosophical mill and bring out the orthodox 
dogma. 

SIR JORN LUBBOCK 

It is not too much to say that the horrible dread of 
the known evil hangs like a thick cloud over 
savage life, and embitters every pleasure. 

Cf. Jos. Addison's Essay on Pleasure. Memento 
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k k k k k 

"The advantage which disciplined soldiers have 
over undisciplined hordes follows chiefly from the 
confidence which each man feels in his comrades." 

- Darwin 

Vinasyatsvavinasyantam yah pasyati sah pasyati 

k k k k k 

All the definitions of health or disease given so far 
have been imperfect and incomplete. 

Health = that state of body and mind where God is 
visible far and near. (Short-sightedness in and out 
and long-sightedness both cured). The health- 
degree of all other conditions is to be measured by 
this standard. 

Forms which grow round a substance, if we rightly 
understand that, will correspond to the real nature 
and purport of it, will be true, good; forms which 
are consciously put round a substance bad. 


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Smooth-shaven Respectabilities not a few one 
finds, that are not good for much. 


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Small thanks to a man for keeping his hands clean, 
who would not touch the work but with gloves on! 
The wild rude Sincerity, direct from Nature, is not 
glib in answering from the witness box; in your 
small-debt pie-powder court, he is scouted as a 
counterfeit. 


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My system is not for promulgation first of all, it is 
for serving myself to live by. 

"The man's (Cromwell's) misery, a man's misery 
always does came of his greatness." 

All his (Cromwell's) great enterprises were 
commenced with prayer. In dark inextricable- 
looking difficulties, his officers and he used to 
assemble, and pray alternately, for hours, for days, 
till some definite resolution rose among them, 
some door of hope, as they would name it, 
disclosed itself. A superior man must have 
reticence in him. If he walk wearing his heart upon 
his sleeve for daws to peck at, his journey will not 
extend far! There is no use for any man's taking up 
his abode in a house built of glass. 


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The noble silent men, scattered here and there, 
each in his department, silently thinking, silently 
working, whom no morning newspaper makes 
mention of I They are the salt of the Earth. A 
country that has none or few of these is like a forest 
which has no roots, which has all turned into 
leaves and boughs. 

"Seekest thou great things, seek them not." The Sun 
may be dimmed many a time, but the Sun does not 
let itself grow a Dimness. So a Hero. 


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Scepticism writing on Belief is equivalent to 
Blindness laying down the Laws of Optics. 

Self-deception, once yielded to all other deceptions, 
follows naturally more and more. 

What a paltry patchwork of theatrical paper - 
mantles, tinsel and mummery had this man 
(Napoleon) wrapped his own great Reality in, 
thinking to make it more real thereby. The man 
was given up to strong delusion, that he should 
believe a lie, a fearful but most sure calamity. 


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Kim tena nakritam paapam chaurenaataapahaarinaa 
Yonyathaa santamaatmaanamanyathaa pratipadyate 

( Sanatsujata , Mahabharata) 

"What sin is not committed by that thief who steals 
away his own self by regarding his self as one 
thing while it is a different thing." 

THE FAITH 

What care I for caste or creed? 

It is the deed, it is the deed. 

What for class or what for clan? 

It is the man, it is the man; 

Heirs of love, and joy, and woe, 

Who is high and who is low? 

Mountain, valley, sky and sea, 

Are for all humanity. 

What care I for robe or stole? 

It is the soul, it is the soul; 

Wlratfor crown, or what for crest? 

It is the heart within the breast; 

It is the faith, it is the hope, 

It is the struggle up the slope; 

It is the brain and eye to see, 

One God and one humanity. 


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THE OPEN SECRET 

The divine Idea that lies at the bottom of 
Appearance; open to all, seen by almost none. 

World = realized Thought of God. 

This sacred mystery while others forget it, the 
prophet or poet knows it, he has been driven to 
know it, he finds himself living, in it, bound to live 
in it. For him it is no hearsay, but a direct Insight 
and Belief whosoever may live in the shows of 
things, for him it is a necessity of Nature to live in 
the very factor of things. 


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"To the mean eye all things are trivial as certainly 
as to the jaundiced eye they are yellow." Carlyle. 

We will not estimate the Sun by the quantity of 
gaslight it saves us. 


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“To know a thing, what we call knowing, a man 
must first love the thing, sympathise with it: that is, 
be virtuously related to it." 


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If he have not the courage to put down his own 
selfishness v at every turn, the courage to stand by 
the dangerous trite, at every turn, shall he know? 

Your morality and insight are always of the same 
dimension. Whatever is truly great springs up 
from the inarticulate deeps. 

ISLAM IS ALL 

Is not every true Reformer, by the nature of him, a 
Priest first of all? He appeals to heaven's invisible 
justice against Earth's visible force; knows that it, 
the invisible, is strong and alone strong. He is a 
seer, seeing through the shows of things; he is a 
believer. At all turns, a man who will do faithfully, 
needs to believe firmly. If he has to ask at every 
turn the world's suffrage, if he cannot dispense 
with the world's suffrage, and make his own 
suffrage serve, he is a poor-eye servant; the work 
committed to him will be misdone. 


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SIINCERE CANT 

"You do not believe," said Coleridge, "you only 
believe that you believe." 


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The spiritual will always body itself forth in the 
temporal history of men; the spiritual is the 
beginning of the temporal. 


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The merit of originality is not novelty, it is 
sincerity. The believing man is the original man; 
whatsoever he believes, he believes it for himself, 
not for another. 

Every worker in all spheres is a worker not on 
semblance but on substance. 

LUTHER 

Perhaps no man of so humble, peaceable a 
disposition ever filled the world with contention. 
We cannot but see that he would have loved 
privacy, quiet diligence, in the shade; that it was 
against his will he ever become a notoriety. 


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"These words of mine, words of truth and 
soberness, aiming faithfully as human inability 
would allow to promote God's truth on Earth, and 
save Men's souls, you, God's vice-regent on Earth, 
answer them by the hangman and fire! You will 
burn me and them for answer to the God's message 
they strove to bring you? You are not God's vice- 
regent, you are another's than His, I think! I take 
your Bull as an emparchmented Lie and burn It. 
You will do what you see good next; this is what I 
do" 

"I stand on this, since you drive me to it. Standing 
on this, I a poor monk, am stronger than you all. I 
stand solitary, friendless, but on God's Truth; you 
with your tiaras, triple hats, with your treasuries 
and armouries, thunders spiritual and temporal, 
stand on the Devil's Lie, and are not so strong! " 

DIRT OF WORMS 

The world's pomp and power sits there on this 
hand, on that stands up for God's Truth, one man, 
the poor minor Hans Luther's son. Friends had 
reminded him of Huss, advised him not to go; he 


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would not be advised. A large company of friends 
rode out to meet him, with still more earnest 
warnings; he answered, "Were there as many 
Devils in Worms as there are roof-tiles I would on." 

I have seen and defied innumerable Devils. "Duke 
George of Leipzig, Duke George is not equal to one 
Devil - far short of a Devil! If I had business at 
Leipzig, I would ride into Leipzig, though it rained 
Duke Georges for nine days running." 

Peace? A brutal lethargy is peaceable, the noisome 
grave is peaceable. We hope for a living peace, not 
a dead one! 

We may say the Old never dies till this happen, till 
all the soul of good that was in it have got itself 
transfused into the practical New. 

It is with all things as with the ebbing of the sea: 
you look at the waves oscillating hither, thither on 
the beach; for minutes you cannot tell how it is 
going; look in half-an-hour where it is! Look in half 
a century where your caste system goes! 


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Noble strength, very different from spasmodic 
violence. 

Give a' thing time, if it can succeed, it is a right 
thing. 


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Alas, is it not too true that many men in the van do 
always, like Russian soldiers, march into the ditch 
of Schweidnitz, and fill it up with their dead 
bodies, that the rear may pass over them dry-shod 
and gain the honour? 

JOHN KNOX 

Had he been a poor Hulf and half, he could have 
crouched into the corner like so many others; 
Scotland had not been delivered; and Knox had 
been without blame. 

Knox, Buddha, Muhammad, Cromwell... 
commenced their apparent work after 40. 


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He is a criminal forsaking his post who holds the 
world that is in him silent. 


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Knox felt what a baptism he was called to be 
baptised withal. He burst into tears. 


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"He lies there," said the Earl of Morton at his grave, 
"who never feared the face of man." 

TOLERANCE 

But on the whole, we are not altogether here to 
tolerate! We are here to resist, to control, to 
vanquish, withal. We do not tolerate Falsehoods, 
theories. Iniquities, when they fasten on us. Get 
behind me, Satan, I will take. Smooth Falsehood is 
not order; it is the general sum total of Disorder. 
Order is Truth. 

WHAT IS HEROISM? 

Faith in the Invisible, not as real only, but as the 
only Reality. Time through every meanest moment 
of it resting on Eternity. 

If we see into anything and not merely dismiss it 
with a name, there is wonder for us at every turn. 


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The green flowery rock-built Earth, the trees, the 
mountains, rivers, many sounding seas; - that great 
deep sea of azure that swims overhead; the winds 
sweeping through it; the black cloud fashioning 
itself together, now pouring out fire, now hail and 
rain; what is it? Ay, what? At bottom we do not yet 
know; we can never know at all. It is not by our 
superior Insight that we escape the difficulty: it is 
by our superior levity, our inattention, our want of 
insight. It is by not thinking that we cease to 
wonder at it. 


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Science has done much for us; but it is a poor 
Science that would hide from us the great deep 
infinitude of the Unknowable. 

Force: . . . nay, surely to the Atheistic Thinker, if 
such a one were possible, it must be a miracle too. 


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WORSHIP is transcendental wonder. Every object 
a window through which we may look into 
Infinitude itself. Every admiration, adoration of a 
star or natural object is a root or fibre of the tree of 


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Spirit Life, but the deepest root of all - the tap root - 
is the wonder at Man Himself. 

Trying to prove to others your Faith by logic - 
chopping is to sow fear in your own heart. 


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The Hero is a Hero at all points; in the soul and 
thought of him first of all. "Sincerity, I think, is 
better than grace." - Carlyle 


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A lever held farther away from the fulcrum works 
more effectively. And so a suggestion (in the 
normal state) the more indirect it is, the more 
effective. 


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The first duty for man is still that of subduing fear. 
We must get rid of fear: we cannot act at all till 
then. A man's acts are slavish, not true, but 
specious; his very thoughts are false, he thinks too 
as a slave and coward, till he have got Fear under 
his feet. Now and always the completeness of his 
victory over Fear will determine how much of a 
man he is. 


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Old Norse kings, about to die, had their body laid 
into a ship; the ship sent forth, with sails set and 
slow fire burning it, that once out at sea, it might 
blaze up in flame, and in such manner bury 
worthily the old hero, at once in the sky and in the 
ocean! 


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"Such as are thy habitual thoughts, such also will 
be the character of thy mind for the soul is dyed by 
the thoughts." - Marcus Aurelius 

Conscience = Persistent social instinct, looking 
back- wards and serving as a guide for the future. 


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We cannot do without our inheritance from the 
forefathers; the society which renounces it must be 
destroyed from without. Still less we can do with 
too much of it; the society in which it dominates 
must be destroyed from within. 


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What is Science but a kind of wantonness and 
luxury of the mind, a greediness and gluttony of 
the brain? 


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That longs to eat forbidden fruit again; and grows 
more desperate like the worst diseases, upon the 
nobler part, the mind it seizes? 

Q: If mind was under law, moral responsibility 
could not exist? 

A: When we stumble over a stone, we attach no 
responsibility to the stone: we neither punish nor 
reward it. But if a dog trips us up by running 
between our legs, we hold him responsible and 
administer punishment. Wherever we have reason 
to believe that punishment or reward will be 
effectual in procuring what we desire or 
preventing what we dislike, there we place 
responsibility, that means simply adding a new 
link to the chain of causation, (already in 
operation) an idiot or infant not responsible. 

By punishment or reward we aim at creating a 
stronger desire than the desire to steal, viz., the 
desire to avoid the pain of punishments 


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"Pain may be likened to the heat produced in a 
machine by destructive friction, and pleasure to 


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that musical hum which comes from a machine 
that is doing its work without injury to itself." 

Every individual lives, moves, and has his being 
under the influence of the opinions and feelings of 
those of his fellows with whom he comes in social 
contact. 


ORIGIN OF FEAR 

During the ages of Evolution, as the nature of man 
grew from the solitary into the social, his social 
dependence constantly increased. With this 
increase of social dependence, increased his fear of 
the loS3 of social help, until the fear became 
instinctive. Now it works unconsciously like the 
breathing process. 


NEEDED 

Solitude (spiritual) (the parent of fearlessness) in 
society (parent of love). 

History of Progress = "continuous adjustment of 
the internal-relations of each individual to the 
external relations." 


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Ethics appeals to conduct. 

Religion to motive. 

As a debt to humanity, in order to work at your 
best, as an obligation to the future, you must have 
a clear Conscience and even no conscience as to the 
past. 


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"Let him say what is true, let him say what is 
pleasing, let him utter no disagreeable truth, let 
him utter no agreeable falsehood; that is the eternal 
law." (Mann). 


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Morality = Respect for social order, seeing in others 
what we see in one body called mine. 

Abuse of morality = Sense of possession, and loss 
of independence. 

Often enough the rule has been: The more religious 
the people, the more conspicuous teas their lack of 
morals. 


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"Those who only respected human life, because 
God had forbidden murder have set their mark 
upon Europe in fifteen centuries of blood and fire." 
(Clifford Lectures on Ethics and Religion) 

The moral beauty of the "beatitudes" is certainly 
marred by the suggestion of a more than 
compensating reward. 

"Man's unhappiness comes of his greatness; it is 
because there is an infinite in him which with all 
his cunning he cannot quite bury under the finite." 

- Carlyle 

Rama's creed: O Rama, let this body belong to the 
public, and let us live together. 


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Sin = Disobedience of God. 

Obedience = doing just that which will keep you 
with Him. If the God-man understands the 
language even of birds and animals, why not of the 
different sects in the country? 

People quarrel because (Urdu words) 


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Jnani understands all, i.e., loves all, defends all. 
Understanding is defending. 


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When we dig deep enough, water comes out. So 
with tears. 

Dirt is riches in the wrong place. 

Ethical Process = Progress from self-interest to halt- 
annihilation - Hartley 


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Names (pada) are "noise and smoke," the important 
point is to have a clear and adequate conception of 
the fact signified by a name. 


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Heavy tax is levied upon all forms of success, and 
failure is one of the commonest disguises assumed 
by blessings. 

Bee-hive communistic society: To each according to 
his need, from each according to his capacity. 

Each bee has its duty and none has any rights. 


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"Strong in will 

To live, to seek, to find and not to yield." 

"It may be that the gulfs will wash us down. 

It may be we shall touch the Happy Isles, 

But something ere the end. 

Some work of noble note may yet be done." 

When a colony reaches the limit of possible 
expansion, the surplus population must be 
disposed of somehow; or the fierce struggle must 
recommence and destroy the peace. There is no 
escape from division, civil war, bickerings etc; 
except in putting checks to further increase of 
population and emigration. 

THE FATE OF GOLDEN RULE 

"Do as you would be done by," i.e. Put yourself in 
the place of the man towards whom your action is 
directed. 

Could you put yourself in the place of the robber 
and apply the Golden Rule? 

It is the refusal to continue the struggle for 
existence. The followers of the Golden Rule may 
indulge in hopes of heaven, but they must reckon 


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with the certainty that other people will be masters 
of the Earth. 


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In most Institutions, the prosperity and glory of the 
soul-saving machine become the end, instead of a 
means, of soul-saving. 

Error which is not pleasant is surely the worst form 
of wrong. 

Shakti! "Nature wants nothing but a fair field and 
free play for her darling, the strongest." 

Having created God in their own image, 
theologians find no difficulty in ascribing to Him 
their own motives. 

Every pleasure increases vitality; every pain 
(feeling of melancholy) decreases vitality. 


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Sunshine raises the rate of respiration; 

Raised respiration is an index of raised vital 
activities in general. 

There is no such tonic as happiness. 


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k k k k k 

Morality springs from the meditation 
I am Bliss in All. 

Peace in the heart makes us fit to survive. 


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He wins in the struggle who carries more 
happiness within his heart. The vitality and life of 
the sorrow-stricken is sapped. 

"The ideally moral man is one in whom the moving 
Equilibrium is perfect." Herbert Spencer 


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"We must recognize the fact that, considered apart 
from other effects, it is immoral so to treat the body 
as in any way to diminish the fullness or vigour of 
its vitality." - Herbert Spencer 

Questions of eating and drinking have supreme 
moral significance. 


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Sentient existence can evolve only on condition 
that pleasure-giving acts are life-sustaining acts. 


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In a jnani the feeling of obligation plays no part 
and so his acts are purely moral, being guided by 
love and joy-inspiring. 

True morality is free of fear and obligation. 

(Fear - social, political or religious.) 

Perfect Morality = Justice and beneficence => 
fulfilment of contracts. 

Where satisfaction to self is identical with 
collective benefit to others. 

Where the Complete living of the individual 
consists with, and conduces to, the complete living 
of all. 


k k k k k 

It is quite consistent to assert that Happiness is the 
ultimate aim of action, and at the same time to 
deny that it can be reached by making it the 
immediate aim. 

In Order to Get them one must Forget them. 


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All desires are nascent forms of the feelings to be 
obtained by the efforts they prompt. 

"The sense of duty or moral obligation is transitory 
and will diminish as fast as moralization 
increases." 

- H. Spencer 

The individual who is inadequately egoistic loses 
more or less of his ability to be altruistic. 


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Extreme altruism is suicidal. 


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Let us aspire and move. 

We may be commonplace men, but life ia itself a 
commonplace. 

"Persistence in performing a duty ends in making 
it a pleasure." 

In a perfect Jnani, right acts (deeds) become as 
spontaneously imperative as the demands of 
healthy appetites. That which is ultimately good 


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brings as much immediate satisfaction as the 
cravings and sensations when answered. 


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Thus highest morality is just such an adjustment of 
inner relations to outer relations that the good 
outside becomes greatest joy within. And this is in 
Jnani. 

If some action is performed under the obedience of 
moral obligation, the fact proves that the special 
faculty concerned is not equal to its function, and 
the moral conduct has not become the normal or 
natural conduct. Morality - further the lives of 
other citizens. 

Each has a private interest in public morals and 
profits by improving them. 


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Lack of benevolence might be at worst immoral but 
Lick of exactness and right sense of proportion (is) 
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"To sacrifice exactness and due proportion for 
supposed benevolence is unjust and in reality 
irreligious." 

According to Biology 

If the life led under given social conditions is such 
that suffering is daily inflicted, or is daily 
displayed by associates, sympathy cannot (/row. 
For the growth of sympathy, environment should 
be pleasing and encouraging. 

Fertility must diminish along with high mental 
development. (H. Spencer, Principles of Biology) 

Vedanta - active sympathy to such a degree that 
Altruism and Egoism become identical to us. 

"Reform is a thing which has to be kept at a 
distance to please us." Burke. 

Hard to break off from our social moorings! 

Every reform was once a private opinion, and an 
Institution is the lengthened shadow of one man. 
(Emerson.) 


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A community is adorned not by great men with 
small views, but small men with great views. 


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What are heroes for if not to put heroism in those 
around them? 

The religious leaders, they begin to kick when you 
prick. 

We fear social ostracism a little too much as 
children fear to go into the dark. 

It is steering, not drifting that can save any society. 


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Garibaldi while living in a hotel in Italy heard that 
a man was running amuck with a sword in hand 
and threatening the lives of all he saw and met. 
There were hundreds of persons, but none could 
venture forth and- put him down. Garibaldi 
hearing of it came out of his room when all the rest 
were flying away, and without sword or stick in 
hand ran up to the man and said, " Stop there and 
throw down your sword." The man stopped and 
threw down the sword instantly. 


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One problem could be solved by 

1. Arithmetic, Mensuration, Algebra, Geometry, 
Differential Calculus, Co-ordinate Geometry. So, 
the different religions can reach a solution through 
different means. 

2. Kills come from different springs, follow their 
own courses, meet at last in the large stream. 

3. Students from different villages study in their 
respective village schools; unite in town schools; 
those again in Colleges; these latter in a University. 

4. Would you like all the trees in your garden to be 
possessed of monotonous uniformity? By no 
means. 

So is variety, diversity welcome to the gardens of 
this world. 

5. Surgical operation necessary where an 
inflammation has gathered head, so should healthy 
public opinion cut off the injurious boils on the 
body politic. 

6. Criticisms round off our punctiliousness and 
cure our one-sidedness, make us exact. 


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Belief: — 

Believe in God - But believe in (or depend on) 
nothing else. 


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Love God - But love nothing of show and form. 
Belief in form = idolatry; Love of form = carnality 


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Peace within me. Peace without me. 

Peace to the right of me. Peace to the left of me. 
Peace before me. Peace behind me. Peace above 
me. Peace below me. 


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When industry and virtue meet and kiss. 

Holy their union, and the fruit is Bliss. 

"Who, though ever ready to bow down to the dust 
before the majesty of Truth when it conquers their 
intellects, breathe nothing but the pure mountain 
air of free thought and free inquiry". 


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When I am pure, 

I shall have solved the mystery of life. 
I shall be sure, 

I am in Truth and Truth abides in me. 
I shall be safe and save wholly free, 
When I am pure, 


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It is the custom of men to wander about in this 
world of effects and to mistake its illusions for 
realities, eternally transposing and re-adjusting 
these effects in order to arrive at a solution of 
human problems, instead of reaching down to the 
underlying cause which is at once the centre of 
unification and the basis upon which to build a 
peace-giving solution of human life. 

Though walking in the midst of Hell, its flames fall 
back before and around him, so that not one hair of 
his head can be singed. 

He is like a man who has climbed a mountain, and 
thereby risen above all the disturbing currents in 
the valleys below him. The clouds pour down their 
rains, the thunders roll and the lightnings flash, the 
fogs obscure and the hurricanes uproot and 
destroy, but they cannot reach him on the calm 
heights where he stands, and where he dwells in 
continual sunshine and peace. 

Foregoing Self the Universe grows I, 


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The secret of Life is to find the Divine Centre 
within oneself and to live in and from that, instead 
of in that outer circumference of disturbances. All 
the yesterdays of such a person are the tide washed 
and untrodden sands; no sin shall rise up against 
him to torment and accuse him and destroy his 
sacred peace. His to-morrows are as seeds which 
shall germinate, bursting into beauty and potency 
of life, no doubt shall shake his trust, no 
uncertainty rob him of repose. The Present is his, 
only in the immortal Present does he live, and it is 
as the eternal vault of blue above which looks 
down silently and calmly, yet radiant with purity 
and light. 

When wilt thou learn thy lessons, O child of earth! 
All thy sorrows cry out against thee; every pain is 
thy just accuser, and thy griefs are but the shadows 
of thy unworthy and perishable self. 


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The spiritual Heart of man is the Heart of the 
Universe. By no theological subterfuge shall he 
trick the Law of his being, which shall shatter all 
his selfish makeshifts and excuses for God-thought 
and God-life. 


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If he will but quarry the mine of his own Soul, he 
shall find there the central Hock on which to build 
in safety. 


k k k k k 

Thy sins are not thyself, they are not any part of 
thyself; they are diseases which thou hast come to 
lore. 

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It is nothing to thee that thy neighbours should 
speak falsely of thee, but it is much to thee that 
thou shouldst resist him, and seek to justify thyself, 
for by so doing thou givest life and vitality to thy 
neighbour's falseness, so that thou art injured and 
distressed, by thy passionate resistance thou 
galvanizest into life and receive into thyself the 
enemy's wrong thought. 

He who says "I have tried Meekness, and it has 
failed" has not tried Meekness. 

It cannot be tried as an experiment. 

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The unrighteous man is vulnerable at almost every 
point; he is continually suffering (as he imagines) 
at the hands of others. 


k k k k k 

I laugh and laugh as I see plants, animals, men all 
dancing like iron-filings under the magnet of my 
Hypnotizing Maya. 


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Death is inevitable: why not select death in life? 
Children when they first taste a mango, cannot 
stop eating. Such is the effect of death-in-life. 

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVE AND CUPIDITY 

Love ( Prema , Bhakti):— in Beauty that frees, that is, 
dazzling snows and sunset, such as we want to 
enjoy with others. 

Cupidity (Moha, sneha ): —appreciate Beauty that 
enslaves; that is, in wife (or woman etc.); such as 
we want to engross or possess exclusively. 

Bhakti (love) expands one's Self - Moha (Cupidity) 
contracts. 


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Bhakti turns the mind from liquid into gaseous 
state, as it were, and so naturally we want to share 
the pleasure with others, just as the fluid minded 
child does. 

Moha converts the liquid into solid. 


k k k k k 

Thou who criest to man and God for liberty, 
liberate thyself! 


k k k k k 

Pursue not a shadow without and ignore the 
substance within. 

Do not run away with the chains about thee (in the 
name of freedom); but break them and, stand free. 


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Anything that makes you stumble (Urdu word). 


k k k k k 

Some men pass through the world as destructive 
forces, like the tornado or the avalanche, but they 


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are not great, they are to greatness as the avalanche 
is to the mountain. 


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Few contemplate the mountain at whose base they 
live and fewer still essay to explore it. But in the 
distance the small things disappear, and then the 
solitary beauty of the mountain is perceived. That 
work which defends religion perishes; it is religion 
that lives. 

Drug your soul no longer with the poisons of false 
belief. In a fleeting moment of self-forgetfulness the 
smallest soul becomes great; extend that moment 
indefinitely, and there is a great life, a great soul. 

. . . . Hell is the preparation for Heaven. The 
presumptuousness of the small may, for a time, 
obscure the humility of the great, but it is at last 
swallowed up by it as the noisy river is lost in the 
calm ocean. 

Let thy book first live in thee, then shalt thou live 
in thy book. 


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Let there be nothing within thee that is not 
beautiful and gentle and then will there be nothing 
without thee that is not beautified and softened by 
the spell of thy presence. 

GURU GOBIND SINGH 

He hunts a lion. Hays him, sews the skin on the 
body of an ass. Sends the donkey to the town. 
People run away in fear. The donkey brays on 
seeing other donkeys. People discover the cheat 
and kill the animal. 

Upadesha - If ye want to wear the sinha garb, you 
must forget in toto all about your old castes and 
creeds, must give up entirely the previous braying 
habits. 

To Pyare (the beloved). 

See to what you have to do. What others should do 
you need consider only when they come to seek 
your counsel which they must when you have 
shewn yourself to be true to yourself. Take up the 
work next to your hand for its own sake and then 
will the work nearest to your heart search you out. 
It is always the individual reform that grows into 
national reform Slender, tiny fibres of rills and 


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rivulets begin to flow from this direction and that 
and lo! We see them full soon organized into a 
river. Darlie, look not to others; flow, flow yourself 
as a stream with full faith that the Sun that melts 
you is not dead in your neighbourhood: fellow- 
streams must be simultaneously running down to 
meet you. Flow, flow, work, work. 


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Atmadrishti 

1. Stream may be curved, but not the water. 

2. Sugarcane (Ikshu) may be crooked, but not the 
sweet juice. 

3. The body may be defective and not the soul. 


k k k k k 

When we speak of the limit of a 2 -b 2 /a-b when a=b, 
we do not mean the limit of the numerator divided 
by the limit of the denominator; but we mean the 
limit of the quotient resulting from actually 
dividing the numerator by the denominator, which 
when a made equal to b, is 2a. 

This shows that ratio is a quantity quite 
independent of the separate value of either of the 
original quantities. [Cf. H and O and H 2 O.] 


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Note the difference, if any, between form 
arrangement and ratio-relation. 

Jagat is the ratio Pramata/Prameya (both numerator 
and denominator being functions of Atman. 

On marriage, death, and birth occasions, 
showering of wealth meant the keeping up of 
Samashti Drishti, ignoring all sense of individual 
gain and loss. Brahmasatyam Jaganmithya. 

Laws grind the weak, for strong men rule the laws. 


k k k k k 

A juggler took a first class passenger by the hand. 
All the bystanders at the Railway platform cried 
out: "Oh that is Nawab Sahib, what have you 
done? What is the matter with you?" 

The juggler says: "He is no Nawab, he is a 
Badmash. He has only a third class ticket and 
travels in the first class" and so it turned out. 

What a Tamasha. 


Just so Achyuta 


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O Devadeva Rama, the worldly detectives and 
critics, they are only jugglers they merely show 
(Urdu word) to you, none can touch in the least 
your majesty or Holiness. 


MAYA PROBLEM 

1. Avidya timir etc. diseases pertain not to the 
percipient: for where timir is removed by the 
treatment of the eye, the percipient is no longer 
subject to such perception. 

2. Q: Whose is this avidya ? A: By whomsoever it is 
seen. 

Q: By whom is it seen? A: There is no use asking 
this question. For if Avidya is perceived at all, you 
perceive also the one who has that avidya. 

If avidya is cognized, then since it cannot exist by 
itself, it must be cognized as inhering in something 
else. If avidya be not cognized, then how do you 
know that avidya exists at all? 


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Q: Why, is not, say I, who have avidya and should 
try and get rid of it? 

A: How can you perceive the relation between the 
self and avidya ? It is not indeed possible for you to 
perceive yourself as related to Avidya, at the same 
moment that your Self cognises avidya ; for the 
cognisor (the self) acts at the moment as the 
percipient of avidya. 

Nor can there be a separate cognisor because of 
involving Anawastha. 

The prohibition of the construction of the altar on 
Earth has a meaning because possible. 

But prohibition of the construction of altars has no 
sense because no occasion for procedure. 

If we trusty to the conjectures of men of great 
genius in the operations of Nature, we have only 
the chance of going wrong in an ingenuous 
manner. 


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Shankar in his Bhashya on Sarvadahrmaan 
parityajya, Bh. Gita, xviii, 66 (towards the close) in 
the latter part says - Very Pregnant Statement. 

"Sruti is an authority only in matters not perceived 
by means of ordinary instruments of knowledge, 
such as Pratksha. Indeed, Sruti is intended as an 
authority only for knowing what lies beyond the 
range of human knowledge. 

A hundred Srutis may declare that fire is cold or 
that it is dark; still they possess no authority in the 
matter. If Sruti should at all declare that fire is cold 
or that, it is dark, we would still suppose that it 
intends quite a different meaning from the 
apparent one; for its authority cannot otherwise be 
maintained. We should in no way attach to Sruti a 
meaning which is opposed to other authorities or 
(militates against) its own declaration," 


* -k * -k * 

In regard to any neighbour whose behaviour is 
irregular, put yourself always in a position to 
defend and not to contend. 


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Way of Meditation for the student of Language 
(Grammar). 

The word I ( Sphot ) expresses itself in all these 
forms. (These forms Maya), so perplexing to look 
at are limited, changeable, non-eternal . . . nothing. 
The word abides equally in the speaker (or writer) 
and the addressee. Even the -Sun, stars, rivers, etc. 
are mere expressions of that word. 

Let every lesson be a realization of Atmasatyam 
Jaganmithya and inspirer of (Urdu word) by 
emphasising the nothingness and futility of forms. 

1. When an iron-bar is kept North, South, it is 
magnetized. Why not Man when in unison with 
Truth and Love? 

2. A boiler with steam works engines, why not 
Man with Feeling? 

3. Let the plate vibrate and the sand shapes itself 
in fantastic figures. So the Laws obey the vibrations 
of Chit. 


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Sorrow is not given us for sorrow's sake, but 
always and infallibly as a lesson to us from which 
we are to learn somewhat: .and which the 
somewhat once learned ceased to be sorrow. 

"Our wishes are presentiments of our capabilities " 
but distinguish between false appetite and real. 
Count a thing known only when it is stamped on 
your mind, so that you may survey it on all sides 
with intelligence. 

Why tell me that the man is a fine speaker if it is 
not the truth that he is speaking? 

Don't ever suppose that people are hostile to you in 
the world. 


k k k k k 

You will rarely - never - find anybody designedly 
doing you ill. Human nature is divine. 


k k k k k 

The whole world must move with one who feels 
himself one with the whole world. 


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The child believes that even inanimate things will 
give way to him a little; perhaps because he feels 
himself one with nature. 


k k k k k 

It is still later experience which teaches that human 
characters too are inflexible, and shows that no 
Entreaty or representation or example can make 
them depart from their course. 


k k k k k 

Yes, on this side of innocence lies the inexorable 
Law and on the other side mastery over Law. 

THE MATERIAL SCIENCE 

Its votaries sunk in the dark depths of their mine 
grow so short-sighted that they deny that the Sun 
shines. 


k k k k k 

The bird which builds a nest for offspring yet to 
come bears witness in its act to the omnipotence 
and continuity of a will for which the interval 
between pairing time and rearing time does not 
exist. 


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Free man = One who has regained his sense of 
universality, and has risen superior to the needs of 
sensuality. 

Such a spectator looks at things, as it were, from 
inside. 

He is no longer a needy being, one outside others. 
Identified with the object of contemplation. 


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Schopenhauer in his Parerga II and 185. 

"How thoroughly does the Upanishad breathe the 
holy spirit of the Vedas. And how does everyone, 
who by diligent perusal has familiarized himself 
with the Persian - Latin of this incomparable book, 
feel himself stirred to his innermost by that spirit. 
Oh! How the mind is here washed clean of all its 
early ingrafted Jewish superstition and all 
philosophy servile to that superstition! It is the 
most profitable and the most elevating reading, 
which (the original text excepted) is possible in the 
world. It has been the consolation of my life, and 
will be the consolation of my death." 


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Even the meanest of God's creatures boasts two 
soul-sides, one to face the world, with One to show 
a woman when he loves her. 

The individual advances only so far as he merges 
his will in the national will (Service of society). 

The nation prospers only in so far as she merges 
her will in the cosmic will. 

And the cosmic will is advancing toward the 
denial of the will to live. 

Thus the circle gets completed. 

When we deny our will, the will is realized. 

There is no safer test of greatness than the faculty 
to let mortifying and insulting expressions pass 
unheeded merely perceiving, without feeling them. 


k k k k k 

"Philosophy," says Schopenhauer "is a plant which 
like the alpenrose, or the fluenblume, only 
flourishes in free mountain-air, but deteriorates 
under artificial culture." 


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k k k k k 

It is as little necessary that the saint should be a 
philosopher as that the philosopher should be a 
saint. 


k k k k k 

The names of Fichte, Hegel, and other philosophers 
were to Schopenhauer like the red rag to the angry 
bull. 


k k k k k 

Schopenhauer: — 

Morality is your inmost nature resting on the laws 
of your metaphysical being, which in ordinary 
consciousness you forget It is on the latent sense of 
the identity of one and all that morality is founded. 

It is certain that sovereignty belongs to the people, 
but Demos is a sovereign who is always under age, 
and can seldom manage his own concerns. 


k k k k k 

Philosophy is intellectual unity. 

Poetry is unity in feeling 

Sage (Religion) is unity in conduct, life. 


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"I do not doubt that the mind is a less pleasant 
thing to look at than the face, and for that very 
reason it needs more looking at; so always have 
two mirrors on your toilet table, and see that with 
proper care you dress body and mind before them 
daily." - J Ruskin 

"Whenever in any religious faith, dark or bright, 
we allow our minds to dwell upon the points in 
which we differ from other people, we are wrong 
and in the devil's power." 

"The moment we find we can agree as to anything 
that should be done, then do it." J Ruskin 

The vulgar catch an opinion like a cold by 
infection. 


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When men are rightly occupied, their amusement 
grows out of their work, as the colour-petals out of 
a fruitful flower. 


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"Visible Governments are the toys of some nations, 
the diseases of others, the harness of some, the 
burdens of more." - J Ruskin 


k k k k k 

Unjust kings can no more be the true kings of the 
nation than gadflies are the kings of a horse; they 
suck it and may drive it wild, but do not guide it. 


k k k k k 

There is but one pure kind of kingship - the eternal 
and inevitable. 

Dismiss all thought about friends, foes, etc., as we 
should dismiss from the mind ghost stories and 
spirits so-called. 


k k k k k 

The more beautiful the art, the more it is essentially 

(1) "The work of people who felt themselves 
wrong." 

(2) Happiness pursued (ambition or passion) 
brings disappointment. Happiness results, of itself, 
from devotion to art and work. 

On the Empirical plane the advancement of nations 
is like the hyperbolic curve approaching nearer 


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and nearer the straight central tangent of Vedantic 
life, yet never actually touching it. But on 
metaphysical considerations, the curve was never 
separate from the tangent. 

The great objection to Vedanta: It kills out feelings 
and blears the aesthetic vision. It is un-feeling, 
callosity, nature-like rectilinear conduct which 
Vedanta inculcates. No regard to people's feelings, 
no eye for personal charms. E.g. Beauty of ladies 
and damsels affects Rama as the beauty of cows 
and horses, utterly below personal feelings, 
although well appreciated. 

The Truth, the Reality gains such enormous 
dimensions that the things, criticisms, and 
causation become unreal; human feelings are 
washed out. Yet Divine Feeling begins to overflow 
instead, and laughing sunshine bathes everything 
in joy, (without personal distinctions). 

Off: 1. The fool fights with and blames always the 
surroundings, sees the real cause outside 
(. Karp any a ) self-degradation. 


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Near: 2. The next higher retrospects and applies the 
axioms and aphorisms to himself; reviews his own 
doings; corrects himself. 

Hits the mark: — 3. The highest sees Himself the all, 
outside as well as inside, by Him moved is the 
world of its own accord, and looks at the world 
and behold, it is all good, finds the universe just 
turning round Him with folded hands, chanting 
hymns of praise. 

Human Kheda: Some come to allure you, to drive 
you out of your element (by praise etc). Others put 
a noose around you, others (of kindred nature, 
once free) bite you and kick you into slavery like 
their own. 

That place alone will become your permanent 
home where you can keep yourself entirely above 
the thought of seeming home, and perfectly At 
Home. 

When you set your heart on a place, the place will 
drive you out; just as when you depend upon a 
person, the person must betray your confidence or 
be separated somehow or other. 


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In Sushupti (sound sleep) and Death, jadata 
(helplessness) prevails, and (Urdu word) is Maya , 
being the characteristic property of Form. 

Rajayoga Samadhi again is subject to Maya 
particularity and, limitation of (Urdu word) being 
still on hot pursuit. The Yogi labours, but so do the 
farmers and miners etc. 

The only gate to freedom is jnanasamadhi. 

Electricity, magnetism, gravitation, molecular 
force, being convertible into one another are one. 

My Will overcomes gravitation in jumping etc. My 
Will matches all; hence I (the Will) am one with all 
Force. 

Beauty of form is mere transparency which reveals 
Me, the only Reality. 

Singleness or Simplicity of Force characterizes 
Hypnosis as well as Atmasakshatkar, but in the one 
is simplicity of (Urdu word), in the other simplicity 
of (Urdu word). 


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God draws out Love from us per force, at the 
bayonet's point. 

Love Him or die. O Tyranny! 

Can this forced-out affection be called Love? Yes, 
where in the world was love freely granted? The 
higher power draws mercilessly: Even (Urdu 
verse) smack of the weapons of tyranny. 

(Urdu verse) 

Enter into the heart - into the heart of men, women 
- into the heart of the Earth and the Sun, into the 
heart in such a way that only the Central Force, the 
heart Power remains real, and everything else is 
relegated to the surface-show, as three dimensions, 
sp. to the Hyperspace. 

(a) In Hypnosis etc., the Mind = snow: conformity, 
can be easily handled and shaped into any form. 
The outside forces of gravitation, drafts of wind, 
etc. arc not in full operation. No mobility, inertia. 

(b) In Jnanasamadhi the mind = steam. 

{Pressure = Power multiplied 1700 times. Non- 
conformity, compare (Urdu verse)} 


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(c) The ideas correspond to the particles of matter. 
These ideas like material bodies are, in their turn, 
centres of force again. 

(d) The Rule of Conduct. 

Before commencing any subject, or undertaking 
any work, have enough of Divine Heat stored up 
in you. This Divine Heat is the spiritual stomach. 
Eat just so much at, a time as will he thoroughly 
assimilated, digested and made holy. If secular 
study is thoroughly assimilated' it will aid the 
spiritual fire. 

(e) Schopenhauer is right in calling Will the 
ultimate principle. Will grows into light Jnana. 

Heat = Faith, The glow of spiritual love. 

Light (Jnana) = The resulting transparency. 


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Success in the phenomenal world can come only if 
the blessed mood precedes (whether through 
work, through study or anyway) - the blessed 
Mood that dispels all separation. 


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To obtain a thing (without clash or impact) the 
velocity or force must be diminished. (Even a train 
must lose its motion before reaching a station). 
This diminution in molar motion could only take 
place through transmutation into molecular (inner) 
energy or Expansive Heat. 

Drinking wine = Canal irrigation for the fields in 
India [where the peasants add no manure and have 
an increasingly strong temptation to supply far 
more water than necessary]. The first crop is over- 
abundant but (the food materials being soon 
exhausted), the land is rendered- barren for the 
future. Manure unpulverized = sweets 

administered to children in such hard and large 
balls as they cannot swallow. It is as bad as not 
given. 


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Do you want to unite the Hindus and 
Mahomedans or to bring about any other reform? 
No Chemistry could effect that combination except 
through Heat or any other reagent which puts 
them into the nascent state. (Urdu word) alone 
could effect a change. It is this Agni which carries 
offerings, (or our Will) to the Devas i.e., the 


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universal Powers or the Indriyani of all. This is 
meant by the God. Fire in the Vedas Agnirdevata. 

Exaggeration is the courtesy which fancy pays to 
the unknown. Wonder is the mother of knowledge. 

JAPAN 

Jyeyasu, Tokugowa Shogun, 1600 (Tokio Court) 
paid such humble homage to the Mikado (Kioto 
Court) as to render the king absolutely helpless, a 
veritable stone-Thakurji. In the name of sanctity 
the Kioto Court was deprived of all political 
authority. A strong garrison was stationed in 
Kioto, ostensibly for the protection of the palace 
but... 

Among the generals and admirals who have 
distinguished themselves in the Chinese and 
Russian Wars, many were brought up as youths in 
the principles of Oyomei. This it is which makes 
them calm amid danger, resourceful in planning 
and ever alert to meet the dictates of change. With 
welcome they recognized the Dragon amid the 
boiling ferment of the Restoration. 


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Oshiwo, a celebrated Oyomei scholar of Osaka, 
during the severe famine of 1807, for the famishing 
populace fired on the Governor's garrison and held 
them in check while he distributed the contents of 
the Government granaries to the starving people. 
After that he calmly met his death. 

Strike like the lightning, be terrible like the 
thunder, but remember that the sky itself is always 
clear above. 

Mashashige, the hero who fought for the Mikado, 
and knowing that his cause was already lost, yet 
carried out the guerrilla warfare with the usurper 
which led to a temporary restitution of the 
Mikado's power and claimed no reward when his 
work was accomplished, " What is thy last wish?" 
said he to his brother as, wounded into death, they 
both emerged from their last terrible battle with the 
Shogin's hosts. Smiling he listened to the swift 
reply. 

"I wish to be born again to strike a blow for the 
Mikado," and said, "though Buddhists teach that 
such wishes are sinful and lead to the hell of 
Asuras, yet not for once only but for seven lives do 


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I wish to be reborn for that same end;*' then each 
fell by the other's sword. 

Masatoura, the son of Mashashige, refused the first 
beauty of the Court who was deeply attached to 
him, when the Mikado offered her to him as a 
reward for his hereditary loyalty, pleading that his 
life was for death and not love. 

Such should your devotion to Truth be. 

The Samurai, like his weapon, was cold, but never 
forgot the fire in which he was forged. 

Keiki, the last of the Shoguns, voluntarily gave up 
the reins of government to the Mikado, when the 
times were ripe for it. Again Japanese Constitution 
is the voluntary gift of the Mikado. Just deserve 
and there at your feet lies the object of desire. 


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The lotus trembled above the turbid waters, the 
stars began to pale before the dawn, and that 
mighty hush which bespeaks the coming storm fell 
on the nation. 


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The Koh-i-noor is even as a tear-drop of bleeding 
India. 

The problem of restoring the old while absorbing 
the new Restoration and Reformation. 

The Restorative period of Japan (1863 to 1868 - 
between the death of Hikone and assumption of 
the throne by the present now late — Ed.) Mikado is 
characterized by an exuberant desire for self- 
sacrifice on the part of its enthusiasts. It was due to 
this feeling of patriotic arder that the Samurai 
voluntarily gave up his swords (Kouin), the diaiuio 
his fiefs and the Shogin his hereditary authority... 

It was a curious example of social embryology that 
Japan should have assumed altruistic forms before 
its rebirth. 

Their foreign policy made a virtue of necessity. 
Emperor Yaon of China relinquished his throne to 
the ablest citizen of the realm. 

Restoration and Reformation: 


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There were four main lines along which the work 
of preparing the nation to meet the problem of 
modern life was carried. There were 

1. Constitutional Government. 2. Liberal 
Education. 3. Universal Military Service. 4. The 
elevation of womanhood. 

The Japanese lady possesses all the rights of her 
Western sister, though she does not care to insist 
upon them. 


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SPINOZA ON ETHICS 

Knowledge as well as conduct must remain 
imperfect until we can contemplate all things from 
the point of view of their absolute unity. Other 
points of view may serve as provisional 
instruments of thought. Their main use is that we 
may, like a workman who uses ruder implements 
to construct more perfect ones, fashion by means of 
them, other intellectual instruments, by which the 
mind acquires a further power of investigation, 
and so proceeds till it gradually attains the summit 
of wisdom. 


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The Law of Causation, the worldly relationships, 
expectations, duties, are all mere transition points 
passing standards of judgments, wayside inns, the 
dolls of the spinster, the ablution of the waterless. 

For the Sannyasin, the servant is no servant, the 
disciple is no disciple, the Raja no Raja, the friend 
no friend and enemy no enemy, the people's 
promises no promises and threats no threats, 
provisions no provisions. 

There is but one Reality. When the heart beats at 
one with It, the whole world pulsates at one with 
the heart. When the mind is out of tune with the 
only Reality, the whole world vibrates differently 
from the mind. 


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Sampadah paramaapadaam padam 
Wealth is the abode of miseries. "There is a point 
where thought dies away into feeling, intelligence 
loses itself in rapt identification with its objects, 
and all sense of individuality is absorbed in that 
absolute transparent unity where no division is. 
Ecstasy which can only be described as the 
extinction of thought from its own intensity, the 


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striving of the finite spirit beyond itself till it is lost 
in God." 


NEW PLATONISM 

As it is only by applying to space or extension, 
which is one and indivisible, the conceptions of 
number and measure, which are mere u aids of 
imagination," that Ave can think of it as made up 
of discreet parts, so it is only Imagination which 
gives to ourselves and all other finite individuals a 
separate independent existence. 

SPINOZA 

As applied to finite beings. Existence is something 
separable from Essence; the idea of a house in the 
mind, of the builder, for instance, being something 
different from the house as an actually existing 
thing. 

Essence belongs to God alone; in Him essence and 
existence are one. When, again, we say of God that 
He is one, we must understand something 
different from the unity we predicate of finite 
things. 


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God, beyond all predication, our intellects could 
say only this much that it is, but not that or how it 
is. "I am that I am." 


k k k k k 

Dualistic Theology: "not only does it start from the 
fundamental dualism of a super-mundane creator 
and a world lying outside of Him but even in that 
world all does not spring from the will that creates 
it," (e.g. evil and sin.) 

"Make thy heart a burning ground. 

And let Shyama dance there." 

Maya 

Every reasonable act presupposes an end or 
design. That design is nothing else than the form of 
the thing to be produced. An Intelligence capable 
of producing all and of raising them by a 
marvellous art from potentiality into actuality, 
must contain in itself the forms of all things. 

- G. Bruno. 


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In the infinite variety of existence, there must be in 
them along with their characteristic differences 
something which they all have in common, and 
that common element takes the place of matter as 
the distinctive element takes the place of form. 

- Plotinus. 

Anmity which transcends, yet at the same time 
comprehends both. 

Form and Matter 

I can doubt away everything, but cannot doubt the 
doubter: I doubt, therefore I am. Cogito, ergo sum. 
Descartes. I cannot abstract from the being which is 
identical with thought. That being is not the being 
of my particular self; for that, too, like every other 
particular contingent existence, I can, in one sense, 
abstract from. I can make it an object of 
observation. I can think of it, and I can think it 
away, as that which was not and might not be. But 
.the self from which I cannot abstract is that for 
which and in which I and all things are. It is that 
which is presupposed in all knowledge and to 
which all realities are relative. 

Sakshi nityah samvit 


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The only right we have is (Urdu word) - Rama 

TO STRENGTHEN MEMORY 

Live in God, not only the known past, but even the 
unknown past or future will begin to flash in your 
mind. 

All Maya (figure) is negative and not anything 
positive. 

It is plain that the whole of: matter considered in- 
definitely can have no figure. He who says that he 
perceives a figure, merely says that he has before 
his mind a limited thing, (like the hypothetical 
solid introduced in Hydrostatical investigations). 
But this limitation does not pertain to the thing in 
respect of its being, but on the contrary of its non- 
being. A figure in space, in so far as it has any 
positive reality, it is only the reality that belongs to 
the part of infinite space which its periphery cuts 
off; it is created solely by cutting off or negating all 
of space that is outside of it. 

But according to Hegel, the infinite, in the highest 
sense of the word, must be conceived, not as the 


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simple negation of the finite, but as that which at 
once denies and affirms it. 

The individual thinks himself free because he is 
conscious of his desires and actions, but not of the 
conditions that determine them. 

Ordinary observation judging merely by the 
senses, confounds externality in space with 
independent existence and represents to itself the 
spatial separation of stones, plants, animals, as 
equivalent to an isolated or absolute reality. But is 
the Reality in a leaf different from the Reality 
(Atman) of the tree? By a trick of the imagination 
Ave look upon ourselves as independent, self- 
determined individuals. 

Rightly viewed each so-called individual is only a 
transition point in a movement of thought that 
stretches back through the interminable past and 
onwards through the interminable future. 

No of Bhumikas or stages: 


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We need not ascend to heaven to bring it down 
from above, for it is already in our hands and our 
mouths. 


k k k k k 

All knowledge of what is limited rests on an 
implicit reference to what is unlimited. Every 
conception of a particular space or body 
presupposes the idea of infinite space or extension. 
That is the origin and axis, the pole and initial line. 
That substance is beyond demonstration and 
inaccessible to doubt, for demonstration and doubt 
alike depend on and indirectly affirm it. 

No chemical can operate or act on another unless it 
pass through the nascent state. 

The seed grows through reduction into the 
Substance. 

Metals are welded by passing into the molten state. 
The man of (Urdu word) feels encouraged at the 
seeming favourable circumstances, and pinning his 
faith to the individual appearances rushes onward, 
but immediately does he receive a knock on the 
head or bump on the forehead. The shock melts 


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him, brings him to the nascent state and forthwith 
comes success to greet him. 

EVOLUTION AND SURVIVAL 

The Law inexorable, not being understood, bumps, 
knocks and struggle must inevitably go on. Those 
survive that pass the more through nascent state, 
the only condition for fitness. 

Once there were Engines with no governor and the 
steam struggle was uncontrollable. But now the 
governor (this Jnana, this melting into the 
universal) is known, why keep up the struggle. 

This Jnana will of course keep down animal 
production and multiplication within legitimate 
(and proper) limits. Proficiency in study. Work, Art 
brings success in so far only us the worker thereby 
passes through substance. 


* * -k * -k 

Inventions and discoveries are made in and 
through realization of the Sat. We gladly take to 
the second-hand Machines and Engines given by 
the inner Sat. Let us avail ourselves of the inner 
Boiler. 


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Make thy heart a burning ground. And let Shyama 
dance there. The temples and churches have been 
abused through ignorance, else any help to the 
kindling of that fire within was a blessing. 

The fountains of Faith are far deeper in the soil of 
human heart and more securely founded than the 
ponds of learning and the tanks of intellect. Hence 
has been the cry for mystery, supernaturalism etc., 
all along the pages of history. So, has the power of 
(Urdu word) been felt by the high and low. 


* "k * * * 

The Professors of Philosophy and Metaphysics get 
dashed out along the tangent line, owing to the 
preponderance of the Centrifugal force (Superficial 
intellect) and aberrations caused by worldly 
attractions. 

Spinoza compares Substance to a surface reflecting 
the rays of light, which regarded objectively is 
called a "plane", but with reference to the observer 
is called a "white", thus bringing out the distinction 
between the real and relative characters. 


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J. Caird in criticizing Spinoza's Mathematical 
Method, says at one place "No thought or feeling is 
beside another." Why not? You cannot think two 
things at one time. 

Thorough refutation of J. Caird' s objection by 
Rama: There is desakaalavastubhedah (difference of 
time, space and causality) in light, heat, magnetism 
etc., because they are convertible into each other. 
No co-existence. Light cannot exist without matter, 
therefore extended, being merely Form in which 
Force is manifested. So, ideas cannot exist without 
brain, therefore extended in that sense. Rays 
emanating from a lamp we call light, rays issuing 
from the brain are ideas or intelligence. 

Heat, ignition is the cause in both. Compare Prof. 
James. 

Form is due, to Motion (Chaitanyata ) . Thus Form 
(Maya) is only a mode of Force (Brahma). 

(An Urdu verse is quoted here) 

Do not let your Imagination run away with you 
(the true God). 


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The point is a mere fictitious abstraction, a thing 
which has no existence apart from the line. When 
we think the line, the point censes to have any 
existence at all. The same is true of lines in relation 
to surfaces, of surfaces in relation to solids. Just so, 
the Modes in relation to the Infinite Substance. 

Causality is a category only of the finite. The 
relation of cause and effect is one which implies the 
succession or co-existence of its members - Saman 
satta. 

In the impact of two balls, the motion of the first 
becomes the cause of the motion of the second only 
when it has ceased to exist in the former; the force 
which has existed as heat becomes the cause of 
motion only when it has exhausted itself of its form 
or existence. 

"There is in each thing an endeavour by which it 
seeks to persevere in its own being; and this 
endeavour is nothing but the actual essence of the 
thing itself, and it is therefore something not 
conditioned by time, it involves no finite time." 

- Spinoza. 


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Indefinite or endless duration is a form of time and 
not of eternity. The Mathematical infinite of Dr. 
Paul Cams is refuted by Spinoza, saying: By the 
spurious infinite of mere endlessness (as in the 
series giving the value of E) we do not rise above 
the region of the finite. Thus the (Urdu word) and 
(Urdu word) must both belong to the finite, (Urdu 
words) both apoorna being empirical. 


k k k k k 

As all spaces must be known as in one Space, so all 
ideas can be known only as through the all- 
embracing idea of God. 


k k k k k 

Men, who cannot realize the Intuitive God- 
Consciousness, sometimes blame human mind for 
it. Just as a man who made an error in calculation 
might ascribe it to an incapacity in human mind to 
apprehend Number. 


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Vehemence of passion becomes as foolish as the 
child's anger against the stone that hurts it or the 


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infuriated man's indignation against the messenger 
of evil tidings. 

We gain true freedom by the detection of false 
freedom. 


k k k k k 

Emotion arises in the transition from less to greater 
or from greater to less activity and power. When 
we pass from a less to a greater perfection, the 
emotion takes the particular form of pleasure, in 
the opposite kind emotion = pain. 

Desire = the self-maintaining impulse filled with a 
definite content 

Desire, Pleasure, Pain are primary emotions. 


k k k k k 

Dissipation of heat gives rise to crystallization, 
appearances of forms, differentiation of matter and 
seeming evolution. 

Ekoham Baku Syam 

Why should heat dissipate? It is in its nature to 
dissipate. 


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"The origin and explanation of all moral activity 
lies in a certain self-maintaining or self-real bring 
impulse - the effort by which one endeavours to 
persevere in its own being. When the self- 
maintaining impulse is satisfied, or when the mind 
is conscious of an increase of power, the feeling is 
that of pleasure." 

- Spinoza 

Compare also H. Spencer (the beginning of his 
Education), 


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The dissipation (radiation) of heat from a hot 
solution yields beautiful crystals etc. So, the 
wakefulness from Samadhi of the sages and 
prophets. 


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It is true. Evolution is going on by dissipation of 
heat. (See H. Spencer's First Principles). But life 
also is maintained by the presence of heat. Else 
Earth's fate is like unto that of the dead Moon, 
Avidya (Ignorance or nescience) is the cause of 
Samsar (universe); but no Samsar is without Jnanam. 


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Art presumes the conclusions of Science. 

Science takes for granted, gay at least, the Law of 
Causality, Matter, Force, Space, Time, the nature of 
which it is the province of Philosophy to 
investigate. 

Philosophy even Metaphysics, h:i» to leave the 
Absolute Reality unexplained (Maya). 

Here Religion takes up the strain. 


k k k k k 

Heat is all-pervading, but only when confined in 
the Railway Engine, it carries thousands to their 
destinations. (Urdu quote) 

So is Brahma all-parvading, but Brahmajnan is in the 
boiler of a Jnani's head saves nations, taking them 
to heaven even in this world. 

The inner heat often gets converted into 
magnetism and personal charms. Compare all 
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Beauty and charm of two kinds: 

1. White objects, (renunciation) in Bhedavadis 

2. White objects, (re 2. Sun, (inner), Abhedavadis 


k k k k k 

Is Rama's talk ( Urdu word) and of no use to you? 
The water in the reservoirs is pure water, only no 
vegetation about it. But that is no reason why the 
fields should refuse to be irrigated by it for bearing 
their own harvests. So, the steam in the boiler and 
the working machines. If Rama is a Sadhu, so 
much the more to the profit of Grihasthas. 

Samwat 1962, last day A. B. 

O Blessed Mood! O Rama! You are indeed jealous. 
You certainly do not hesitate to poke out my eyes if 
they chance to be attracted by anything ( Urdu 
word). You burn the heart if it lets in any unworthy 
object, nay anything else but Thee ( Urdu quote) 

Well, alright. Let thy will be done. Let the head and 
heart be rent to pieces if any other idea but R 
happen to lodge there! Pour all my vitality at His 
feet, who first loved me. 


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O dear heart, it won't do simply to cut off your 
affections from each and every object of the senses. 

(Urdu quote ) 

Fear involves selfishness. 


k k k k k 

Even in self-sacrifice for another there is present a 
reference to self, an idea of an object to be attained 
in which the agent seeks self-satisfaction. Without 
such reference even the purest self-denial is a 
conception that swims in the air. 

No Volition in mind save that which an idea as 
idea involves. 

"Ideas no more images like dumb pictures on a 
tablet, but every idea instinct with an element of 
activity"- Spinoza. Cf. Hegel - also the N. Book. 

The distinction is not between understanding and 
trill but between a sound and a diseased or 
disordered understanding. The distinction is 
between a clear and adequate idea and a confused, 
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Idea is nothing passive, but involves reaction or 
action. All thought active, all will intelligent. 

Idea = Samvedana., acceleration, self-maintaining 

impulse: 

f. = sensation. 

ft. = conception or notion. 

Desire = m'f. 

(Cupiditees) Force, self-maintaining impulse filled 
with a definite content. 

The forces may be in a neutral or equilibrated state 
for a while (that is hesitation). 

A few moments bring a change in environments; 
equilibrium broken, one force preponderates, 
decision takes place. This is called Volition (will). 
Domination = decision. Passion (or passivity of the 
mind) is a con/ used idea by which the mind 
affirms of its body etc. a power of existing greater 
or less than before. 

Pleasure = a passion by which the mind passes to 
greater; pain = by which to less, perfection. 


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Pleasure and Pain (of which all other emotions fire 
specifications) therefore are not a new element, 
different from anything in our purely intellectual 
nature, but arc simply the transition from a less to 
a greater or from a greater to a less perfection. 

Pleasure = Vi mv 2 . Kinetic energy, heat, involving 
dissolution of form. 

Dissolution of form = realization of Self. Only the 
pure in heart can see God, because nothing can be 
realized without all else being expelled, Aparoksh 
conquest of one Idea (Self over all other ideas. 
Otherwise there is anarchy or interregnum in the 
heart. 

Saving knowledge is only that which includes or 
connotes will, which is instinct with the element of 
activity. All other knowledge is not really 
knowledge but only confused and imperfect ideas. 
Such ideas may be, nay, must be inert. But 
adequate ideas are not dead or passive but living 
things. They are self-realizing. To think them is to 
live them, to be quick with spiritual activity, to be 
master of one's self and the world. An idea which 
is adequate or which alone deserves the name 
which by its very essence asserts itself against all 


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that is foreign and hostile to the mind, it cannot co- 
exist with con-fusion and error and the passions 
that are bred of them, any more than Light can co- 
exist with darkness. One who has clear jnan will 
not be moved by political, social or personal fears 
and hopes and sympathies. Feeling = mv i.e. m f x 
t. 

PASSION = F. S. or m f h height, intensity. 
Undisciplined minds (like the Swat militia) only 
are mediumistic. Childish natures! An object of 
attraction comes and creates an impulse (which 
disregards the past and future). A black hypnotizer 
comes and strikes fear into the heart, creates 
confusion, divides and conquers; throws a bone of 
contention among the harmoniously working 
forces and carries the booty himself; or sends a 
wolf among the sheep and disperses the aboriginal 
inhabitants of the mind, or throws a cloud or mist 
over the land and renders the original occupants 
incapable of work and then sets to work and robs 
or commits other deeds of darkness; or administers 
a little chloroform and than commences his work 
of mental vivisection. Lawyer's cross-examination 
is no more than that. The spy's work is that. 


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A clear idea is one which might be compared to a 
well-lit road, where robbers could not break in. An 
adequate idea is a luminous idea. Says Prof. 
Stasbuck, in the enlightened or the converted or 
free, connections between the lower and higher 
centres are broken, i.e. some of the wires a and b. 
are cut off. So, no response to the lower calls can be 
given. So long as the capital (Urdu word) or C. 
Ideas (or inertia) was on the plains - lower down, 
in the region of diversity (Urdu word). The wires 
were adjusted to the policy of that Government. 

People oftentimes overturn (upset) the old 
Government, revolutionize Samanvay, conquer 
triumph ( Sakshatkar ) accomplish the — Ve work 
and yet fail and fall back. ( Yogabhrashth ) for the 
only reason of not being able to establish the new 
kingdom, administer the new Government, 
promulgate the new order, carry on the altered 
policy, or pull out the old wires and roads and 
create a new system, adapt all relations to the will 
of the Lord, interpret everything in the new 
language (of the Spirit). This is jivamnukti. This is 
"fully awake" see (Thoreau). Who could call down 
the king? Who could browbeat the Lord, what she- 
ass could charm him? No one could hypnotize 


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him. A new aesthetics established in his rule. New 
Art, new Science! 

All inspiring books, Upanishads etc., were simply 
like Pathi Puma. Unless a man learns to read 
himself the book of Nature and be inspired by that 
continuously, he does not realize his Szvarajya. 


k k k k k 

If each finite mode has precisely the same value as 
another, is not the possibility of freedom simply in 
the ratio of one to Infinity? 

A: The medium by which Nature exerts its power 
over man is the influence of the passions. Passions, 
as the word indicates, imply the passivity or 
bondage of Man's true nature. The strength of 
passion is a spurious strength, an activity that is 
produced by passivity, which like the power 
borrowed of wine, the ferocity of the hunting dog, 
or the strength of the slave, is in reality a sign of 
weakness, (or like the power of the water-fall). "It 
is evident" says Spinoza, "that We natural man arc 
in many ways driven about by external causes and 
like the waves of the sea driven by contending 
winds, we are swayed hither and thither." 


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Consciousness is simply a record of the events, an 
account of what takes place, a mirror in which the 
play of forces is reflected, but no force in itself. 

As to transition from bondage to freedom, only 
that being which in some sense creates the forces 
that act on it can have in it the latent capacity to 
control them. It is the presence in man of 
something which is not subject to the bondage of 
externality that constitutes the fulcrum by which 
its freedom can be achieved. 


k k k k k 

"The effort of the mind by which it endeavours to 
preserve in its own being is nothing else than 
understanding and this effort at understanding is 
the first and sole basis of virtue." - Spinoza. 

B. Passions are in their true nature, individual, and 
unlike reason (or adequate ideas) product of 
imagination. Not only do their objects affect 
different men in an infinite variety of ways, so that 
what one desires and loves another may hate and 
shun, but their appropriation by one implies the 
loss of them to all besides." 

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To let passion rule is suicide. 

The activity of reason (divine Jnan ) involves 
pleasure; pain belongs only to the passions. The 
pain of bondage is the 'prophecy of freedom. 

If man could be perfectly happy under the 
dominion of passions, his moral conduct would be 
hopeless. The knowledge of passion (i.e. reason) 
destroys passion, because passion = confused idea. 
Reason not only masters passion but receives a 
fresh accession of power, it not only detects the 
illusion but Incomes possessed of the truth that 
underlies it, so that what we sought blindly is... 

(Urdu quote) 

O God, my bread, my salt and water! (Lecture on 
Sin.) 

"Intuitive Reason" = Jnan. Worldly wisdom = 
intellectual slavery of passion. 

Passion is excited when Reason fails: cf. "filling up 
with loudness the gap left by logic." The mind that 
is the prey of passions, is wasting itself on a vain 
show, fastening on that as real and permanent 


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which is fugitive and evanescent. "Reason and 
passion cannot co-exist. Where emotion is contrary 
to reason it is noxious, where coincides, it is 
useless." In the sphere of the passions, that emotion 
is most vivid and powerful which is referred to a 
present rather than an absent object j to a greater 
rather than a lesser of objects; to objects that most 
frequently recur;" Now if there be one object or 
idea which is ever present and incapable of being 
excluded by any other, which all things and 
thoughts suggest and from which everything else 
derives its significance and reality — that is Shiv. 

This Shiv we were feeling all along, only clouds 
intervened between the earths and the Sun and the 
Sun's attraction was ascribed to the clouds (self- 
created). 


(Urdu quote) 


k k k k k 

Reason realizes itself by elevating the natural 
impulses and desires into its own universality. 

"As the touch of Art glorifies matter, transmutes 
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of the ideal; or as organic life whilst it tikes up 
inorganic materials into itself suffuses them with 
its own power and energy." 

How is escape possible from the slavery of 
mechanical necessity - (helpless resultant of blind 
mechanical forces). The natural man is led by blind 
impulses, the object of desire being phenomenal 
form. But invariably Duryodhan-like falls flat on 
the hard floor which was mistaken for soft limpid 
water (cf. mirage). 

The dog tries to snatch the meat in water, loses 
what he had. We catch the shadow, it eludes the 
grasp. Pain follows. The fire of affliction changes 
ns, softens ns (and in the meanwhile surroundings 
clear up), the same original force is still operating, 
this time we ascribe it to something more 
reasonable and fly to the newly imagined centre of 
force, fail again and so on till at last we come to 
discover the only true source (the open sesame) of 
attraction .... Shiv. This is how the original 
discovery takes place. But the experiences of others 
laid before us in their exhortations and writings 
also can aid us in securing the correct point of view 
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Reason). Once the sound vision is gained. Botany, 
History, Zoology, all nature changes its 
significance. Freedom secured by assimilating the 
Laws. Harmony with the Law brings freedom from 
the Laws. All desires are originally the expression 
of the "effort of the mind by which it endeavours to 
preserve in its own being." The worldly desires 
through constant failure lead at last to the 
realization of that effort and this is jnan (adequate 
idea). Adequate idea is simply an idea of the 
Reality. All other ideas are negative, imagination, 
and confusion. In any case, in so far as we catch the 
real object, does the shadow (the appearance) draw 
towards us. Otherwise He swayed the stick I came 
to senses. He flogged me quick, I came to senses. 

(Urdu quote) 

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The following for consideration and Reconciliation 
- Attracted by the Sun, being both solid and liquid 
(heterogeneous) clouds form, vapours rise, and feel 
attracted by clouds Namarupani. In the rise of 
vapour, heat becomes latent, complete 
solidification, and attracted simply like a stone 
during the sway of passion (blind impulse). 
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the heat of hope which had hitherto nerved up 
your energies for work (headlong rush towards the 
object) finds nothing to combine chemically with 
you, so it splits you up, dissipates, dissolves, 
breaks up your frame (and moves so the heart). (It 
was Promethean fire, stolen I and see the 
consequence). In failure, i.e. not reaching the 
branch of the tree at which the leap was aimed, 
ensues the fall on the ground and crushing 
calamity. The twig unsubstantial and calculation 
inadequate. Hanuman ' s is the only right calculation 
who flies on Ramban and catches the very soil 
(m'l'n) of the tree. In some combinations heat is 
given off, in others absorbed from surroundings. 
Spiritual fall or friendship on elevated terms). 
What is solidifying (cold) then? The company of 
those on lower potentials, all heat-absorbing 
suggestions and high pressure civilization which 
forces you down into gross sense of personality. 
The chill can also crack the rocks, break up solid 
stones and walls. In calamitous failure the escape 
of heat (and resulting cold) if extreme, brings on 
earthquake (shock) as a consequence of which the 
clouds disperse, we feel ourselves very low (solid) 
but the sunshine falls as a blessing. Or the cold 
lowers the temperature of the solution far below 


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the point of saturation and the desire which had 
been self -multiplying (in the water) like monerons, 
settle down, fall off. Thus clearness follows the 
storm (tears) once more and we see the true Sun. 

Every true desire, like appetite, if fed, nourishes; if 
famished, eats back the vitals of its owner. 

People make so much of ( Urdu word). All ( Urdu 
word ) resolves itself into oneness with God, either 
directly or indirectly, consciously or unconsciously 
realized, and, sir, what of worldly ( Urdu quote). 

(Pleasures = wet dreams. Pain = nightmares. Both 
wake us up, though for a moment only). 


k k k k k 

Beautiful crystallization can be brought about as a 
rule, only after the whole solution has been heated 
considerably. Beautiful discoveries and systems are 
formed only as the after effect of heating the liquid. 


k k k k k 

Idea is activity. Passion (desire) passivity. Pleasure 
multiplication of activity, because at the time being 
the tormenting passivity is brought to an end. Pain 


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= increase or continuance of passivity, because the 
mind mass after failure goes on rolling through 
inertia (at first being moved by the object . Idea is 
of the nature of inert heat (life). 

"Intellectual love", says Spinoza, "makes man 
immortal, for having no relation to the body and 
affections, it has in it nothing that can be affected 
by the destruction of the body." 

The consciousness of Self implies relation to objects 
which are opposed to self and yet which as related 
to self form a necessary element of its life. 

That is not a resting identity, but a process, a life, of 
which the very essence is ceaseless activity. " .... it 
is by this perpetual process of differentiation and 
integration that self-conscious intelligence ceases to 
be a lifeless abstraction, and becomes a concrete 
reality." The eternal life is not that which abstracts 
from the temporal but that which contains while it 
annals it. The life of absolute truth or reason is not 
a life that is foreign to us but one in which we 
come to our own... the idea of a negation which is 
only a step to a higher affirmation. In the moral life 
of man negation is ever a necessary step to 


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affirmation, it is only through the enunciation of 
the natural life that we rise into the spiritual. 

But man never is a mere individual or a particular 
self, his passions are always so far transformed by 
self-consciousness that the attainment of their 
immediate objects is never their complete 
satisfaction. He has not only to satisfy them, but to 
satisfy himself. Whatever reality and independence 
are ascribed to nature and man, tint reality and 
independence must not only have its source in 
God, but must not be pressed beyond the point at 
which its dream characters must terminate. 

Only in thought or self-consciousness have we a 
unity whose nature it is to be infinitely determined, 
yet which in all its determinations never goes 
beyond itself but in all its multiplicity and variety 
is only and ever realizing itself. They are but its 
own objects. If it begins by opposing the world to 
itself, its next movement is to retract the 
opposition, to annul the seeming foreignness, to 
find itself therein. Knowledge is a revelation, not 
simply of the world to the observing mind, but of 
the observing mind to itself. The whole process of 
knowledge is a gradual annulling by the mind of 


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that self-externality which is thought's first attitude 
towards the outer world, and a gradual self- 
creation or realization of its own content. It is the 
essential characteristic of spirit, as spirit to be 
object to itself, to go forth into objectivity and 
return upon itself. Lila Dhari completing the Circle. 
That ideal unity of nature, which Science partially 
discloses, which Art by its imaginative creations 
foreshadows, is only then clearly apprehended 
when we... 


Urdu Quote 

Every conceivable advance in knowledge is only a 
realization of ourselves and the very 
Consciousness of our limits implies that there is 
that in us which transcends them. 


k k k k k 

Meditation - Giving the lower ( Jagrat ) centres rest, 
during which time the Karan Sarir centres become 
most active as seen after Sushupti also. When 
nature (food etc.) overcomes the body, the body is 
sick. When external nature overcomes the mind, 
the mind is unwell. Passion. Turnips, radish, 
parsnips, etc. accumulate food for their own future 


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use in the coming year and so look fat. The usurper 
comes saying, "of what use are they if not for my 
eating up?" So, the strength, health and youth of a 
young man or lady, plump limbs and bloomy 
checks, would suffice her to live comfortably her 
hundred if passions and sense enjoyments did not 
consume the stored up energy. 

The Adzvait is to be realized on the intellectual but 
more so, on the ethical and practical grounds. 

Conscience: Spinoza: "It has not only to satisfy 
them (senses) but itself also." 

Thus all the five elements of conscience counted by 
Schopenhauer are welded into one to constitute for 
the training of the ( Urdu Word) by the (Urdu Word) 
self. Cf. Emerson about the immediate self- 
punishment after Sin. 


k k k k k 

Do the wicked prosper? 

The wicked in so far as they are more intelligent 
(i.e. represent Activity) must supersede the passive 
(incapable of evil and also goad positive - Virtue). 


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But the intelligent wicked in their turn are brought 
low by the element of passion or passivity in them. 
True prosperity falls only to the lot of intellectual 
love. 

Who should be your companion? See, in what 
harbour is he anchored, what are his guiding 
principles, where is his heart? Mind not how much 
love he expresses for you. If his anchor is weighed 
in the sense of world-reality, behave like 
Yudhishthira towards his brothers and wife. If he 
is willing and ready to change his moorings, let 
him move up to you (docile). If his disease is 
contagious, shun him as plague. 

Your moorings: one in Man of principle. Who has a 
right to be the man of principle? Whose principle is 
(Urdu word). None else. 


k k k k k 

To commit murder and yet escape the Law, the 
easiest way is to entice a man to eat before the 
previous meal has thoroughly been digested (or 
between meals). Another is to tempt him to sense 
enjoyments (Indriya Ananda). 


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Demands of nature are demands of the higher self 
— the Divine Law, which should always govern the 
lower self -calculations. Let the higher self 
command at least as much respect as the Mayavi 
people present in your company. This is Bhakti. 
Why should you he so anxious to accomplish a 
particular job as to ignore the laws of health. Is it 
the business. His work? He surely knows best how 
to bring it round. Let His will be done. You have 
no right to abuse the machine (body) vouchsafed 
for His glorification. It should be governed by His 
Laws. Is He not ever so near (as His and) in His 
hygienic Laws? Obey Him, therefore, take regular 
exercise as a sacred (religious) duty. Taking a 
constitutional = Prakrama, etc. 

Sit straight in Samadhi posture, one whole day; all 
poisonous germs must perish. Bending over the 
book checks the flow in the alimentary canal and 
thus creates stagnant pools in the stomach or 
intestines giving rise to fermentation and 
flatulence. 

Through the mirror of the world a man may arrive 
at the knowledge of himself. 


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To assert and emphasize the common will to live « 
vulgarity. 

It is not the struggle which produces misery, it is 
the mistaken aims and low ideals. 

All the pride and pleasure of the world mirrored in 
the dull consciousness of a fool, is poor indeed 
compared with the Imagination. Cervantes writing 
his Don Quixote in a miserable prison. Bunyan 
(Pilgrim's Progress). Sir Walter Raleigh History). 
Daniel Defoe (Robinson (Crusoe). Milton {Paradise 
Lost). 

Health, cheerfulness is the very flow of it, says 
Schopenhauer. 

"Without a proper amount of daily exercise no one 
can remain healthy, all the processes of life 
demand exercise, not only the parts more 
immediately concerned, but the whole body. 
Aristotle rightly says, "Life is movement," it is its 
very essence. Ceaseless and rapid motion sustains 
every part of the organism." The heart with its 
complicated double systole and diastole beats 
strongly and untiringly with 28 beats, it has to 


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drive the whole of the blood through arteries, veins 
and capillaries; the lungs pump like a steam- 
engine; the intestines are always in peristolic 
action; the glands are all constantly absorbing and 
secreting; even the brain has a double motion of its 
own, with every beat of the pulse and every breath 
we draw. 

When people can get no exercise, there is a glaring 
and fatal disproportion between outward inactivity 
and inner tumult. 

For this ceaseless internal motion requires some 
external counterpart. Even trees must be shaken by 
the wind if they are to thrive. 


k k k k k 

Men are not influenced by things, but by their 
thoughts about things. 


k k k k k 

Beauty is an open letter of recommendation to 
putting a good face upon a. bad business. Folly is 
its own burden. 


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There was great wisdom in that remark which 
Queen Christina of Sweden made in her nineteenth 
year, about Descartes, who had then lived for 
twenty years in the deepest solitude in Holland: 
"M. Descartes," she said, "is the happiest of men 
and his condition seems to me much to be envied." 


■k k k k k 

It is a great piece of folly to sacrifice the inner for 
the outer man. It is to let the centre of gravity fall 
outside oneself and consequently to tumble down. 


k k k k k 

There are no real pleasures without real needs.' 

- Voltaire. 

Jnan and Bhakti can be combined only when Shiva 
is contemplated as Law (of which alone it can be 
said Rite Jnanat Na Muktih.) 

a. Let us increase our knowledge of that Shiva as 
Law; 

b. Let us contemplate on and love that Law Shiva 
(ideal). 

c. And let us offer up everything to that Law. 

Yat karoshi yadashnasi yajjuhoshi dadaasi yat, etc. 


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d. After doing anything spend a few moments in 
keeping the intellect at-one-ment with the Law of 
Laws.' 

Yosaavaaditye Purushah Sosaavaham (the very end of 
-Yajur Veda). 

e. i. intellectually Vedant ; ii. morally Buddhism, iii. 
practically Christianity, iv. religiously 
Vaishnavism, v. feeling (Urdu word) intense. 

The presence of N and other Swamis near you is 
like the presence of fats in stomach. The ghee etc. 
demand more bile from liver; but their very 
presence diminishes the secretion of bile. 

Let them pray together. Murk q Jtfe. Mohammadan 
prayer and Christian congregational prayer. 

Collective suggestibility. 

Bring together before God (Urdu saying) 

Let them chant Vedic hymns together. 

The solitary prayer cannot spout forth 
spontaneously from the heart (as becomes a 
natural solitary prayer) unless religious spirit is 
evoked and kept alive by social prayers. If the gods 
of temples have lost their holds on the general 


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Hindu heart, there is yet time to rally the Hindu 
half-hearts under the banner of the Vedas. If Sikh- 
like they cannot sing together familiar songs, still 
Islam-like they might pray in a tongue which they 
do not fully comprehend. Sanskrit will unite not 
only the N. S. or E. W. of India, but all the Aryan 
races of Europe to India. And Sanskrit is not 
difficult as the Brahmans declare it to be. 

If the people around you misbehave, grumble, 
squeak, or go wrong, why fight with the machine, 
lubricate it or set it aright, attend to the weak part 
in it. Why hold the machine responsible like a 
foolish child? Brahma Satyam Jaganmithya. When 
will that Law of Laws be practically realized? The 
rudder broke in the N. German Lloyd boat, the 
Captain managed the ship with alternate working 
of the two engines, yet the real remedy was not 
there. So the real remedy is in Vedanta alone. (Urdu 
word) in absence of (Urdu word) for Gopis (Urdu 
word). Let the jiva be entirely obliterated from 
your heart. Let the God-idea become too strong for 
it. 

Personal God: — 


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It is not that the weight of a body is actually 
concentrated at the C. G. (that point is to all 
appearance like any other point) but for aught that 
concerns us the muss is concentrated there. So is 
Law all-pervasive, God imminent in nature, 
present equally everywhere. Yet relatively to our- 
Buddhi this universal Reality can be most 
conveniently handled (and acts upon our conduct) 
as if it were embodied in a personal Being. This 
personal God leads us from the visible to the 
Unseen. When we get a point of limitation - focus 
of personality generated by (Urdu word) the other 
pole is simultaneously created like positive and 
negative Electricity. 


k k k k k 

Mental Telepathy: 

Let not the thoughts of friends or foes (Urdu word) 
have anything to do with you. It is true we can 
communicate with one another mentally. But like 
any other communication (intercourse), it is a mere 
wayside inn and throws us down into a gaping pit 
like any other (Urdu word) if we begin to enjoy it. 
Mind- wandering excites passion, feeling (Vishaya) 
which is passivity, suicide. These reveries are 
decidedly on par with (Urdu word) possessions. 


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To drown and overcome all personal associations 
springing up in the mind, and let the one light 
(God-consciousness) alone keep burning in the 
mind is to do real good to all parties concerned. 
Crowd out all other considerations (notions). 

Away with such nonsense as: please remember me 
in your prayers, (Urdu saying) Send him good 
thoughts etc. There is but one Reality (Urdu word). 

No expectation thought, no fear thought, no 
criticism or appreciation thought, no thought about 
what are allied constant companions. You never 
had any company but God. 


■k k k k k 

Amavasya - New moon day. The moon receives full 
sunlight but the Surya is eclipsed and even the 
Moon's selfish light is as bad as darkness. 

Other laws are simply (Urdu saying) 

The past memories and associations. Let them be 
wiped out of thought as cloud-forms, Swapna. The 
witness-box, the judge's bench, lawyer's bar. 
Professor's chair, stage, etc., have environments, 
relations, attendants, each peculiar to itself. You 
move from the low heaths, up to the mountain top. 


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The position changed, all will re-adjust their 
attitudes to you, all must shift, their points of view 
must alter like the (Urdu word) through motion of 
the ship. 

Nothing is constant but God. 

Defend not the Body and Personality. You are the 
Truth. Body etc. like east stones. 

(Urdu saying) 

Religion is as universal and vitally connected with 
our being as the act of eating. The successful atheist 
knows not the process of his own digestion as it 
were. 

After seven yearsl experience. 

For Vedanta, purity of Patra is extremely 
indispensable. If there remains the least inkling of; 
(Urdu word), personality, self-defending inclination 
(Urdu words) before the pure 'milk of Advaita is 
poured, the whole curdles or effervescence and 
deterioration takes place. Health is secured by 
eating when the previous meal is thoroughly 
digested and gone down the stomach. Otherwise 
the old meal corrupts into deadly germs and 


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breeds all sorts of diseases, while adulterating the 
whole of the fresh and pure food. So with the 
spiritual stomach. Entire surrender, no self- 
defence, no (Urdu word) but (Urdu word). (Urdu 
word), is the only price for this (Urdu words). 

When we are out of tune with (Urdu word), we do 
not see the way, miss the path of Law and must 
suffer While in God, the right methods, the right 
impulses, right inclinations spontaneously well up 
in the heart and lead us to the rich landscapes, 
mountain scenes, refreshing springs of Peace, 
Prosperity, and Purity, or the blissful light in us of 
itself draws life and love toward us. Anything that 
dims the Divine Light in us, any company or 
associations which tend to lower the Satva Guna are 
deadly enemies, or seductive Satan, especially 
aggressive ignorance. 

THE ART OF LIVING WITH OTHERS 

Make not the companion responsible. Put him not 
on the defensive. Blame not. This is the secret of 
successful work among people. This is giving 
Abhaya Dana and moving about Nirbhaya. 


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Elasticity = Forgiveness of sins 

Repentance = Absolute giving up of the old evil 
habit. If timely resorted to, restores one to the 
original purity and washes off sin. Even as the 
stomach is cured by giving up noxious food, habit - 
mental and spiritual. Elasticity is the law which 
cures. 


■k -k * * -k 

Like a poisonous fruit, the death - pain is 
inevitably connected with sense - enjoyments. 


■k -k -k -k -k 

O God, the book of Nature is the Veda supreme to 
reach Thy presence. I cannot miss Thee, as I could 
never miss the sky. 

In so far as we see them as individuals, friends or 
foes, we are blind and fall in the pit, suffer. But in 
so far as we see them absolute God, our own inner 
self, we see as possessed of sight and succeed. 


■k -k -k -k -k 

To feel individualities and personalities, local seifs, 
real and look up to them with love or hope, is as 


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wicked as adultery, idolatry or anything and 
deservedly invites the wrath of the Reality behind 
the masks. 


k k k k k 

So long as we believe in the reality of the Law of 
Causation, the Mind will never be controlled or 
concentrated. When causality for us is merged in 
God, there is (Urdu word) because (Urdu word) 
and Sphurti is no more than causation operating 
through mind. 


k k k k k 

Just the slightest suggestion at the hands of the 
Law wakes up the sane. 

(Urdu Saying) 

Our Sthiti = our standards of judgment. Mind you 
that causation, fears and hopes about appearances, 
are the standards of judgment of fid ling children. 
Let not those become your guides. Let the Cross be 
my only standard of judgment. . . 

(Urdu Saying) 

This is our true faith. 


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■k -k -k -k -k 

Whenever Rama acted in accord with a "borrowed" 
standard of judgment on the advice of anybody but 
the inner God, he had to pay very dearly for it. 


■k -k -k -k -k 

Worldly wisdom = sink to drown us into the sea of 
illusions. It makes us believe in the reality of 
causations and relations. So long as worldly 
wisdom lasts, the world cannot be a football to us. 
He in whom worldly gains and losses, respect and 
honour, causations, can excite feeling, i.e., for 
whom appearances have as much as or more 
importance than God, he cannot be free from sin 
and sorrow. So long as the inner cause of fall, i.e., 
desire, is not eradicated, victory over outer 
oppositions cannot be had. 


■k -k -k -k -k 

If anyone does his duty, i.e., exterminates the seeds 
of future desires, nay, annihilate self. The gods will 
do their duty, i.e., wash clean out his past faults, 
and the people will do their duty, i.e., worship him 
as God. 


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* * * it * 

What you want to make a person, think him and 
expect him to be that. 


k k k k k 

Monday, May 28, 1906 

The Top of Basoon (moved to.) 

I thank Thee, I thank Thee, I thank only Thee. Let 
no breath pass without breathing Thee, O Tears of 
Joy. 

Narayana sent away for good while at Vasishtha 
Cave. 

The last link broken that connected Rama with the 
world. And such sweet exquisite all-embracing 
Bliss is the result. How fortunate is Rama (Urdu 
words). 

The moon is shining, spreading a sea of silvery 
peace. The moonlight falls full on Rama's straw 
bed. The shadows of unusually tall white rose 
bushes grow fearlessly free and wild on this 
mountain, are chequering the moonlit bed and 


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flickering so playfully as if they were nice little 
dreams of the placid moonlight that sleeps so 
tranquilly before Rama and smile with rosy 
dreams. Jamnotri, Gangotri, Sumeru, Kedar and 
Badri glaciers stand so close as if one could reach 
them by hand. "In fact a semi-circle of glaring 
diamond peaks like a jewelled tiara decorates this 
Vasishtha Ashram. The white snowy summits all 
taking a bath in the milky ocean of moon-light and 
their deep Soham breathings in the form of cool 
breezes, reach here continually. The snows on this 
mountain have all melted off and by this time the 
vast open field near the top is completely covered 
with blue, red, yellow and white hues, some of 
them being very fragrant. People are afraid of 
coming here, as they believe this place to be the 
garden of fairies. This idea saves this pleasure 
garden of Devas from being haunted by the 
sacrilegious spoilers of Nature's beauty. Rama 
walks over this flower land very softly, with great 
caution lest any tender smiling little flower be 
injured by ungentle tread. Cuckoos, doves, and 
numerous other winged songsters entertain Rama 
in the morning. Eagles (Royal Garurs ) soaring high 
up, touching the dark clouds at noon, are they not 


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the garurs bearing the Vishnu on their back? One 
night a tiger sprang past Rama. 

Such is the Law. It will not rest till it has taught us 
crucifixion. 

What a fair colony the blooming forest-giants have 
round the yonder mountain pond. What bond 
unites them? It is no connection with each other 
(personal relationships). They have a social 
organization, as it were, only in so far as they send 
their roots to the self-game pond. The love of the 
same water keeps them together. Let us meet in 
devotion to the same truth, meet in heaven (in 
heart) Rama. 

Honour-winners, knowledge gainers, social 
reformers, political workers, religious messengers, 
dear labourers.... Rama is on a different ticket. 
Cannot break journey and sojourn at any between 
stations. The terminus, O the interminable 
terminus. 


k k k k k 

As a faithful wife when loved attends cheerfully to 
all the household duties of her own sweet accord. 


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but when we seem to love any other woman 
besides her, she is stricken with jealousy and all the 
household affairs are neglected, so GOD attends to 
all we need if we love nothing but That. 
Muhammad etc. were right in admonishing their 
folks against godless life by terrible threats about 
(Urdu word), burning pillars, fire and brimstone. 
Only the punishment is meted out in this very life. 

If you are induced to sympathise with the worldly 
and take on their condition, why should you not 
sympathise with God? He is poor enough and an 
orphan. 

Relation puts in the mind expectation and thought 
frustration, therefore, if you want God-realization, 
have no relation. 

The seeming objects which attract are apparently 
equal to the innocent form of Krishna. The dragon 
of mind readily takes them in; but on getting 
inside, they stab from within, pierce the dragon's 
belly, and people begin to complain: — O, my heart 
is broken, I am undone! Undone! O, dear! Why did 
you let yourself be deceived by names and forms? 
Love the Reality only, cling to God alone. Take in 


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(rod, assimilate God, walk with God, be God, 
behave God. That is Life. 

Not till you have given them (the seeming objects) 
up, you will see the infinite faithfulness and love 
which is in the things of this world; and not till you 
have laid aside the garb of names and forms, you 
am see the God hidden therein. 


■k -k * * -k 

Practicality of Vedanta = Upanishadah Ahamgrahah 

Brahmaloka = Realization 

Pretya = rising above body -consciousness. 

Kora Jnan = without feeling or Abhyasa = a hill 
without contour, and (solidity), a picture hill 
Dhuma Marga = doubt. Archas Marga = clearness. 

Day; Suklapaksha; summer; Sun = different degrees 
of clearness ill Self-Realization even in this life to 
the person rising above body-consciousness 

The Devah will come to receive it to Brahma 
(. Pratyeka , etc.) = that is. Nature will pave the way. 
Everything will be straightened by the powers that 
be. 


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Having realized these truths in this life, they may 
have inferred a similar course for others after 
death. 


k k k k k 

Received from the heights. 

People talk on the Vyavahara level, may be about 
you, about themselves, about gain or loss. Such 
talk is indirect, dualistic suggestion, it is 
aggressive. Be on your guard. Be never passive. 
Always active on any occasion of meeting 
anybody. 

Let them go pleased or annoyed, meet them not on 
the Vyavahara plain. 

k k k k k 

Meet them from the hill. 

Respond to them never on their plain but from the 
higher plain. Cf . 

1. Shaking Viands and kissing feet and 
commanding as a king, 

2. Exchanging shop-keeping. 

3. In front fighting, rivalry and governing power 
from behind. 


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Jagdevi Lawn, 
June 25, 1906. 

All the caves near the top of Basoon Mitra being 
engaged by the rains, Rama had to quit the Garden 
of Fairies at the top. Came down to a most lovely, 
lofty, level lawn where breezes keep playing all 
along. Jasmine, white and yellow, grows wild here 
together with various other sister flowers. 
Strawberries and . . . berries are found in ripe 
plenty. On one side of the newly-built hut a neat 
greensward extends far in gradually ascending 
slope between two rushing streams. In front is 
charming landscape, flowing waters, fresh foliage 
covered hills, undulating forest and fields. Clean, 
smooth slabs of stone on the lawn form royal tables 
and seats for Rama. If shade be needed, spreading 
groves furnish cheerful accommodation. 


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RAIN 

In three hours a hut (. Parnakuti ) was prepared by 
shepherds living in the forest. They made it 
rainproof to the best of their power. At night 
severe rain-storm set in. Every three minutes 
lightning flashed, followed by rolling thunders at 
which each time the mountain shook and trembled. 
This Indr a ' s Vajra ( Pavi ) kept up its continual 
strokes for over three hours. Water poured madly. 
The poor hut leaked, its resistance to the storm 
became so ineffective that an umbrella had to be 
kept opened all the time under the roof to save the 
books from being drenched. The clothes became all 
wet. The ground being grass-covered could not 
turn muddy, yet it was drinking to its fill the 
water-drops drizzling continuously from the roof. 
Rama is enjoying very nearly the Matsya and the 
Kachchapa life. This experience of aquatic life for the 
night brings joy of its own. Blessed is the storm to 
keep us up in the Lord's company. Man was not 
meant to waste all his time in petty Chinta and 
fears and cautions. How shall I live, oh what shall 
become of me and all such foolish nonsense. He 
ought to have at least as much self-respect as fishes 
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storm or sunshine, but live as even trees have. 
They grumble not at storm or sunshine, but live as 
one with Nature. My Atman, I myself, am the 
pouring rain. I flash, I thunder, how beautifully 
awful and strong am I. Shivoham songs gush forth 
from the heart. 

People act very unreasonably; behave in a sort of 
vague, dim fashion; not knowing their own good; 
inconsistently and why? Because the world is no 
more than a dream. What could you expect of the 
dream-objects but vagueness, dim, hazy, 
undefined stumbling outlines? Look not for the 
cause of their conduct in the apparent friends or 
foes. Beal causation rests with the Adhisthana (your 
own self) alone. Look out: 

As a little bird just learning to fly, leaving one 
stone or twig, perches on another similar support, 
then on another and another, cannot leave entirely 
those ground objects and soar into the high air, so a 
novice in Brahmajnana while disengaging his heart 
from one thing - or disgusted with a particular 
person - immediately rests on something else, then 
clings to another similar delusion, does not give up 
dependence on straws and quits not (in his heart) 


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the whole earth. An experienced Jnani would turn 
the apparent faithlessness of one earthly object into 
a stepping-stone for a leap into the Infinite. The art 
of religion consists of making every bit of 
experience an occasion for a leap into the Infinite. 
Renouncing one thing outwardly is a symbol in his 
case for renouncing all inwardly. The things that 
seem are all of a piece. Method of Agreement and 
Difference establishes the Law of their 
unsubstantiality, knowing no exception. Fault- 
finding with others, discontent, unrest are the 
irritation caused by the (Urdu word) of Dioaita that 
may have gathered on your soul by living in low, 
dingy levels. Scratch it off and wash clean away the 
Dwaitamala. 

Let anybody in his heart of heart believe in 
anything whatsoever as real, i.e., fit object to rely 
on and inevitably he must be forsaken or betrayed 
by that object. This is a Law more stern than the 
Law of Gravitation. The only Reality, Atman, 
brings home to' us the delusion of attributing 
Reality to anything else but itself. 


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MAUNA 

The Mauni one day got disgusted — and cut it off 
(Urdu word). Cut off body — relationships, 
absolutely, entirely. Answer no questions on that 
score: offer no requests from that side: make no 
complaint on body's behalf: entertain no thought as 
to what shall I eat, wear etc. It is to die sooner or 
later, why not regard it as dead already, give up, 
give up body cares and lower thoughts, absolutely, 
entirely. Do not come out of (Urdu word) - even in 
the name of seeming compassion and virtue. 

To be displeased with servants is to fall foul with 
Atman. Let not servants and disciples constitute 
your (Urdu word). To defend the body etc. = 
feeling the world real and God unreal and involves 
unnecessary wear and tear of energy and time. 
David would not take the Law in his own hands. 

Is God asleep or dead that yon should treat Him as 
such by undertaking what was His own business? 
(Urdu word) meddling with Divine ways. 

You live as God. 


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What is that to you if anybody slaps you or stabs 
you? 


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Do not erase the (Urdu word) even in the name of 
seeing 'justice' dealt out. 

Trust in Him in the den of lions. The only justice is 
(Urdu word) God should be at least as real as 
persons. 

(Urdu verse) objectivity. 

Come, I will show you God. (Urdu word) 

Look at that face, which seems shaped out of 
innocence. That is Beauty. Innocence Tyagam — 
wonder. Indifference constitutes beauty. 
Attractiveness whether spiritual or material is 
always in direct proportion to innocence and 
(Urdu word). There! The charm was due to 
renunciation, self-abnegation (cf. white light), 
loveliness was just in proportion to claimlessness 
(cf. child, baby). Now see in the same direction, 
look straight and gaze through till the line of 
beauty and line of non-objectivity meet. 


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converging as they do, to the same point (God). 
Woe unto you if you fall down on the way. 

By attributing possession to a face, you tend to 
make it ugly, because the beauty was another 
name for denial of possession. Thus also you dig a 
pit and fall into it. 


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Damn not yourself and also the so-called charming 
thing; see beyond (Urdu word) see God, tear the 
veil of appearance, look through, see Rama. Let 
nothing be prized higher than God, nothing valued 
equally with God. 

God is no respector of persons. 

Why should you be? (Urdu word). When we 
concentrate on what is foolishly called the 
'beautiful' object, the beauty material suffers 
thereby, just as much as beauty spiritual, provided 
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Compliments, criticism and disease are equally 
fatal if we regard our self as subject to them. Feel 
yourself God and sing songs of joy in Godhead. 

(Urdu verse) 

Look upon compliments and criticisms even as 
Rama looks upon physical ailments, foot-men from 
Gods Durbar who with all the authority of His 
Supreme Government say to you: "Get out of this 
house (i.e., body -consciousness) at once!" 


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They obey me, when I occupy the throne; they 
whip me and stab me when I enter into this hovel 
(body-consciousness) . 

Poorna jnana demands dissolution of the Karana 
Sarira i.e. faith in causation being replaced entirely 
(wholly and solely, absolutely) by faith in God. 
Unless belief in causation is sublated, mediumistic 
weakness, suggestibility and quivering at 
criticisms or shaking at opinions, cowering before 
world will not cease tormenting mercilessly. 

Causation = devil 


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1. They are mediumistic to whom almost 
everything might be a causal agent: superstitious 
and credulous. 

2. To the more advanced, so-called thinkers the 
suggested causes are no reality, have no force. 

3. He is truly magnetic and not hypnotic who feels 
no force at all in anything but God to whom no 
suggested causes have any reality. He must 
naturally lead nations and ages. 

(Urdu word) No. I have no experience of facts; like 
children or ignorant folks. 

No. II have some experience, but not thorough and 
inner experience. 

No. Ill have perfect experience, inner as well as 
outer, which is the basis of their power. 

Cause of fearlessness. (Urdu word) = 
Consciousness of pure Adhishthana, Consciousness 
of nothing else but God. 


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The good or bad talk or conduct of people being 
washed out of consciousness even as misty dreams 
are consigned to oblivion. 


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Dreams may be nightmares or sweet dreams, ice 
do not try to adjust them or quarrel with them; but 
rather our own stomach etc. It is that is 
straightened. So, good or hid folks that meet us 
ought to be entirely ignored and our own spiritual 
condition improved. Let not these seeming evils or 
lucks stand between Thee and God. 

There are no insults and faults, immense enough to 
satisfy me in the act of forgiving them! cf. Ganga. 

(Urdu verse) 


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Visit to Sahasrataru Tal. End of July, 1906. 

To travel on almost heaven-high ridges for miles 
and miles, viewing the waving forests of birch and 
juniper spreading far below, flowery precipices 
lying on the right as well as the left hand side, to 
walk bare-footed on extensive fields covered with 


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soft velvety grass where loving dainty flowers 
cling to your feet getting entangled in the toes; to 
enjoy the silvery sights of rushing waterfalls on 
distant Kailas cliffs, to watch clever, little musk 
deer springing at lightning speed before you — well 
might the moon ride such a beautiful runner; to be 
startled now and then by garuras (royal eagles) 
fluttering their painted, large wings now on this 
side, then on the other; to stoop to pick every now 
and then Kailas lotuses ( Brahma Kama ! ) which in 
their lovely petals combine gold and fragrance 
(Urdu word) to be amused at the coolies outdoing 
each other in digging Maso, Laser, Gugal the 
different kinds of incense which abound here in 
charming plenty: and to sing hymns and chant OM 
engaged our time. Far, far above the din and bustle 
of worldly life, deep and vast blue lakes in their 
crystalline expanse rippling under the pure and 
free Kailas air, surrounded by chaste, virgin snows, 
hold a mirror up to the very face of the blooming, 
blushing Sun. In such lofty solitude serenely does 
the Sun enjoy his charming glory. On such heights 
no hamlet or hut could be expected, the nights 
were passed in caves where breezes sleep. O the 
joy of leaving behind the prosaic plains of parching 
body -consciousness! O, the joy of minglingl with 


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the Sun and breezes! O, the joy of roaming in the 
heavenly infinite forest deeps of Ekamevadwitiyam. 


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So long as Udarata is not become natural with us, 
we cannot realize God. 


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No Idealization for a close mind Kripana cf. Christ 
and the rich man. 

No peace for Kripana and yet outward relations 
force on us thoughts by which we are contracted 
into narrow limits. Udarata must be the rule, and 
yet the world generates the very opposite in us. 
How to reconcile? The rule of conduct must be 
Udarata and this can be observed and kept up only 
when in our heart of hearts we believe in the 
reality of God alone acting through our 
neighbours, their seeming forms being nonentity. 


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When we believe in the forms of foes and friends 
as real, they deceive and betray us. It must be so as 
a punishment for the first mistake. But Ave make 
the matter still Avorse when Ave begin to retaliate 


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and impute to them motives and evil natures. 
Beware! 


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People do hesitate to love God, because they think 
they receive no response from Him as in the case of 
fictitious and degrading worldly objects of love. 
Ignorant fools they are to think so. O Dear! His 
breast instantaneously, nay simultaneously, heaves 
with thy breast in responsive impulse; He looks 
straight into thy eyes, else why peace in the heart. 


■k -k -k -k -k 

To begin, to bike in personal compliments, 
adoration, reputation is to give up A U for li.a, is to 
devour poison and fire. Is not the eternal God- 
compliment sweet enough for you? (Urdu word) 

Sitting on the mountain top, why fix your gaze on 
one particular dingy spot alone, i.e. body relations. 
This is Bandha. Turn your eyes, look all round, all 
places are equally related to you. The oceans surge, 
the rivers roll etc., in Me, in Me, in Me. 


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Religion in its truest sense ( Jnanam ) opens our eyes 
and changes the very veil of (Urdu word) into a 
never reusing revelation of the divine. 


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My dear one talked to me through telephone, the 
telephone became endeared. So long as the beloved 
is in a separate house, the telephone will be prized, 
but He comes to my home. What have I to do with 
the telephone? So, friends, relatives, kings, 
property and all were the telephones to convey 
that Love's message to me. He comes, now freely 
you may leave me, O friends, give me up, O 
relatives; banish me, O Kings; abandon me, O 
property, what care I? 

jivanmukta is one who lacks the ordinary springs of 
motive and consequently cannot be influenced in 
any way. One whom the profit and loss, counsel of 
friends, gain and disadvantage, talk of pupils, 
crooked suggestions of adversaries, unexpected 
news of any kind, can influence and draw from 
him what? etc., he is unworthy to lead, incapable of 
guiding. His Sthiti is law, dangerous position, 
(Urdu word) rock. 


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The "twelve observances" obtained from the North. 
"The mob of Beggars ( Bhikshus )" as Buddha called 
his followers, are expressly forbidden to have any 
covering over them except a tree. 

Their one seat is to be Mother-Earth. Their clothes 
are to be rags from the dust heap, the dung heap, 
the grave yard. He is to be called Dwikhrodpa ( he 
who lives in a graveyard). He is not allowed to 
sleep twice under the same tree. "Let us separate 
and go each in a different direction, no two 
following the same road. Go and preach Dharma." 

He dwells in a, lovely spot, in a grove, at the foot of 
a tree, on a mountain, in a cave, in a mountain, 
grotto, in a burial-place, in the wilderness, under 
an open sky, on a heap of straw." Mauni 

Any thought of a friend or foe is immediately to be 
overcome by God-thought Isavasya. And His will is 
to be realized always as My Will. 

Adhacana Sandadhati Twishimate 
Indr ay a Vajram Nidhanighrite Vadham 

- Rik. S, 1.55.5 


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When the fiery Indra hurls down the thunderbolt 
then people' believe in him. (Urdu verse) 

Asmai Suryaachandramasaabhichakshe 
Sridwokamindra Carato Vitarturam 

That we may have Faith, O Indra, the Sun and 
Moon are set in motion by Thee in regular 
succession. 


k k k k k 

To awaken religious feeling in us, the world 
revolves. The Satta in each and all is God. The 
power of law is His. 

When you see a person and attach instantaneously 
to him a sense of personality, the invisible spirit, 
soul, etc, so on looking at anything should you 
perceive and see immediately the real support, 
God. 

When you talk to the limited centre of ego, etc., 
that responds. When you address God, response 
will come from there. 


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1. Real loss works far less injury than suspicion. 

2. A dog is mad when he suspects everybody. 

3. A person is called "mad" when in rage (suspicion 
and fear). 

4. Insanity (melancholy, cracked brain) is 
characterised by too much regard for self-respect, 
wealth, health, etc. 


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POEMS 

CREEDS 

Believe as I believe, no more, no less ; 

That I am right, and no one else, confess; 

Teel as 1 feel, think only as I think; 

Eat what I eat, and drink but what I drink; 

Look as I look, do always as I do; 

And then, and only then, I'll fellowship with you. 

Let us be like a bird one instant lighted 
Upon a twig that swings: 

He feels it yields; but sings on unafrighted, 
Knowing he hath his wings. 

Plunge in yon angry waves 
Renouncing doubt and care, 

The flowing of the seven broad seas 
Shall never wet thy hair. 

Lair are the flowers and the children 
But their subtle suggestion is fairer; 

Rare is the rose burst of dawn, 

But the secret that clasps it is rarer; 

Sweet the exultance of song; but 
The strain that precedes it is sweeter; 

And never was poem yet writ, 


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But the meaning mastered the meter. 

What have I to do with Thee? World, 

0 World, I prithee, tell me, 

What have I to do with Thee? 

1 . 

1 who am a child, content if but with wonder and with love, 
With the quiet Earth beneath me and the splendid Sun 
above, 

To whom laughter comes unbidden in the watches of the 
night, 

Whom a daisy in the meadow fills with ever new delight. 
World of void, affected duties, world quite dumb of love's 
decree, 

O thou solemn prig, pray, tell me, what have I to do with 


World of pigmy men and women dressed like monkeys that 
go by, 

World of squalid wealth, of grinning, galvanized society, 
Books that are not read, food, music, novels, papers flung 
aside. 

World of everything and nothing - nothing that will fill the 
void, 

World that starts from manual labour - as from that which 
worse than damns - 


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Keeps reality at arm's length, and is dying choked with 
shame, 

World, in Art and Church and Science, sick with infidelity, 

O thou dull old bore, I prithee what have I to do with Thee? 


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I look upon my life as from afar: 

I hear its murmur; mark its changeful sheen, 
As one who from a high cliff marks the waves 
He just now rode on. 


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Eternal Hunger! O thro' the black night have, Winds. 

The forest fanes Tremble rock, crash, and ring incessantly 
The cry of homeless spirits. Roar, 

Ye torrents from the mountains. Roar, O Sea, 

Rave under the pleasures. 

O gulf of Death, Yawn blackening beneath. 

But O great Heart, O Love greater than all, 

Over the forests, the mountains and the seas, 

O'er the black chasm of death, in spectral haste 
Thou ridest, and the hungry winds mid waves 
Are but thy hounds: Thou the eternal huntsman. 


O man, O child of Man! 
Thou frail and baffled bird, 
Thou weary tiling, 


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I take thee up into this height of bliss, 

And shew thee all the kingdoms of the Earth, 

Yea, all the kingdoms of the hearts of men. 

Gaze long in silence, friend; gaze long for all are thine. 


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O let not the flame die out! 

Within thy body I behold it flicker, 

Through the slight husk I feel the quick fire leaping - Let 
not the flame die out! 

Send forth thy ministers for fuel, 

Send forth the sight of thine eye and the reaching of thy 
hands and the wayward stepping of thy feet, 

Teach thy ears to bring thee and. thy tongue to speak-labour 
and spend all that thou hast for love-faint not: be faithful. 

O let not the flame die out! 

Cast at last thy body, thy mortal self, upon it, and let it be 
consumed; 

And behold! Presently the little spark shall become a hearth 
fire of creation, and thou shalt endue another garment - 
woven of the sun and stars. 

Leaving all, leaving house and home, leaving yearlong plans 
and purposes, ease and comfort, 

Leaving good name and reputation and the sound of familiar 
voices, 

Untwining loved arms from about your neck, 

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Yet twining them closer than ever 
Let not the flame die out! 

Cradled inflame! 

All night long in love, passing through your lips, my love - 
Breathing the same breath, being folded in the same sleep, 
losing sense of Me and Thee, 

Into empyreal regions, One, one with God, united, we 
ascend together. 


k k k k k 

Then in the 'morning on the high hill-side in the Sun, we 
tread again the earthy floor. 

O Earth, the floor of heaven - 

O Sun, the Eye of God - 

O children of the Sun, Ye flowers and streams, - 

And we too gazing for a time, for a time; for a time, into each 

other's eyes. 

Thy bounty is as boundless as the sea, 

My love as deep; the more I give to Thee 
The more I have, for both are infinite. 

And I give all I have to Thee. 


k k k k k 

Inscribed on a mummy case: - 
"Artemi dous, Farewell" 


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Could I but see thee once , or hope to see - 
One hair of thy head, one finger of thy hand, 

To hear one little word more from thy lips - 
T were more than all the worlds. 

But now the priests 

Have got thee in their clutches and already 
Thy wrap the sacred linen o'er thy head, 

Thy features and thy hair they cover up, 

And round thy aims, thy fingers, and thy hands, 
They wind and wind and wind the bands, 

And I shall see thee never more, sweet coz. 

And then they'll paint 

Thy likeness on the outer mummy case, 

And stand it by the wall, as if to mock me, 
Throwing my arms around a lifeless shell, 
Breaking my heart against it. 


Never before could I have believed it, 

But I see it all now — 

There is nothing like it - no happiness - 

When you have clean dropped thinking about yourself. 

But you must not do it by halves - 

While ever there is the least 

Grain of self left it will spoil all; 

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You must just leave it all behind - 
And yourself be the same as others - 
If they want anything, and you want it, 

Well it is the same who gets it - 
You cannot be disappointed then. 

I do not say it is not hard, but 
I know there is nothing-no happiness like it; 

It is a new life, and they that have never tasted it, 

They have no idea of what it is. 

THE VOICE OF ONE BLIND 

Blind, ah! Blind - it has come upon me now, 

A veil thickening between the world and me. Alone? 
Ah no! Who shall describe the joy that 
- has come upon me? 

The blow that should have crushed me broke my 
chains - 

And I, that was the prisoner, am free. 

Sweet - all desire fled - all calm now and peaceful, 

To feel the warm sun on my hands, or travelling along 
my forehead 

How they come nearer, now! 

I go no more to seek -I stay at home 
And let them come to me. 


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OLD AGE 

Hidden I wait - this old husk suits me 

Well -for who will guess the likeness of me through it? 

This is my INVISIBLE CAP wherein I'll ramble 

Yet thro' many byways of sweet human life 

Old age, old age? -no I- only there outside, 

Here where I am ' tis everlasting youth. 

I accept you altogether - as the sea accepts the fish that 
swims in it. 

It is no good apologizing for anything you have done, 
Tor you have never been any where yet but 
What I have sustained you - 
And beyond my boundaries you cannot go. 

I am he that beholds and praises the universe, Singing 
all day like a bird among the branches, 

And the leaves put forth and the young buds burst, 
Asunder - yet I myself do nothing at all. 

But dwelt in the midst of them singing 


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You cannot baulk me of my true life 
Climbing over the barriers of pain - 
of my own meaknesses and sins - 1 escape. 

Where will you hold me? By the feet, hands? - 

by my personal vanity? - Would you shut me in the mirror- 

lined prism of self-consciousness? 


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Behold! I acknowledge all my defects - yon 
Cannot snap the handcuffs faster on me than 
I snap them myself- 1 am vain, deceitfid, and cowardly - 
Yet I escape. 

The handcuffs hold me not, out of my own hands 
I draw myself out of a glove; from behind 
The empty mask of my reputed qualities I deport, 

And am gone my way, 

Unconcerned what I leave behind me 
Into the high air which surrounds and sustains the world, 
Breathing life, intoxicating, with joy unutterable, radiant, 
As the winds of spring when the dead leaves fly before it - 
I depart and am gone my way. 


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Fly messenger! thro' the streets of the cities ankle- 
plumed Mercury fly! 

Swift sinewy runner with arm held upon high! Naked 
along the wind, thy beautiful feet 
Glancing over the mountains under the sun, 

By meadows and water-sides, into the great towns like a 
devouring flame- 

Tltro' slams and vapours and dismal suburban streets, 
With startling of innumerable eyes -fly, messenger, fly! 
Joy, joy! The glad news! 


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Beware! For I am the storm, I care nought for your 
rights of property. I will make your riches a mockery. 
The curse of property shall cling to thee; 

With burdened brow and heavy heart, weary, incapable 
of joy, without gaiety, 

Thou shalt crawl a stranger in the land that I made for 
thy enjoyment. 

The smallest bird on thy estate shall sing in freedom in 
the branches - the plough-boy shall whistle in the 
furrow - 

But thou shalt be weary and lonely -forsaken and an 
alien among men. 

For just in as much as thou hast shut thyself off from 
one of thy least of these my children, thou hast shut 
thyself off from Me. 

I the Lord Demos have spoken it - and the mountains 
are my throne, 

There is no peace except where I am: 

Though you have health - that which is called health - 
Yet without me it is only the fair covering of disease. 
Him who is not detained by mortal adhesions, who 
walks in this world yet not of it - 
Taking part in everything with equal mind, with free 
limbs and seines unentangled, 


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Giving all, accepting all, using all, enjoying all, asking 
nothing shocked at nothing - 

Whom love follows everywhere, but he follows not it — 
Him all creatures worship - all men and women bless. 


k k k k k 

Love is a disease if it impairs the freedom of thy soul. 
Make it thy slave, and all the miracles of nature 
Shall lie in the palm of thy hand 
Do you wish to become beautiful? 

You must undo the wrappings, not case yourself in fresh 
ones ; 

Not by multiplying knowledge shall you beautify your 
mind; 

It is not the food that you eat that has to vivify you, but 
you that have to vivify the food- 


k k k k k 

Of that far end 

To which life and change and progress 
Shape your destiny, 

You cannot jail, 

There is no place where nature errs; 
There are no laws 
That of expression fail 
No elements mistake affinities 
You cannot fail 


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No change nor circumstance 
Defeats the end 
To which you live. 

WJrat you may he 
What shall attain, 

Nor e'er can change; 

For in perfection of the whole 
Is every part involved 
You cannot fail. 

Eat thou the bread which men refuse; 
Flee from the goods which from thee flee; 
Seek nothing, For tune seeketh Thee; 

Nor scour the seas, nor sift mankind, 

A poet or a friend to find. 

Behold, he watches at the door! 

Behold his shadow on the floor! 

Seek not beyond thy cottage wall 
Redeemers that can yield thee all, 

While thou sittest at thy door 
On the desert's yellow floor, 

Then the secret stands revealed 
Fraudulent Time in vain concealed, 

That blessed gods in servile masks 
Piled for thee thy household tasks. 


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QUEER EMBRACE 

Oh, wonder of wonders! I fell in love - 
In love with Self for ever mine! - 
Resplendent, glorious, charming Love 
That knows no equal, rival, kind, 

I threw my arms around my Love, 

Lo! all the world in clasp I find. 

I press my darling close and close 
To tin- heart and soul and life and mind: 
O what afire! Tire! Tire! 

Ah! Burnt the body and forms that hind 
Oh! What a cooling shower, shower! 
Pear swept away by nectar, power. 

The highest virtue has no name, 

The greatest pureness seems but shame, 
True wisdom seems the least secure, 
Inherent goodness seems most strange, 
What most endures is changeless change, 
The loudest voice was never heard, 

The biggest thing no form doth take. 
MAN OF POSSESSION 

His highest rectitude is but crookedness 
His greatest wisdom is but foolishness 
His sweetest eloquence is but stammering. 

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* * * * * 

I am that which began; 

Out of me the years roll; 

Out of me God and man; 

I am equal and whole; 

God changes and man, and the form of I them bodily; 
I am the soul. 

Before ever land was, 

Before ever the sea, 

Or soft hair of the grass, 

Or fair limbs of the tree, 

Or the flesh-coloured fruit of my branches, 

I was, and thy soul was in me. 

First life on my sources 
Just drifted and swam; 

Out of me are the forces 
That save it or damn; 

Out of me man and woman, and wild beast and bird: 
before God was, I am. 

Beside or above me 
Naught is there to go; 

Love or unlove me, 

Unknow me or know, 

I am that which unloves me and loves; 


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I am stricken and I am the blow , 

I the mark that is missed 
And the arrows that miss, 

I the mouth that is kissed 
And the breath in the kiss, 

The search and the sought, and the seeker, 
the soul and the body that is. 

I am that thing which blesses, 

My spirit elate; 

That which caresses 
With hands uncreate 
My limbs unbegotten that measure 
the length of the measure of fate. 

But what thing dost thou now, 

Looking God ward, to cry 
" I am I, thou art thou, 

I am low, thou art high" ? 

I am thou, whom thou seekest to find him, 
find thou but thyself, thou art I. 

I the grain and the furrow, 

The plough-cloven clod 

And the ploughshare drawn thorough ; 

The germ and the sod, 

The deed and the doer, the seed and the sower, 


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the dust which is God. 

Hast thou known how I fashioned thee; 

Child, underground? 

Fire that impassioned thee, 

Iron that hound, 

Dim changes of water, what thing of 
all these hast thou known of or found? 

Can'st thou say in thine heart 
Thou hast seen with thine eyes 
With what cunning of art 
Thou wast wrought in what wise, 

By what force, of what stuff thou 

Wast shapen, and shown on my breast to the skies? 

Who hath given, who hath sold it thee 
Knowledge of Me? 

Has the wilderness told it thee? 

Hast thou learnt of the sea? 

Hast thou communed in spirit with night? 

Have the winds taken counsel with thee? 

Have I set such a star 
To show light on thy brow 
That thou sawest from afar 
What I show to thee now? 

Have ye spoken as brethren together, 

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the Sun and the mountains and thou ? 

What is here, dost thou know it? 

What was, hast thou known? 

Prophet nor poet Nor tripod nor throne 
Nor spirit nor flesh can make answer, 
hut only thy mother alone. 

Mother, not maker, 

Born, and not made; 

Though her children forsake her, 

Allured or afraid, 

Praying prayers to the God of their 
fashion, she stirs not for all that have prayed. 

A creed is a rod, 

And a crown is of night; 

But this thing is God, 

To be man with thy might, 

To grow straight in the strength 
of thy spirit, and live out 
thy life as the light. 

I am in thee to save thee, 

As rny soul in thee saith; 

Give thou as I gave thee, 

Thy life-blood and breath, 

Green leaves of thy labour, white flowers 

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of thy thot, and red fruit of thy death, 

Be the ways of thy giving 
As mine were to thee; 

The free life of thy living 
Be the gift of it free; 

Not as servant to Lord, nor as 

Master to slave, shall thou give thee to me, 

0 children of banishment, 

Souls overcast, 

Were the lights ye see vanish meant 
Always to last, 

Ye would know not the Sun overshining 
the shadows and stars overpast. 

1 that saw where ye trod 
The dim paths of the night 
Set the shadow called God 
In your skies to give light; 

But the morning of manhood is risen, 
and the shadowless soul is in sight. 

The tree many rooted 
That swells to the sky 
Withfrondage red-fruited, 

The life-tree am I; 

In the buds of your lives is the sap 

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of my leaves: ye shall live and not die. 

But the Gods of your fashion 
That take and that give, 

In their pity and passion 

That scourge and forgive 

They are worms that are bred in the 

hark that falls off; they shall die and not live. 

My own blood is what stanches 
The wounds in my bark; 

Stars caught in my branches 
Make day of the dark, 

And are worshipped as Suns 
till the sunrise shall tread out 
their fires as a spark. 

Where dead ages hide under 
The live roots of the tree, 

In my darkness the thunder 
Makes utterance of me; 

In the clash of my boughs with each 
other, ye hear the waves sound of the sea, 

That noise is of Time, 

As his feathers are spread 
And his feet set to climb 


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Through the houghs overhead, 

And my foliage rings round him and 
rustles, and branches are bent with his tread. 

The storm-winds of ages 
Blow through me and cease, 

The war-wind that rages 
The spring-wind of peace, 

Ere the breath of them roughen my tresses, 
Or one of my blossoms increase. 

All sounds of all changes, 

All shadows and lights 

On the world's mountain ranges 

And stream-riven heights, 

Whose tongue is the wind's tongue and 
language of storm-clouds on 
Earth-shaking nights; 

All forms of all faces, 

All works of a I hands 
In unsearchable places 
Of time-stricken lands, 

All death and all life, and all 
reigns and all ruins, drop through 
me as sands. 


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Though sore he my burden 
And more than ye know, 

And my growth have no guerdon 
But only to grow, 

Yet I fail not of growing for 
lightnings above me or 
death-worms below. 

Those too have their part in me, 

As I too in these; 

Such fire is at heart in me, 

Such sap is this tree's, 

Which bath in it all sounds 

and all secrets of infinite lands and of seas. 

In the spring coloured hours 
When my mind was as May's 
There broke forth of me flowers 
By centuries of days, 

Strong blossoms with perfumes of manhood 
Shot out from my spirit as rays. 

And the sound of them springing 
And smell of their shoots 
Were as warmth and sweet singing 
And strength to my roots; 

And the lives of my children made perfect 

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With freedom of soul were my fruits. 

I hid you hut he: 

I have need not of prayer; 

I have need of you free 
As your mouths of mine air; 

That my heart may he greater within me 
beholding the fruit of me fair. 

More fair than strange fruit is 
Of faiths ye espouse; 

In me only the loot is 
That blooms in your houghs; 

Behold now your God that ye made 
You, to feed him with faith of your vows. 

In the darkening and whitening 
Abysses adored, 

With day-spring and lightning 
Tor lamp and for sword, 

God thunders in heaven and his 
angels are red with the wrath of the Lord. 
O my sons, O too dutiful 
Toward Gods not of me, 

Was not I enough beautiful? 

Was it hard to he free? 

Tor behold I am with you, am in you 

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and of you; look forth now and see. 

Lo, winged with world's wonders, 

With miracles shod, 

With the fires of his thunders 
For raiment and rod, 

God trembles in heaven, and his 
angels are white with the terror of God. 

For his twilight is come on him, 

His anguish is here; 

And his spirits gaze dumb on him, 
Grown gray from his fear; 

And his hour taketh hold on him 
Stricken, the last of his infinite year. 

Thought made him and breaks him 
Truth slays and forgives; 

But to you, as time takes him, 

This new thing it gives, 

Even love, the beloved Republic, 
that feeds upon Freedom and lives 
For truth only is living, 

Truth only is whole, 

And the love of his giving 
Mari's pole-star and poles 
Man, pulse of my centre, and 

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fruit of my body, and seed of my soul. 

One birth of my bosom; 

One beam of mine eyes; 

One topmost blossom 
That scales the sky; 

Man, equal and tine with me, 

Man that is made of me, Man that is I 

X X * * * 

I am superior to none and inferior to none. 

"A sacred kinship I won Id not forego 

Binds me to all that breathes; through endless strife 

The calm and deathless dignity of life 

Unites each bleeding victim to its Joe . " 


X X X X X 

I am the child of earth and air and sea. 

My lullaby by hoarse Silurian storms 
Was chanted, and through, endless changing forms 
Of tree and bird and beast unceasingly 
The toiling ages wrought to fashion me. 

Tltat glorious Blower did twine and wind 
Around me, showering fragrance kind, 

Tltat night of warm embrace is gone. 

Long years of gods have since rolled on 
But soft sweet scent of His presence dear, 

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Dear Love! is with me still, is here. 


X X X X X 

"Him the gods envy from their lower seats 
Him the three worlds in ruins should not shake, 
All life is lived for him, all deaths are dead, 
Karma will no more make new houses. 

Seeking nothing, he gains all. 

Foregoing self, the universe grows I. 

If any teach Nirvan is to cease 
Say unto such they lie. " 


TEAR 

Mystery of life opens in this pearl 
Furling beauty and purity in curls. 

Priz'd by sages, good drink for thee 
Where mind does bathe - a drop wide as sea! 


X X X X X 


There is only one Being that exists 
Unmoved, yet moving swifter that the mind; 
"Who far outstrips the senses, though as gods, 
They strive to reach him. Who himself at rest, 
Transcends the fleetest flights of beings; 

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Who, like the air, supports all vital action. 

He moves, yet moves not; he is far, yet near; 

He is within this Universe, and yet 
Outside this Universe. 

The man who understands that every creature 
Exists in Him alone, and thus perceives 
The unity of being, has no grief 
And no illusion. He, the all-pervading, 

Is brilliant, without body, sinewless, 

Invulnerable, pure and undefiled 
By taint of sin. He is all wisdom, 

The ruler of the mind, above all beings, 

The self-existent. 

(Isavasyopanishad) 

And what if all of animated nature, 

Be but organic harps, divinely framed, 

And trembling into thought, as o'er them sweeps, 
Plastic and rash, one universal breeze; 

At once the soul of each and God of all? 


Bluest of skies, greenest of oceans, 
whitest of waves Fortissimo. 
Bluest of eyes, pinkest of skins, 
yellowish hair Pianissimo. 
Darkest of eyes, swarthiest skin, 

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blackest of hair Cressendo- 

"Come, walk and listen to the waves with me, 

Their music is most enchanting, 

My mermaid you shall he . " 

We will build a house together 
In the sand beside the sea. 


X X X X X 

Whatever thou lovest, man, 
Thou too become that must; 
God, if thou lovest God, 
Dust, if thou lovest dust. 


X X X X X 

No, fret not over what is past and gone ; 

And spite of all thou mayst have left behind 
Still live as though thy life were just begun. 
What each day wills enough for thee to know; 
What each day wills the day itself will toll. 
Do thine own task and be therewith content. 


As I walked with myself, 
and I talked to myself, 

My self said to me 

Be true to thyself - 

Thy self- thy good angel shall be. 

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X X X X X 

Says Lowell: - 

"Men! whose boast it is that ye 
Come of fathers brave and free 
If there breathe on Earth a slave 
Are ye truly free and brave? 

If ye do not feel the chain, 

When it works a brother's pain, 

Are ye not base slaves indeed 
Slaves unworthy to be freed? 

X X X X X 

"Women! Who shall one day bear 
Sons to breathe New England air 
If ye hear, without a blush 
Deeds to make the roused blood rush 
Eike red lava through your veins, 
For your sisters now in chains, - 
Answer! are ye fit to be 
Mothers of the brave and free?" 

X X X X X X X 

Your heart is never away 
But ever with mine, forever, 

For ever without endeavour, 

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Tomorrow, love, as today; 

Two blent hearts never astray, 
Two souls no power may sever, 
Together, O my love, forever. 

X * * * * * X 


Have you rid yourself of "idols made with hands" 
Well, so far, so good. 

If not, then you are worshipping disembodied idols, 
Ghosts of idols 

X X * * X * * 


"Tate" served me meanly 

I looked at her and laughed 

Tlrat none might know 

How bitter was the cup I quaffed. 

Along came joy and 

Paused beside me 

Where I sat; 

And said to me 
I came to see 

What you were laughing at. 


X X X X X X X 


My heart is filled with roses 
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My soul is full of joy 
My being sweet reposes 
In bliss without alloy. 


X * X X X * X 


Oh ! Precious, precious thief 
Sleep stolen from the eyes 
Heart taken from the breast 
I cannot but call thee wicked 

0 innocent, darling thief, 

1 love although you slay me 
Indispensable welcome thief; 
Of Heart you have relieved me 
Come, take the life too. 


I thank thee, thank thee, thank thee, 
Be infinite peace with you. 

My Star, My God, My Jesu 
My Light of light, true Lord Love! 


X X X X X X X 


I have felt love's fatal pain Such - 
I cannot tell again 
Absence poisons every bliss 

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Such as - ask not what it is. 

I have roamed the world around 
And at last a treasure found, 

One without a blight or blame, 

One whom - ask me not to name, 

Oh! her feet my tears bedew, 

Fast they fall, nor sweet nor few 
Oh ! my tears impetuous flow 
So as - seek not how to know 
Festernight from her I heard 
Many a pleasing honeyed word 
Words of rapture but I pray - 
Ask me, ask me not to say. 

Beautiful eyes are those that show 
Beautiful thought * that burn below 
Beautiful lips are those whose words 
Leap from the heart like songs of birds. 
Beautiful hands are those that do 
Work that is earnest, brave and true 
Moment by moment the whole day through. 

(Translation of Shankaracharya's Stotra) 

'IfiC etc. 

1. Fire body, senses, mind or breath, 

Ego or intellect am I not; 


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But far from wife, child, land or gold, 

1 am Eternal, infinite One, Shivoham, Shivoham. 

2 In Self that's knowledge, truth and bliss, 

This unreal All doth falsely shine 

Like dreams in sleep, a mere illusion! 

I am the pure and infinite One Shivoham, Shivoham. 

3. Than me naught else edsts at all 
This outer show, suggestions made 
Gleams, like the image in the glass, 

In me the pure Eternal One Shivoham, Shivoham. 

4. 1 was not born, nor grow, nor die; 

Dumb Nature through the body works, 

It is the ego sows and reaps Not I, 

the Self, unchanging One Shivohom, Shivoham. 

5. Tlte rope unscanned, a serpent seemed; 

Thus Nescience makes the Self a soul; 

By direct touch a rope 'tis sure; And fact of facts, 
I'm Truth, the One Shivoham, Shivoham, 


X X X X X X X 


There is so much good in the most of us. 
And so much bad in the best of us, 

That it will not do for the best of us, 

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To talk about the rest of us, 

X * * * * * X 

Ge£ me a gown of silver bright 
Paler in hue, thinner than moonlight 
That I shall wear as wedding gown. 

Then a piece of lightning fetch me down 
To thread garlands of the scattered flowers 
Pluck all the stars from oft * my bowers. 
Set in pearls and dress my hair 
To-day I must be bright and fair. 


X X X X X X X 

When blushing bride by Love does stand 
Say " Yes" with eyes, and give her hand 
Adieu Lather, Mother! Adieu sisters, brothers! 

The hair do stand at end! 

The throat is choked, O friend ! 

Welcome you are to world so bright, 
Welcome to us in God's fair sight! 

But remember well 
This is the last we tell, 

The hair do stand at end 
The throat is choked, O friend, 


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Now it matters not what you may say, 
And it matters not what you may play, 
No, it matters not, ' tis nothing to me, 
All you's, he's, she's, melt in this sea ! 
That is the Throne on High 
Then I is truly I. 


X X X * X X X 

No houses, no home, 
In rays we roam 
United together. 

Birds of same feather, 
No care, no pain, 

No loss, no gain. 

No fraud, no fear, 

No debt, 'tis clear, 

No bondage, tie, 

No fire, no fry, 

No book to read. 

To sow no seed. 

No plough to till, 

No barn to fill, 

No tax to pay, 

No toll to lay, 

No sheep to rear, 

No laws to fear, 

O free we wander, 

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Here, there and yonder! 
No aim no game, 

No name, no fame, 
Love-lorn lunatics, 
Wandering fanatics, 
With wonder struck, 

By infinite luck. 


X X X X X * X 

I looked above and in all space saw but one; 

I looked below and and in all billows saw but one; 

I looked into the heart, it was a sea of worlds, 

A space of dreams all full and in the dreams but One. 
Earth, air and fire and water in Rama's fear dissolve, 
Ere they ascend to Thee, they trembling blend in One, 
The heavens shall dust become and dust be heaven again, 
Yet shall the One remain and one my life with thine. 
Oh! Wondrous peace and happiness, 
fills me through and through, 

Oh Joy! What living Freedom doth 
thrill me through and through. 

My children are the fluttering clouds 
and tiny drops of dew. 

The sunbeams bright with warmth and light 
Play with the rustling leaves, 

Yellow and red with the gleaming gold 
As they fall from the barren trees. 

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The Sun-blown air fresh and rare 
Lifts up my thought so high 
That upward I soar like a bird in the air 
To the dome of the bright blue sky. 

There do I linger awhile 
And laugh and smile, 

And flutter and play in glee 
Till the sun goes to rest 
And I hasten to my nest 
Of Self where I dwell so free. 

Tilled with peace and love and joy 
My darling Love so close to me 
While Nature folds me in warm embrace 
And in Her do Him I see. 

On your forehead take the moon 
On your breast let flowers bloom. 

In your bosom let burn the Suns, 

And stretch your hands from end to end 
Till throat of space .with song from Home 
Om! Om! Om Tat Sat Omll! 

X X X X X X X 

Have thou no home. What home can hold thee, friend? 
The sky thy roof; the grass thy bed; and food 
What chance may bring, well cooked or ill, judge not. 
No food or drink can taint that noble Self 
Which knows itself. 


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The rolling river free Thou ever he, Sannyasin bold! 
Say Om! Tat Sat, Oml! 

They know no truth who dream such vacant dreams, 
As father, mother, children, wife and friend. 

The sexless Self! whose father He? Whose child? 
Whose friend, whose foe is He who is but One? 

The Self is all in all, none else exists: 

And thou art That, Sannyasin bold! 

Say Om! Tat Sat, Om! 

Where seekest thou? That freedom, friend, this world 
Nor that, can give. In hooks and temples, 

Vain thy search ; Thine only is the hand that holds. 
The rope that drags thee on : then cease lament; 

Let go thee hold, Sannyasin bold! 

Say Om! Tat sat, Om! 

Say peace to all. Trom me no danger be 
To aught that lives. In those that dwell on high, 

In those that lowly creep, I am the Self of all. 

All life both here and there do I renounce, 

All heavens, earths and hells, all hopes and fears. 
Thus cut thy bonds, Sannyasin bold! 

Say, Om, Tat sat, Om! 

Heed thou no more how body lives or goes, 

Its task is done. Let Karma float it down ; 


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Let one put garlands on, another kick 

This frame; say naught. No praise or blame can be 

Where praiser, praised and blamer, blamed are one. 

Thus be thou calm, Sannyasin bold! 

Say Om, Tat sat, Om! 

Truth never comes where lust of fame and greed 
Of gain reside. No man who thinks of woman 
As his wife can ever perfect be; 

Nor he who owns however little, nor he 

Whom anger chains, can ever pass through Maya's gates, 

So, give these up, Sannyasin bold! Say Om, tat sat, Om! 

Both name and form is At man, ever free, 

Know thou art That, Sannyasin bold! 

Say Om, tat sat, Om! 

There is but One - The Tree - The Witness Light- 
Without a name, without a form or stain. 

In Him is Maya, dreaming all the dreams. 

The Knower, He appears as nature, soul; 

Know thou art That, Sannyasin bold! 

Say, Om, tat sat, Om! 

Tew only know the truth, the rest will hate 
And laugh at the great one; but pay no heed. 

Go thou, the free, from place to place and help 
Them out of darkness, Maya's veil, without 
The fear of pain or search for pleasure, go 
Beyond them both, Sanriyasin bold! 

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Say Om, tat Sat, Om! 

Thus day by day, till Karma's powers spent 
Release the soul forever. 

No more is birth, Nor I or thou, nor God or man. 
The I Became the all, the all is I and bliss. 

Know thou art that Sannyasin bold! 

Say Om, tat sat, Om! 

X X X * * * X 

She (Moon) pressed me close 
I kissed her rose 
Waxing and waning 
Sweating and fanning 
Singing and dancing 
Loving and entrancing 
Titus, gliding by 
Moon and I 

Through woods and vales 
On hills and dales 
We pass our days 
In charming plays 
In lovely talks 
In cheerful walks 
Playing on lute 
Singing in flute 
With hands playing 


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In springs spraying 
With enchanted stream 
As exquisite theme 
With ebb and tide 
Of oceans wide 
Chorus keeping 
Write dancing leaping 
The hands we took 
Of God and shook 
With music true 
Of vagabonds two. 

All worldly charms, 

We hold in arms 
Here there we go 
Equally throw 
On high and low 
On friend and foe 
Our Charms and boons 
Our love and swoons 
In cups of grapes 
In tropic dates 
We pour our wines 
Nectar divine 
Our healing cures 
So sure, so pure 
In herbs we pour 
Sweeten and sour 

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These hidden cures 
Beckon allure 
Go dig and take 
No risk, no stake 
No more disease 
Shall mankind seize 
The Moon as Uma 
And I as Shiva 
Still strolling go 
Round cots below 
Blessing the man 
As purity can 
With balmy sight 
Of Uma' s bright 
And Shiva's gifts 
Of riches, lifts, 

And wings to fly 
From low to high. 

Vagabonds we 
Come see. come see. 

Four eyes met. There were changes in two souls 
And now I cannot remember whether he is a man 
and I a woman, 

Or he a woman and I a man. All I know is, 

There were two: Love came, and there is one, 


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X * X X X X * 

Be I the string 
The note be thou! 

Be thou the body, I the life! 

Let none hereafter say of us 
That one was I, another thou. 


X X X * X * X 

O Lord, look not upon my evil qualities! 

Thy name, O Lord, is Same-Sightedness, 

By Thy touch, if Thou wilt, 

Tlrou canst make me pure. 

One drop of water is in the sacred Jumna, 
Another is foul in the ditch by the roadside, 
But when they fall into the Ganges 
Both alike become holy. 

One piece of iron is the image in the temple, 
Another is the knife in the hand of the butcher, 
But when they touch the philosopher' s stone, 
Both alike turn to gold. 

X X X X X X X 

When existence was not, nor non-existence, 
When the world was not, nor the sky beyond, 


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What covered the mist ? By whom was it 
contained? 

What was in those thick depths of darkness? 
When death was not, nor immortality, 

When night was not separate front day, 

Then That vibrated motionless, one with 
Its own glory, 

And beside That nothing else existed. 

Wlten darkness was hidden in darkness, 
Undistinguished, like one mass of water, 

Then did That which was covered with darkness 
Manifest its glory by Tapa. 

Now first arose Desire, the primal seed of mind, 

(The sages have seen all this in their hearts, 
Separating existence from non-existence) 


X X X X X X X 


Its rays spread above, around and below, 
The glory became creative, 

The Self, sustained as cause below, 
Projected, as Effect, above, 

Who then understood? 

Who then declared 

How came into being this Projected? 

To, in its wake followed even the Gods 


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Who can say. therefore, whence It came? 

Whence this projected, and whether sustained or not, 
He alone, O Beloved, who is its Ruler 
in the highest heaven knoweth, 

Nay, it may he that even He knoweth it not! 

(Rig Veda, X Hymn of Creation) 


X * * * * * * 

" As journeys this Earth, her eye on a Sun, 
through the heavenly spaces, 

And radiant in azure, or Sunless, swallowed in 
tempests, 

Falters not, alters not, journeying equal, 
sunlit or storm-girt; 

So thou, Son of Earth, who hast Force. Goal 
and Time, go still onwards." 


My breast is filled with roses, 
My cup is crowned with wine; 
And by my side reposes 
The Eove I hail as mine. 

The monarch whereso ' er he be, 
Is but a slave compared to me 


X X X X X X X 


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YUSUF TO ZULEIKHA 

Not love thee! - ah! How much I loved. 
Long absent, years of grief have proved. 
But I would not passion' s victim be, 
And turned from sin, but not from thee. 
My love was pure, no plant of earth 
From my rapt being sprung to birth: 

I loved as angels might adore, 

And sought or wished or hoped no more. 
Fly, Messenger, fly! 

Into the hearts of men and women fly! 
Darting lightning from your eyes! 
Light-riding, showering glory, fly, 
Bearing the torch of Liberty high! 

Fierce the earth and rend the skies, 
Beyond where, when and why, 

I am the all, all, all am t 
Fly messenger fly ! 

Joy! joy! The news, Good bye! 

My Lord! My Liege! My Self! 

Why other talks and thoughts? 

Wiry dream of what is not? 

I'll have Thee by my side 
And break up all besides. 

Break, break the pen that writes 
Let the inkstand break! 

Wiry tantalize, O Dear 

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Let everything break! 

The heart, break it down 
The head, volatile it up 

I need no curtain to hide 
No walls to imprison my breath 
Oh! Break! Break! Break! 

Break O Frame! Break O Flesh! 

Let me blow the ribs of chest! 

Wait! I shatter my bones to dust! 

And let breeze of Freedom make a storm of it. 


X X X * X * * 


No toning down! 

No piping of my steam! 

No imprisoning of my madness! 

Free! Free! No means to hold me 
Let God contrive! 

For I will not be held down: 

I will not suffer bondage for the God or for the world. 
Tone me not, I will break the Steam Engine, 

Tone me not, I will burst the Pipe, 

Tone me not, I will tear the world 
Tone me not, I will break the bosom of 
God and fly! 


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Tone me not, I will confront him if he dare face me to 
hind, 

Tone me not, my Lightning shall tear the skies and 
seas. 

Tone me not, I will break open all limitations 
All doors will I unlock, 

All veils will I shatter to pieces, 

All forts I will hatter down, 

All mountains I will powder to dust 
All cities and worlds, suns and moon, 

All Gods, angels, nymphs, 

I will have under my feet and walk majestically 
dancing o'er their heads! 

O Details! I will dance on your stretched bodies. 

O plans! I will leave you behind 

0 Time! O Space! O Ether! O God! 

1 will leave you behind 

Tone me not through storms to tone I say 
Tone me not in brains, for I will make it mad, 

Tone me not m heart, for I will scatter it pieces, Tone 
me not in body, for I will make a cyclone of it. 

Tone me not in world, for I will burst the bubble, 

I will let open the secret of God 
I will declare his jugglery. 

I will have put him to blush by making him naked. 

O Dear! No more afraid of world, 

No more trying to fly away 

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I take the forms one by one, quaff the wine and drop 
the cup. 

O weeping cups! O breaking cups! 

Forgive, forgive! Intoxication breaks you all, not I, 


* * * * * * * 

Have you not understood me? 

Thy winds come to fan me! 

Tlty suns come to lave me! 

Thy seas roll to sing to me! 

Thy creations like Theatre are before me! 

Thy rivers curb their pride and rub their brows 
before me! 

Tltou too standest ready at beck and call 
What art Tltou? What am I? And what this all? 
Am I mortal? Or art Tltou God? 

Dost Tlwu love me and am I beloved? 

What is this after all? 

I come to know I am Beauty. 

I come to know I am beloved of God 
I am one whom all Gods pine for 
I am one whom all stars shine for 
I am one! I am one. 

"Wltat is Science but a kind 
Of wantonness and luxury of the mind; 

A greediness and gluttony of the brain, 

That longs to eat forbidden fruit again ; 

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And grows more desperate like the worst ' diseases 
Upon the nobler part, the mind it seizes 


X X X X X X X 

To Rama 

Still ever still with Thee 
I rest in a peaceful calm, 

On the world's troubled stormy tea 
I float like a bird in the dawn. 

Ever at rest in infinite Love 
While the waves do surge and toss 
Knowing full well that in Tlree I move, 

And never more can be lost. 

Thee in Me and Me in Thee 
Above this plain of unrest. 

Accepting all things that conic to me 
As roses droptfrom Thy breast. 

The ups and downs arc the petals fine 
So soft; and white and uncurled, 

My path is filled like a golden mine 
With a love that is ever unfurled. 

Each moment is fraught with blessings sweet 
Whether awake or whether asleep. 

Still, ever still with Tlree 

In the cooling showers and dewy flowers 

We sing and glance and pine. 

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To Rama 

I stir the silent calm repose 
Of sleeping love in trees and snows. 

I wake my love, with love I burn 
From Brahma and God to stone I turn. 

Indeed, these pebble Gods are sweet 
So round, so clean, so pure and neat 
By Shiva on holy Ganges laved 
By his razor cleanly shaved 
These free Sannyasins frank and bold 
Are Nature's priests in temples old. 

Puran 

* X X X X * X 

When I am pure 

I shall have solved the mystery of life, 

I shall be sure 

I am in Truth and Truth abides in me, 

I shall be safe and wholly free 
When I am pure. 

No jealousy, no fear; 

I'm the dearest of the dear, 

No sin, no sorrow: 

No past, no morrow; 

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No rival, no foe, 

No injury, no woe, 

No, nothing could harm me 
No, nothing alarms me. 

The soul of all 
The nectar fall, 

The sweetest Self 
Yea! Health itself 
The prattling streams 
The happiest dreams 
All myrrh and balm 
Ravan and Rama, 

So pure and calm 
Is Rama, is Rama. 

The heavens and stars 
Worlds near and far 
Are hung and strung 
On the tunes I sung. 

Heir to the Infinite thou art, 

In the heart is the ocean of Love. 
"Give, give" - whoever asks back, 
His ocean is dwindled to a drop. 


* * * * * * * 

No warder at the gate 
Can keep the Gnani in; 

But like the Sun o'er all, 

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He will the castle win , 

And shine along the wall. 

He waits, as waits the sky, 

Until the clouds go by, 

Yet Shines serenely on 
With an eternal day, 

Alike when they are gone, 

And when they stay. 

At whose feet rolling on 
In years and days time passes by, 

Whom as the light of lights the gods 
Adore, as immortality, 

On whom the five-fold host of living brings 
Together with space depend, 

Him know I as my soul, 

Immortal, the immortal. 


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THE IMPORTANCE OF THE STUDY 
OF MATHEMATICS 


(This tract was written and published by Swami Rama while he was acting as 
]oint Professor of Mathematics at Forman Christian College, Lahore) 


I am fully aware of the difficulties which I shall 
have to encounter in trying to enlist your interest 
in what is commonly called in a dry subject. The 
usefulness of the study of Mathematics sounds like 
a paradox to the superficial observer. An ordinary 
man cannot help putting such questions as: — 

(a) Why should we bother our heads about the 47th 
Proposition of Euclid's First Book? 

(b) Of what use in the world can the Binomial 
Theorem be? 

(c) Why should we spend a considerable portion of 
our life at a, b, c, and long s (f)? 

(d) What is the use of dealing with the Greek 
Mathematical signs? 

1. The inability to answer questions like these, or 
the apparent uselessness of Mathematics makes 
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2. Another reason why it is disliked is that it is a 
very hard subject which taxes both the memory 
and the intellect; it is difficult to understand and 
more difficult to remember. To read it is not like 
walking on a smooth paved road; but here the path 
is, so to speak, both slippery and rough, presents 
many stumbling blocks and rubs in the way. 

3. A third reason why Mathematics is felt so heavy 
and tedious is that generally it is not administered 
in proper doses or in an agreeable form; in other 
words, teachers do not always try to make it 
attractive. Carbon dioxide, swallowed as in soda- 
water, is conducive to health hut inhaled, it injures 
the system. Just so. Mathematics does us good only 
if taken or studied in the proper way. 

Students, as a rule, complain against the University 
because Mathematics is made a compulsory subject 
in some examinations, they blame the Syndics and 
have all sorts of hard names to give to 
Mathematical writers. 

To begin with, let us, for the sake of argument, 
assume that Mathematics has really no reward to 
offer, has nothing to pay. But, dear friends, let us 


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not in whatever we undertake, be led and guided 
by a desire of reward. This mercenary spirit ought 
to be checked. The event or fruit of any action 
ought not to influence us; let us do whatever we 
engage in, goaded by a sense of duty are not 
drawn by the bright future — 

If duty calls to brazen walls, 

How base the fool who flinches. 

Let us work into life the following advice of the 
author of Bhagavad Gita: — 


" Find full reward 

Of doing right in right! Let light deeds be 
Thy motive, not the fruit which comes from them. 

And live in action! Labour! Make thine acts Thy piety ... " 

Learn to acquire knowledge for its own sake; 
hunger and thirst after knowledge. Learn a lesson 
from the life of Old King Ulysses, who with one 
foot in the grave woos knowledge and asks his 
followers - 

To follow knowledge like a sinking star, 

Beyond the utmost bound of human thought. 


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The assumption above made is far from being 
correct. The advantages of Mathematics are very 
many. They do not lie on the surface, but are 
hidden and concealed — 

(i) Mathematics is like the ocean, rough, boisterous, 
and fearful on the surface; but having precious 
pearls, and gems of the purest ray serene at the 
bottom: or 

(ii) It may be compared to the statues of the old 
satyrs and sileni of Greece; repulsive figures to 
look at, but enclosing within them the finished and 
fascinating statues of the most beloved gods of the 
Greeks. 

(iv) Like the solar light it appears quite oolourtess 
to the unthinking multitude, while it is in reality 
composed of the colours of the rainbow. 

Mathematics (Gr. Mathe-Matike) in its original sense 
signifies "skill, knowledge, or science". And in all 
its subsequent development it has had the idea of 
"skill, knowledge, or science" always underlying it. 
It has been feeding Art and Science. It is in no 
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its Sciences of Astronomy, Optics, Acoustics, 
Statics, Dynamics, Hydrostatics, Hydrodynamics, 
Thermodynamics, Magnetism, etc.; and the Arts of 
Navigation, Engineering, Architecture, and the 
like. 

Mathematics is well called an exact science and a 
sure and certain branch of knowledge (cf. the 
phrase "Mathematical certainty"). 

"Geometry," Pascal observes, "is almost the only 
subject in which we find truths wherein all men 
agree; and one cause of this is that geometricians 
alone regard the true laws of demonstration." So 
Geometry or Mathematics, we may say, has been 
like that solid and substantial food to science 
which goes for the most part to form bone or the 
supporting element. According to Roger Bacon, 
Mathematics is the "gateway and the' key to other 
sciences." Professor Ball says, "It is interesting to 
note that the advance in our knowledge of Physics 
is largely due to the application to it of 
Mathematics, and every year it becomes more 
difficult for an experimenter to make any mark in 
the subject unless he is also a Mathematician". 


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What generally happens is that the Mathematician 
takes the results of some every day observations 
and raises on them splendid superstructures which 
attract the attention of the Experimentalist, who 
steps forward and verifies by experiment the 
results thought out by the Mathematician. Then the 
labours of the two combined enrich the world with 
inventions and discoveries; give to it its railways, 
telegraphs balloons and what not. Happy the man 
who is a Mathematician and Experimentalist in 
one. 

"The most general division of Mathematics", says 
Herbert Spencer, "dealing with number guides all 
industrial activities, be they those by which 
processes are adjusted or estimates framed or 
commodities bought and sold or accounts kept. No 
one needs to have the value of this division of 
Abstract Science insisted upon.'" 

"For the higher arts of construction," the same 
writer continues to say "some acquaintance with 
the more special division of Mathematics is 
indispensable. The village carpenter who lays out 
his work by empirical rules, equally with the 
builder of Brittanica-Bridge, makes hourly 


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reference to the laws of space-relations. The 
surveyor who measures the land purchased; the 
architect in designing a mansion to be build on it; 
the builder when laying out the foundation; the 
masons in cutting the stones; and the various 
artisans who put up the fittings; are all guided by 
geometrical truths. Railway-making is regulated 
from beginning to end by geometry; alike in the 
preparation of plans and sections; in staking cut 
the line; in the mensuration of cuttings and 
embankments; in the designing and building of 
bridges, culverts, viaducts, tunnels, stations. 
Similarly with the harbours, docks, piers and 
various engineering and architectural works that 
fringe the coasts and overspread the country as 
well as the mines that run underneath it And now- 
a-days even the fanner, for the correct laying out of 
his drains, has recourse to the level— that is, to 
geometrical principles. 

"On the application of Mechanics (a branch of 
Applied Mathematics) depends the success of 
modern manufactures. The properties of the lever, 
the wheel-and-axle, etc, are recognised in every 
machine, and to machinery in these times we owe 
all production." The following is the case in 


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England and will in no long time be the case here 
too. 

"Trace the history of the breakfast roll. The soil out 
of which it came was drained with machine-made 
tiles; the surface was turned over by a machine; the 
wheat was reaped thrashed and winnowed by 
machines; by machinery it was ground and bolted; 
and had the flour been sent to Gosport, it might 
have been made into biscuits by a machine. Look 
round the room in which you sit. If modern, 
probably the bricks in its walls are machine-made 
and by machinery -the flooring was sawn and 
planed, the mantelshelf sawn and polished, the 
paper-hangings made and painted. The veneer on 
the table, the turned legs of the chairs, the carpet, 
the curtains are all products of machinery. 

"Your clothing— plain, figured or printed — is it not 
wholly woven, nay, perhaps ever sewn by 
machinery? And the volume you are reading are 
not its leaves fabricated by one machine and 
covered with those words by another? Add to this 
that for the means of distribution over land and 
sea, we are similarly indebted. And then observe 
that according as knowledge of mechanics is well 


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or ill applied to these ends, comes success or 
failure. The engineer, who miscalculates the 
strength of materials, builds a bridge that breaks 
down. The manufacturer who uses a bad machine 
cannot compete with another whose machine 
wastes less in friction and inertia. The ship-builder 
adhering to the old model is out-sailed by one who 
builds on the mechanically justified wave-line 
principle. And as the ability of a nation to hold its 
own against other nations depends on the skilled 
activity of its units, we see that on mechanical 
knowledge may turn the national late." 

Let us now see to whom most of the modern 
inventions and discoveries of which the world is so 
proud owe their origin? 

By whom was the first steam-engine made ? 

James Watt, a Mathematical Instrument-maker. 

By whom was the dock invented? 

Galileo, a Mathematician. 

By whom was the first telescope made? 

Galileo, a Mathematician. 

By whom, the Barometer? 

Pascal, a Mathematician. 


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Who found out the amount of alloy in the golden Crown 
of King Hiero of Syracuse? 

Archimedes, a Mathematician. 

Who was it that discovered the Law of Gravitation? 
Newton, the prince of Mathematicians. 

In a word, directly or indirectly, almost all our 
conveniences and articles of comfort are due to this 
branch of Philosophy or Science which we call 
Mathematics, Professor Adams, the 
Mathematician, foretold the existence in the 
heavens of a satellite not known to the world 
before, and then the practical astronomer actually 
discovered the same. 

Mathematics enables us to calculate accurately 
distances, billions of miles in length, as the 
distances of stars, etc.; and it also enables us to 
measure magnitudes about one billionth part of a 
cubic inch in volume, like the size of a molecule or 
atom. From finite quantities it leads us on to the 
region of the infinite. 

By Mathematics we discover some of the Universal 
Laws of nature written with inerasible ink on the 
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Almighty. In the lines and figures of Geometry we 
learn "those characters" to use an expression of 
Galileo "in which the great book of the universe is 
written". 

In Statics and Dynamics the Mathematician deals 
with forces varying according to different laws; 
and in case a new kind of energy should come to 
light and give rise to forces obeying laws different 
from those which the forces of ordinary nature 
obey, the Mathematician will be found fully 
equipped to reserve it; whereas the mere 
experimentalist if not calling Mathematics to his 
aid, will be at a loss how to deal with it at the first 
sight. Let a new fluid be discovered and its 
fundamental property known; it will find itself 
already registered in the works on Higher 
Hydrostatics as an old servant with specified 
duties to discharge. 

There is a variety among individuals of all species; 
again the different species of the same genus are in 
no instance exactly alike; and the different, genera 
differ widely. So, I presume that different planets 
of the same Solar System have no monotony and 
the different Solar Systems are not alike in every 


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respect. They are, in all probability, governed by 
new law; and are blessed with new materials, new 
liquids and new kinds of Energy. Mathematics 
embraces the properties of these new things as well 
as those of the old familiar ones. This is knowledge 
of intrinsic worth. 

Its rules and laws govern the phenomena and facts 
that qui over take place on the background of 
Eternity. "The old order ceaseth, yielding place to 
new" but the mathematical dogmas remain still 
controlling all these vicissitude and undergoing no 
change in themselves. 

Says Herbert Spencer, "Of course as those facts 
which concern all mankind throughout all times, 
must be held of greater moment than those which 
concern only a portion of them during the 
continuance of a fashion, it follows that in a 
rational estimate, knowledge of such facts, being 
knowledge of intrinsic worth, must, other things 
being equal, take precedence of knowledge that is 
of quasi-intrinsic or conventional worth." 


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Hence you can judge of the importance of 
Mathematics which, beyond doubt, imparts 
knowledge of the kind of facts here alluded to. 

If most people pride themselves on possessing a 
knowledge of Law, (Law dealing with matters of 
this transient world), why should a knowledge of 
the eternal laws dealing with all worlds and 
possibly with the world to come be disdained. 

" That very law which moulds a tear, 

And bids it trickle from its source, 

That law preserves the earth a sphere, 

And guides the planets m their course . ' 1 

This law and many similar laws are treated in the 
works on Mathematics. 

To show that the sphere of Mathematics is not 
confined to the physical objects alone, but extends 
over the mental and psychic phenomena as well, I 
may refer to the distinguished writers on the 
Calculus of Probabilities, who have applied it to 
Belief, and also to Edgeworth and Jevons, who 
have shown it to be capable of application to 
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Milton holds that a part of the happiness of the 
pious will consist in the consciousness of the 
knowledge which they acquired in this world. If 
this be true. Mathematics is sure to make you 
happier in the world to come, as it embodies 
knowledge of the widest application. 

I have been discussing so far the value of 
Mathematics as knowledge. Now, let us discuss its 
value in the way of discipline. And here, without 
question, it holds a supreme place. 

The Vernacular word for Mathematics is 'Riyazi' 
and this very name signifies "pertaining to Riyazat" 
or discipline. The study of Mathematics involves a 
mental exercise best fitted for strengthening the 
faculties. 

The advantages of Physical exercise are not 
apparent to an ordinary Indian boy; and Physical 
exercise is not as pleasant to him as eatables - being 
ignorant of the fact that in proportion as he takes 
more physical exercise, he will enjoy and digest the 
eatables better. Similarly the advantages of mental 
exercise involved in the study of Mathematics are 
not apparent to an ordinary Indian student, and so. 


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he reads Mathematics with great reluctance, not 
knowing that in proportion as he studies more of 
Mathematics, he will relish and master other 
subjects better. 

"I have mentioned Mathematics," says Lock, "as a 
way to settle in the mind a habit of reasoning 
closely and in train; not that I think it necessary 
that all man should be deep Mathematicians, but 
that having got the reasoning, which that study 
necessarily brings the mind to, they might be able 
to transfer it to other parts of knowledge as they 
shall have occasion." 

There are men who are already physically strong, 
yet physical exercise will make them still stronger. 
Similarly there are men already intellectually very 
strong, yet a study of Mathematics will most 
certainly add to their intellectual powers. 

Rev. Dr. Chalmers has stated: "I am not aware that 
as an expounder to the people of the lessons of the 
Gospel, I am much the better for knowing that the, 
three angles of a triangle are together equal to two 
right angles; or that the square on the hypotenuse 
is equal to the square of the two containing sides in 


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a right-angled triangle. But I have a strong 
persuasion that both the power to apprehend and 
the power to convince maybe mightily 
strengthened - that the habit of clear and 
consecutive reasoning may be firmly established 
by the successive journeys which .the mind is 
called on to perform along the pathway of 
Geometrical Demonstration. The truth is that as a 
preparative whether for the bar or for the pulpit, I 
have more value in Mathematics for the exercise 
which the mind takes as it travels along the road, 
than for all the spoil which it gathers at the 
landing-place" 

The author of "The History and Philosophy of the 
Inductive Sciences" has shown in his "Thoughts on 
the study of Mathematics" that Mathematical 
studies judiciously pursued form one of the most 
effective means of developing and cultivating the 
reason: and that "the object of a liberal education is 
to develop the whole mental system of a man to 
make his speculative inferences coincide with his 
practical convictions; to enable him to give a 
reason for the belief that is in him, and not to leave 
him in the condition of Solomon's sluggard, who is 


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wiser in his own conceit than seven men who can 
render a reason." 

To this may be subjoined the judgment of John 
Stuart Mill, which he has recorded in his 
invaluable system of Logic (Vol. II.) in the 
following terms: "The value of Mathematical 
instruction as a preparation for the more difficult 
investigations (physiology, society, government, 
etc,) consists in the application of its method. 
Mathematics will ever remain the most perfect 
type of the Deductive Method in general; and the 
applications of Mathematics to the branches of 
Physics furnish the only school in which 
philosopheis can learn the most difficult and 
important portion of their art, the employment of 
the laws of the simpler phenomena for explaining 
and predicting those of the more complex. These 
grounds are quite sufficient for deeming 
Mathematical training an indispensable basis of 
scientific education and regarding. With Plato, one 
who is ayewuerpnros, as wanting in one of the most 
essential qualifications for the cultivation of the 
higher branches of philosophy" . 


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The study of Mathematics strengthens both the 
intellect and memory and tends to impart to us an 
assimilative memory rather than a sensuous one 
inasmuch as it teaches us to remember things by 
the aid of the intellect or thinking faculties, and 
discourages us from memorising a demonstration 
and the like by endless repetition. It gives us a 
Memory which has brought immense wealth to 
Professor Loisette. The nature of the subject admits 
of no such thing as cramming. We cannot cram 
Mathematics; whatever we learn of it must be got 
up intelligently. 

It is true that Mathematics at first appears to be a 
very dry subject and most distasteful; but for that 
very reason we ought to study it with zest and 
zeal. In so doing, we shall be the stronger in will- 
power. " Perhaps," says Huxley "the most valuable 
result of all education is the ability to make 
yourself do the thing you have to do when it ought 
to be done, whether you like it or not. It is the first 
lesson that ought to be learned, and however early 
a man's training begins, it is probably the last 
lesson that he learns thoroughly." 


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The abstruse nature of the subject compels a 
student to concentrate his attention Mathematics is 
the best cure for mind-wandering. Bacon says — " If 
a man's wits wander, let him study Mathematics, 
for in demonstration if his wits be called away ever 
so little, he must begin again." Now, if on no other 
account, on account of this grand virtue which it 
inculcates, viz., concentration of attention, we 
ought to value Mathematics. No one who is 
stricken with absent-mindedness can make his 
mark in any department of human activity. 

"The path to proficiency in Mathematics is so 
rough, and so hard an application is necessary that 
on the way we lose all our roughness and become 
perfectly smooth and frictionless, as it were, just as 
the wooden harrow used in this country becomes 
smooth by passing over the rough and uneven 
ground turned into clods by the plough. 

Now a smooth ball or the like if put in rolling or 
sliding motion on the College floor will come to 
rest very long after a rough ball that was put in 
motion simultaneously with it. So, brains that have 
lost a considerable amount of their friction by 
working in the rugged field of Mathematics and 


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have now been smoothed down, so to speak, when 
once put in motion or set to some hard task will, 
other things being equal, stop or be tired out long 
after those brains that have not been similarly 
trained. 

Not only does the study of Mathematics thus 
habituate us to steadfastness and perseverance, but 
it engenders in us a strong inclination to work. It 
tends to make us bitter opponents to inaction, it 
stores in us immense energy. The student of 
Mathematics being compelled to work very hard 
and long for the sake of success in his subject, goes 
on working hard even after this impressed force is 
withdrawn, being then impelled by the energy 
accumulated in him, just as a railway train 
continues travelling for a long time even after the 
steam is shut off. But alas! for the rash youth, who 
no sooner are set free from the great motive 
power— Mathematics or some other branch of 
learning and enter life, then they come to a dead 
stop on account of the brake of sensual indulgence; 
or at best get their motion considerably retarded by 
that brake. 


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Mathematics, startling as it may sound, aids 
Religion in a most remarkable manner and 
strengthens the foundation of moral character. 
Every now and then it puts us in a most 
humiliating mood, it makes us realize our own 
incapability, it repeatedly brings us face to face 
with something which we think we cannot 
surmount. It makes us humble and meek. It tends 
to do away with our vanity and self-conceit. It 
breaks us down and consequently exercises the 
will of God onus. "Do you," says Theore Monod, a 
French divine/'know what is God's chief difficulty 
with us? It is not the making us, it is the breaking 
us. It is not the edifying us, it is the putting us 
down. And therefore it is that God's chief 
instrument for edification is the pick axe. He must 
break us down, down, down, and whatever he 
gives us to do for His service. He will first of all 
show us that we are not able to do it. 0 God, take 
me, break me and make me." The value of 
Mathematics in this respect is well pointed out in 
the following remark by Lock: "A man in the study 
of Mathematics will see, that however good he 
may think his understanding yet in many things, 
and those very visible, it may fail him. This would 
take off that presumption that most men have of 


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themselves in this part, and they would not be apt 
to think their minds wanted no helps to enlarge 
them, that there could be nothing added to the 
acuteness and penetration of their 
understandings." All this shows that the sharp 
discipline to which it subjects a man has a 
wonderful influence in smoothing down his 
asperities, in accustoming him, as a rule, to the 
habits of patience, perseverance, self denial and 
humility. 

"True Science," says Huxley, "(including 
Mathematics undoubtedly), and true religion are 
twin sisters, and the separation of either from the 
other is sure to procure the death of both. Science 
prospers exactly in proportion as it is religious; and 
religion flourishes in exact proportion to the 
scientific depth and firmness of its basis. The great 
deeds of philosophers have been less the fruit of 
their intellect than of the direction of that intellect 
by an eminently religious tone of mind. Truth has 
yielded rather to their patience, their love, their 
single heartedness and their self-denial than to 
their logical acumen." 


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Isaac Todhunter in his Essays on education says 
that of all the subjects required for passing 
University Examinations, Mathematics furnishes 
the most reliable test of a man's working powers. A 
student may do remarkably well in the 
Examination in a language; and yet this may have 
been owing to his keeping constant company with 
a man who always speaks that language and is a 
thorough master of it. A student may distinguish 
himself in History in his passively hearing other 
students while they were preparing that subject for 
their Examination. A man may obtain very high 
marks in a Practical Science Examination; and yet 
this may be on account of his having familiarized 
himself with the Science - Apparatus and its use for 
amusement's sake. And so with the other subjects. 
But a man, who excels m Mathematics, could not 
have done so? Expect by dint of hard labour. He 
proves himself capable of facing difficulties and 
doing his duty well, however disagreeable that 
duty may be. 

Nothing particular has as yet been said about 
"problems" as against "book-work" in Mathematics. 
They are hard nuts to crack for the student. But 
once cracked they yield an ambrosial kernel; and 


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the ,student thus drives an exquisite pleasure from 
the sweets of intellectual conquest No other branch 
of knowledge can present a like phenomenon. 
After a bard problem has been solved, you will 
often observe the Mathematician's eye brighten, 
and at length, with a pleasure (of which the ecstasy 
of Archimedes was but a simple expansion), hear 
him exclaim " I have got it, I have got it." 

It may not be out of place to say something as to 
how charming and fascinating this subject has been 
to some persons, or to what extent people of yore 
have been impressed by its importance. Plato loved 
it to such a degree that the inscription over the 
entrance to his school ran - "Let none ignorant of 
Geometry enter my door," and on one occasion an 
applicant who knew no Geometry is said to have 
been refused admission. It is related of a 
Mathematician that while he was absorbed in 
solving some problem, the besieged city in which 
his house lay was taken by the enemy, and to the 
spot where he sat musing, came up with a drawn 
sword in hand, a soldier who was about to break 
the slate of his life. The Mathematician, who had 
been quite ignorant of the capture of the city, did 
not, even now, lift up his head and look at the 


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soldier. The astonished soldier shouted at the top 
of his voice to make the poor victim prepare for 
death. At this the Mathematician raised his eyes 
and said: " Wait a moment: I am about to solve it" 
(the problem). The city was captured by the 
enemy, but his heart had been captivated by 
Mathematics. 

Sir Isaac Newton, oftentimes when busy at some 
Mathematical theorem, used to forget taking his 
meals. I may add two amusing anecdotes: 

(1) Newton invited a friend to dinner and forgot it. 
The friend arrived and found the philosopher in a 
fit of abstraction. Dinner was brought up for one. 
The friend, without disturbing Newton, sat down 
and despatched it. Newton recovering from his 
reverie, looked at the empty dishes, and said: 
"Really, if it wasn't for the proof to the contrary 
before my eyes, I could have sworn I have not yet 
dined," 

(2) Once when riding home from Grantham he 
dismounted to lead his horse up a steep hill, when 
he turned at the top to remount he found that he 


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had the bridle in his hand, while his horse had 
slipped it and gone away. 

Galileo had very long been purposely kept in 
ignorance of Mathematics, but one day, by chance, 
hearing a lecture on Geometry, he was so 
fascinated by the Science that he thenceforward 
devoted all his spare time to this study, and finally 
he got leave to discontinue his former studies. He 
preserved his enthusiasm for the subject in spite of 
poverty, public ridicule, and prosecution. 

And so did Kepler, notwithstanding domestic 
troubles, poverty and oilier inconveniences. 

Archimedes could not disengage himself from 
Mathematical dreams even when walking or when 
bathing as is evidenced by the well-known story 
which says that Archimedes one day while taking 
his bath was so much elated at the discovery he 
then made that unable to contain himself he 
immediately ran almost naked into the street 
crying Eureka, Eureka- "I have found it, I have 
found it." 


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It is related of Euler that even in the perusal of 
Virgil's poetry he met with images that would 
recall the associations of his more familiar studies, 
and lead him back from the fairy scenes of fiction 
to the element, more congenial to his nature, of 
Mathematical abstraction. 

Amongst the ancient Hindus, Mathematics was so 
extensively loved that even their females were well 
versed in the subject. 

Amongst the rich. Mathematics has exercised its 
sway over Boyle, Cavendish, Napier, Lord Kelvin, 
and others. Amongst men of letters Milton, Bacon, 

Locke, Carlyle Helps, Lroude and many others 

may be counted among its fervent admirers, if not 
votaries. 

Perhaps some of you can still see no connection 
between abstract and practical science, and hold 
the former in little esteem, despising mental 
discipline unless you perceive its direct reference 
to the actual business of life, and so reject 
Mathematics as of little practical interest, calling it 
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"Trick to show the stretch of human brain , 

Mere curious pleasure or ingenious pain" 

Remember, Gentlemen, immediate usefulness 
alone is a fallacious recommendation for a branch 
of learning. Don't shun Tare Mathematics on the 
ground of its purely speculative character. "That 
sound judgment," says Professor De Morgan in his 
remarkable introduction to the London Edition of 
Ram Chandra's Maxima and Minima..." that sound 
judgment which gives men well to know what is 
best for them, as well as that faculty of invention 
which leads to development of resources and to the 
increase of wealth and comfort, are both materially 
advanced, perhaps cannot rapidly be advanced, 
without a great taste for pure speculation among 
the general mass of the people down to the lowest 

of those who can read and write " After giving a 

most satisfactory proof of the above statement the 
above mentioned writer puts the conclusion in the 
following words:- 

"The History of England as well as of other 
countries has impressed me with a strong 
conviction that pure speculation is a powerful 
instrument in the progress of a nation," Plato 
advised the Athenians to betake themselves to the 


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study of Mathematics, in order to evade the 
pestilence incident to the international war which 
was raging in Greece. 

Mathematics is knowledge and consequently it is 
power. It is a weapon, though a very heavy one. If 
we cannot wield that weapon, the fault is all our 
own; because we could wield it if we would, by 
dint of patience and perseverance: and once 
wielded, that weapon is something awful in our 
hands. Knowledge of Mathematics is like an estate 
which should be watered and cultivated 
laboriously before it yields abundant crops. Many 
men have reaped rich harvests out of this apparent 
barren land. 

The processes of the Differential Calculus seem far 
remote from the Propositions of Physical Science, 
yet Newton was led by their aid to found a system 
of Mechanics equally suited to determine the 
motion of the stone falling to the ground, or the 
revolutions of the Planetary bodies. Conies is a 
branch of pure Mathematics dealing with the* 
sections of a cone. It could hardly be imagined as 
susceptible of any useful or interesting application 
whatever. But Kepler came and he applied it to the 


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motions of heavenly bodies, thus clearing up most 
intricate difficulties in Astronomy; Moreover, the 
same Conic Sections was found to apply to the 
motion of anything whatever projected here on our 
own planet; be it a cricket ball, an arrow or a bullet, 
or even our own bodies in the act of jumping The 
process of finding the H. C. F. of any two numbers 
in Algebra has been made use of by Sturm in 
solving with great case Equations of any degree 
whatever. The Theory of Quadratic Equations was 
made use of by our own countryman. Master Ram 
Chandra of Delhi, in working out problems of 
great practical interest in Maxima and Minima. In 
Trigonometry and Algebra we meet with what are 
called Exponential Functions and Imaginary or 
Impossible Quantities. When you first study them, 
I suppose, you will be inclined to say "Of what use 
in the real world are Imaginary quantities, why 
should we waste our time on Impossibilities? My 
friends, let me inform you that what you will thus 
cast off with disdain, has lately been made the 
corner stone of a new mansion in the world of 
Science, being developed into Hyperbolic 
Functions. The symbols e and n (meaningless to 
the unthinking student) represent numbers which 
enter into analysis from whatever file Science and 


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Art are approached. An anecdote might be quoted 
for illustration. De Morgan was explaining to an 
actuary what was the chance that at the end of a 
given time a certain proportion of some group of 
people would be alive; and quoted the actuarial 
formula involving ji which he explained stood for 
the ratio of the circumference of a circle to its 
diameter. His acquaintance, who had so far 
listened with interest, interrupted him and 
exclaimed, "My dear friend, that must be a 
delusion; what can a circle have to do with, the 
number of people alive at the end of a given time?" 
Don't be surprised to know that Ball writes of a 
distinguished Professor remarking that "it is 
impossible to conceive of a universe in which e and 
7 t should not exist." 

I sympathise with those of you to whom the 
abstract principles involved in Mathematics appear 
to have scarcely any use or aim; but if you continue 
your inquiries, your matured judgment will rectify 
your first opinion and at length you will find 
yourself possessed of, to me the words of Professor 
Hall, "an instrument of matchless power and of 
universal application; a language which nature 
must hear, and to which she shall always reply." 


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Even if the study of Mathematics bear no fruit at 
all, do not regard your labour spent on it as 
wasted. Nothing is wasted or lost in nature, matter 
is indestructible and cannot be lost, energy is 
indestructible and cannot be lost, and so I maintain 
labour is indestructible and cannot be lost. Rivers 
take away with them a great* deal of earth and 
other substances from the plains, and so far as we 
can see the earth carried away is lost, but the same 
earth collects in the sea, and in course of time 
forms islands there. The Sun dries up m the 
summer tanks, pools and lakes, and we think the 
water is lost; but before autumn is ushered in, the 
same water comes down again in the form of rain. 
Similarly kinetic energy is converted into potential 
energy, thermal energy, electric or any other form 
of energy, but it is never lost, although it may so 
appear to us. Just in the same way, rest assured, 
labour is never lost: it is sometimes changed into 
experience, at other times it becomes, as it were, 
stored up for future use; but it is never lost. The 
labour of Columbus, although it did not bring forth 
the desired result, was far from being lost; the 
attempts of Englishmen at finding the North-West 
passage to India, although apparently fruitless. 


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caused the Arctic Ocean to be explored. Similarly 
attempts at finding the philosopher's stone led to 
the discovery of the Science of Chemistry. Again 
attempts at unreal Astrology led to real 
Astronomy. So, the apparently bootless 
endeavours of geometricians at the duplication of a 
cube, the trisection of an angle, and the squaring of 
a circle, were the cause of Conic Sections being 
discovered. The vain struggles and efforts to 
construct a perpetual-motion machine advanced 
most considerably the Science of Dynamics. The 
celebrated John Hunter occupied a great deal of his 
time in studying most carefully the growth of a 
deer's horn (a sheer waste of time and energy in 
the opinion of most of us); but this apparently 
useless knowledge well applied in the case o{ a 
dying patient was one of the causes which 
rendered his name immortal. His labour was not 
lost and so will not your labour be lost which you 
devote to the study of Mathematics, but will 
reproduce itself in other forms of fruitful energy. It 
is rather sacrilegious to think of lost labour in 
connection with a subject of which, in the words of 
no less an authority than Helmholtz, we may say, 
"Of all branches of human knowledge, there is 
none which. Kite it, has sprung as a completely 


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armed Minerva from the head of Jupiter: none 
before whose death-dealing Aegis doubt and 
inconsistency have so little dared to raise their 
eyes." 

The vibrations of a lamp suspended from the 
ceiling taught Galileo how to construct the first 
pendulum-clock; a falling apple gave Newton a 
lesson on the mysteries of the solar system; a 
boiling kettle instructed George Stephenson how to 
make the steam-engine; a frog's leg twitching when 
placed in contact with different metals directed 
Galvani to come to the important results wherein 
lay the germ of the Electric Telegraph. If 
apparently insignificant objects could teach such 
important lessons, will not Mathematics (which 
means Knowledge and Science itself) be able to 
teach you a great deal? 

Only a third eye is wanted (an eye in the head or 
brain, Mahadeva ' s third eye) to discover the Parvati 
of joy and glory on the mountains of Mathematics. 
Oh! For the keen penetrating eye to which— 

" There are tongues in trees, books in the running brooks. 
Sermons m stones and good in everything " . 


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We are reaping abundantly the fruits of the labours 
of others. We travel by rail, the most desirable 
kind of conveyance; we get our errands run by 
electricity harnessed for our sake, we live in 
comfortable houses, wear the clothes cut and sewn 
to suit our convenience, get our food cooked and 
prepared in such a way as to keep us in good 
health and many other things we enjoy which have 
been thought out and worked out for us by others. 
Let us not forget that we also ought to do 
something for others in return. We owe a heavy 
debt to humanity. Let us try to leave the world 
better than we found it. Let us try to leave some 
foot-prints on the sands of time. Let us try to dive 
deep into the Ocean of Science and Mathematics 
and bring out, if possible, some pearls which may 
adorn the world. 

Then work, work; work with all your heart, with 
all your might, remembering that work is worship 
and remembering also that work is life — 

"We live in deeds, not days. 

In thoughts, not breaths, in feelings. 

Not in figures on a dial. 

He lives most who thinks most. 


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Feels the noblest, acts the best." 

Genuine work will be found to be its own reward. 
Work is the normal state of man. 


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HOW TO EXCEL IN MATHEMATICS 

There is no royal road to Mathematics. 
Mathematicians, like poets, cannot be made but 
they are born. Still I have firm conviction that the 
following guiding principles and cautions, if 
strictly observed, shall convert Mathematics from a 
cold, unsociable stranger with knit brows and 
frowning countenance into a warm-hearted, 
cheerful and loving friend. 

1(a) Never approach Mathematics just after taking 
heavy meals. Let the food be well digested, and 
then apply yourself to this subject. Otherwise you 
will find it a very dry and rather repulsive study 
and most uninteresting. 

(b) In days of hard Mathematical work you ought 
to take light simple food that you can digest very 
easily; and be temperate. Don't take ghee in excess. 
High thinking and plain living should go side by 
side. 

2(a) Don't attack Mathematical problems or hard 
pieces of book work when you are sleepy or when 
about to go to bed. You will in that state find them 

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quite invincible and impregnable. Not only will 
they offer passive resistance, but will then lay you 
flat down on your bed. Plainly speaking, you will 
in two or three minutes, after taking a difficult 
problem in hand, fall fast asleep. But you may, 
with advantage, at such a time, revise that part of 
Mathematics which you are already thoroughly 
conversant with, or work easy sums and simple 
riders that require very little mental exertion. 

(b) In, order to excel in Mathematics you should 
always give to sleep what is its due. We cannot 
have a clear brain if we do not have enough of 
sleep. It is said of a great Mathematician, Des 
Cartes, that on account of his delicate health, he 
was permitted to lie in bed till late in the mornings; 
this was a custom which he always followed, and 
when he visited Pascal in 1647 he told him that the 
only way to do good work in Mathematics and to 
preserve his health was never to allow anyone to 
make him get up in the morning before he felt 
inclined to do so. 

3 (a) If, however, circumstances oblige you to study 
difficult portions of Mathematics or solve hard 
problems just after taking meals, or just before 


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retiring to bed, you ought to keep standing as you 
work, or be walking up and down while you think. 
Otherwise your efficiency of labour will be very 
small, and laziness will get the upper hand of you. 

(b) Never neglect to take bodily exercise. This is a 
neglect which proves ruinous to most students. 
Irregular students waste the greater part of their 
time in idleness but overwork themselves just 
before the examination, taking no exercise and 
setting at nought the laws of health. Thus they 
succeed very easily in breaking their health though 
not in passing the examination. Then, is imputed to 
labour what is brought about in reality by laziness; 
the charge is laid at the door of hard work, 
whereas it was indolence that impaired their 
health. Remember it is not labour that kills a 
student, bat it is laziness or neglect of exercise that 
does so. Workers are sadly wanted in India, but no 
lazy workers. 

4. When you begin a new book, it is advisable, 
first, to go through the book-work of the whole, at 
the same time doing the easy sums which come out 
on the first or at most at the second trial. After thus 
once passing through the book begin it anew, and 

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omit no example. By adopting this system, you 
will, save a great deal of your time and labour and 
your work will, be most efficient. 

5. As far as possible try to do everything with your 
own unaided efforts. Not only should you try to 
solve the examples by your own exertions, but try 
to do the book-work also without the aid of the 
author. Try, as it were, to re-discover everything. 
This will do you immense good. Read the heading 
in the case of each Article or the enunciation in the 
case of each Proposition and then shut your book, 
and try if you can give your own demonstration. 
Think over the subject for a time, if your exertions 
seem to be fruitless, read one or two sentences 
from the top in that Article or Proposition and then 
closing the book try to complete the proof; if even 
then your attempts avail nothing, read one or two 
sentences from the bottom of the same Article or 
Proposition, and do your best to supply the parts 
of the proof not seen by you. If, then also you fail, 
read a little more of the book, and try to fill up the 
gap yourself. Thus a part at least of each Article or 
Proposition must, by all means, be drawn out from 
your own brain, if you want to acquire a sound 
knowledge of Mathematics. You may, at first read 


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very little by this method, but whatever is not 
learnt in this way forms but a very poor part of 
education. By and by your power will increase and 
this process will no longer be slow. Your progress 
will, after trying this method for a time, be both 
rapid and thorough, and you will find yourself 
quick to perceive and slow to forget. It is to such 
readers that the Roman proverb applies: "Beware 
of the man of few books." 

"The great danger" says a Mathematician, "which 
all mathematical students have to guard against is 
that of learning off book-work without fully 
mastering the essential points of the methods. 
Mathematics cannot be crammed; to be able to 
write out book-work faultlessly is not sufficient. 
The why and wherefore of each step must be fully 
grasped, and students must not rest content unless 
they fully understand in every case what is the 
property to be proved, what known results are 
assumed, and what methods are to be applied. 
Otherwise their memory will be unfairly taxed, the 
work will degenerate into mere drudgery, and all 
this will he, of little avail if the book-work so 
assiduously committed to memory should be set 
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among examiners for finding out whether 
candidates really know their work." 

The solution of easy problems and riders, which is 
also practically indispensable, also depends almost 
entirely on a thorough knowledge of fundamental 
principles and those who do not clearly realize this 
are too often apt to rush on to results in their 
answers in the examination, and use the words "it 
is obvious" or "evident" to conceal their ignorance 
of the intermediate steps, which, however, 
deceives no one but the candidates themselves. On 
the other hand, those who will trouble to realise 
fully the methods of the book-work and the 
framework of facts on which each Proposition is 
built up, will possess sufficiency powerful 
machinery to solve any reasonable problems that 
may be set. 

All that will then be required is readiness in 
applying their knowledge, and this can only be 
brought about by frequent practice in working 
examples. 

6. Don't disdain or pass over sums containing easy 
applications of the formulae, and never be satisfied 


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with knowing merely the nay how to work out a 
rider; work it out actually, carry your theory into 
practice. Never forget the precious maxim "The 
way to more light is the faithful use of what we 
have." By so doing you will acquire practice which 
alone makes us perfect. You know the greater part 
of your University Examination-papers will consist 
of such easy riders; and even those questions in 
which brainwork is most prominent, depend not a 
little for their full and leady solution on practical 
applications of the formulae. If you are already 
practised in that work you will finish in a very 
short time the whole of the paper, except those 
portions which require thinking, and out of the 
total amount of time allotted having got a great 
deal at your disposal for thinking only, you will 
most probably succeed in your efforts in this 
direction too, and thus do the whole of the paper. 
As it is not enough for a man to know the theory of 
swimming but he ought to have practice in that art 
if he wants to swim across a river; so is practice 
necessary for you if you want to swim across the 
troublous sea of University Examinations. Simple 
riders and easy sums are a great recreation to the 
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Most students when asked to work cut a sum, 
sometimes after making a few feeble efforts but 
frequently before making any, give up in despair 
ejaculating the words "It is very difficult, it will not 
come out." But the self-same students, after the 
problem has been explained to them, cannot help 
uttering "Oh, it was so easy!" I say, yes, it was so 
easy, but you could not get it cut because you did 
not enter into it. You had no courage, no strong 
will, no patience, or no Mathematical virtue. 

7. Frequently revise the portions which you have 
already read; otherwise your further progress will 
be very very slow, and you will find yourself no 
match for the examiners. "Every Mathematical 
book that is worth anything" says Professor 
Chrystal, "must be read backwards and forwards. 
Go on but often return to strengthen your faith. 
When you come on a hard or dreary passage pass 
it over; and come back to it after you have seen its 
importance or found the need for it further on." 

8. In order to attain dexterity in analysis and 
calculation and become expert in giving ready 
solutions to problems, it is desirable to acquire the 
habit of performing mathematical investigations 


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mentally. No other discipline is so effectual in 
strengthening the faculty of attention; it gives a 
facility of apprehension, an accuracy and 
steadiness to the conceptions; and what is a still 
more valuable acquisition, it habituates the mind to 
arrangements in its reasonings and reflections. To 
give an illustration of how much it improves the 
intellectual powers I may cite the case of Euler, 
who had always accustomed himself to that 
exercise; and having practised it with .assiduity he 
is an instance to what an astonishing degree it may 
be acquired. 

"Two of Euler's pupils had calculated a converging 
series as far as the seventeenth term, but found, on 
comparing the written results, that they differed 
one unit at the fiftieth figure; they communicated 
this difference to their master, who went over the 
whole calculation by head, and his decision was 
found to be the true one. For the purpose of 
exercising his little grandson in the extraction of 
roots, he has been known to form to himself the 
table of the first six powers of all numbers from 1 
to 100, and to have preserved it actually in his 
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9. Mathematics requires of us a great deal of time 
and energy; we should be continually working at 
it. But though it requires our body to be always in 
motion ever working, and subject to the laws of 
Dynamics; it demands our mind to be always at 
rest, in equilibrium and in a state subject, as it 
were, to the laws of Statics. A man wanting to excel 
in Mathematics, should banish care and anxiety 
from his mind, think of nothing else bat his work, 
should have a serene and tranquil heart, should 
allow nothing to disturb his peace and calm of 
mind. His labour will bear little fruit unless he is 
able to keep his mind in perfect solitude; which in 
most cases, will require his body also to be in 
loneliness. 

One lesson, Nature, lot me learn of thee, 

One lesson which in every wind is blown, 

One lesson of two duties kept at one 
Though the loud world proclaim then enmity - 
Of toil unsever'd from tranquillity! 

Of labour, that in lasting fruit outgrows 
Far noisier schemes, accomplished in repose, 

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Yes, while on earth a thousand discords ring, 

Man's senseless uproar mingling with his toil, 

Still do thy quiet ministers move on, 

Their glorious tasks in silence perfecting; 

Still working, blaming still oar vain turmoil; 
Labourers that shall not fail, when man is gone. 

(Matthew Arnold.) 
10. A student of Mathematics should always have a 
humble heart and a docile spirit. 

Carefully store in every piece of knowledge, gather 
every bit of Mathematical truth; what, if you can 
make no immediate use of them, and what, if no 
pleasing result seems likely to spring from them. 

" . . ..because right is right, to follow right 
Were wisdom in the scorn of consequence" 

What a noble spirit of research was betrayed by the 
great Mathematician when he spoke of himself as 
having been all his life but "a child gathering 
pebbles on the sea-shore" - a similitude expressing 
not only his humility, but alluding likewise to "the 
spirit in which he had pursued his investigations, 
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building, but of childlike alacrity in seizing upon 
whatever contributions of knowledge Nature 
threw at his feet." 

These directions may be summed up m a single 
one: Love the subject, (Love conquers all, ) and try, 
by every means possible, to keep yourself in a state 
in which you may be able to concentrate your 
mind and pay close and undivided attention to the 
subject. This is a faculty, which, if we consider the 
testimony of Newton sufficient evidence, is the 
great constituent of inventive power It is that 
complete retirement of the mind within itself, 
during which the senses are looked up; that 
intense' meditation on which no idea can intrude; 
that firm, straightforward progress of thought, 
deviating into no irregular sally; that perfect yoga 
where the mind becomes one with the subject 
which can alone place Mathematical subjects in a 
light efficiently strong to illuminate them fully, and 
preserve the perceptions of the mind's eye in the 
right order. 

In the end I shall lay before you the secret of 
success in the study of Mathematics as well as in 
that of any other undertaking. It is seeking not our 


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own aggrandisement, but the glory of God; it is 
like the Red Cross Knight to labour and struggle 
for the Faerie Queen Gloriana or the Glory of God. 
It is thus to make our whole life a continuous 
prayer by our acts. It is to carry into practice the 
noble advice of Lord Sri Krishna - 

" in thy thoughts 

Do all thou dost for me! Renounce for Me! 
Sacrifice heart and * mind arid will to Me 
Live in the faith, of Me!" 

Let me close with the following strictly true 
Shakespeare: 

"Heaven doth with us as we with torches do, 

Not light them for ourselves; for if our virtues 
Did not go forth of us, it were all alike 
As if we had them not; 

Spirits are not finely touch'd, 

But to fine issues; nor Nature never lends 
The smallest scruple of her excellence 
But like a thrifty goddess she determines 
Herself the glory of a creator, 

Both thanks and use . " 

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